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The good times will pass, and the bad days will come.

As September approached, Cheng Zeyuan woke up from his dreamlike summer vacation, shed his carefree shell, and became an obedient student again.

After being infected by the school for a few days, Cheng Zeyuan's emotions gradually became complicated.

During school breaks, private meetings with Zhu Qiang added to the fun of his life.

He started to tell Zhu Qiang some funny things in school every now and then. Sometimes Zhu Qiang would laugh along with him when he heard it, and sometimes he would forget it lazily.This attitude of the audience made Cheng Zeyuan a little unhappy. Sometimes when the emotions in his heart came up, he thought about not saying anything to Zhu Qiang, but he often couldn't control it and said it smoothly.

As for Zhu Qiang, Cheng Zeyuan wasn't interested in what he said, because Zhu Qiang's life was always like that, work, work, work, boring.

Perhaps Cheng Zeyuan subconsciously regarded Zhu Qiang as his own, and could not help expressing his emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy, but if things made him unhappy, Cheng Zeyuan would not be happy.

Cheng Zeyuan had a feeling that the closer he was to Zhu Qiang, the more stumbling their relationship would become instead of getting closer.

Cheng Zeyuan would inadvertently stare at Zhu Qiang for a long time. After watching for a long time, Zhu Qiang's image changed from clear to strange to hideous.

Cheng Zeyuan actually had this thought in his mind—Zhu Qiang is so ugly, how could he be entangled with such a person?

At other times, Cheng Zeyuan disliked Zhu Qiang's vision, and when he told Zhu Qiang about something, the other party was confused and smirked like a country bumpkin. That's all for Zhu Qiang, his vision has been trapped here for the rest of his life, this feeling of near ignorance is pitiful and terrible.

More seriously, Cheng Zeyuan even began to dislike some of Zhu Qiang's movements. When eating, his arms moved a lot. Cheng Zeyuan frowned, thinking that Zhu Qiang always showed stupid looks unintentionally.

It's not that Zhu Qiang doesn't have good times, but Cheng Zeyuan is used to those good times, so he can't see them.All he saw were the blemishes, and more and more blemishes became more and more unbearable to him.

Sometimes people's emotions are wonderful, and one person's feelings for another may be communicated in ways that people don't realize.It's like two unfamiliar people, one of whom likes or rejects the other, and the other is easy to detect.

What's more, Cheng Zeyuan and Zhu Qiang are too close.

Zhu Qiang didn't know what was wrong with him, he only knew that Cheng Zeyuan didn't like everything about him, he was just looking for faults.After a long time, Zhu Qiang will also get angry.

Their biggest conflict happened on New Year's Eve.

On New Year's Eve, Cheng Zeyuan stayed at home all the time.He didn't make an appointment with Zhu Qiang to meet today, so he didn't expect Zhu Qiang to come and knock on the window at midnight.

Thankfully, Cheng Zeyuan was still awake at that time, otherwise Cheng Zeyuan really didn't know what to do if Zhu Qiang, a drunk, alarmed Cheng's father and Cheng's mother.In fact, it was because of his guilty conscience, even if he was alarmed, it would be fine to treat him like a good buddy and play around.But at that time, Cheng Zeyuan was full of dissatisfaction with Zhu Qiang's arrival, and he was aggressive when he rushed out.

As soon as he went out, he was hugged by a black shadow that suddenly jumped out, and Cheng Zeyuan was almost fainted by the smell of alcohol.

Zhu Qiang was so drunk that he couldn't stand still, and he didn't know how he came here.

Zhu Qiang grabbed Cheng Zeyuan, his facial expression was a little out of control due to alcohol, showing a silly look.He blew air on Cheng Zeyuan's face, and said with a smile, "Xiaoyuan..."

Cheng Zeyuan tried his best to treat Zhu Qiang calmly, but his calmness only made him notice the snow on Zhu Qiang's body, and he knew that he had stumbled a lot on the way here.

Cheng Zeyuan even saw traces of vomiting on Zhu Qiang's trouser legs, and his trousers were actually wet.Did he pee in his pants or something?

For the first time, Cheng Zeyuan realized that he couldn't tolerate drunks so much, and this kind of drunks was simply embarrassing.

With a pale face, Cheng Zeyuan took Zhu Qiang and threw Zhu Qiang outside.

He saw Zhu Qiang making a gesture to crawl back, he immediately opened the door, turned around and quickly entered the house.

That night, Cheng Zeyuan fell asleep unhappily.

Although I got up late the next day, I was full of energy to get up.

A few days later, on Saturday, Cheng Zeyuan didn't even want to go to the nursing home, but when 07:30 arrived, he couldn't hold back and went out reluctantly.

He was obviously unwilling, and no one forced him, but he went anyway, as if against himself.

As a result, Zhu Qiang did not come to the place.

Cheng Zeyuan waited for a long time, until 08:30, Cheng Zeyuan was sure that Zhu Qiang would not come, so he went home blankly.

He felt like he didn't even bother to get angry.

Cheng Zeyuan didn't go until the next Saturday, and Zhu Qiang still didn't show up on the next Saturday.

Cheng Zeyuan couldn't sit still anymore, and even couldn't help running to Zhu Qiang's house, looking for the other party's door.

It was Zhu Qiang who opened the door, he was the only one in his house, wearing a pair of cotton trousers and a torn t-shirt, wrinkled and with a dejected look on his face.

The two met suddenly, but one was colder than the other.

Zhu Qiang spoke first, "What are you doing here?"

Cheng Zeyuan was choked.

He looked at Zhu Qiang in surprise, "What's wrong with you?"

Zhu Qiang cast his gaze on Cheng Zeyuan's face indifferently, "What did you do on New Year's Eve?"

Cheng Zeyuan suddenly remembered Zhu Qiang's disturbing the people that night, but before he could express his displeasure, Zhu Qiang said, "I was drunk that day, and you just threw me out of the door like that? Have you ever thought that I would freeze?" Died outside? If you hadn’t been caught by your neighbors and taken home, you would have waited to see my dead body.”

Cheng Zeyuan looked at Zhu Qiang speechlessly, he was a little flustered, because he really didn't think about that question.At that time, death was still far away for Cheng Zeyuan. He grew up so old that he had never seen death at close range, such as the death of his relatives or the death of people who lived nearby.Of course he is not ignorant of death, but it is always like a veil, so that his subconscious mind thinks that death will never come.

Cheng Zeyuan didn't even have the idea of ​​caring for others. He was selfish and couldn't take care of him. In other words, he didn't have the idea of ​​caring at all.

After such a careful analysis, Cheng Zeyuan is simply scary, he is almost cold-blooded and unhuman.He doesn't even know if his young age can explain this situation. Is it because he really has a lack of strings in his head, or because he has a cold nature?

Zhu Qiang said, "You make my heart so cold, I am so disappointed in you." Then he kicked Cheng Zeyuan out of the door.

The door slammed shut in front of him, and Cheng Zeyuan went home in a daze.

This time Zhu Qiang was really angry. He didn't meet Cheng Zeyuan until the beginning of school.

Cheng Zeyuan thought, is this the end for them?

Cheng Zeyuan's heart seemed to be split, half numb with pain, and half trembling with joy.

The long-term habit made Zhu Qiang grow into Cheng Zeyuan's flesh, but the flesh suddenly disappeared, so it's no wonder it didn't hurt.

However, Cheng Zeyuan had some kind of weird determination, he would break it off, once it was over, it was not impossible to live without Zhu Qiang.

The cold war was as long as the cold air, but it melted away on a spring evening.

On the way home, Cheng Zeyuan ran into Zhu Qiang standing by the side of the road.

Zhu Qiang said to Cheng Zeyuan, "I still miss you."

Cheng Zeyuan remained silent.

Zhu Qiang continued, "I'll wait for you on Saturday night."

Zhu Qiang left after speaking, Cheng Zeyuan looked at Zhu Qiang's back for a while, and saw the loneliness everywhere.

The figure walked away, Cheng Zeyuan turned around and went home.