trapped love prisoner love

We both chose silence tacitly.

And I know that this time he came, not like before, to take me away, because he is no longer like before, he needs to bear the responsibility of a family.

"you……"

"you……"

We both spoke at the same time, then fell silent at the same time.

In the end, it was Yize who said first, "How are you... how are you doing now?"

It was the same dialogue as a stranger I haven't seen for a long time, so I just nodded, "Well, it's okay."

Yize should have a good life too, seeing him reminds us of our past, but it's just the past.

The two of us were speechless again.

Cheng Yize walked towards me slowly, "Ye'an... I'm sorry."

When I heard Cheng Yize say that, I felt my nose sore.I didn't expect the two of us to finally meet and the first thing he said to me was sorry.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry he couldn't take me away back then, or he had his own family, so he decided to completely break off relations with me, so he said sorry to me.

I know that the greater possibility is that he came to say goodbye to me.

"...I'm sorry, I'm doing... well, how about you?"

"As long as you live well, I'm going abroad."

"Well, I know, it's good to have a happy family." I tried to talk to him in a calm tone. I wanted to see him and hear his voice so much before, but now, I don't want to .

It's not that he didn't dare, but that he didn't want to. He lived happily without me, which made me feel that if I didn't appear in the past, his life would not leave any stains.

"Ye'an, you... I think we..."

Another person came into the bookstore. Even though he lowered his head now, I can still feel the pressure from his whole body.

It was Nan Fengyan who helped me buy lunch and came back.

Cheng Yize probably didn't expect Nan Fengyan to be here, he looked at me in surprise, "Ye'an, why is Nan Fengyan here?"

"This one……"

Nan Fengyan slowly approached me.

I don't know if Nan Fengyan will be angry. Nan Fengyan's temper has been suppressed for so long, so it will explode today?It's okay for me to suffer, but Yize is different now, he is a man of family background, his concern is heavier than mine.

When I was guessing wildly, Nan Fengyan just put the lunch on my table, "There are a lot of people in the restaurant today, I came back a bit late, I was worried that you were hungry, so I ran back, the soup was a bit spilled It's out, eat it while it's hot."

Nanfeng Yan took a look at Cheng Yize, then slowly walked out of the bookstore.

"Ye'an, why is Nanfengyan here with you? Did he threaten you again?" As soon as Nanfengyan left, Yize immediately asked me.

I shook my head, "No."

I didn't expect Nan Fengyan to walk so simply.

Yize sat in my bookstore for a while, but neither of us had anything to say.

He didn't want to tell me how he lived in the United States these years, and I didn't want to tell him how Nan Fengyan and I got entangled again these years.

"Actually, it was Chen Bailuo who told me that you were here. I had to go through some things, so I went back to China."

"Ah."

"This is my last return to China. From now on, I will stay in the United States and will not come back."

"……Um."

"Ye'an, do you have anything you want to tell me?"

"...No." Could I tell you, I hope you don't leave? I am no longer a teenager, and I can stand the age of squandering a lot. Moreover, you are no longer just for me before, Cheng Yize is only good to me.

It is said that time will change a lot of things. I didn't believe it before, but now I believe it. After knowing the news that Cheng Yize will not come back again, besides sadness, there is also a trace of indifference in my heart.

I sent Yi Ze out of the bookstore.

"Yean, I..."

"Hurry up and go back after completing the documents, and I wish you happiness." This sentence has been pressed in my heart for a long time, and I must say it to him. I hope he is happy, even if I live with him in the end The person is not me.

"Well, thank you. Also, meeting you is the luckiest thing in my life." Cheng Yize suddenly hugged me.

I froze, and hugged him back.

"Then I'm leaving." I saw Cheng Yize waving at me, and I waved at him too.

Just like when we were in high school, he sent me home, and when we reached the door, he would wave to me, but in the future, we will never see each other again.

"Goodbye."

I watched Yize's figure gradually disappear, and I also walked back to the bookstore.

The lunch on the table was so cold that I ate it all.

In the evening, I went to pick up Ji Chenxi from school, and I didn't see Nanfengyan until I got home, but the dinner he bought for me and Ji Chenxi was placed in front of the door.

I had dinner with Ji Chenxi, and I told him to sleep.

I didn't see Nan Fengyan the next day either.

When Ji Chenxi was going to school, I closed the bookstore and went upstairs to my house, which is Nan Fengyan's house.

I knocked on the door, and I heard footsteps on the other side of the door, knowing that Nan Fengyan must be able to see me through the cat's eyes.

But the door was not opened.

I knocked on the door again, "Open the door."

"..."

"I'll say it for the last time." The person behind the door still didn't open the door for me, "Then I'm leaving."

Before I left, the door was opened by Nan Feng, and Nan Feng hugged me tightly.

I was a little angry, "What are you doing, Nan Fengyan, let me go!"

"An'an... I thought you were gone..."

"What am I going to do? I'm not here? Let me go first."

Nan Fengyan let me go.

"Nanfengyan, why have you been staying in the house lately? Don't you dare come to see me?" I don't know why, maybe it was more than two years ago, I was used to Nanfengyan and raised my temper, yes He and I often just get angry casually, and he won't say a word.

"No."

"That is how the matter?"

"An An, you are tired from standing all the time, let's go in and talk." Nan Fengyan opened the door and let me in.

I walked into his house, and I also brought some to him when I bought things in the past two years, and now the room he lived in became a little more popular.

I sat on the sofa, and Nan Fengyan sat next to me.

I saw Nanfeng holding back for a long time, "Is there anything you want to tell me?"

"...An An, actually, I thought..."

"Why?"

"I thought Cheng Yize would take you away. What I was thinking at the time was that if he took you away within three days, I would never come to you again. I was afraid that I couldn't bear it anymore, so I just bought it for you. Fan, I didn't dare to see you."

When I heard Nan Fengyan say this, I was inexplicably angry, "You mean, Cheng Yize wants to take me away, so you just let him go?"

"...Well, I'm afraid you're not happy."

"..."

"However, I think I will regret it after a while, and then I will go to you, but I will not be the same as before, I will guard you by your side, at least, let me accompany you Enough."

"The south wind is severe."

"Ah."

I unconsciously moved closer to Nanfeng Yan, "Actually, I think that the person who loves me the most in this world is not me, but you. In the past, even if it was Yize, I would feel his love for me. Doubt, I think he will abandon me because of some responsibility, the result is the same as I thought."

"An'an, don't be sad..."

"I didn't. Now I'm fine. Nan Fengyan, you love me so much, you really don't regret it at all."

"I don't regret it, the only thing I regret is that I didn't cure my disease before."

"Really? Nan Fengyan, let me ask you, if one day, someone forces you to tell you to leave me, and then for me, you get married, and then have children and a happy family. Then, who would you choose, Choose them or me?"

"Of course it's you. No matter what you give me, I only want you alone."

I laughed, "You are so stupid..." I leaned on Nan Fengyan's shoulder, thinking of my past with Cheng Yize, this is the biggest difference between Yize and Nan Fengyan, both of them love me , but the degree of love is different.

My eyes were red, and Nanfeng Yan also noticed, but he didn't say anything, just stroked my hair with his hands.

"Hey, Nanfengyan."

"An An."

"I'm going to eat omurice tomorrow morning."

"Well, An An, I'll buy you whatever you want."