Goldberg Variations

This sentence completely exceeded Gu Kai's expectations.

He didn't answer right away, but took two seconds to reflect on what Pei Wen was saying.

Then Gu Kai realized with self-mockery that it was useless for him to deceive himself and others.

Pei Wen's eyes and expression told him that he was serious, and he heard correctly.

All the charming and romantic fantasies just now are shattered inch by inch at this moment, turning into flowers in the mirror and the moon in the water.

That was probably just his own expectation.

The enthusiasm was poured with cold water, Gu Kai had a hard time describing his mood, and couldn't make an appropriate expression.

The gentle smile on his face disappeared, and he frowned slightly, looking at Pei Wen:

"why?"

"Can you give me a reason?"

"Did I do something wrong?"

Gu Kai didn't want to blame others, but hoped that he had done something wrong, and if he corrected it, Pei Wen would be able to get rid of this idea.

Pei Wen lowered his eyes not to look at him, not to meet his gaze.

The heart sank little by little, there was no more music in the piano room, and there were no other sounds, except for the faint sound of the wind coming from the window, only the sound of each other's breathing and heartbeat remained.

In this silent atmosphere, Pei Wen said softly:

"Sorry, I don't think we're a good fit."

Inappropriate - that's a catch-all reason.

Gu Kai couldn't help asking: "Which aspect is inappropriate?"

He thought they were a good fit.

Pei Wen lowered his eyes: "It's not suitable in every way."

"Your friend is right, I think Wen and Yu are more suitable for you."

"But I don't like him."

"Emotions can be cultivated."

"But I like you, Pei Wen."

Pei Wen paused, avoiding Gu Kai's eyes: "...you will not like it sooner or later."

After your likes run out.

Likes are expendable.

Gu Kai opened his mouth and said with difficulty: "You are not me, how do you know?"

Pei Wen was quiet for a moment, then looked down at his hands: "...I don't think I like you that much."

Gu Kai was stunned.

you are lying.

He wanted to say so.

But he didn't really say it.

It wasn't because Gu Kai didn't confirm Pei Wen's feelings for him, but because Gu Kai was tired.

Time and time again... He was always guessing Pei Wen's thoughts like this, scratching his heart and liver, having trouble sleeping and eating.

But couldn't Pei Wen feel it?

I have worked so hard, does Pei Wen still have to erect a high wall to keep him out?

So what's the point of everything he's done for so long?

No... Gu Kai thought of another possibility, and thought with a wry smile, maybe his guess all along was wrong.

Pei Wen didn't like him that much at all, it was just his own imagination.

Maybe he feels too good about himself, maybe he is addicted to this relationship and his head is hot.

After thinking for a long time, Gu Kai asked Pei Wen:

"Are you sure you want to break up?"

Pei Wen's eyes were a little dazed: "Hmm..."

Gu Kai stood up from the piano bench and kept a distance from Pei Wen.

"Okay then, let's go."

It was he who thought highly of himself, he thought he could become that special person, lead Pei Wen out of the psychological shadow, and heal the disease.

Since Pei Wen chose to refuse, there was no need for him to pester Pei Wen smugly.

Gu Kai was never that kind of person.

He is famous for being able to afford and let go, so that Zhu Shaohui often questioned whether he really loved.

Gu Kai didn't understand Zhu Shaohui's doubts.

How could it be possible that he has never been in love? He is 100% devoted to every relationship, especially Pei Wen.

If possible, he wanted to go on with Pei Wen forever.

Pei Wen's eyes suddenly turned red, and he couldn't restrain himself.

He stood up and looked at Gu Kai at a distance of more than a foot.

Pei Wen opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something.

But Gu Kai's sense of distance finally made him shut up.

Pei Wen lowered his face, his lips trembling slightly: "...Okay, I'll go now."

"Thank you for these days."

Pei Wen turned his back to the light, his face was in the shadow, and his long eyelashes cast a shadow like crow feathers, making it impossible for Gu Kai to see his eyes clearly.

"...Thank you for your care and concern, I really appreciate it."

Gu Kai brought him many experiences that he had never experienced before.

Gu Kai didn't look at Pei Wen either, lest he would feel soft-hearted and reluctant to see Pei Wen's face.

"You're welcome." Gu Kai said.

He really wanted to stab Pei Wen, such as "I will do the same to my other boyfriends in the future."

But he didn't say anything like that.

Breaking up generously is Gu Kai's consistent style.

To be beautiful, to be decent, Gu Kai didn't want to cry and even curse at each other, that was too ugly.

Pei Wen seemed to want to say something, but he pursed his lips and just nodded at Gu Kai.

"I'm leaving."

After he finished speaking, he turned and left the piano room.

At first it was a walk, but later it turned into a brisk walk and left Gu Kai's house.

Seeing Pei Wen leave, Bach was at his feet and wanted to go out together, but was stopped by Gu Kai.

After Pei Wen left, Gu Kai walked up to Bach with his pockets in his pocket, bent down to pick him up, and pinched Bach's ear:

"People don't want you anymore, stop chasing you."

Bach's green eyes stared at Gu Kai, unable to understand the meaning of this sentence, he struggled in Gu Kai's hand.

Gu Kai frowned and said, "I don't want you anymore, do you understand?"

"Stop following him foolishly. I'm your father. Remember to please me in the future. It's useless to please him."

Bach struggled again, seeing that Gu Kai still did not let go, he turned his head to ask for Gu Kai's hand.

Gu Kai pinched his ears and warned: "Don't bite."

Bach flicked his tail, already very dissatisfied with the two-legged beast, and struggled violently.

"..." Gu Kai was a little hurt.

Fuck, his cubs are turning to others and don't listen to him anymore.

Gu Kai kicked the coffee table angrily, then looked at the door, and couldn't help but push the door open and take a look.

Pei Wen wasn't here, so he really left.

Gu Kai gritted his molars, and ran to his own gym at night to work out.

There was a depression in his heart that he had nowhere to vent, so he could only push the iron.

Bach escaped from the grasp of the shit shovel officer, and played chasing his own tail in place.

The next day, Gu Kai went to work as usual.

However, I don't know if it was because he didn't have a good rest last night, Gu Kai was in a bad mood all day.

Wan Ying and Shi Yangming looked at Gu Kai's stinky face, and they were a little trembling.

"... Boss, your menopause is early?" Wan Ying asked.

Gu Kai glanced at her: "Let me tell you again that your bonus for this month is gone."

Wan Ying laughed and said, "Didn't I see that you are in a bad mood and want to comfort you?"

Gu Kai: "Whenever I'm in a bad mood, I'm in a good mood! I'm in a very good mood!"

"..." Wan Ying's mouth twitched.

Gu Kai called Shi Yangming: "Do you also think I'm in a bad mood today?"

Shi Yangming looked at his expression, and said honestly, "I don't think so."

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