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There are several magazines in the office, one of which is not in the same issue as the design and architecture magazine in the lounge area.When Ye Chuyang flipped through the magazine, he found that Jiang Ying's evaluation of Jiang Xiang was too biased, because Jiang Xiang not only designed a door, but also participated in the design of the most famous commercial office building in this city, and he led The team has designed a villa for a celebrity of international renown, which also won an International Architecture Award.

Jiang Xiang went to the stage to accept the award, and the photo of him in high spirits was still printed in the magazine in Ye Chuyang's hand.

Ye Chuyang looked at Jiang Xiang's beautiful and coquettish smile when he kissed the trophy, and admitted from the bottom of his heart that the only thing Jiang Xiang deserved to be hated was that he had an impure heart for Jiang Ying and wanted to hook up with Jiang Ying.Besides, Jiang Xiang is undeniably talented and charming.

Time passed bit by bit, and when Ye Chuyang was about to finish reading a magazine, the closed shutters inside were suddenly opened.

When Ye Chuyang heard the voice, he turned his head and looked over. Through a glass door, he saw Jiang Ying and Dr. Ji talking in the room. Their conversation seemed to have come to an end. Jiang Ying was wearing a suit jacket while listening to Dr. Ji. , quickly got dressed and walked out with Dr. Ji,

Ye Chuyang paid attention to the expression on Jiang Ying's face. Jiang Ying's expression was very relaxed, which was no different from the conversation, and his steps were brisk.As soon as Jiang Ying raised his eyes to meet Ye Chuyang's gaze, he raised his eyebrows and smiled at Ye Chuyang with a bright and charming smile.

"It will be a month before I come to Fenghai next time. If you have any questions during this period, you can call me at any time."

Dr. Ji put the pen into the breast pocket of his white coat and said so to Jiang Ying.

Jiang Ying stood behind Ye Chuyang, put his hands on Ye Chuyang's shoulders, and said with a smile, "I don't have any questions for now. Does Dr. Ye have any questions?"

Ye Chuyang said: "You go out first, I will have a chat with Dr. Ji alone."

Jiang Ying was very obedient, Ye Chuyang let him out and he went out, and closed the door for them.

Dr. Ji sat down opposite Ye Chuyang, and said with a smile, "I asked Jiang Ying, and he said that I can tell you everything, so you can ask me anything you want to know."

Before Ye Chuyang spoke, he bowed slightly to him to show his respect, and said, "Then I'll be straightforward, I want to know Jiang Ying's current state of mind."

Dr. Ji took out the notepad and pen again as if he was interviewing a patient, crossed his legs and put the notebook on his lap, and wrote with the pen: "I want to ask you first, how do you feel about Jiang Ying's mental state?" What do you know?"

Ye Chuyang sat upright, and adjusted his glasses: "I talked with Zhan Xingyu, and Zhan Xingyu told me that Jiang Ying has anti-social tendencies to a certain extent."

Dr. Ji lowered his eyes and took notes, writing non-stop: "Do you agree?"

Ye Chuyang thought for a moment, and said: "Jiang Ying and I haven't known each other for a long time. During my time with him, he did have abnormally intense emotions a few times, accompanied by extreme behavior. When he is emotionally excessive, he will not only hurt himself , and try to hurt others."

Doctor Ji nodded: "Continue."

Ye Chuyang: "Also, although Jiang Ying is prone to lose control of his emotions, he will not completely lose control. He can still retain his reason to control his violent behavior."

Doctor Ji looked up at him: "Use a few most intuitive adjectives to describe Jiang Ying in your eyes."

Ye Chuyang lowered his eyes and pondered: "Deceitful, split, and dangerous." As he spoke, his eyes flickered slightly, "Simple, pure, and confused."

Doctor Ji's eyes on him changed quietly: "Then what do you think he needs?"

Ye Chuyang said: "He doesn't need others, he needs himself."

Dr. Ji: "How to say?"

Ye Chuyang: "Everyone has a soul, but Jiang Ying only has half of the soul. The reason why he is crazy and confused is because he lacks the other half of the soul and his body cannot be controlled by him. He does not agree with himself very much. Confidence, he has never tried to control his other half of the body. All in all, Jiang Ying needs to save himself, his heart is not strong enough, he has not tried to make himself strong before."

Dr. Ji: "You're talking about the past, has he changed now?"

Ye Chuyang: "I think there is, at least he told me that he has."

Dr. Ji: "Oh? Do you believe what he said?"

Ye Chuyang looked at him seriously: "I have no reason not to believe Jiang Ying's words. Although Jiang Ying is crazy, Jiang Ying is not a lunatic. I also have to believe Jiang Ying's words. What Jiang Ying lacks most is trust. I believe him, Just to save him."

Doctor Ji nodded and smiled: "I asked Zhan Xingyu the same question, do you know how Zhan Xingyu answered?"

Ye Chuyang: "What did he say?"

Doctor Ji sighed softly, with a regretful look: "Zhan Xingyu said that Jiang Ying is a lunatic who never knows what he is doing."

Ye Chuyang frowned, disapproving of Zhan Xingyu's words.

Doctor Ji said again: "It's a pity that Zhan Xingyu didn't really understand Jiang Ying. But don't blame him, Jiang Ying is too difficult to understand. I have known Jiang Ying for three years, and I have been Jiang Ying's attending doctor for three years. It is very difficult to say. Shame, I didn’t really understand Jiang Ying until last year. I thought I understood Jiang Ying very quickly, because Jiang Ying is difficult to understand, but you just said that it took me two years to tell Jiang Ying judgment, and you only spent two months."

Ye Chuyang felt a little comforted in his heart: "That should be because I am lucky. You are right, Jiang Ying is difficult to understand. How much I know about Jiang Ying is limited to how much Jiang Ying is willing to let me know about him."

Doctor Ji said: "Jiang Ying trusts you very much. He is willing to let you know him. It is a better thing for him than for you."

Ye Chuyang was a little worried: "I understand, but I don't know if he will take back his trust in me in the future."

Dr. Ji was not very sure but said confidently: "According to my current judgment of Jiang Ying, he won't. As long as you don't stay away from him or push him away, he will trust you more and more, and even put the whole People are chained to you."

When Ye Chuyang heard this, his first thought was to be happy, but he quickly realized that he was secretly delighted. This kind of secret joy was very selfish, and he should feel ashamed for having such secret joy, so he bowed his head slightly.

Doctor Ji kept looking at him, and said with a smile: "I noticed that you are very careful in describing Jiang Ying's psychological problems. In fact, your description is not accurate. If I directly say Jiang Ying's problems, I hope I will not offend you. your turn."

Ye Chuyang: "No, you can just say it."

Doctor Ji said: "I don't think Jiang Ying has a personality disorder, I think Jiang Ying has a personality problem."

Ye Chuyang: "Sorry, I don't understand, can you explain clearly?"

Dr. Ji: "To put it simply, Jiang Ying's problem is not just a simple antisocial personality disorder. He also has an underlying personality problem, which is psychopathy."

The word "psychological abnormality" stuck on Ye Chuyang's body like four needles. He trembled all over, and said calmly, "What does this mean?"

Dr. Ji said: "As I said, psychopathy is a personality problem. This kind of personality problem is very complicated, including anti-social tendencies, but not limited to anti-social tendencies. Don't be too scared, psychopaths have been demonized For a long time, people outside our industry will regard psychopaths as inhuman aliens. This is actually wrong. Everyone has different degrees of psychological abnormalities. This group of people has only reached a height that most people cannot reach. , or even the peak."

Ye Chuyang silently adjusted his breathing: "You said that Jiang Ying's psychopathy is more serious than anti-social?"

Dr. Ji: "Yes. Let me first explain to you the division of psychopaths in our industry. Generally speaking, all psychopaths can be divided into four factors; interpersonal factors: superficial cognition, full of deceit. Emotional factors: no regrets Consciousness, lack of empathy, and unwillingness to bear the price for their actions. Behavioral factors: act impulsively, without purpose. Antisocial factors: irritable, have a strong tendency to violence, have a record of juvenile delinquency, or criminal awareness."

Doctor Ji smiled, and continued, "We have to admit that Jiang Ying accounts for 90.00% of the psychological traits I just mentioned."

Ye Chuyang shook his hand vigorously: "I admit it."

Dr. Ji: "But you can't use the word 'bad' of imbecility to cover such a complex human nature. The same is true for psychopaths, they can be cunning, hypocritical and mean. They can also be smart and gentle. They can even be full of charm. So I What I want to say is that Jiang Ying’s psychological problems do exist and will exist for a long time. When you are with him, you must first understand him, so that you can protect yourself, and it is also a way to protect him. But Jiang Ying, as you said, is not A complete lunatic, he is smart, bright, talkative, polite, personable and charming, these are his strengths, his human side."

Ye Chuyang said: "I know Jiang Ying is very split. When he was in front of me, I tried my best to treat him as a normal person."

Dr. Ji: "Jiang Ying is indeed very split. I believe he shows a human side in front of him. But he still shows a wild side in front of most people. So what I want to remind you is that you There must be an early warning for Jiang Ying."

Ye Chuyang: "What warning?"

Dr. Ji: "Jiang Ying's mental state is extremely unstable. We must all admit that he has a tendency to commit serial crimes, serious crimes, and premeditated crimes. When he has such tendencies, you must be aware of the signs and warnings in time, and then Help him get rid of his criminal urges."

Ye Chuyang's heart was beating fast, and his palms were hot: "What should I do?"

Dr. Ji smiled and said, "You just need to be by his side. This kind of companionship is very subtle. I believe you can understand."

Ye Chuyang was silent in thought.

Dr. Ji looked at his watch and said, "Sorry, I'm going back to Weining in the afternoon, and now I'm going to the airport."

Ye Chuyang stood up and shook hands with him, and said with a smile, "Thank you very much for taking the time to talk to me."

Doctor Ji nodded with a smile, and said, "Wait a minute, I have a gift for you." He turned and went to get books from the bookshelf behind the desk, "These books can help you understand Jiang Ying better. are real interviews and biographies of people with mental disorders."

Ye Chuyang stood across from the desk, looked at his back while he was choosing books with some doubts, and said, "Doctor Ji, you seem to trust me very much. We just met, why do you think I will accompany Jiang Ying?"

Dr. Ji turned around with a few books, and said with a smile: "Actually, I'm not sure that you want to know Jiang Ying and be with Jiang Ying. I can only be sure that Jiang Ying wants you to know him and you stay with him."

Ye Chuyang: "How do you know?"

Dr. Ji: "Jiang Ying told me just now that you are his boyfriend, he cares about you very much, he is very serious about you, he wants to be with you forever, and live a very simple and ordinary life."

Ye Chuyang was startled: "Did he say that?"

Dr. Ji took out an opaque paper bag, put a few books into the bag, and said with a smile, "Of course, I'm just paraphrasing. Only when I'm sure about Jiang Ying's attitude towards you will I tell you what I just said, otherwise I will Absolutely no information about the patient will be disclosed to anyone else."

Ye Chuyang caught the bag containing several books, it was heavy in his hand, but he felt extremely relaxed in his heart.

He thanked Dr. Ji, left Dr. Ji's office, and saw Jiang Ying and Jiang Xiang standing face to face talking. He pushed his arm away and said expressionlessly, "I can lend you money, but I'm not interested in your project."

Jiang Xiang: "You still don't trust me? After five years, it will definitely be profitable, so what are you doing with me? Let's open a husband-and-wife store."

Jiang Ying pointed his finger at his nose, and when he was about to speak, he saw Ye Chuyang walking towards him, so he left Jiang Xiang and went to meet Ye Chuyang.

Jiang Ying looked at Ye Chuyang's face first: "What have you been talking about? It's been so long."

Ye Chuyang handed him the bag, and answered the wrong question: "Take it, don't open it."

Jiang Ying snorted and caught the bag, wanting to see what was inside, but held back.

The elevator door opened, but there was no one inside. Ye Chuyang and Jiang Ying walked in. As soon as the elevator door closed, Ye Chuyang faced Jiang Ying, leaned forward, put his forehead on Jiang Ying's chest, and asked in a low voice. : "Jiang Ying, do you like me?"

Ye Chuyang's sudden embrace made Jiang Ying a little at a loss. He held the book in his left hand, and his right hand swung up and down twice before gently resting on Ye Chuyang's waist, saying: "I...I haven't thought about it yet. Understood, I will tell you as soon as I figure it out.”

Ye Chuyang hit his chest with his forehead, and said with a smile: "Idiot, you just like me."