seven relics

It was late at night, and the street lights illuminated the endless stream of cars on the roads extending in all directions, and the car lights illuminated the endless crowds on the road, and in places where these man-made lights could not shine, the moon cleverly played tricks for people in the night. And things were covered with a thin layer of pale silver light.

Everything in the world is favored by bright or dim light, it looks so lively, so people want to plunge into it and linger.

Lian Jiangyue wanted to find a direction to continue strolling casually, but she just raised her feet and put them down.His eyes hurt and he lowered his head.Which street around here didn't he and Feng Xuwei walk together?Which roof did they fly over together?Which tree has not heard their laughter and stroked their hair?

Feng Xuwei's hair is so soft, they reflect the luster of black satin in the night, his eyes are also very bright, always showing a chilling light, but Lian Jiangyue knows that the light is warm, It is very warm.As long as he is watched by Feng Xu slightly, his heart will warm up, and he feels like returning to a sunny afternoon, they are walking in the forest holding hands.

However, the sunshine in memory can't shine on Lian Jiangyue at this time, nor can it cast into his heart.He thought of Feng Xuwei lying on the bed so weak just now, but he only cared about his own affairs, he should let him have a good rest, and he still made him angry and argued with him...

He doesn't want to be the Lian Jiangyue he was before, but that doesn't mean he wants to become a Lian Jiangyue who only has eyes for him.

The street lights and car lights couldn't shine on Lian Jiangyue either, the moonlight just made his mood darker and darker.He sighed, let's go back, apologize slightly to Fengxu when he goes back, and care about him when he goes back, what's wrong with him?With his physique, how could he be so ill, to the point where he needs to take painkillers?

With Feng Xuwei's temper, would he be even angrier when he saw him?Or take it easy and talk about it tomorrow?Bring back some of his favorite food, what does he like to eat?

Can't remember.He's not picky about food, and he hasn't said he has any particular preferences.Their time together was so short when they were young...

Lian Jiangyue's heart turned gray again, she just felt that she was extremely selfish and useless, her mood became even more depressed, her mind was a little distracted, her body seemed to be no longer under his control, and she watched herself jump to another building On the tall buildings, aimlessly continue to climb up and down in the night of Beijing.I cherish one tuan one exchange.

While walking on the ridge of a courtyard, he encountered some stray cats, and he kicked them away.He heard some voices from the ground. It seemed that someone had spotted him and thought he was a thief. He broke a branch and threw it on the ground. Those voices of questioning disappeared, and he walked away without thinking carefully about what happened. .He has no thoughts now, and he feels that his whole body is black.As if there was a huge black hole in his body that was constantly sucking his emotions, he felt empty, as if there was nothing in his body.At the same time, the black hole is constantly releasing thicker and heavier black, as if it wants to drag him down with this heavy and empty black.

He seemed to be able to see clearly what was happening inside his own body.But he can also clearly see the clouds and moon in the sky, the tall buildings and trees under his feet.He ran very fast, and he ran faster and faster, his movements became more and more agile, even if the wind was mild, he might not be able to keep up with his pace, the shadow helped him, protected him, the shadow supported him, and entangled him Ankle, pulling his calf... The shadow seemed to tear him out of his body...

Lian Jiangyue's eyelids twitched suddenly, she braked urgently, and stopped on an office building.He rubbed his eyes, there was no black hole in front of his eyes, and a long black shadow stuck behind him.There are no cars or pedestrians on the road, only the street lights two or three meters apart guarding the night of the city straightly.

A person riding a battery car made a snake on the road.

He seemed to have seen such a scene somewhere.In a dream?Lian Jiangyue couldn't remember.Could it be that the black hole in his body is starting to suck his memory?Lian Jiangyue clutched her chest in a panic, desperately trying to remember, seeing that the cyclist was about to hit the green belt on the side of the road.Lian Jiangyue suddenly heard a smirk from someone, and he was the only one on the tall building right now, when he touched his face, it was he who was smirking!

At the same time, he also thought: "It's better if I fall to my death, I'll just wait here to see this person's jokes."

At the same moment when this idea came out, Lian Jiangyue froze and scolded: "How could I have such an idea, how could I wish for others to die?!"

He bit his lips hard, his body hurt, his shadow trembled, and he shrank to his feet, pity Jiang Yuefei to go down, grabbed the man who wobbled towards a sycamore tree, stabilized his battery car, and put He put it on the side of the road.

He remembered that he had indeed seen this man.About half a month ago, this man also fell asleep while riding a bicycle on this road.Together with Feng Xuwei, he sent this man home.

Lian Jiangyue also remembered the man's address, and planned to send him back again. The man was about to move. The man suddenly woke up, opened his eyes and saw him, and shouted in a panic: "What are you doing?"

Lian Jiangyue pointed at the battery car parked on the road and said, "I saw you fell asleep while riding the bike."

The man was very embarrassed, and he was about to get up after thanking him.The man is about 40 years old, his eyes are cloudy, his face is yellow and thin, and it is very difficult to do any movements. Just getting up from the ground and walking to the battery car, he is already sweating and panting.

Lian Jiangyue said, "Why don't I take you back and call a car?"

The man smiled and waved his hands: "Thank you, I'll just go back by myself."

Lian Jiangyue said: "Don't ride a bicycle, it's too dangerous, last time you..."

He paused, the man blinked his eyes, slapped his forehead, stared at him and said, "It was you last time?"

Lian Jiangyue hurriedly explained: "Last time, my friend and I were together. We saw that you were dangerous when we were walking on the road. I'm sorry. We rummaged through your things, found an address, and sent you back."

The sickly man smiled and looked at Lian Jiangyue: "Thank you, but I don't live there anymore, my wife and children still live there." He smiled again, "It's his ex-wife and children."

Lian Jiangyue was taken aback, and she was even more worried that the man was riding on the road alone, and said: "Let me walk with you for a while, it happens that I'm fine, the two of us are talking, so let's take it as a companion."

The man supported the car and said, "It seems that you need a companion very much. Where's your friend?"

Lian Jiangyue said: "Let's not mention it."

"Then I won't mention it." The man said with a smile, "Although I don't have a good life for a few days, I still want to thank you. I don't want to just die on the road so casually."

He raised his chin towards an intersection, and walked side by side with Lian Jiangyue.

After a while, they walked into a residential area and a residential building.This residential building is opposite the building where the man lived before.

The man said to Lian Jiangyue, "Do you think I'm weird?"

Lian Jiangyue said: "You should rest earlier."

The man looked at the residence of his ex-wife and children, and said: "I don't want to leave them because of this illness. I am an orphan, and it is not difficult for me to live alone, but when I leave them, I will be alone." Only to find out that I can no longer live alone. I miss them so much. Well, I shouldn't have a family, and I shouldn't have children."

The man sighed one after another: "In my situation, I should be in the hospital. The doctor said, you can do whatever you want. I just want to see them every day, so I moved here. I don't want to disturb them now." I come out of the hospital late at night every day, and I am very happy and satisfied just by looking at their residence.

"My wife came to me, and she asked me if there were other women out there, and I said, yes, and I also said, I loved you. She never came to me again. I would rather she Hate me, this hatred will not last for a long time, in this society, it is so common to empathize with someone else.

"I don't want her to cry for my funeral. You may not understand this idea."

"I can't explain it clearly. I feel that this is my destiny. I came to this world alone, and I should leave alone."

The man looked up, Lian Jiangyue was not sure if he could really see where his wife and children were.The man said: "Every morning, when I hear the voice of a child downstairs, I think it might be my son, and I am very happy."

"If I hadn't left them, I wouldn't be so happy. My illness made them suffer, and seeing them suffer hurts me too. I died painfully, they remembered painfully, and I brought them pain in my life. The most thing is pain, I don’t want it, even hatred is better than pain.”

The man suddenly lowered his head: "I'm such a selfish person." He gave a wry smile, waved his hands with Lian Jiangyue, and turned to go upstairs: "Don't talk, don't mention it, young man, thank you, you too Go home."

Lian Jiangyue didn't say a word, watched the man's back disappear into the corner of the stairs before he left.

He thought of Linglongxing, he tried to hold him firmly, and planned for him a future he didn't want, in exchange for his two eyeballs.He also thought of Feng Xuwei, he failed to give him what he wanted wholeheartedly, will he be able to give it in the future?He dare not promise.Since you can't give him what he wants, why bother?There is always someone who can treat him wholeheartedly, he will forget him, he will be happy with that person, it is enough for him to be happy.

Lian Jiangyue went back to the bungalow with the opera school signboard hanging at the gate.This time, he entered through the main entrance. Behind the door was a large living room. Huangfu Liao was sweeping the floor, and Xingshan was there, cleaning up the scattered fruit peel debris on the coffee table in front of a wide-screen TV.

Seeing Lian Jiangyue, Xingshan's eyes fluttered. He was obviously very excited, but he tried his best to restrain his emotions, and only called him in a low voice: "Third senior brother..."

Lian Jiangyue asked: "Where is the wind?"

"After eating, I went back to my room to rest." Xing Shan looked at the aisle next to the TV and said, "I have something to tell you."

He walked up to Lian Jiangyue, led him outside, and said directly, "I know where that Muzhu Taoist is."

"Taoist Muzhu?" Lian Jiangyue was surprised, "Is he still alive? Isn't he from the Ming Dynasty?"

Xing Shan said: "It's a long story, I'll tell you in detail on the way later, I'll pack my luggage right away, and we'll go find him."

"Now?"

Xing Shan nodded: "It's not too late. This Taoist Mu Zhu's whereabouts are secretive and cunning. The address I found out, I don't know when he will be gone."

He said eagerly: "The thing about crying rain, about Wuzangtong, that Taoist Mu Zhu must know something."

Lian Jiangyue thought for a while, and said: "Okay, let's go to him now, you go and get things, I will find Feng Xuwei, and I have something to say to him."

The two went back into the house.Feng Xuwei stood in the living room at this time, wearing a sweater, looking haggard, he glanced at Lian Jiangyue, and said bluntly: "You are leaving? Then take this bottle of wine away, it was originally sent Come for you."

He looked at a wooden bottle that had appeared on a large round table at some point.The label of "Vientiane Wine" is affixed to the bottle, and there is also a cartoon image with long hair painted on it, like the strokes of a small ball.The painting seems to be Lian Jiangyue.

After finishing speaking, Feng Xuwei turned around, and Huangfu Liao came to his side in three steps at a time, supported him, and kept asking for warmth: "Can I pour you a cup of hot water? I didn't eat anything for dinner just now. Have some hot porridge?"

Lian Jiangyue stopped the two of them and asked, "Is there a cup?"

Feng Xuwei said: "In the kitchen, if you want to drink, you can take it yourself."

His voice became more and more cold and dry.

Xing Shan looked at Lian Jiangyue and walked away.

Lian Jiangyue said again: "Feng Xuwei, you wait, and there is Huangfu Liao, you also wait."

He found three glasses, put them on the round table, and invited Huangfu Liao and Feng Xu to sit down.

Feng Xu slightly pushed Huangfu Liao away, and stood by the table, his face frosty: "What time is it, and you still have a banquet? I will not accompany you."

Lian Jiangyue poured three glasses of wine, but only half a glass.This bottle of Vientiane wine can only pour three cups.

Lian Jiangyue said: "This is very good wine, I want to drink it with some very good people."

Huangfu Liao glanced at Feng Xuwei, who turned his head slightly and coughed twice.Huangfu Liao said: "His health is really bad, let me drink it for him."

Feng Xuwei immediately rolled her eyes and raised her voice: "Who are you to me? Drink for me?"

He picked up the wine glass, drank it all in one gulp, wiped the remaining liquid from his mouth, threw the glass away, and said, "Okay, I've finished the wine, and I'm leaving."

The Vientiane wine was really intoxicating, after drinking half a glass, his sick face turned red, and the corners of his eyes were also red.Feng Xuwei was a little unsteady, and didn't want to be supported by others, or supported by the wall or table, so she sat down.

Lian Jiangyue looked at him, picked up the wine glass, bumped the wine glass in Huangfu Liao's hand, finished it by herself, looked at Huangfu Liao, and said: "Huangfu Liao, I can see that you are a man of love and righteousness. , if you like Feng Xuwei, you must treat him sincerely and wholeheartedly, if you dare to break his heart and make him sad, I will never let you go."

Hearing this, Feng Xuwei had a severe headache and wanted to yell at Lian Jiangyue, but his breath stuck in his throat, and he couldn't lift it up. He patted his chest for a long time, and he calmed down. He patted the table, and hurriedly opened his mouth : "Do you need to talk about this? Who do you call me?"

Huangfu Liao didn't say a word, looked at Lian Jiangyue, raised his glass and drank the wine in his glass.Feng Xuwei glared at him with all his strength: "What are you meddling with? What is this? Am I still a human being? Do I still have the right to fuck?"

He was fierce, he was seriously ill, and when he scolded fiercely, he lost all momentum, his face and eyes were red, as if he had been wronged and was holding back tears.

Lian Jiangyue couldn't bear to see him in such a state, and wanted to go forward to say goodbye, Feng Xuwei grabbed the wine glass, threw it on him, and pointed at the door: "Get out!"

Huangfu Liao wanted to speak, but was also slightly yelled at by Feng Xu.

"Go away!"

At this time, Xing Shan came over with a backpack on his back, cupped his hands slightly at Feng Xu, and said softly: "Team Master Feng, take care of yourself."

Feng Xu propped his forehead slightly, moved his chin, panted lightly, and told him, "Be careful on the road. Pay attention to what I told you."

Xing Shan nodded, bowed to him again, and walked towards Lian Jiangyue.Lian Jiangyue didn't dare to get close to Feng Xuwei, let alone open her mouth, so she left the opera school with Xing Shan.