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Yinhu slowly moved back to the new house with unsteady steps.Standing at the door of the new house, he didn't know whether he should push the door open.He knew very well that he very much hoped that that person would be as domineering as before, holding him back and not allowing him to leave, but he walked all the way to the new house, walking so slowly, but he didn't get that person's hand.

He just wanted that person to stretch out his hand and leave him alone, he thought, if that was the case, he must be happy.Even though it looks calm on the surface, but in my heart, I must be happy.

Yinzhen has been standing in the same place, watching Yinhu's back going away little by little, it seems that he is always watching his back, I don't know when it started, it's just like this, casting his gaze on Yinhu, already It has become the habit that I don't speak out the most.He admitted that when he said that he knew that he was not Fujin, he really wanted to reach out and hold him and hug him.The impulse in my heart, like a beast, seemed to devour my reason.However, he didn't know what would happen in the future if he gave in again. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. He forced himself not to reach out, but he didn't notice that his nails were deeply embedded in the palm of his hand.

When Yinhu entered the new room, what she saw was Guo Luoluo Yuxiu, who was wearing a big red dress and sitting on the bed.He walked up to Yuxiu.Take off her hijab and look at her.But what came to mind was the situation on the day of Yinzhen's wedding.It turns out that everything is fate, and it is not in the slightest.

Yuxiu saw that Yinhu was looking at her like this, but it didn't look like she was looking at her, so she called out.Only then did Yinhu come back to his senses.

"Master, what's wrong?" Yuxiu asked.

Yinhu shook his head, "It's nothing. Maybe I was a little dizzy after being persuaded by my brothers just now."

When Yuxiu heard what Yinhu said, she didn't think too much and just nodded.Yinhu walked to the table and picked up the Hebei wine that had already been poured.Passed a cup to Yuxiu.Yuxiu took the wine glass shyly, and drank with Yinhu.Yinhu looked at the wine in his hand, it was obviously a high-quality tribute wine, with a tangy aroma, and the cup was as delicate as jade, but why, it seemed like arsenic was added to it, making it hard to drink.

Yinhu didn't do anything that night, but lay flat on the bed, with a complete stranger sleeping next to him. It turned out that without that peace of mind, even falling asleep became so difficult.

Although Guo Luoluo is a very straightforward and generous woman, she is not lacking in care.Seeing Yinhu like this, she asked softly, "What's on your mind?"

Yinhu didn't expect Guo Luoluo to ask such a question, but was taken aback for a moment, "It's nothing, I'm just thinking about something, I don't know if I'm right or wrong."

"I know that I can't ask too much about the court affairs, so please be at ease, master, or ask yourself. Right or wrong, it's just to be worthy of yourself." Yuxiu thought it was the court affairs that made Yinhu She couldn't let go of this, and she also understood that being born in the royal family, everyone would have such a thought.But she would never know that she guessed wrong. Her husband was lying beside her, thinking of another man.How ironic it would be if she knew.

Yinhu hummed lightly and then stopped making a sound. The red candle was still on, the only light in the room, and it was still visible through the bed curtain.Yinhu glanced at the faint candlelight, and suddenly thought of the lanterns that night.Are you really wrong?

After an unknown amount of time, Yuxiu's even breathing came from beside her.Yinhu knew that Yuxiu had already slept peacefully.After all, a big marriage is, to put it bluntly, a toss.But I am obviously very tired, but why can't I fall asleep.With a sense of loss in my heart, I turned my eyes to the top of the tent, and just looked at it like this, but every bit of the relationship with that person emerged in my mind.It was all laughter, and there was no sadness at all. All those sorrows seemed to have disappeared, and no matter how tired or painful, they became small.Unable to let go, Yinhu clearly knew these three words in his heart.But, what can I do.

It's not that he doesn't want to keep it, it's just that he doesn't want to stay. He seems to be gentle and tender, but in fact he is the hardest, and that person is really tender.The two of them are like two completely opposite people. To be honest, they really don't fit.Sometimes he would ask himself what he likes about that person, but even he couldn't find the answer.

A sleepless night.On the second day of the wedding, although Kangxi had granted her a leave of absence, according to the rules, the newlyweds had to enter the palace to greet An Xie'en.So Yinhu and Yuxiu woke up early.Putting on wedding clothes, he entered the palace, and after Kangxi finished the morning court, he took all the elder brothers to Qianqing Palace.

Yinhu and Yuxiu greeted Kangxi first.Kangxi was cheerful, thinking that it had been a long time since there was any happy event.Yinhu brought Yuxiu to offer tea to each elder brother.The beginning is naturally the prince, and the prince smiles in a "peaceful" way and does not leak.It's just that Yinhu knew that he had glanced at him intentionally or unintentionally while drinking tea.Yinhu just didn't know what to do, but he became bored in his heart.The eldest elder brother and Yinhu were raised together, and although the relationship is not close, it is also reasonable.There is also a smile on the face, as for how true the smile is, only he knows.

The third elder brother had a calm expression, but he always liked to put on airs, so no one said anything.It's just that when he arrived at Yinzhen's place, Yinzhen still had that iceberg face.As a result, the tea that Yuxiu handed over did not fluctuate in the slightest, and the eyes were so deep that people couldn't see through it. From Yinhu's point of view, it was as if they had never had anything before, and she was just someone who was not close to him. thick brother.Such indifference in such eyes made Yinhu feel soreness in his heart that he had never felt before, as if he felt a hole in his heart for a moment.

Yinzhen handed the red envelope to Yuxiu, "Fourth brother, I wish you all the music and music, and grow old together." When Yinzhen was talking, he had the sincerity of a brother, but not the jealousy and bitterness of a lover.

Afterwards, no matter whether it was Brother Nine or Brother Ten making fun of Yuxiu, or the sincere congratulations from Ten 34, Yinhu didn't take it to heart, just like a spectator who had already stepped out of the situation, seeing that it had nothing to do with him story staged.

That night, Yinhu fell asleep quickly.I don't know if it's because he's too tired, or he just wants to sleep.

In the dream, that person was wearing a dark blue satin gown and was holding a lantern in his hand.Standing not far away, with his back to himself.He saw himself in the dream walking towards the man.

"Fourth brother."

"Xiaoba, you're here." Yinzhen turned around and called out with a smile.

Still this familiar smile.Only he knows that Yinzhen actually smiles very warmly, and he has never been stingy with smiling in front of him.As he approached, he lowered his head and saw the lantern in Yinzhen's hand, which said, "I hope you will live a long time, and we will share the joy of beauty for thousands of miles."

He looked up again, and the scene changed again, it was in the executive garden.The two were lying on the bed, and Yinhu tossed and kicked the quilt away at night.Yinzhen's sleep has always been light, knowing that Yinhu kicked the quilt away, he sighed helplessly.Help him cover the quilt.When it was almost time to get up the next day, Yinzhen moved lightly, not daring to make any movement.Yinhu knew that he always dressed himself and called himself to get up when he brought his clothes.

The scene is constantly changing. You Yinzhen stares at him to eat on time, knowing that he forgot to eat again, he will be cold and silent. How old is he, and then hold his hand to prevent him from continuing.There were also two people who ate out, so Yinzhen ordered everything without saying what they wanted to eat.Even he didn't know when it started, Yinzhen's taste in food was completely biased towards himself, to accommodate himself.

These, which he used to ignore, are the most common and subtle.Even many couples will have it.However, with his character.It turned out that I was really wrong.He has been pushing him forward all the time, and whoever it is, he will feel extremely tired.

In the last scene, Yinzhen was still wearing a blue satin gown, holding the lantern in his hand.He looked at Yinhu.There is neither sadness nor joy in the eyes, just like a master who has seen through the cold and warm world, and let go of the silence like love, hatred, and hatred.But Yinhu knew that this was Yinzhen's heartbreak and death.

He didn't dare to step forward and just watched like this.Yinzhen sighed faintly, "Xiaoba. Fourth brother is really tired. From now on, take good care of yourself."

After finishing speaking, Yinzhen walked up to him and handed him the lantern.Turning around to leave, Yinhu wanted to catch up, but found that she couldn't move at all... just looked at Yinzhen, walking further and further away.

Although there are not many more texts in this chapter, a decision has been made

This period of time is stuck in the last chapter, and I know it's very wicked, but I really don't know how to write it down. Should I let Yinzhen keep Yinhu?still?

To be honest, if Yinzhen is still allowed to take the initiative, maybe Yinzhen is really too pitiful.Yinhu is the kind of person who seems to be calm and soft-hearted, but he is more ruthless than anyone else, while Yinzhen is just the opposite.If Yinhu is not allowed to face up to her own heart and understand too many things, they will be separated sooner or later.

During this time, a lot of comments have been received.I am very grateful to all the readers who write me comments.Thank you for giving me a lot of encouragement and support for every comment you made, so that I can finish writing with confidence.

I don’t know if you believe it or not, but when Yinzhen said in the next chapter that he would also be tired, I cried when he felt powerless.Because I know that feeling very well.I know too well the pain of being alone, the kind of person who cries alone in the corridor, but immediately wipes away the tears when he sees someone, pretending to be strong as just passing by.I know that fourth master is a very strong person, different from me, but I still ask you to believe that he is also a human being, not a god, but a human being, and it is difficult for him to pass the test of love.The word love hurts people the most.During this period of time, many things happened. It can be said that fourth master is me, and eighth master is also me.Every description in my heart is my personal experience during this period.I don't know if you still like Fourth Master and Eighth Master written like this, and whether you agree with it.But, I just want to be right with myself.Tell you your truest feelings and thoughts.

There are also girls who call for a good ending.I know I keep saying that I want to write an official history, which makes you very scared.To be honest, at first I wanted to write a tragedy. I think that the current April [-]th is a good ending. Maybe writing a big abuse article, a big tragedy, can become a "classic" of the [-]th article. At least it can be unconventional and different. .I admit that the most important thing I do is to make a profit.But, right now, I really want to give them a happy ending.But how good?I don't know either.Take one step at a time.In the past, I wanted to write tragedies. Another reason was because I felt that there are some things that can be sacrificed and fought for by any means. This is history, and this is the royal family.But now I know, there is a person who can make you let go, even give up to the point where you don’t want anything, don’t ask for anything, as long as you don’t lose or leave, with him, everything is fine.So, I'll try and really make them fall in love instead of a totally non-existent rebirth.What I want to write is that the real April [-]th is Yinzhen and Yinhu in history, but they love each other and don't kill each other.

I hope the girls can keep watching it until the end, and tell me if this is what you want, whether it is what Yinzhen and Yinhu want.And then there is.I hope that all the girls can cherish the people around them after reading this long-lasting author's words.