Wearing a little crying bag as a paranoid villain [Transmigration Book]

Chu Xuan stood up, when a strong wind blew, and all the geranium flowers were shaken.Yan Mengsheng stood beside him, Chu Xuan noticed that his fingertips had begun to become transparent, he tiptoed lightly, and left a kiss on Yan Mengsheng's lips.

Feeling the cold lips, Yan Mengsheng wanted to hug Chu Xuan, but found that Chu Xuan's body was like a layer of mist, not a physical existence, and could not be touched at all.

At this moment, looking at Chu Xuan's gradually transparent body, Yan Mengsheng's eyes filled with endless fear and panic. He was really afraid that Chu Xuan would leave.

"Xiao Xuan..."

The face of the boy in front of him changed suddenly, and he became the boy in the previous portrait, which was even better than the appearance in the painting.

The boy's short brown hair was slightly curled to match his eyebrows, and his face was fairer, which was a little gentler against the color of his hair.The bridge of the nose is high, the thick eyebrows are thin and slender, there is no more beautiful shape than these eyebrows, the pupils are clear black, like two shiny black beads, the lips are red and coquettish, the thickness is just right, and it looks very beautiful. Good kiss is very soft.

Chu Xuan saw that his arms were almost transparent, and the bracelet on his wrist was completely gone, only then did he realize that now should be the time for him to leave the book world completely.

The tails of Yan Mengsheng's eyes were red, the redness was very vivid on the cold white skin, there was a layer of water in the bottom of the eyes, and the brows were tightly frowned.

Chu Xuan also began to see things unrealistically, but he still planned to smile and separate from Yan Mengsheng, but he realized that his nose was so sore that he could only hold up a smile with great difficulty.

He slowly waved his right hand and said goodbye to Yan Mengsheng, his voice was so soft that it seemed to be blown away by the wind, "It's okay, it won't be very painful, you will forget me after I leave."

It was the first time that Yan Mengsheng was so helpless and panicked. When he wanted to get close to Chu Xuan again, there was a barrier in front of him and Chu Xuan. The barrier was invisible but tangible. The moment he touched the barrier, Yan Mengsheng finally broke down. He stretched out his head and hammered the barrier, wanting to hug Chu Xuan again, but no matter how hard he knocked, the barrier didn't move a little.

He could only watch Chu Xuan disappear before his eyes.

The sky was covered by gray-black dark clouds at some point, the sun was immersed in the dark clouds, and the sound of the wind began to grow louder and whistling. It was not as soft as before. The geraniums were blown to pieces, and pink flowers were flying all over the sky. , lingering around the two of them.

The sky is beautiful and sad, like an altar.

Chu Xuan saw that Yan Mengsheng was out of control, the tails of his eyes were frighteningly red, he frantically knocked on the invisible barrier, even his hands were bleeding, the blood dripped on the ground and exploded.

Chu Xuan shook his head, with tears in his eyes, he put his palm on the barrier. When he saw the young man's action, Yan Mengsheng also calmed down a bit, and raised his hand to cover the boy's closet. The position, the two hands are separated by a barrier, and they cannot feel each other's temperature.

Chu Xuan blinked lightly, tears fell from the corner of his left eye, his smile was sweet but couldn't hide the bitterness of separation, "I regretted it when I crossed into your world, but I never regretted it from knowing you to falling in love with you." .”

"elder brother……"

"I love you."

Yan Mengsheng couldn't hear the last three words at all. He read it from Chu Xuan's mouth, but after the other party finished speaking, the person disappeared. In the last second of disappearing, His hand broke through the barrier and touched Chu Xuan's warm hand, and it was only for a second that he touched it, and then all he waved was air.

Yan Mengsheng's heart ached so badly that he couldn't breathe, his black eyes were filled with tears, and when he saw that there was no one in front of him, he couldn't control himself anymore, and knelt down, holding the little shell that Chu Xuan had just given him in his hand.

"Are you angry that I went abroad and left you behind?" The man's voice was cold and full of grievances, and his voice was twisted and trembling because of crying, "I was wrong, I knew I was wrong, don't leave me... "

No one knows how long Yan Mengsheng stayed among the geraniums, only that the sun is still there after sunset, and the stars are still there in the sky.

It's just that he was the only one among the flowers.

A few days later, Yan Mengsheng was a little crazy, and he went back to Yan's house like crazy, and asked if he knew Chu Xuan, no matter which name he asked, everyone shook their heads and said they didn't know, and they had no impression of this person , even Yan Bo and Qi Wencheng said that there is no such person.

One of the maids was frightened by Yan Mengsheng's red eyes, and asked Lingzi in a low voice: "Sister Lingzi, why is Young Master Yan acting like crazy recently? People from Chu Xuan and Jiang Xuan."

Reiko didn't know what to say, but the behavior of Young Master Yan recently was really frightening, he didn't sleep day and night, his eyes were red and haggard and cold, as long as those eyes fell on anyone, his heart would be pounding with fear.

But it is true that the person Young Master Yan is looking for does not exist in the Yan family, she has never even heard of it, but... Young Master Yan went looking for this person like crazy.

In the entire villa, no one dared to appear in front of Yan Mengsheng, and no one dared to speak casually. The space in Nuo Da was so cold that there was no atmosphere.

Yan Mengsheng sat on the bed decadently, pinching the photo of his birthday, the child in the photo was smiling cutely, everyone had forgotten about Chu Xuan, only he remembered.

He lived a black and white life upside down, becoming more decadent every day, not talking to anyone, and only taking care of a small pot of geranium flowers every day, and the flower pot was a smiling face.

I thought he would always live like this, until he suddenly received a message from Che Wenshu.

- Where's Xiaoxuan?

This text message, like sparks starting a prairie fire, directly made Yan Mengsheng's heart beat for a long time, and then began to beat.

The two made an appointment to meet at a dessert shop.

When Che Wenshu saw Yan Mengsheng, who was white and handsome with stubble all over his face, he couldn't believe that he had turned into this. He couldn't help asking first, "Why did you become like this..."

Yan Mengsheng did not reply to his words, but asked him with a calm face: "Do you know Chu Xuan? What do you know?"

A few days ago, he just did a charity event of 'Giving Reading Opportunities to Children in Poor Mountainous Areas', and when he was resting after work, he received a message, "Just a few days ago, Xiaoxuan sent me a message, saying that he was going to leave Yes, say goodbye to me, after I saw the message, there was no reply, and I haven't seen anyone for several days, I wanted to ask you."

Yan Mengsheng looked very lonely, "He disappeared in front of me, and no one remembers him anymore."

"You know his identity?"

"Ah."

Both of them were silent for a long time, but Che Wenshu was surprised that the two of them could sit face to face and talk calmly.

Until the waiter put the two desserts in front of them, Che Wenshu looked at the delicate little cake in front of him, and asked casually, "Why did you start eating desserts?"

Yan Mengsheng lowered his eyelids, looked at the cream cake in front of him, and remembered what Chu Xuan had said to him before.

"At first, I thought that desserts are delicious, but they are sweet and greasy, but he likes them, so I like them too."

When Che Wenshu saw Yan Mengsheng's appearance of focusing on things and thinking about people, he could even feel his pain personally. In these two lifetimes, it was the first time he saw Yan Mengsheng in such a state, as if he had lost his soul.But seeing his appearance, I don't know how to comfort him, so I can only sigh.

The conversation between Yan Mengsheng and Che Wenshu this time made him even more convinced that Xiao Xuan had been to his world, and not someone he imagined out of his madness.

He went back to the small island again, sitting among the flowers, holding the photo and the small shell in his hand, and sat looking at them all day long.

……

When Chu Xuan opened his eyes again, the objects he entered were the furniture in real life. Looking at his long-lost house, it seemed like a lifetime away.

He sat up from the bed, dizzy, and his mind was blank, as if he had a long, long, long dream, and it seemed that the place where he woke up was virtual, and he couldn't tell the difference for a while. Real and virtual.

Chu Xuan sat on the bed for a long time, until his legs were sore, he had to get out of bed and stand up, and when he went to the living room, he found that there was no one in the house.

Looking at the familiar and unfamiliar furniture, he remembered this world in a daze, as if it was the time when his mother went to work part-time after sending Chu Nian to elementary school.

Chu Xuan didn't eat anything, sat on the sofa, curled his legs, put his hands on his calves, and put his chin on his knees in a daze.

When it was time for Chu's mother to get off work, when she opened the door, she saw a TV with no sound in the house. The curtains were drawn and the lights were not turned on.

Mother Chu took off her shoes, pressed the button on the wall with her hand, and the lights in the room turned on all of a sudden. The strong light made Chu Xuan narrow his eyes slightly for a moment, and it took him a while to get used to it.

"You child, why don't you turn on the light, and the TV doesn't turn on the sound, people who don't know think you are watching silent movies." Mother Chu chattered as usual, but to Chu Xuan, it was very sudden , some cannot adapt.

In the eyes of others, he just woke up after sleeping, only he himself knows that he has lived in the world of books for 12 years.

After eating something for dinner, he went back to his room. He was very tired, probably because he just came back from his clothes. Before going to bed at night, he was still wondering whether Yan Mengsheng had forgotten him and what he was doing at this time.

Thinking about it, I fell asleep because I was too tired.

He had a dream, and someone asked him, which one would he choose between a billion and seeing Yan Mengsheng, and he chose without hesitation to be able to see Yan Mengsheng again.

In the dead of night, Chu Xuan's wrist emitted a hazy blue light in the dark room, and the light became bigger and bigger, even covering the whole room.

At the same time, Nuoda's small island was empty, and the man who had been in the geranium bushes disappeared in an instant, leaving only a group photo and a few beautiful shells in place.