instead of chasing me

From that day on, we really lost contact, I overestimated myself, every day Zixian was like a poison that penetrated into my body, tormenting me!The more I escape, the more it tortures me!

I didn't have four taels of meat on my body before, but now I look even thinner!

My mother is always complained by my father that he didn't get me something delicious to eat!

Every time I just put it off, saying that I am too busy with my studies and my body is exhausted!

In a blink of an eye, school has started!It's spring already!But the weather is still a bit chilly!

I was dragging a heavy suitcase, struggling to screw up the steps one by one!It would be great if Zixian was here, bastard, didn't you promise that you wouldn't think of him in the future?I shook my head to shake off the face imprinted in my head!People may not even know who you are now!

"What are you doing? Your head is shaking like a rattle!"

I looked back at that chicken coop!Not Li Yuhang, who is it!

I ignored him, and finally defeated the last step!I straightened my suitcase and went to the door of the dormitory with a "slap", I wanted to kick the door open!I didn't expect the door to stand motionless!

"Ha ha……"

I turned around and looked at Li Yuhang, who was squatting on the ground with his belly in his arms and smiling, that was brilliant!

I looked at him angrily: "Open the door!"

Li Yuhang stood up and wiped his tears with his hands!Quickly opened the door!

I gave him a big white eye!Ignore this lunatic and walk in by yourself!

I just pulled the suitcase to the corner, turned around and threw myself on the bed!There was a thin layer of dust on the bed that hadn't been cleaned for nearly a month!But I don't care, now I just want to have a good rest and clear my mind!

"Sweet..."

I waved my hand behind me, urging him not to speak, I want to take a break!

Just kidding, if the first thing he said would be 'Have you been on a blind date! '

What should I do, Zixian and I are still in the same school now, we can't see you when you look up, see you when you look down!When I meet him, should I say hello, or should I pretend that I don't know him!

"Tiantian, it's time to report to the classroom!"

"Just sign for me!"

Li Yuhang sat next to me, reached out and touched my forehead: "No fever! What's wrong with you?"

I took his hand down: "I just sat in the car for half a day, I'm just a little tired!"

"Oh! I was shocked, thinking you were sick? Since you are tired, you should take a good rest, there is no class anyway!"

I waved my hand and signaled him to hurry up!

I turned over, face up!

"Tiantian, marry me and be my wife!" Recalling Zixian's proposal on my birthday, it seems like it was yesterday!

I caressed the ring on my ring finger, not because I didn't want to return it to him, but because I wanted to leave it as a reminder that when I miss him, I can have a spiritual sustenance!This at least reminds me that Zixian is only living in my memory!

I spend this day in a drowsy bed!

The next day, when I was in class, I heard the teacher talking about the same old questions!The second semester of the third year of high school is mainly about reviewing!I want to turn my longing for Zixian into infinite power to learn, and I want to leave no regrets!

Ever since I made up my mind to study, I read books in class, after class, and while walking, even when I eat and sleep, I keep books within easy reach!

Mengxue and Li Yuhang saw that I was abnormal, and looked at them as if they just wanted to ask and dared not ask!I said casually: "We broke up! Don't ask me why?" I didn't care about their surprised expressions anymore, and looked at the book by myself!

In school, I would occasionally see Zixian, and I would either notice it, turn around and leave, or go in a different way, or if I couldn't avoid it, I would pretend to hold a book and pretend not to look at him, and pass by!But every time I see him, my heart still beats uncontrollably!

I want to relax tonight. After reading for a month, I'm already dizzy!

Everyone was studying by themselves last night, and I sneaked out of the classroom door!Come to the grove behind the playground!There are couples dating in twos and threes in the woods, I avoid these people, find a hidden place, sleep on the grass, look at the leaves blown by the wind gently, through the leaves you can see the bustling stars hanging in the sky!

It was also here that day, when Zixian asked me to date him, I was so scared that my brain froze at that time, thinking of the panicked look at that time, the corners of my mouth raised unconsciously!