Clow is perfect

He successfully caught a lot of crabs, and accidentally got a good variety thrown down by others. Jing was very happy to go back with a bag full of harvest.

Because I learned cooking skills at the same time as Uta-e, Kagami's cooking skills are still very good. Of course, I have to rule out that something went wrong halfway, and I asked Mr. Dazai for advice. As a result, I made an accident that was quite unpalatable.

When Osamu Dazai, who was half busy and half fishing, came back at night, he saw the lights on, smiling and running to greet his children and a table full of seafood.The warm smiling faces, the aroma of food, and the lit lights are all full of fireworks and warmth in the world.

It is also the atmosphere that he feels very uncomfortable and wants to escape and avoid.

The black-haired boy stood at the door, the only eyes exposed were gloomy and indifferent. He looked at it quietly for a while, then took a step back, avoiding the light, with his toes slightly turned outward, and wanted to turn around and leave.

It's not suitable for him to go in here, let's find Oda to play tonight.

Osamu Dazai, who had made a good plan, was grabbed by his hand before he could completely change his posture.There was not much strength, and the touch was soft. It was the child's hand that he was already somewhat familiar with.

"Mr. Dazai, eat crabs today! It's real crabs!" The light green haired boy's eyes were bright, his anticipation was undisguised, like a bird jumping for joy.

Such a lively appearance made Osamu Dazai a little dazed. He still remembered that when he first picked up the mirror, he couldn't even express his feelings, and he was able to follow people foolishly, and he didn't know how to refute when he was cheated.Even now, it was easy for him to lie to him, because from the very beginning, the kid believed in him, no matter what he did.

What a weird insistence, why do you think that a bad guy like Osamu Dazai will not hurt you?

Does this child really understand what kind of guy he wants to pull?

Suddenly, Osamu Dazai asked this question on such a night that should have been warm: "Does Kagami-chan know who I am?"

"Yes...Mr. Dazai?" Kagami didn't understand why he would ask such a question, thought for a while, and answered tentatively.

"Not talking about that."

He could have continued to hide it, and continued to hide it without this ignorant child knowing, but Osamu Dazai couldn't help but push back the hypocritical mask, reminding him of the cruel reality: "Do you remember the first time I brought you back?" God? I took your mirror away because I wanted to see your flustered expression and the flaws you showed."

"I deliberately let you watch the bloody scene of the suppression, in order to shake you up and make you understand where you are."

"Forgot about you, made you wait all day, and finally took you to see Yumeno Kusaku, using his abilities to make you fall into the deepest fear. That's right, I know what he will do."

"I lied to you to agree to my request, drove away your sister, and made you believe that 'I' exists, so you can only be obedient."

"Deliberately let you wear girl's clothes with a ridiculous hairstyle, so that you get used to being manipulated by me."

"I also thought about throwing you away, or throwing you directly to Zhongye. Because you are not my ideal puppet."

"And deliberately used your sister to let her find Bai Qilin first, even if she died because of it."

"I provoked the relationship between Shibusawa Tatsuhiko and you, so that you have nowhere to go but rely on me."

"Besides, I have tested you countless times, trying to imprint the impression of 'be nice to me' in your consciousness countless times. Everything you do now will have my shadow left behind."

"Do you know who I am now, Mirror."

He pushed aside the peaceful coexistence that he had always maintained, and told the child who trusted him all the deliberate actions, like cutting open a rotten fruit, revealing the rottenness under the intact appearance. inside.It was like tearing off the white mask with his own hands, revealing his bloody and ugly face.

He talked about what he was doing in the coldest voice, analyzed every step of the plan very clearly, pointed out his despicableness sharply and thoroughly, and told the mirror with a gesture that could hardly be rejected: He is such a terrible, The hopeless bad guy is a bad guy who has always had other plans and has never really been good for him.

He's saying: You never know whose hand you're grabbing.

A badass who doesn't deserve what you do, a bastard who has taken your trust, and a total villain.

So let him go.

As long as he lets go, he won't be held back either.

Osamu Dazai's deep iris-colored eyes looked at the child who was holding him, seeing his incomprehension at the beginning, then gradually turned into surprise and shock, and finally stared at him blankly, as if he didn't understand anything , and it seems to be dealing with a huge amount of information.

Slowly, water mist surged in those light green eyes, and then condensed little by little, overflowing with water, like a piece of jade placed in still water, very wet and pathetic.

He held Dazai Osamu's hand slightly loosened.

So Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes and waited quietly for the time when the temperature that shouldn't exist disappeared.The fleeting feelings in my heart were completely ignored by myself.

Those eyes couldn't bear the weight of tears in the end, the upper and lower eyelashes trembled slightly like butterfly wings, and water droplets rolled out.

It was the first time that Jing felt such heavy and hard to let go of emotions. He didn't know where the uncontrollable complex emotions came from. Uncomfortable, tears wet his entire face while he was not paying attention.

He choked up and asked Osamu Dazai: "Mr. Dazai, why don't you lie to me this time?" If he didn't make things so clear, maybe he wouldn't be exposed at this time.

"It's just that I want to do this." Osamu Dazai replied, his tone was flat and he didn't care.

"...I see." Kagami wiped his tears with his sleeve, sniffed his nose, and concluded with red eyes, "Mr. Dazai is a bad person. Lied to me, used me."

That's right, that's it, you should understand now, right?Do not approach him, nor approach him any more.

Osamu Dazai looked at his actions in anticipation, listened to his words, and waited for his own judgment. His eyes were empty and silent, but the corners of his mouth curled up, accepting all of this calmly.

Next, it's over.

"...so Mr. Dazai can only eat one crab for tonight." While saying this, Kagami led him to go in, and the other hand was still touching the corner of his tearful eye.

The slightly curly black-haired boy didn't move, refusing to be led inside.When I looked back in the mirror, I saw him looking at me with incomprehensible and probing eyes, as if what appeared here was not a beautiful boy, but a prehistoric giant beast, or something that shouldn't exist at all.

"Did you really understand what I just said? Or are you really so stupid that you can't understand anything." Osamu Dazai didn't know why his voice was hoarse, low and angry , is not calm at all.

Jing blinked, and frowned unhappy: "I said I knew it, why did Mr. Dazai ask again?"

"What do you know, you still want to take me away, don't you?"

"I know that you have done a lot of bad things to me, and I also know that Mr. Dazai is not a good person at all...and Mr. Oda is right, Mr. Dazai is lonely and a bit clumsy." Jingqing Lingling Looking at him, he said these words seriously.

"Mr. Dazai has really done a lot of excessive things, and he pretends not to tell me at all. He is teasing and teasing me. No matter from which point of view, he is an unforgivable guy... Do you want me to say that?"

Seeing Osamu Dazai's silent but obviously acquiescing expression, Kagami sighed old-fashionedly.

"Actually, Mr. Dazai told me the world I saw for the first time. For the first time, I had a place to live instead of sleeping on the street. My shelter was given to me by Mr. Dazai. For the first time, I had my own I also got the clothes and things I got with the help of Mr. Dazai. There are many, many firsts. For me, Mr. Dazai is a very important connection between me and the world. The relationship between me and you, from The day we met, it was done."

"Actually, you don't need to leave any traces. The world I feel already includes the part about you. Of course, it's too much to want to abandon me."

"But I will not take the initiative to give up this hard-won fate. I don't want to be the first to let go. If Mr. Dazai thinks I am a fool and doesn't want to stay with me anymore, why don't you let go of me? hand?"

This is a very simple matter, of course Osamu Dazai understands, as long as he opens this hand fiercely like the first time, he can reject all of this, he can give up that mirage-like scene, and he can leave here.

But his hand has been in disobedience, being gently held by the child, as if being pulled by an inextricable swamp and unable to move.

"One more thing, Mr. Dazai, this is what others told me." Mirror turned his head and said seriously to him, "If you really feel that you are wrong, you not only need to apologize, but you also need to compensate me, Only in this way will I forgive you. This is not something that can be eliminated by drawing a line, it needs you to make compensation."

"So tonight you only have one, ah no, half a crab!" He announced the result of the trial with a menacing tone and a firm tone.

He picked up a strange child.

Osamu Dazai stared at the person in front of him, loosened his footsteps, was gently carried forward by that force, and stepped into the world he was afraid to avoid.

When I saw the dishes in front of me, I couldn't help but think, this is also an idiot, a little guy who doesn't understand anything.

After facing those terrifying truths, he hugged himself who was covered in thorns that would make him drenched with blood, and even tried to light up something for him.

Ah, he will die here.

Osamu Dazai was convinced of this, and he would definitely die by the child's hand, by his blade called Tenderness.

"King-chan, it's not good to reach out to others casually."

"Eh?"

"There will be no escape."