instead of chasing me

Feel someone lying down next to you!I don't care, there is no way, this is not my family!Where others lie is the freedom of others!

slowly!The tense study atmosphere for a few days made me a little sleepy!Gradually I closed my eyes!

A breeze blew by, and I woke up instantly!Yes I smell it!The smell of Zixian, the smell of him, I will never forget!It is so familiar!

I sat up suddenly, and now my heart is screaming, run away, run away!

Standing up without any strength, I just greedily looked at the person next to me who I desperately wanted to forget!He's still so radiant, still makes my heart beat just looking at him, with his hands behind his head!With my eyes closed, it's like he was here in the first place, and I'm the one after!

I still can't help but want to get close to him, I want to hug him, pillow on his chest, listen to his strong heartbeat, hug him like before, actually just look at him from a distance, I Already satisfied!But I know that the present he does not belong to me at all.

It took me a lot of effort to get back the lost strength!

I got up abruptly, I wanted to escape, I wanted to leave here, I was afraid that I couldn't help but want to hug him tightly, and poured out my thoughts on him!Complain about his cruelty!

Suddenly, a hand firmly grabbed my wrist!I was startled, and looked at him with puzzled eyes, but his eyes were still closed, which made me think he was sleepwalking!I tried to get my hand out, but he just got tighter and tighter!The more I struggle, the more my wrist hurts!

Forget it, let him catch it!I lay on the grass again, looking at the bustling sky, forget it, don't I also enjoy this kind of getting along?Just being by his side and smelling his scent already makes me very satisfied!

Could it be that he can't forget me, or is he just looking for someone who simply wants to hold his hand, and he just happened to see me, no, maybe, he doesn't even know it's me by his side!

Smelling the faint fragrance of Zixian's body, my eyelids gradually became heavy, and I fell asleep so peacefully. I had a dream. Zixian kissed me, touched my face, and said something I couldn't hear. The corners of his mouth curled up unconsciously again!When I woke up, there was no sign of him beside me!But the kiss in the dream was so real!

There was already dew on the grass, it was a little wet, I got up, the clothes on my body slipped off, I picked up the clothes, I knew it was Zixian’s clothes, and his smell still remained on them, I sucked greedily The clothes that belonged to Zixian, and the love that was deliberately suppressed were all brought out at this moment, tears also blurred the vision, it turned out that Zixian had plunged into my heart more deeply than before before I knew it.

This night, I hugged Zixian's clothes in my arms obsessively, only in this way can I feel that he has never left me.Whenever I'm being mean, I feel sick, but what to do, I can't let him go, he just wants to grow the organs in my body, without him, the body can't function normally.

The next day, I put my clothes in a bag and started towards Zixian's classroom with the bag. I saw him, what should I say? ,,,,,,,,

I thought all the way out of his classroom, I flinched, I didn't dare to see him, I was afraid that the love I had finally suppressed would pour out all out of control!

I reached out and grabbed a classmate who was about to enter the classroom: "Student, I'm sorry, can I ask you for a favor?"

Then the classmate turned around and smiled politely: "Yes! Is there anything I can do for you?"

I handed him the bag in my hand and said, "This is Wang Zixian's clothes. If you accidentally forget me, can you pass it to him for me?"

"Why don't you give it to him directly?"

"Then what, class is about to start, there is no time, please?" I handed the clothes to him again, and looked at him sincerely.

"Okay!" The classmate reached out and took the bag.Turn around and enter the classroom.

I shouted loudly from behind: "Thank you!"

The classmate just turned his back to me and waved his hand!

When I was still in a daze, the class bell rang, and I suddenly came back to my senses, and ran to the classroom with full motor.

Panting, I sat on the seat, and a small note flew by. I took the note and looked for it. Who is it?I just saw Li Yuhang looking at me with a mean face, and the smile was called lewdness.

I opened the note and there were three wild words written on it—reconciled?

I know what he's referring to! --without!

I threw it right on his seat.After a while, it flew over again-I saw you sleeping with his clothes in your arms last night! = (Lee)

——Holding clothes to sleep doesn't mean we're reconciled, besides, he already has a girlfriend! = (me)

——Having a girlfriend doesn't mean you have no chance to reconcile? =(Lee

——No, I've thought about it, it's impossible for two men to be together, so why not just make it right now. = (me)

—Can you really forget him? =(Lee)

——Try to = (me)

——Why don't you just find a woman and transfer your feelings to her, that's fine.This means that if you want to forget the last relationship, you have to start another relationship again. There are so many girls chasing you, so you have to pick and choose

--OK?Before I threw this note, I felt the vicious eyes outside the window, and I turned my head stiffly.That's right, it's not him or someone else, he is the one who will appear outside the window at any time——Old Ban!

That look made me want to stare a hole in my whole body!I smiled awkwardly, lowered my head and pretended to be thinking about the study problem seriously!

Li Yuhang, I have to kill him after class!

But just like what Li Yuhang said: "If you want to forget the last relationship, you have to start another relationship again." Do I really have to start a new relationship to forget him?