dead dog

Bai Sinian said that he worked overtime at the office all night, so he came in a hurry. When he heard the news that Jiang Ying was injured, he rushed here, and he didn't have time to prepare anything.

Jiang Yingdao: "It's okay, I'm very happy that Teacher Bai can come to see me."

Bai Sinian sat down on a chair beside the bed, looked at Jiang Ying carefully for a moment, and asked, "How did you get hurt?"

Jiang Ying smiled and said, "I don't know either. Maybe it's because I have offended too many enemies and there are many people who want to shoot me secretly."

Ye Chuyang and Bai Sinian were not familiar with each other, so when Bai Sinian and Jiang Ying exchanged greetings, he stood silently aside, and then cleaned up the cold breakfast on the table.

Facia quietly walked to his side and whispered, "Cousin, Zhan Xingyu is here too."

Ye Chuyang: "Where is it?"

Facia: "Outside, not in."

Ye Chuyang hesitated for a while, put down the lunch box and quietly left the ward.

He thought that Zhan Xingyu was outside the door, but he couldn't see Zhan Xingyu in the whole corridor, so he looked for the stairs at the end of the corridor, and he found Zhan Xingyu at the corner of the stairwell.

Zhan Xingyu was sitting on the steps smoking a cigarette, and when he heard someone coming from behind, he moved to the wall to make room for them to go down the stairs.

Ye Chuyang went down two steps, sat down beside him, and said, "Are you here to see Jiang Ying?"

Zhan Xingyu turned his head to look at him, his eyes were dim and his face was very tired.

He didn't speak, Ye Chuyang said again: "Jiang Ying is fine."

Zhan Xingyu lowered his eyes, squeezed the burning cigarette butt, and the ash fell down: "Did Jiang Ziyan do it?"

Ye Chuyang couldn't get used to the smell of smoke, so he covered his nose with his hand and said, "This time is very dangerous, Jiang Ying almost died."

Zhan Xingyu shivered slightly as if he was cold, then dropped the cigarette butt and stamped it out with the tip of his shoe.

A few puffs of white smoke gradually rose and scattered, and the air that choked people to tears was much cleaner. Ye Chuyang slapped his hands in front of him a few times, and said, "Aren't you leaving?"

Zhan Xingyu was silent for a while, before saying, "The air ticket the day after tomorrow."

Ye Chuyang: "Going on vacation?"

Zhan Xingyu smiled strangely: "Run away."

Ye Chuyang didn't understand, so he didn't ask carefully, "Does Jiang Ying know?"

Zhan Xingyu said: "I don't know, I didn't tell him."

Ye Chuyang was worried about hurting Zhan Xingyu's self-esteem, so he asked cautiously, "Do I need to tell Jiang Ying?"

Zhan Xingyu was very calm: "I don't want him to know, and he won't care."

Ye Chuyang wanted to explain for Jiang Ying, explaining that Jiang Ying actually cared about him, but what he said was like the fog that drifted away just now, light and weightless, it disappeared in a blink of an eye, meaningless.

Zhan Xingyu said again: "I have also moved out of the old house."

Ye Chuyang was happy for him, but he had no position to be happy for him, so he didn't say anything.

Zhan Xingyu said: "Jiang Ying is gone, so it doesn't make sense for me to stay. And I resigned. From now on, the Jiang family has nothing to do with me."

Ye Chuyang: "Can it be broken clean?"

Zhan Xingyu smiled bitterly and said: "Of course it can be broken cleanly. I was originally an outsider, because my mother was killed by Jiang Ying, so I was adopted by Jiang's family. They have always regarded me as a burden and have been looking for opportunities to throw it away. I’ll save a lot of trouble if I go by myself.”

Ye Chuyang: "Then what are your plans for the future?"

Zhan Xingyu: "I don't know, let's take a step and see, let's escape from this madman's den first."

When he said the word escape, determination and sadness appeared in his eyes.

Ye Chuyang suddenly had a premonition that this time was the last time he and Zhan Xingyu would meet, and Zhan Xingyu would never come back after leaving.

He couldn't help asking: "Then are you coming back?"

Zhan Xingyu fell into confusion and despair for a moment, and said: "No one here cares about me, and no one cares whether I come back or not. Even if I disappear at this moment, no one will look for me."

Ye Chuyang felt very pure love for him. At this time, Zhan Xingyu was just a 25-year-old child who could not be relied on in his eyes. He said: "If you disappear, I will worry about you, and Jiang Ying will also help you." meeting."

Zhan Xingyu seemed to be touched by this sentence. He lowered his head and slightly curled the corners of his lips: "Jiang Ying said that you are gentle and kind, and I believe it a little bit now."

Ye Chuyang said: "You have my phone number, I don't know where you will go, but I hope you will give me a message after you settle down."

Zhan Xingyu lowered his head and remained silent.

Ye Chuyang gently put his hand on his shoulder, and said with a smile, "Thank you for everything you have done for Jiang Ying. Jiang Ying will always remember you, and so will I."

Zhan Xingyu covered his face with his hands, let out a long sigh, choked slightly and said, "You are Jiang Ying's variable, I don't know if you are a good variable or a bad one."

Ye Chuyang smiled and said, "I hope it's good."

Zhan Xingyu: "What if it's bad?"

Ye Chuyang smiled brightly and gently: "Everything will be fine in the end."

Zhan Xingyu hugged his knees, turned his head to look at Ye Chuyang, half of his face was hidden in his arms, and his posture was very childish: "What about me? Will I get better too?"

Ye Chuyang saw Jiang Ying's shadow in him. Like Jiang Ying, he was a confused and lonely person, but he was sadder and more desperate than Jiang Ying.

He wrapped his hands around Zhan Xingyu's shoulders, hugged Zhan Xingyu gently like a brother, and said, "Yes, I promise."

Zhan Xingyu felt the heat and humidity in his eye sockets, so he quickly buried his face in his arms.

Ye Chuyang patted his shoulders like comforting a child until his body stopped shaking.

Zhan Xingyu stood up suddenly, stood there for a moment with a dazed expression, and then left without saying a word.

He drove away from the hospital, drove the car to a high-end residential area, and took the elevator up to the 21st floor with ease. Room 2021 was equipped with a combination lock. He pressed the password he knew by heart and entered the door.

The house is big, and the floor-to-ceiling windows facing east in the living room can overlook the Financial Street. He stood behind the window and looked at the bustling street for a while, then took out his mobile phone and made a call: "I'm at your house, when will you come back? Do you know?" Yes, I'll wait for you."

He hung up the phone, took off his suit and tie and walked into the bedroom, exhausted, threw himself face down on the bed, closed his eyes and fell asleep.He slept very deeply this time, and had a rare dream. In the dream, it was Jiang Ying for a while, Bai Sinian for a while, and even Leng Jinghua, whom he hadn't thought of for a long time, came to join in the fun, disturbing him so much that he couldn't sleep well. Everyone was feeling uneasy, and the cold sweat from his body soaked his clothes.

He woke up from the cold, the cold sweat on his shirt was still wet, and the cold compress was attached to his skin, as if soaking in cold water, but he felt hot all over his body, and the fire only burned in the internal organs, burning his heart, liver and lungs quickly It was scorched, but the skin was cold, and it was very uncomfortable to be pinched by ice and fire.

His body was weak and weak, he could barely pull up the quilt to cover his body, and fell asleep drowsily again.

When he woke up again, it was already evening, the lights in the room were not turned on, and the light was dim.He opened his eyes and saw a person sitting beside the bed, holding a towel that had just been wrung from the hot water in his hand.

Bai Sinian helped him wipe his face with a towel, and when he saw his eyes open, he frowned and said, "You have a fever, why didn't you call me?"

Zhan Xingyu looked at his face in a daze, and wanted to touch his hand, but he touched the towel. The towel was very hot, as if he had just fished it out of scalding water. He suddenly didn't want to touch Bai Si He pushed Bai Sinian's hand away, and said, "It's not necessary." After a pause, he added, "So what if I tell you? Are you going to drop your own business and come back to accompany me?"

Bai Sinian didn't make a sound, and put the towel into the basin filled with boiling water to wash it a few times. The water was very hot, and his hands were red from the heat, but he didn't change his face.

Zhan Xingyu knew he couldn't, but he was still lucky, hoping that Bai Sinian would say yes, even if he was lying to him.But Bai Sinian tacitly agreed to his words, Bai Sinian would not rush back for him, even if it was just to postpone a meeting.

Zhan Xingyu laughed, and stretched out his foot from under the quilt to kick him: "Old bastard, I'm sick, can't you lie to me and say something nice?"

Bai Sinian grabbed his ankle, stuffed his leg back into the quilt, and said, "You don't need me to lie to you, you will coax yourself very well."

Zhan Xingyu hates being sick very much, because sick people are very fragile and easy to be sentimental. This is what he is doing at this time. Looking at Bai Sinian's cold and cold face like a plaster statue, he has the urge to cry: " I need you to lie to me."

Bai Sinian glanced at him, his gaze was indifferent, as if passing a dead object: "I don't want to lie to you."

Zhan Xingyu didn't want to meet his ruthless gaze again, so he pulled the quilt up to cover his head, and cursed inside: "Old bastard, old monster, old poison, old immortal."

Bai Sinian smiled faintly from a place he couldn't see, moved the basin aside, brought another cup of hot water, poured two pills of medicine into his palm, and said, "Take the medicine."

Zhan Xingyu lay on the bed with his limbs spread out, suffocated in the quilt and said in a dead breath: "I don't take medicine, I want to die, you leave me alone, let me die."

Bai Sinian tugged at his quilt gently: "Don't make trouble, take your medicine quickly, or follow me to the hospital."

Zhan Xingyu grabbed the quilt tightly with what little strength he had left: "I won't make trouble, how dare I make trouble with you, I really want to die when I say I want to die." As he spoke, he took the quilt Falling down, yelling, "I said I don't take medicine! I want to die! Can't you fucking hear me!"

He yelled too hard, slapped his throat, turned over and lay on the bedside, coughing dryly towards the floor, and began to retch after coughing, very violent vomiting, as if he wanted to vomit all his internal organs.

When he was coughing and vomiting, Bai Sinian just looked at him coldly, thinking of a cat he raised more than ten years ago; likable.He liked the cat very much, but finally abandoned it and sent the cat to the rescue station, because the cat jumped on the coffee table one night and knocked down a crystal wine glass on the coffee table, which was a piece he cherished very much. A wine glass was knocked down by the cat and smashed to the ground—but he was not angry, and it was precisely because he found that he had tolerated the cat's mistakes and could not be angry with it, so he decided to abandon it.

Because he thinks that he should cherish that exquisite wine glass more than a stupid cat with folded ears. The cat with folded ears will destroy his principles little by little, step into his bottom line, and challenge his tolerance.If he doesn't get rid of it as soon as possible, he can only compromise step by step.

At this moment, he looked at Zhan Xingyu, as if he was looking at the folded-eared cat that knocked over the wine glass.

Zhan Xingyu retched for a while, rinsed his mouth with the water in the teacup, turned over exhausted and lay down, and tried to pull up the quilt to cover himself.

However, Bai Sinian took the pills into his mouth, took another sip of water, bent down to support the back of Zhan Xingyu's head, and sent the pills and water into Jin Xingyu's mouth.

Zhan Xingyu was struggling, but his strength was weak, and he couldn't struggle, so he could only swallow the medicine together with water, which made him cough a few more times due to choking.

Bai Sinian fed him the medicine, got up and cleared the water cup and medicine bottle on the bedside table, and said, "If the fever doesn't subside in an hour, I'll send you to the hospital."

After speaking, he wanted to leave the bedroom, but someone grabbed the hem of his suit.

Zhan Xingyu pinched the corner of his clothes, looked at him and said, "Let's do it, I want to do it."

Bai Sinian frowned, his expression was very cold.

Zhan Xingyu laughed at himself: "Still, you don't want to sleep with a sick ghost."

Bai Sinian broke away from his hand and continued to walk outside. When he reached the door, Zhan Xingyu coughed and laughed while talking: "I feel bad, if you leave me and walk out of this bedroom, I will die of pain of."

Bai Sinian didn't look back, he opened the door and said, "Aren't you going to die because of Jiang Ying? How could you die because of me?"

Zhan Xingyu smiled and said, "I'm two people, one is sad to die for Jiang Ying, and the other is to die for you. In short, both of them will die badly." His eyes became soft and sad, "Stay with me, please Yes, just this once."

He has never shown weakness in front of Bai Sinian. At this time, he suppressed his self-esteem that he no longer cared about and begged to keep Bai Sinian, betting that Bai Sinian, a beast in human skin, had a little mercy for him—he seemed to be betting He won, because Bai Sinian closed the door again, took off his suit jacket, lifted the quilt and lay down beside him, holding him in his arms.

He likes tight hugs very much, but Bai Sinian doesn't like them, so Bai Sinian rarely hugs him, and usually sleeps on one side of the big bed after the passion, like a river flowing in the middle.At this time, he was lying in Bai Sinian's arms, feeling regretful in a trance... He obviously had many opportunities to hug Bai Sinian, if he asked, Bai Sinian might not refuse, but he missed so many There is only one chance left, today is the last time.

He reached out to Bai Sinian's lower body, trying to untie his belt, but he didn't have much strength in his hands. As soon as he undid the belt buckle, he had to stop for a few breaths, and then continued to untie it.

But Bai Sinian shook his hand away, a little annoyed in his cold voice: "Don't push yourself."

Zhan Xingyu was stunned, and said, "Then, are you really going to do it? I don't have the strength right now, and I can't do any poses."

Bai Sinian covered his eyelids with the back of his hands, and sighed angrily: "I just want to lie down quietly for a while."

Past experience told Zhan Xingyu that he should stop testing Bai Sinian, but at this moment, he was filled with resentment, so he would not make Bai Sinian feel better: "Then you will lie in the same bed with those people." Do you sleep together on the bed?"

He heard Bai Sinian sigh again, and said: "You are very abnormal today."

Zhan Xingyu smiled and said, "You know that I am abnormal, but you don't want to know why I am abnormal. You will only stay away from me when I am abnormal, and come to me when I return to normal."

Bai Sinian became more and more irritable, he threw off the quilt and got out of bed, straightened his clothes and said, "I have something to go out, you can sleep here."

Zhan Xingyu lay on the bed and looked at him: "Are you looking for someone else?"

Bai Sinian stopped answering, walked out of the bedroom and closed the door with a bang.

Zhan Xingyu turned over and lay on his side facing the floor-to-ceiling windows. He saw that the sky outside the window was getting dark and the lights of the high-rise buildings were turned on. He stared dimly, feeling as if he was lying in the night sky, surrounded by those slightly cold stars .

After an unknown amount of time, the door rang again, and someone came in and stood behind him.

"What happened to you today?"

Bai Sinian asked.

Hearing his voice, Zhan Xingyu felt his body fall little by little from the night sky until he landed on a big warm bed.

He didn't speak, and Bai Sinian asked again: "Jiang Ying is injured, so are you blaming me?"

Zhan Xingyu coughed twice, and said, "I have troubled you many times because of Jiang Ying, but now I don't."

Bai Sinian took it off and pinched the center of his brows, then sighed, "Then why are you doing this?"

Zhan Xingyu said in a strong nasal voice, "I ask you a question, and I hope you can answer me truthfully."

Bai Sinian: "You ask."

Zhan Xingyu: "When are you going to do those things?"

Bai Sinian was silent, and said, "I'm finishing up."

Zhan Xingyu smiled coldly: "The ending...what a scary answer."

Bai Sinian sat down by the bed, and said, "At most one month, I will sort everything out."

Zhan Xingyu said: "Of course you can do it, because you have been hiding behind the scenes and using others to do things for you. You have killed many people, but you haven't got a drop of blood on your hands. Just like Jiang Ying, he has been used by you all the time." .”

Bai Sinian was slightly angry: "Are you making me angry on purpose?"

Zhan Xingyu: "You have been using all the people you can use, turning them into knives in your hand, helping you get rid of all the people you want to get rid of. There are only two kinds of people you keep around, one Someone who is valuable to you, someone who can be your partner. But I am useless to you, and I can't be your partner, so why do you keep me by your side?"

Bai Sinian: "You mean I forced you to stay by my side?"

Zhan Xingyu wanted to question him, but was stopped by him, and he was speechless, and finally realized that he was very miserable: "You didn't force me, I did it voluntarily."

He sat up wrapped in a quilt, and said, "Please do something."

Bai Sinian waited for him to write later.

Zhan Xingyu turned to look at him, his eyes begging: "Let Jiang Ying go, he is very pitiful."

Bai Sinian shook his head and laughed: "You are more pitiful than him."

After speaking, he left.

Bai Sinian left, this time for real, Zhan Xingyu knew very well that he would never come back.

Wrapped in a quilt, Zhan Xingyu sat alone in the empty bedroom with no lights on for a while, then picked up the mobile phone next to the pillow and edited a text message - meet at the Blue Whale Cafe on Nanxing Road at [-] noon tomorrow.

He threw down his phone and fell back on the bed after sending the text message. The recipient was Ye Chuyang.