[Quick Transmigration] Mistress, please turn back Ⅱ

Under the banyan tree at the entrance of the village, the girl sat on a small stool and listened to the haggard teacher telling stories.

Hearing from the grown-ups that Mr. is from Beijing, she seems to have made some mistake to come here. She is very curious, but Mr. is very reluctant to bring up the past.

"Fang Zizhao is the daughter of Shangshu. She has a green plum. Qingmei is born with extraordinary intelligence. Fang Zizhao has looked up to him since she was a child. Fang Zizhao and Qingmei grew up together. Later, Qingmei left Beijing for some reason. Fang Zizhao and Qingmei have not lost contact. Instead, use letters to communicate." The teacher told a story from a long time ago, and her gentle voice made the girl sitting in front of her smile.

"Later, Qingmei returned to Beijing. Coinciding with the changes in Beijing, Fang's family took the place of the most favored princess at the time, but Qingmei took advantage of this to leave Beijing. When Fang Zizhao returned to Beijing again, Beijing and China changed drastically. Qingmei chose The most unfavorable Your Highness...Fang Zizhao is about to take the exam, because he is worried that if he fails the exam, he will be left behind by Qingmei, and he will not be able to catch up with her footsteps."

"Fang Zizhao heard that someone was selling the test papers of this scientific examination. Fang Zizhao was very moved. Later, she went to someone to buy a copy, but this was learned by Qingmei. Qingmei told Fang Zizhao that she was determined not to cheat, but maybe it was Desperate to win, Fang Zizhao is determined to go his own way."

The girl asked curiously, "What happens next?"

"That year the test results were invalidated, a large number of students were sent to prison, and the invigilator was dismissed from his official position. Fang Zizhao was among them. She stayed in prison for three days. No one came to see her within three days, only one person. "

The moment the teacher paused, the girl hurriedly asked, expressing her guess, "Is it Fang Zizhao's green plum?"

"No." The gentleman shook his head and said softly, "That is His Highness that Qingmei supports. His Highness is too naive, so innocent that Fang Zizhao wonders why Qingmei, who is so smart, would choose her. Although His Highness is naive, but in At that time, Fang Zizhao was really moved, that was the first person who came to see her after Fang Zizhao was imprisoned."

The girl showed a blank expression. She looked at her husband in confusion and asked, "Why doesn't Qingmei come to see Fang Zizhao? Isn't she a good friend who grew up together? Even the outsider from His Highness came, why didn't Qingmei come? "

The husband smiled, "Because Fang Zizhao abandoned Qingmei first."

"Qingmei chose Fang Zizhao between her family and Fang Zizhao, and Fang Zizhao chose Future between Qingmei and Qiantu."

"Fang Zizhao dropped the green plum first, so it was Fang Zizhao's fault."

The girl nodded, and asked the next question vaguely, "Sir, what happened next?"

"Later...the princess supported by Fang Zizhao ascended to the throne, but the princess took the position after killing the late emperor. In addition, the princess is not the orthodox heir, and the situation suddenly reversed."

"His Highness ascended the throne, the princess and her henchmen were imprisoned, Fang Zizhao should have been executed, but because of His Highness's benevolence, she was released from prison."

"Fang Zizhao was used by others because of his stubbornness towards Qingmei, and finally killed Qingmei's family..."

Hearing this, the girl pursed her lips slightly, and asked half complaining: "This Fang Zizhao is really stupid, why didn't he just say that he likes Qingmei?"

The husband showed a blank expression, her eyes fell on the girl in front of her, and she smiled slightly, "Probably because she was afraid of being rejected by Qingmei."

"and after?"

"Later... Then Qingmei was left in the palace. His Highness never killed her, but kept her in the palace. Fang Zizhao hoped to take Qingmei away, but if His Highness did not die, Qingmei would not be able to leave there."

"So Fang Zizhao planned an assassination, but it was Qingmei who died under her sword..."

When the sword stabbed out, she had no time to take it back, and saw Rujin fell in front of her.

She killed Gu Rujin with her own hands, and the person she had always looked up to.

There was a dull pain in the heart, and the husband subconsciously stretched out his hand to hold it down. That place was once pierced by a sharp knife, and a hole was opened. Even if it healed, a hole was left on it.

Does it hurt?

perhaps.

"After Fang Zizhao woke up, Qingmei died, but she was still alive." The husband said the ending with a smile, but the girl in front of him frowned. After a while, the husband heard the girl say something : "Ome is so innocent."

She nodded in agreement, "Yes, all of this is Fang Zizhao's fault."

"It would be fine if Fang Zizhao didn't feel so inferior. If that bad woman didn't come to seduce Fang Zizhao, then nothing would happen."

Hearing this, the gentleman just stretched out his hand to rub the girl's head, and said half sadly: "Yes... If Fang Zizhao had chosen another path, the result must have been different."

Just no ifs.

Rujin is dead, but she is still alive.

This is the end.

"Sir, did you tell this story today to tell Zhu Er not to hide when you meet someone you like in the future?" The girl curiously raised her head to look at the handsome gentleman, her crisp voice stunned him for a long time.

"gentlemen?"

The husband came to his senses from the girl's cry, and then showed her a pale smile, "Let's go back."

The girl nodded, and obediently got up and held the husband's hand, "Okay."

"Aren't you happy, sir? Has Pearl said something wrong?"

"No, Pearl is very clever, but sir is too stupid."

"Then sir, you have to study hard like Pearl, so you won't be stupid."

"it is good."

"Sir, can you tell me something else next time?"

"it is good."

One big and one small, slowly walking along the sunset on the way home.

Fang Ruolan raised her head, looking at the red clouds burned by the afterglow of the setting sun, she smiled slightly.

Rujin, I'm sorry.

*****

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"Your Majesty, it's late at night." The maid bent down and spoke in a low voice. Lin Weiqing turned her head to look at her and nodded, but she didn't want to get up.

After that day, Hongyin attacked Qisheng, and because Qisheng fought internally, Hongyin always had the upper hand in the war.

After that day, she sneaked into that small town, the small town where she spent the most leisurely days.

There she saw a lot, a lot.

She regretted it, regretted it very much.

If nothing happened, she would live with Yu Qingzhu in that small town, and she would not come to Hongyin to meet Gu Rujin, nor would Gu Rujin's family be ruined.

It's all because of her.

But every time she thought about it like this, there would always be another voice that made her sober and desperate.

guilty?

Why feel guilty?

Gu Rujin is a subject, and she is a monarch, shouldn't it be right for a subject to save the monarch?If everyone who saved her died because of her, she would have to feel guilty for a lifetime, then how many lifetimes would she have to feel guilty to pay off the debt?

She is not guilty.

not at all.

Lin Weiqing felt that she was going crazy, she seemed to have become two people, the self who felt guilty towards Gu Rujin, and the self who was cold-blooded towards Gu Rujin.

The maid slowly retreated, the room was brightly lit, and the new empress was still handling official duties.

——"Your Highness, this is the last lesson."

Gu Rujin's last words before his death still lingered in her ears, Lin Weiqing subconsciously covered her eyes, trying to block them out.

He blocked the voice that haunted him day and night, but it kept echoing in Lin Weiqing's ears like a demon.

"What last lesson..."

"Use your life to teach me this last lesson?"

"Gu Rujin, you did it on purpose."

"I won't remember you, won't..."

The Queen's voice sounded from the room, louder than louder, the voice full of helplessness was very fragile.

In the end, she overthrew all the memorials on the table and cried bitterly on the table. Her almost collapsed emotions would be overwhelmed by her, and she could not breathe.

Outside.

"She is like this now, do you want to continue?" Mo Lan withdrew her gaze from the gap, and she looked at Mo Yu, who was cloudy and uncertain, with a cold face.

"Gu Rujin is really vicious." Mo Yu sneered, then turned and left.

Seeing her leave, Mo Lan turned her head to look at Lin Weiqing in the room, and couldn't help shaking her head.

Who is poor?Everyone is pitiful, no one is pitiful.

However, Lin Weiqing was the one who made her feel the most pitiful. In her life, she met two people, but both of them were so determined, they used their own lives to occupy a big place in Lin Weiqing's heart, and let her She lives in the shadow of death day and night.

It's fine if you watch too much death, but she's just a lady in the boudoir, who can't stand a little torture.

Lin Weiqing has thought a lot, during this period of time, she has thought too much, so much that she doesn't even know what she is thinking.

Think of Yu Qingzhu, think of Gu Rujin.

In the days of ancient times, Yu Qingzhu moved her a lot, and then died for her; Gu Rujin taught her a lot, the most important thing is the law of survival, she destroyed everything about this person, but in the end the same Yes, this man died for her.

No matter what Gu Rujin's intentions were, even if she said she wouldn't remember, Lin Weiqing felt that she would never forget her again.

I can't forget the way she whispered about His Highness, and the way she talked about those plans.

I can't forget the chic appearance of her with someone else in her arms, the childish appearance of her at that time, and everything about her.

How much is Gu Rujin's life worth?

Lin Weiqing didn't know.

Compared with Jade Light Bamboo?

Lin Weiqing didn't know either.

Put Gu Rujin and Yu Qingzhu on the same scale, which side will they lean towards?

Lin Weiqing couldn't choose.

Lin Weiqing suddenly remembered a question that modern women always ask men: If your mother and I fell into the water at the same time, which one would you save?

Many people like to ask this question, and many people will use many clever answers to avoid it.

But when this kind of thing really happens, who do you choose?

Lin Weiqing felt that this was a difficult choice, no matter who she chose, the wound left by it would not heal.

Lin Weiqing had a dream, a sweet dream, a nightmare, a dream she could never forget.

In the dream, there was Yu Qingzhu and Gu Rujin. The two of them were smiling, but in the next second, a sharp knife pierced through their bodies, and that smile became the last.

Lin Weiqing felt that she was going crazy, and was entangled in nightmares every day. In the dream, what appeared in the dream was Yu Qingzhu's face one moment, and Gu Rujin the next second.

what can we do about it?

she does not know.

This was her nightmare, a nightmare from which she could never wake up again.