instead of chasing me

On the day I went back to school, I was still walking on the road thinking about how to face Zixian at school, but it had been three days and I hadn't met him.I miss him, miss him, miss him.

In the afternoon, I couldn't help but went to his class to look for him: "Student." When I walked to the door of Class [-], I instinctively grabbed a person and asked, "Excuse me, is Wang Zixian in your class?"

"Oh, are you looking for Wang Zixian? He's gone. He's gone earlier these days, and he seems to be in a bad mood. The fire is still very hot, and I didn't dare to provoke him. I advise you not to provoke him." People just walk away!

have they gone?Why is he in a bad mood, why does he leave so early every day, does he not want to see me?Or he just doesn't like me anymore.

Tomorrow, just tomorrow, I will find him, and I will ask him, isn't it agreed that we can still be friends?Why avoid me.

Because I am a boarding student, and Zixian is a day student.So I waited for him at the school gate early, for fear of missing him.

"Tiantian" turned out to be Mengxue.

Mengxue trotted to me. Ever since Wang Zixian rejected the love letter, it took Mengxue a long time to recover, and then she started her heartless life again.

"Tiantian, what are you doing here? Are you waiting for me?" Mengxue's already delicate face was stained with a charming blush because of trotting.

"Then what, I came out to take a breath."

"Are you an unshakable person? Can you also come out to breathe?"

"Why, can't you? I can breathe whenever I want. It's none of your business. Go, go, don't block me from breathing air."

Mengxue pursed her mouth and cast a blank stare at me.

Just wait for half an hour.Seeing that it's time for class, Zi Xian hasn't come yet. He won't come today, right?Wait another 5 minutes. '

It is estimated that 10 minutes later, Zixian was wearing a backpack on one shoulder, with his hands in his pockets, a pure white shirt, and light-colored jeans, just like a prince who came out of a fairy tale.But there was another person walking beside him, with fair skin, an oval face, a pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes, a high nose, and rose-colored lips, who were talking excitedly, and Zixian's expression was light and he would respond a few times from time to time. In other words, I suddenly had a feeling that they were a good match.

They walked past me all the time, Zixian didn't even raise his eyes to look at me, just gradually disappeared from me so gracefully.

'what?He obviously said he likes me a few days ago, but he already found his next wife after only a few days of seeing each other. Liar, big liar, why should I be sad, he is living so chicly. 'I hold the book in my hand, but I can't read a single word. It's all because of that bastard. If I don't get into college or find a job, I'll let that bastard support me for the rest of my life.

"Sweet sweet sweet" Li Yuhang shook me violently.

"What? Didn't you see that I was reading?" I rolled my eyes at him.

"You study?"

"What's wrong, look down on me, I'm going to college."

"Then I would like to ask those who want to go to university, can you read the book backwards?"

I looked at the book in a hurry, when I turned the book upside down, I pretended to be calm: "You don't understand this, I call it backwards."

"Come on! Do you have something on your mind? No matter where you are these few days, you are absent-minded. You are either in a daze or wandering. Although I can't help you, I can at least give you some advice."

"I'm fine."

"Really?"

"alright."

"It's fine if you don't want to say it, as if I didn't ask."

"Oh." I grabbed Li Yuhang who got up and was about to leave.

I scratched my head and smiled: "Actually, it's not a big deal, it's just being confessed."

"Doesn't this happen to you every day?" Li Yuhang asked sullenly.

"It's different this time."

"Why is it different?" Li Yuhang continued to ask gossip.

"Although I didn't explicitly reject him, he thought I was rejecting him. But I thought I would forget about it in two days, but I remembered more and more clearly, and he kept appearing in my head , I can’t wave it away no matter how I wave it. The desire to see him is getting stronger and stronger. I actually got up early this morning to wait for him at the school gate. Do you think I’m sick like this? Do you want to ask for leave to go back to rest? Huh? If this goes on like this, I will definitely be mentally ill."

Li Yuhang patted my shoulder vigorously, and said meaningfully: "Dude, I think you are not mentally ill, but lovesick. Do you know if you have moved your heart?"

"What? Is this impossible?" I asked Li Yuhang with a puzzled expression.

"Are you thinking about him while eating, sleeping, going to class, and even going to the bathroom?"

"Hey, it seems like you said that."

"Then congratulations, you have fallen into the grave of love, how easy is it to get out?"

"Ah! How about this?" I covered my face and said in pain.

"Stupid, why don't you chase it back?" He rolled his eyes at me.

yes!Why am I so stupid!I can go after him!

But when he thought of the people who went to school with him this morning, the fighting spirit he aroused was instantly extinguished.

I fell on the back of the chair, my body was empty, and I was dejected: "But maybe he already has someone? I saw that person come to school talking and laughing with him this morning. Maybe he has forgotten what he said to me?"

"How do you know that he told you that she has someone? Even if there is someone, how do you know that you won't snatch him if you don't try?"

"Yes! Can I grab it? Thank you for your enlightenment. Now that I have treated you to a big meal, I will go find him now."

Li Yuhang made a hand gesture: "For my feast, come on!"

I was afraid that Wang Zixian would leave school early again, so I planned to skip class to find him. Fortunately, their class was in PE class.Don't say that as long as there are the most girls, I know where he is.

I walked towards the largest encirclement, and sure enough, I guessed right.Who else could it be if it wasn't him, but isn't the person standing next to him the same person who went to school with him this morning?When will there be more people like this, why don't I remember seeing this person in school.

Regardless, I must make it clear to him.

I struggled to break through the thick human wall.

Seeing me, Zixian slowly turned from being surprised to expressionless.I grabbed my wrist and said to the person standing beside Zixian, "I'm sorry, let me lend him a few minutes." Without waiting for the person's answer.I dragged Zixian to the grove behind the playground.

Zixian shook off my hand coldly: "What? Someone asked you to hand me a love letter?"

I stood there in a daze, not knowing how to speak to him.

"If it is, please don't come here in person, just throw it away. Goodbye!" After saying that, Zixian turned and left.

"Wait, no, I came to you for myself?" I said loudly to Zixian, and my body trembled unconsciously because I shouted at him with all my strength.

Zixian stopped, but didn't turn around, just stood there quietly.

"I thought, I would ignore your confession, I thought I would reject you gracefully, I thought I would live a good life, I thought I would live a heartless life like before, but I was wrong , eating, sleeping, going to class, reading, even fucking going to the bathroom, I miss you." I tried to say out loud to him the words that had been buried in my heart for the past few days.

Suddenly I felt much better, and the mood that had been suppressing me for the past few days gradually improved.

"So?" Zi Xian turned around slowly, with a cool expression on his face.

"Uh" What should I say, what should I do?Is there any reference book?

"No, then goodbye."

"So please give me another chance. I want to be with you. Please promise." I can feel that my face should be the same as the apple of Red Fuji now.

I closed my eyes tightly, as if waiting for the doomsday to be pronounced.I was so nervous that I was about to die, I only heard my heart beating violently, as if it was about to jump out of my chest.

I feel that after a long time, Zixian has not responded.

"It doesn't seem to work? I'm sorry to bother you, goodbye!" My nose was sore, my eye sockets were swollen, and my heart felt like a big hole had been broken.pain!

I dare not look at Zixian's cold face, lest he laugh at me.I lowered my head and quickly passed by his side, preparing to escape from him.

I stared at Zixian in disbelief and held my hand tightly: "You want to leave before I say the answer?"

"No, I know." I quickly cut off what he was about to say.

"what do you know?"

"You can't be with me."

"How did you know I was going to tell you this?"

"I know, because there are already people around you?"

"Then what if I say I can think about it?"

"Ah..." I raised my face and looked at him in bewilderment.

Zixian said close to her slightly: "As a punishment for you, now it's your turn to chase me."

God!I'm not dreaming, am I?Does he say that means I still have a chance?

If it's a dream, let me do it, right?