Daoist always thinks I'm scumbag for him

It was cold at night, but a hall in the northeast corner of the palace was brightly lit, and the warm orange light shone on the young emperor's face. He looked calm, but he was drinking wine glass by glass.

He Louming looked at him quietly. Against the backdrop of the candlelight, his shadow was cast on the ground, his eyes were slightly closed, and his face was a little indifferent.

He walked over and leaned against the edge of the table, reached out and took the wine glass in Qingyuan's hand and looked down at him, "I remember you said that wine is drunk when you are happy."

Hearing this, Qingyuan just raised his eyes and glanced at him, holding the jug with his slender fingers, he watched the clear glazed wine glass slowly fill with liquid, he only took a sip and said, "I'm not unhappy."

He Louming raised his eyebrows and said, "Are you happy?"

Qingyuan twitched the corners of his lips, but didn't speak.

He fell back and leaned on the back of the chair, and said after a moment of silence, "Huo Yanyu is feeling very uncomfortable today." His eyes were hurt, and he looked at him strangely, as if he didn't recognize him.

There was a slight popping sound from the candle, rustling, and the candle lighted up for a moment and then quickly dimmed. He Louming reached out and touched the rim of the cup, then took a sip and said, "I don't blame you for this." .”

The mouth is filled with a mellow wine aroma, but the entrance is spicy.Qingyuan stretched out his hand to cover his forehead, and there was no emotion in his voice, "Sometimes I think, it would be great if I could always have memories in this world." I carry the memory, what can I do?"

He couldn't take care of all the four spirits, he always lost sight of the other, wandering in entanglement and guilt.

His Taoist companion has a pair of beautiful bright eyes, and his smile is dazzling, as if the stars in the sky are reflected in it, but he always makes him cry, and those silent tears flow silently, time and time again.

He Louming lowered his eyes slightly, he looked at the man in the orange candlelight, he was still handsome and flawless, elegant and handsome, but it seemed that his face was a bit dazed, and he didn't see the god-like indifference and arrogance at the beginning.

He was only 13 years old when he saw this man, and the crowd was bustling. He stood on a high platform and looked out. This man was dressed in white, and his whole body was warm, as if all the spiritual energy in the world had been transformed.

Later, he joined the teacher's school. The young man knew love for the first time, and he was ignorant and careful. When he was a little older, he was expelled from Yunfeng. At that time, he was full of anger and wanted revenge.

He wants to throw this person into the net of dust, let him suffer from love, hatred, hatred, ignorance, and love, and never return to the past.Make him feel uncomfortable, make him feel anxious, and only in this way can he overcome the pain he has been asking for for several years.

But now that he has been a Taoist couple for a long time, he has obtained everything he wanted. When he looks back on the past, he only feels that he was naive and ridiculous at the time. When he couldn't ask for it most, he wished he could drag him into the quagmire together. Life after life has been entangled, life and death together, but when he saw that Qingyuan was suffering for him, his first reaction was to feel distressed.

He doesn't want Qingyuan to feel bad for him, and he doesn't want the one he loves to feel bad at all, even if it's because of him.

He Louming bent down and looked straight into those peach eyes, "Qingyuan, it's okay, you've done a good job."

Qingyuan blinked and looked at him in silence.

He Louming put his chin on his shoulder, and said slowly, "Huo Yanyu won't blame you, and neither can Gu Jing, neither will blame you."

He ran his fingers through his hair and combed it bit by bit, "I have already made it clear to them that Huo Yanyu may still feel uncomfortable now, just ignore him, he will come to you by himself after two days."

"There is also Jing Chen, he has the best acceptance, and he may be very happy now."

"Gu Jing..." He Louming thought for a while, then said after pondering for a while, "He thinks the most, but he is absolutely willing to leave."

He held Qingyuan's face in both hands, and lingered on his chin, "You don't need to feel guilty, you don't need to do it to anyone."

In this quiet night, He Louming's voice was a little low, and he said lightly, "They will forgive you for whatever you do."

He Louming said, "Jingchen and I already have the idea of ​​leaving, that is, in the past few days, when we leave together, neither of us will be missing."

Qingyuan closed his eyes, sighed silently from his thin lips, and just stood up, "I'll go see Huo Yanyu."

Seeing him leave, He Louming's eyes fell on the ground, he thought helplessly, he was really generous this time.

The Fanhua Palace was brightly lit, and through the oil-paper window lattices, one could see the figures inside.

Qingyuan stood at the door, clasped his fingers on the door several times, but didn't let it fall, probably because of timidity, he was afraid of seeing Huo Yanyu's eyes full of disappointment towards him.

He took a low breath, but the door was suddenly pulled open from the inside, Huo Yanyu said coldly, "If I don't open the door, how long will you stand outside."

As he spoke, he grabbed Qingyuan's hand, dragged him inside, poured tea and handed it to him, and immediately turned his head away with a cold snort.

Qingyuan looked at him silently, not daring to say a word.

Usually at this time, he would pull people into his arms, but at this time... Qingyuan doubted whether his Taoist partner would push him away as soon as he got hold of him.

Huo Yanyu took such a silent look into his eyes with a glance, and suddenly felt tired, so he took a few steps back with a cold face, and sat on Qingyuan's lap.

Qingyuan paused, tentatively wrapped his arms around his waist, and asked cautiously, "Are you...not angry?"

Huo Yanyu said coldly, "Get angry!" He was almost so angry!

Qingyuan: ... "Oh."

Huo Yanyu reached out and kneaded his cheeks, and pulled them to both sides vigorously. He stretched out his hands and kneaded for a while, and found that Qingyuan's cheeks were flushed, so he stopped this kind of cheek-pinching game, and looked at him fixedly, and then sighed.

He buried his head in Qingyuan's neck, and the hot breath he exhaled was itchy, "Is what He Louming said true? How many of us are alone?"

Qingyuan nodded.

Huo Yanyu touched the red spot on his cheek, the temperature there was a little hot, "We are Taoist couples, so we were really together in the last life?"

Qingyuan nodded again, "Together."

Huo Yanyu's mood was a little complicated. He once fantasized that he and Qingyuan would be together forever, and even regretted that it was just a fantasy, but when this day really happened, he couldn't believe it.

One person becomes four people, which is too far away for him.

Huo Yanyu couldn't help but rubbed against Qingyuan's neck, his voice lowered, "Then... will we be together in the next life?"

Qingyuan touched the back of his neck when he heard the words, "We will be together in the future." Never have another life.

Huo Yanyu closed his eyes and did not speak.

After a long time, he said, "That's fine."

He got up and poked Qingyuan's chest with his fingers, "I'm tired, you hug me to bed." He looked like a domineering gentleman again, and he seemed to be very favored and proud.

On the contrary, Qingyuan breathed a sigh of relief, picked him up by the waist, and put him safely on the bed.

Huo Yanyu reached out and grabbed a piece of his clothes, "You put me to sleep."

Qingyuan thought for a while, then patted him on the back lightly, once and for all with moderate strength, if Huo Yanyu was sleeping on that kind of rocking bed now, he would be able to rock the bed all the time.

Huo Yanyu closed his eyes for a while and then opened them again. He looked at the person in front of him, stroked his chin and said, "Why don't you sing me a song, softly."

Qingyuan: ... What else can I really do, Huo Yanyu can only sing to him if he wants to hear it.

In the end, he really sang a song to him. He hummed a folk song in a soft voice, with a low and provocative taste. Huo Yanyu closed his eyes after listening to it.

Seeing that he was asleep, Qingyuan bent down and kissed his smooth forehead, then gently pulled down the bed curtain, and walked out lightly by herself.

You have to look at Gu Jing, he was no less frightened than Huo Yanyu.

The Fanhua Palace was a little far away from the Yiyuan Hall. Instead of taking a chariot, he walked over by himself. The door of the Yiyuan Hall was open, and the eunuch who was watching the night held on to a palace lantern and said respectfully, "Your Majesty, you are here. The king is always here. wait."

He looked up, Gu Jing frowned and smiled amidst the bright lights, only looked at him lightly, and said softly, "Your Majesty, you are here."

Behind him is a warm-colored candle, he is dressed in white, his brown pupils are bright, those clusters of flames seem to have risen in his eyes, but in the end there is nothing, like a layer of fog, making people feel hazy. Can't see clearly.

Qingyuan looked at him quietly, this piece of spirit he owed the most and the one he wanted to make up for the most, but it was a pity that he was discovered not too long ago.

He said, "Gu Jing, I..."

Gu Jing's eyes fell on him, and he said softly, "I already know." He said softly, "Today, He Louming has already said everything."

He seemed to be smiling, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, he just looked at Qingyuan, there seemed to be unfinished words in his eyes, but in the end he didn't say anything, just looked at him quietly.

Qingyuan rubbed his fingers, "Gu Jing, do you believe it?" It is very difficult for a person to deny all the past overnight and accept that he is just a fragment of his soul. Huo Yanyu is better, but Gu Jing has a delicate mind. It is inevitable that you will think more.

Gu Jing didn't answer, he just said, "Your Majesty suddenly said that he wanted to treat me well, because he knew that I was one of them?"

He spoke softly, but Qingyuan felt as if he had been poked, and there was a slight soreness in his heart.

Many years of indifference, and a sudden change, but it was only because he was one of them, or in other words, it was only because he and Huo Yanyu were essentially the same person.

Gu Jing was a little tired of such a delicate and sensitive self, but he couldn't help thinking: If Qingyuan had no memory, would he still not be able to see himself? Without those tenderness and intimacy, would they still be like before, together Yiyuan Hall, one in Fanhua Palace, and then disappeared.

Really, if you have all of them, you will be happy, and if you have all of them, you will be worried.

He sighed slowly, with some fatigue between his brows, "I don't mean that I don't want to go back, Your Majesty is not to blame."

When Qingyuan got up, he suddenly stretched out his arms and gently hugged Gu Jing, and hugged him instantly, but it was warm, "Don't worry, I said treat you well, so I will treat you well."

After saying this, he went out, leaving Gu Jing alone in the hall. He flicked the candle, and immediately lowered his eyes, looking confused.

The author has something to say: Question: Tell me what your Taoist partner looks like, please invite Qingyuan, the master of Yunfeng.

Qingyuan: Thank you everyone, my Taoist couple is more delicate in mind and quite angry, but it is easy to coax, sometimes it is annoying, but overall it is still very good.

Everyone: ... I haven't heard that the Demon Lord has a delicate mind.

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