Tie up to the social fear movie emperor

The two girls went on saying:

"I heard that his mother didn't even know that his father was gay before she got married, and she only found out when she was pregnant with a child."

"How can you know so clearly?"

"That's where my hometown is. I heard it from my parents when I was young, but I didn't expect that kid to become a big star now."

"Yes, and he is very handsome."

"Can you be a star if you're not handsome? I heard from their crew that he and Fan Xiaoyu are very close, probably because of 'that'."

"Ah? Isn't it? I really like Fan Xiaoyu, she's super handsome..."

"What's the use of being super handsome? Can you stop me from messing with men?"

"Oh, that's a pity..."

"Maybe it's not about fucking a man, but being fucked by a man."

"Pfft, why don't you speak so harshly."

"Ha ha ha ha……"

The two giggled for a while, but the two who were hiding behind the wall did not dare to move.Fan Xiaoyu could feel that Luo Xiao's whole body was stiff, and he himself was breaking out in cold sweat.

There are many people who like him in this world, and there must be many people who don't like him.But being exposed to these merciless evaluations so bluntly would make anyone feel uncomfortable.

Luo Xiao's breath was a little heavy, but he didn't intend to go out to stop them from continuing to "talk nonsense".So Fan Xiaoyu continued to listen quietly like him, Luo Xiao wrapped his arm around him and hugged him tighter and tighter.

"...Then what happened afterwards? His mother knew that she was cheated into marriage, so she couldn't be mad?"

"Later I heard that he was divorced. His mother didn't want him, so she remarried. His father didn't want him either. Oh, how much a homosexual can like children, he must be forced by the family to have no choice..."

"It was even worse for homosexuals in those days, right? Few of them came out, and they were all going to get married... So who did Luo Xiao live with in the end?"

"It's not with anyone. It seems that several relatives live in rotation. I heard that he lives in his uncle's house the most, but that family treats him badly. They think he is a homosexual. He must be a bad thing. They beat and scold him every day."

"I see?"

"I don't know about it later. I didn't hear about his family when I was in junior high school. It seems that he was picked up by his father, and then there was no news at all."

"Oh, it's very pitiful, but now that he's doing so well, his uncle's family must regret it?"

"Who knows..."

The two of them gossiped about some more, and after smoking, they went downstairs.Fan Xiaoyu in the back didn't pay much attention. He was wrapped in Luo Xiao's arms, very warm and safe, but he could feel that this man who was always calm and powerful in front of him was trembling slightly at this moment.

After a long time, Fan Xiaoyu called out to him carefully: "Radish, radish? Are you okay?"

Luo Xiao woke up from the memories, and when he looked at him, his eyes had recovered:

"fine."

"What they said just now—"

"It's all true."

"?!"

Fan Xiaoyu stared at him, speechless.Not shocked that his dad was gay or anything, but surprised that he was so open about—

Could it be that what he wanted to tell himself just now was this?

Said that his father was a cheating homosexual, that he was abandoned by his parents, rejected by his relatives, beaten and scolded every day, and grew up under the eyes of discrimination and contempt?

If it can become what it is now, you can write an inspirational autobiography, okay?

Luo Xiao's face was still pale, and he leaned against the wall and said to Fan Xiaoyu, "Let's go back, okay..."

"Oh, oh, of course!" Fan Xiaoyu immediately grabbed his hand, "Let's go back now, I'll ask Hu Bao to pick us up at the back door. I'll take you through a hidden passage, no one else will know..."

Luo Xiao also held his hand back, Fan Xiaoyu opened his fingers, interlocked his fingers, and said firmly, "Don't be afraid, I will protect you."

"..."

They were still spotted when they slipped out the back door.The two of them didn't wear hats and masks. Although Hengdian is often visited by celebrities, it's nothing to meet one or two by chance, but Fan Xiaoyu is too popular now, passers-by are still very excited when they see him——

But today Fan Xiaoyu obviously looked in a bad mood.In the past, no matter where he met fans, he would greet fans with a smile, but today he just dragged Luo Xiao away, acting like he didn't want to talk to anyone, and he didn't want to mess with anyone.

He didn't even look good on the passers-by taking pictures.The little girls were stunned when they saw him like this, thinking that they had recognized the wrong person, how could their little brother Yu show such an expression...

The two of them got into the nanny's car, and both heaved a sigh of relief.Hu Bao looked back at them: "What's the matter, Brother Yu, what happened?"

Fan Xiaoyu didn't want to talk, so he waved his hand to signal him to drive.When the car returned to the hotel, he accompanied Luo Xiao to get off the car, turned to Hu Bao and said, "You don't have to go up with me, you go back and continue eating and singing with them."

"Huh? How can this work, I—"

"Why can't it work?" Fan Xiaoyu winked at him, "It doesn't matter if you don't come back today. They're going to sing all night, you have fun, don't be out of place~"

"..."

Hu Bao thought for two seconds, and immediately put on an expression of "I understand", and gave him two thumbs up solemnly, as if he was about to complete some difficult task.

Fan Xiaoyu: There is no need to be so exaggerated...

Fan Xiaoyu patted him, turned around and followed Luo Xiao.The two entered the elevator in silence, and pressed the elevator in silence——

But Luo Xiao only pressed his own floor, Fan Xiaoyu lived on the floor downstairs, and he didn't press it.Fan Xiaoyu was secretly happy in his heart, although he felt that the current atmosphere should not laugh...

Back in Luo Xiao's room, Luo Xiao seemed to really relax.He took two bottles of ice water from the small refrigerator, handed one to Fan Xiaoyu, and drank most of it by himself.

"Hey? How can you drink water like this? It's still cold, it's not good for the stomach, why don't you drink some hot water first?"

Luo Xiao wiped the water stains around his mouth, and smiled at him: "It's okay, I'm used to it."

"..."

The room suddenly fell silent.He was a little unsure whether he should ask Luo Xiao how he got used to it, and the amount of information just now was too much, and now he even doubted whether he should stay here...

Maybe it's better for Luo Xiao to be alone, after all, he usually likes to be alone.

Fan Xiaoyu also finally understood why he likes to be alone.

Luo Xiao saw through the entanglement in his heart, he hesitated when reaching out his hand, and finally placed it on his back.

And gently pinched the back of his neck:

"I'm fine, those things are nothing new, and I don't really care what others say."

Fan Xiaoyu looked uncomfortable, why did she become Luo Xiao to comfort herself?Obviously at this time, I should be the one who "stepped forward" and gave him a firm and strong embrace.

"Then what they said—"

"It's all facts, and none of them are particularly remarkable facts," Luo Xiao said with a firm face, "I just wanted to tell you, if you want to hear it."

"Of course I—er, no. I think it doesn't matter that Dad is gay. It doesn't matter if you know it or not. And cheating on the marriage... is also your father's behavior? With you Not too directly related, right?"

"But outsiders don't think so," Luo Xiao said. "The common thinking is, since I am such a person, how can my son be any better?"

Luo Xiao smiled, walked to the window, and quietly watched the night when the lights were first lit outside the window.

The radiant street scene seemed to proclaim the splendor and prosperity of this world, but Luo Xiao just stood there with unspeakable loneliness in his back.

It seems that it is still the same, and has nothing to do with those noises.

Fan Xiaoyu lowered his eyes, and he began to understand why Luo Xiao likes to be alone.

"Then your uncle...do they really beat and scold you often?"

Luo Xiao sighed indiscriminately, and said: "I didn't fight or scold you much. Many memories are blurred now. I only know that they are indeed some bad memories. I was picked up by my dad when I was nine years old. It's — like they say, my dad is gay, a marriage scumbag, and a total jerk."

"..."

Fan Xiaoyu didn't dare to speak, it was the first time he heard someone say that about his father.But combined with the information he knew before, such as Luo Xiao has a young mother, or "the last person he loved"... He should have thought that Luo Xiao's father might not be a good person at all.

"He's the one who likes to do it." Luo Xiao smiled lightly, but there was no smile on his face. "All my childhood impressions of 'domestic violence' are thanks to him—of course, it doesn't mean that I It’s so good to have relatives. In fact, sometimes what really hurts people doesn’t necessarily have to be physical pain, and the sharpest sharp knives often hurt people invisible—do you agree?”

"..."

Fan Xiaoyu nodded numbly.

Is it like those two girls just now?The words spoken clearly seem very simple, and even every sentence is the truth, but when they are spoken in such a tone, they are like a sharp knife piercing deeply into someone's heart...

Luo Xiao continued: "My relatives treated me more mentally. They ignored me and treated me coldly. Even if I tried to please them no matter how well I did, they never liked me... what's more Let’s not talk about those, no matter how much they do to me, it’s nothing more than that in their eyes—after all, in their eyes, I am completely a superfluous person, and I shouldn’t be a person who came into this world. And my father, maybe he hates me for his blood."

Fan Xiaoyu didn't dare to speak, Luo Xiao looked out of the window ecstatically, and his voice was so calm that there was no trace of emotion:

"In those days, as a person like him, my father had a lot of pressure and helplessness, I understand. But the only thing I can't understand is, even if he himself is in the whirlpool and can't handle himself, why should he drag others down? ?——

"It's not enough for him to implicate my biological mother, but he also brought me into this world. So in those many dark days, I always thought, why should I be his son? Why was I born to bear Those hardships? ——But speaking of it, my little mother also appeared at that time.

"He is my father's friend. Sometimes my father beats me so hard that he can't stand it any longer. He will come out to protect me, quarrel with my father, and then take me out to eat delicious food...

"He likes to take me to eat at KFC, don't you think it's a coincidence?..."

Luo Xiao turned around, but saw Fan Xiaoyu looking at him motionless, his lips and teeth were slightly parted, and there were big tears in his shocked eyes.

Luo Xiao noticed the "golden beans" in his eyes, and hurriedly pulled out a few tissues and came over. Unexpectedly, Fan Xiaoyu hugged him all at once——

"Crying" loudly:

"He hit you? Did he really hit you?!"

Luo Xiao laughed instead, stroked the hair on the back of his head, and said, "It's all over, I don't even remember."

"You clearly remember it," Fan Xiaoyu said with tears in his voice, "You must remember everything, otherwise you wouldn't speak so calmly, as if you were talking about other people's affairs—"

"Is it because you are right?" Luo Xiao smiled wryly, "So you can empathize with me?"

Fan Xiaoyu looked at him, his eyes gradually became tearful, and then he hugged him suddenly, crying like a child:

"small carrot!……"

"Okay, it's okay," Luo Xiao simply coaxed this "child", "Why are you still crying, and it wasn't you who hit me?"

"I hurt too..."

"..."

There was no sound in the room, only the humidifier was puffing and fogging, working non-stop.

Fan Xiaoyu hugged him, not daring to raise his face.I seem to have said something very important just now, I wonder if Luo Xiao has heard the hidden meaning in it...

"Then do you hate him?" Fan Xiaoyu murmured with her face buried.

Luo Xiao let out a long breath:

"He died when I was 12 years old."

Fan Xiaoyu opened her eyes wide.

The author has something to say: I'm sorry, I made the little radish so bitter... Tu Xiazao!