look at me

Fu Gangqiang's office is in the innermost part of the sales department, with one side facing the window and two sides against the wall. The side facing the employees' desks is a glass side. Although there are liftable curtains inside, Fu Gangqiang seldom pulls them down.When cleaning and cleaning, it will be put down once in a while, because dust will accumulate on the plastic sheet.

Today was a rare day, when Fu Gangqiang came back from the conference room, he drew down the curtain facing the desk.Fu Gangqiang only lowered the curtain during conference calls, or when reviewing something that the members did not want to see, such as the review of employee year-end bonuses.

Before entering the house, the employees would knock on the door cautiously, and then enter the house after hearing Fu Gangqiang's response.

Bai Chuan knocked on the door with the non-urgent information in his hand, and Fu Gangqiang's voice came: "Come in."

Fu Gangqiang was reading the form on the computer when there was a "click" sound of the doorknob turning. The movement was very gentle. After entering the room, he closed the door gently with the same force.

Just by hearing the voice, Fu Gangqiang knew it was Bai Chuan.

Stretching out his face from behind the computer screen, sure enough, Bai Chuan was putting the documents on his desk.

"Minister, an application needs your signature, and there is also an order contract for the new company."

"New company?" After taking the information on the table, the two really looked like ordinary subordinates.

There are surveillance cameras in the office, both in the sales department and Fu Gangqiang's office.

Therefore, those who dare to do things in the office in film and television dramas are either because the monitoring in the office is broken, or the company's security situation has not yet reached the standard for installing cameras.

Or they are not afraid of human eyes and want to be watched by the security guards.

When Bai Chuan entered the office, there were only him and Fu Gangqiang in the closed room, and the atmosphere in the whole space became ambiguous.

His eyes flicked over Fu Gangqiang's hair, the bridge of his nose, his one-button shirt unbuttoned, the cuffs rolled up, and the suit pants that stretched his thighs from sitting down. Bai Chuan remembered that he had crawled through these pants yesterday. .

"Keep your eyes closed." Fu Gangqiang was looking at the new company's contract, his deep eyes were fixed on the contract, and he didn't raise his head.

Bai Chuan said with a smile: "There is nothing in the company's regulations that prohibits seeing the head of the sales department."

"Being stared at by you will distract me." Just the sight of each other makes them feel distracted.

After reading the information, Fu Gangqiang praised: "Not bad, with this order, you can rest assured of the year-end bonus."

Bai Chuan said regretfully: "I also plan to bribe the minister in private."

Fu Gangqiang took another application and signed it: "I retract the previous sentence. Your year-end bonus has not yet been determined. It depends on my mood."

Bai Chuan almost laughed, his thin lips were pursed lightly, his light brown hair was meticulously combed behind his head, his fair and slender neck was slightly bent to the left, and the veins in his neck were clearly exposed in front of Fu Gangqiang's eyes.

Seeing Fu Gangqiang's teeth itching, he wanted to bite something.

Bai Chuan's figure is very suitable for wearing formal clothes. The white shirt is slightly open at the neckline, and he looks refined and serious. Fu Gangqiang doesn't know that feeling is called restraint and lust.

Seeing the tidy Bai Chuan, if he was at home, Fu Gangqiang guessed that he would have already started to do it.

First loosen his hair, Bai Chuan's ears and neck will turn red, and then unbutton his shirt, shirt and belt, Bai Chuan will start to tremble slightly.

"Minister, why did you pull down the curtain today?"

Putting on the cap of the pen, Fu Gangqiang stood up and said, "Guess."

As Fu Gangqiang stood up, Bai Chuan's body began to tense involuntarily.

"Do you want to approve the year-end bonus?"

Fu Gangqiang nodded uncertainly: "Well, it's a good idea, but unfortunately it's not right, you can guess again."

He gradually approached, and when the distance between the two was only a fist, Bai Chuan's beautiful peach eyes blinked, and said, "What are you going to do that can't be seen by others?"

Fu Gangqiang shook his head: "There are surveillance cameras in the office, so I won't do anything." Fu Gangqiang added: "Whatever you do, you have to do it in a place where no one is around."

Bai Chuan: "Then I don't know."

Fu Gangqiang took the materials and contract on the table and handed them to Bai Chuan.

Bai Chuan stretched out his hand, and when the documents were handed over, Fu Gangqiang's hand followed, and under the cover of the documents, he gently rubbed Bai Chuan's fingertips.

The fingertips curled up slightly, and became hot a little bit, as if a candle was lit on the fingertips, and the heart began to accelerate uncontrollably.

"Just to see you more." Fu Gangqiang stared at Bai Chuan's face for a few seconds with undisguised eyes, then let go of his hand to walk around him, and slowly pulled up the curtains.

I thought to myself, Fu Gangqiang, you also have today.

Fu Gangqiang, who [-]% rejects office romances, did not expect that one day he would pull down the curtains himself, just to see his little boyfriend, and to prevent others from noticing his naked eyes.

Fu Gangqiang didn't say anything about love, he was very blunt and ordinary, but Bai Chuan's heart started to be agitated like an alarm clock, and his face was as hot as a fire.

Bai Chuan didn't like his own skin color. When he was young, he was often told that he looked like a girl, so pretty.

"Like a girl" is not a word of praise for Bai Chuan. As a sensitive adolescent, when he first discovered his sexuality, he was most afraid of hearing others say that he looked like a girl.

White skin is easy to leave bruises. After being exposed to the sun for a long time in summer, it will become red and itchy. If it is exposed to the sun for a long time, it will sting and peel off. Bai Chuan once wanted to tan, but it was useless. The time will come back.

Even when he was heartbroken, he couldn't control the blush on his face, he felt like a fool, his face was red and hot, he was very shy and ashamed.

I cast aside in my heart, are you an innocent boy?

Fu Gangqiang, who was pulling the curtains, turned his head, and saw Bai Chuan's red ears and neck, and the hand that pulled the curtains suddenly stopped moving.

"Bai Chuan, turn around."

"...No." Bai Chuan murmured softly.

"You don't want the people in the guard room to think that we have a dispute, and if you rush in, turn around quickly."

Bai Chuan hesitated for a few seconds, covered the lower half of his face with his right hand, and turned around slowly.

From the corners of the eyes to the cheekbones, there was a flush, as if the skin had been stained with dark pink nectar.

The young man lowered his eyes in annoyance and shame, and instead of looking at Fu Gangqiang, his calm smile flew to the sky.

People's emotions are easily contagious. If the people around you are laughing, you won't feel too bad even if you don't laugh. If the people around you are crying loudly, your mood will also be depressed.

Looking at the shy Bai Chuan, the thick-skinned Fu Gangqiang also became nervous, his heart beating non-stop.

"Have you seen enough?" Bai Chuan asked in a low voice, tilting his head.

Fu Gangqiang cleared his throat: "Your expression is not suitable for going out."

Upon hearing this, Bai Chuan lifted up the materials and covered the lower half of his face, like an ostrich with its head buried in the sand.

Maybe it's old age?Fu Gangqiang felt that he was completely immune to Bai Chuan.

Repeating long and deep breaths, Fu Gangqiang warned himself that he must not reach out, touch him, let alone chew him...

It took a long time for Bai Chuan's blush to disappear. In Fu Gangqiang's eyes, that deep pink blush was like Bai Chuan's continuous love.

Telling him non-stop, I have feelings for you, I like you so much, I can't control my blush when I see you, and my heart is moved by what you say...

When Bai Chuan walked out of the office, there were only two or three people left in the sales department.

Fu Gangqiang scratched his hair twice, took his cigarette and lighter and walked out. When passing by Bai Chuan's desk, the two did not look at each other, but they couldn't ignore each other's presence at all.

The breathing of the two seemed to blend together in the air, and even the air began to thicken a little bit.

Walking into the smoking room quickly, the smoking room on Saturday was empty, so Fu Gangqiang walked to the innermost window by the window and quickly lit a cigarette.

Inhale deeply and exhale slowly.

The thumb of the right hand holding the cigarette lightly taps the eye socket.

The young man's love was like molten lava, scorching hot, making Fu Gangqiang, an uncle, emotionally ups and downs involuntarily.

"It's not good for the heart." Fu Gangqiang patted his chest, and the image of Bai Chuan covering his face with documents suddenly floated in his mind, the corners of his eyes were red, like red oil paint.

"It's going to kill me..."

Why is it so attractive?

When Fu Gangqiang thought back to his youth, it wasn't because he was old or his memory was bad, but he really couldn't find similar mental activities.

It seemed that half of his life was going fast before he found the feeling of falling in love.

Maybe it's because you're older and your emotions are weaker?

There are many movies, when I watched them when I was young, I couldn't see any taste at all, and I wouldn't shed a single tear.

After more than ten or 20 years, when you look back and watch it again, you will be seamlessly integrated with your own life. The protagonist seems to be the epitome of you in the play, crying with him, sad with him, watching the movie, eyes It will swell like a walnut.

Fu Gang was so strong that his lacrimal glands did not weaken, but he became more agitated.

The text message alert sounded, Fu Gangqiang took out his mobile phone, and a message came from Bai Chuan: "What's for lunch?"

"What do you want to eat?"

"Udon noodle."

Fu Gangqiang was going to look at the car in the afternoon, so he opened the map and looked around for a car dealership, and there happened to be a Japanese restaurant where he could eat udon.

Share the store with Bai Chuan: "How is this one?"

Two seconds later, Bai Chuan sent a picture of a Shiba Inu nodding, "Yeah."

"What are you looking at? You're smiling so happily."

Manager Hao didn't know when he opened the door and walked in, pretending to glance at Fu Gangqiang's phone screen.

"Friend." Fu Gangqiang turned off the screen, put the phone in his pocket, and inadvertently looked at the reflection on the glass, the smile on the corner of his mouth was still there.

"That friend from last time?" Manager Hao recalled what he said yesterday, "How are you and that friend who was sick?"

"Don't always call your sick friend, bad luck." Fu Gangqiang took a puff of cigarette and said, "Well, it's pretty good."

"What's good? Is there anywhere?"

"Are you a matchmaker?" Fu Gangqiang asked with a smile.

Manager Hao pointed at Fu Gangqiang with a clear face: "Your expression is just right, do you have a photo?"

Fu Gangqiang thought that he really didn't have a photo of Bai Chuan.

"He doesn't like to take pictures, you don't need to look at them, he's pretty."

"Special water spirit?"

Fu Gangqiang nodded, Bai Chuan was in his heart, just like freshly washed ginseng fruit, extremely juicy.

"How big?"

Fu Gangqiang: "Nine years younger than me."

Manager Hao smokes with his mouth crooked. When he smokes, he likes to use the right corner of his mouth to smoke. After decades of smoking, the third tooth on the right is the yellowest.

"Nine years old, that's okay..." Manager Hao responded: "?? How old? Nine years old?? Let me figure it out, I just graduated from university."

Fu Gangqiang nodded: "Graduated the year before last."

Manager Hao: "You're not eating tender grass, you're eating grass seeds that haven't been planted yet! Can this last long?"

Fu Gangqiang glanced at him: "Will you speak well?"

Fu Gangqiang thought in his heart that they are very good and will be even better.

The author has something to say: hurry up and take a shot of insulin—”

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