seven steps

Tribulation

In recent years, Kangxi’s attitude towards the eighth elder brother is not clear. He was obviously out of favor before, but he seemed to be favored after he first arrived in Kangxi for 38 years. He also took it with him all the way on the southern tour. Before he came back, he gave him a mansion. Marriage, the marriage was originally thought to be an ordinary Eight Banners woman, but no one thought that the match was actually the granddaughter of Anjun Wang Yuele.That's all, it was Ming Shang's son-in-law who went to ask for the marriage in person.And Kangxi's dissatisfaction with the prince was also seen by everyone.Could it be that the emperor is optimistic about the eighth elder brother?For the first time, many courtiers looked seriously at this eighth elder brother who had been neglected by them.

After all, Yinzhen has been in the court for some time, and he has also noticed the uneasiness of the courtiers.He was happy to see the results, and wanted to see how these ministers were tossing about, but he was very unhappy that that person hadn't come to his house so far.

It seemed that he was the one who was taking the initiative and working hard all the time, and that person stayed where he was.Although I know that he likes me too, but I can't help but feel a sense of powerlessness.

As I counted the days, I felt that that person was getting closer and closer to the wedding, but farther and farther away from me.The days go by quickly, and there are only twelve hours in a day. Even if you are in a daze, looking out the window, a day will pass.It won't be long, on the contrary, it will disappear in an instant.

The prince is getting married, and the etiquette department is going to be busy again. Seeing that everyone is beaming, Yinzhen doesn't know what mood he is in, it seems that he is also full of joy, but it seems that his face is used to having no expression, no matter how much he wants to smile, he seems to be happy. became reluctant.So Yinzhen became the one who didn't fit in with this atmosphere, and his mood of looking forward to that person also turned into avoidance.It seems that avoiding is the best choice for myself.

It's not that Yinhu is unwilling to go to find Yinzhen, he also understands that person's jealous mood, although he didn't think about it when he got married, so naturally he didn't think there was anything wrong, but he must admit, later I still have some concerns about Honghui's birth and the like.Everyone said that the eighth elder brother is the most gentle and gentle, but in fact he is the one who is the most conscientious and the most persistent.However, he wanted to find him, but now he was bothered by a lot of trivial matters every day, and he couldn't spare a little time for himself.Even if the place where two people live is only separated by a wall.Still haven't seen it.

There seemed to be such a coldness between the two of them, and a month passed in a hurry.In half a month, it will be Yinhu's big wedding.After all, Yinzhen couldn't hold back anymore.Then he left the Sibeile Mansion and walked to the next door.Originally, Wang Gui also knew how close his master was to this master, so he always stepped aside.However, this time the master is not at home.

Wang Gui greeted him with a bitter face, "Fourth Master, why are you here?"

Yinzhen was a little surprised, "Is it strange for you to come here?"

Wang Gui also knew that he had said something wrong, so he hurriedly said, "Fourth Master, what did you say, it's just that the master is not at home today and went out. He said he was going to buy some things himself."

When these words reached Yinzhen's ears, it became that the man was so happy to get married that he even had to personally do the shopping.It was even more uncomfortable in my heart. I waited for him for a month. It turned out that he was so busy.

So Yinzhen hummed, then turned and left.

Yinhu returned to the mansion more than an hour after Yinzhen left. As soon as he returned to the mansion, he saw Wang Gui waiting for him with a sad face. Yinhu guessed at a glance that Wang Gui could make such a sad face. That is to say, there is Yinzhen.Seeing that his master had returned, Wang Gui hurried forward, as if he saw a life-saving straw.

"Father." The voice of the father was so wronged that those who didn't know it thought it was a wronged little daughter-in-law.

Yinhu looked funny, and couldn't help joking, "Who made you angry, such a wronged look."

Wang Gui also heard Yinhu's playfulness.His face became even more bitter, "Master, please stop teasing the slave, this slave has offended fourth master this time."

This surprised Yinhu, even though Yinzhen was narrow-minded, he still couldn't get angry with Wang Gui. "How did you offend fourth master, tell me about it."

Wang Gui said it in a nutshell, sometimes Wang Gui is honest, he really thinks that he offended the fourth master with a single word, who doesn't know that the fourth master is angry with his master these days, So in a word, don't make it clear that you don't want fourth master to come.

Yinhu was delighted as soon as he heard it, if he didn't know that this was not the time to laugh, he would have burst out laughing immediately.Wave your hands.Let Wang Gui go down.He changed into a clean robe and went to Sibeile Mansion.

However, the difference is that when Gao Wuyong saw Yinhu, he looked like he saw a life-saving god. Although his master still had no expression on his face, he had been with him for so many years, how could he not know that his master was in a bad mood recently? .The expressionless look on his face is also clearly marked with the four characters "Master is very upset".

"Ba Ye, the master is in the study." Gao Wuyong said.

"understood."

"Yes, the slave will leave." Gao Wuyong hurriedly slipped away, wishing to get as far away as possible.

Yinhu pushed the door open and went in, and saw the man sitting at the table without anything.He didn't lift his head when he came in, "Get out."

Yinhu was taken aback for a moment, and the foot that had just stepped in also stopped, but he quickly realized that he regarded himself as Gao Wuyong.

"Fourth brother really doesn't want to see younger brother so much?" The moment Yinhu uttered his voice, Yinzhen was clearly stunned.

"You're not busy, what are you doing here?" Yinzhen's tone was calm, but it made Yinhu feel colder even more.He seemed to prefer to be treated with cold sarcasm instead of such calm.

"I've been a little busy recently, but my brother can tell the priority." Yinhu said.

The corner of the man's mouth seemed to tickle, but it wasn't the kind of successful smile he had seen, but a stiff twitch.

"Yinhu."

"Huh?" Yinhu was also taken aback, that person always called him Xiaoba.

"You are about to get married, congratulations to you as a brother."

"What is the fourth brother going to say, it is better to say it directly."

"I didn't think about anything." Yinzhen lowered his head again as he spoke, making it hard to see his expression.

At this moment, Yinhu felt distressed.He didn't know that such a strong person would be like this, and he hadn't seen him so fragile for many years.

"Fourth brother, you..." Yinhu wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Yinzhen, "I'm tired."

Yinzhen looked at Yinhu who was standing in front of him.Say again "I'm tired."

This time, the smile that had been on Yinhu's face was gone.

Yinzhen said, "You all say that I am cold-faced and cold-hearted, and I also know that those officials secretly call me the cold-faced Hades. But, Yinhu, I am also a person, and I also have feelings. For so many years, I have persisted and waited. I admit that I forced you too much, and I kept driving you to go with me, brother paradox. It's my fault, but I like you, and I can't help it, but I just keep waiting and chasing like this, Persistence, I will also be tired. When I found that no matter how hard I tried, you still looked so indifferent, as if I was singing an opera alone. That sense of powerlessness, that sense of self-inflicted irony .It really made me tired, and I wanted to back down. Maybe, it was really wrong. It was wrong at the beginning."

In Yinhu's heart, although Yinzhen is not a cold-faced Hades like the outside evaluation of him, but he will not be as "sentimental" as he is today. It seems that his fragility was only revealed when Empress Tong Jia passed away many years ago Pass.It took Yinhu a long time to find his own voice, and even he didn't know that his voice was so hoarse, "So."

Yinzhen smiled, that kind of smile was cold to the bone.He said "That's it."

Yinhu didn't know how he got back to the mansion, so half a month passed in such a daze, what came to mind most often was not the words before Yinzhen, or the last, so be it, four words.He is not reconciled, really not reconciled.Why did he insist and press at the beginning, but now he accepts it, but he can shake his sleeves and leave, but he doesn't know what else to do.At this moment, he understood the powerlessness of nothing, the irony of self-inflicted crimes, so he didn't know what to do.Even he himself was scolding himself for what he deserved.

Before Yinhu was going to get married, Jinxiu came.His appearance surprised Yinhu.Jinxiu offered her a congratulatory gift indifferently.

Yinhu and him are considered old friends, so they invite him to the study.

Jinxiu looked at Yinhu and asked, "Ba Ye seems to be in a bad mood?"

“How come you see?”

"Baye's brows can't fool anyone, Jinxiu is used to seeing people's expressions. Naturally, you can see it."

Yinhu didn't want to go on, so he asked, "How are you doing now?"

Jinxiu sighed, "After leaving the palace, I went to look for that person, and wanted him to pay for my brother's life, but later I let it go, my brother might be relieved, but he was the most pitiful one, when he looked at me and shouted When I say my brother’s name, I don’t hate it anymore.”

Yinhu did not expect that he would seek revenge on Chen Banjian when he left the palace, but he never thought that he would be able to let go of his hatred. Jinxiu smiled and said, "Don't be surprised, Ba Ye, who can tell the truth about the things in this world, just like the one who loves you." Right and wrong, each has their own reasons. Now I can understand it, but it’s just doing happy things with a lover, don’t ask whether it’s a calamity or a fate.” After finishing speaking, Jinxiu laughed again, “It’s Jinxiu, isn’t it? Tomorrow will be That's all for the day of Grandpa Ba's great joy."

Yinhu waved his hand, "No problem."

It's just that Yinhu's mind is no longer on this, but on that sentence, don't ask whether it is a robbery or a fate.Get him into it.

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Hey guys, I have updated!

By the way, is it a little cruel?

Besides, I want to ask, do you think I don’t look like Lao Si when I write about Lao Si like this? Is it not very good? It can be tested in history, and I think this kind of thing will make him feel uncomfortable. After all, everyone knows Xiao Ba's temperament, so it is like this, but will it make everyone feel that it will ruin the image? If so, I will Lock this chapter.

Furthermore, this is really not a precursor to abuse, it is how to see a rainbow without going through wind and rain.

In fact, in this chapter, I feel sorry for Four or Four. It feels like the faceless man in "Spirited Away".If you can't see the face under his mask, you won't know the suffering under his mask.

The author has something to say: Dear friends, I have updated it!

By the way, is it a little cruel?

Besides, I want to ask, do you think I don’t look like Lao Si when I write about Lao Si like this? Is it not very good? It can be tested in history, and I think this kind of thing will make him feel uncomfortable. After all, everyone knows Xiao Ba's temperament, so it is like this, but will it make everyone feel that it will ruin the image? If so, I will Lock this chapter.

Furthermore, this is really not a precursor to abuse, it is how to see a rainbow without going through wind and rain.

In fact, in this chapter, I feel sorry for Four or Four. It feels like the faceless man in "Spirited Away".If you can't see the face under his mask, you won't know the suffering under his mask.