instead of chasing me

Everyone left full of wine and food, only I left with a heavy heart!

Zi Xian and I strolled under the night light, I followed behind him, from time to time I lowered my head and stepped on his shadow to play!

"Damn it!" As soon as I looked up, I saw Zixian's chest, and I subconsciously touched my nose. Fortunately, I didn't hit it, otherwise today would be bad luck! "I said if you stop next time, can you not keep silent!"

"Who made you be in a daze tonight!" Zixian said while hugging his chest!

"It's not for you!" I whispered softly!

"Speak louder, I can't hear you!" Zi Xian shouted suddenly!Scared me!

"What are you yelling in the middle of the night? It will scare people to death!" I patted my chest and said!

"Tell me! What's going on today? It's not normal since you came back from going to the bathroom, and you've been there for such a long time. The most important thing is that there is no bathroom in the direction you came back!" Zixian said his opinion one by one. Come out, straight and clear!

"I! I..." I didn't say it for a long time, and I was debating whether to say it or not!What if Zixian suddenly told me that he would not be in contact with me in the future!

"What about me, you said it!" Zixian's volume increased a little!

I close my eyes, and my heart beats! "Just say it, your dad came to see me today!"

"My dad? Why is he looking for you?" Zi Xian didn't seem to know anything about it!

"Why else, of course let me bless you!" I felt a little depressed!

"You made it clear!" Zixian put his hands on my shoulders!Work harder!

I frowned lightly!The hands that pluck the sub-strings by hand.Take out the invitation card with my body temperature from the pocket of my clothes! : "Look for yourself! Now that you have done this! Don't pretend to be ignorant!"

Zixian reached for the invitation and opened it!Zixian's expression was not only shocked, but also inexplicable!But in my opinion, he is already about to admit it!

"Since you are engaged! You also have a fiancée! I won't pester you anymore!" I finished what I kept in my heart in one breath, although I would lose him forever if I said it!But I don't say and there is no possibility of being with him!

"Do you believe it?" Zixian looked at me seriously!

"I just don't want to hinder your happiness!"

"I'm asking you, do you believe it?" Zixian emphasized again!

"I, I," I didn't want to believe it, but this invitation was given to me by Zixian's father himself!I can't believe it or not!

"Speak!" Zixian's tone revealed anger!

I took a deep breath, and looked desperate: "Yes! I believed it, and I didn't believe it at first, but this photo, this invitation is real!"

"Is that why you can't trust me in your heart?" Zi Xian was aggressive!

"You mean, it's all fake, right?" I seem to be catching a ray of light in the darkness!

"I didn't say that!" Zixian suddenly became awkward!

"Sure enough!" Zixian admitted in a disguised form that the invitation was real!

Ah!It turned out that I still had a glimmer of hope in my heart, and it turned out that I was just a bitch!

string!I wish you eternal happiness,

Ever since I met Zixian, my heart is always ups and downs!Forget it, as long as he is happy, then at least I have been by his side!At least he might have loved me once, maybe?

"I'm sorry, goodbye!" I couldn't control my tears, let alone my heart, and now my heart seemed to be ripped out!

I rushed across the road without looking back!

"Be careful!" Zixian shouted anxiously from behind!

I didn't feel anything, I just felt like my body was flying into the sky, and then fell down heavily!

In front of me is the scene of Zixian running towards me, his face is full of anxiety, fear, and distress, and more of his love for me!

I don't know whether it is tears or blood, but now I am very satisfied!After all, I know Zixian still cares about me!

A smile came from the corner of my mouth!It's just that I'm sorry for my parents and my brother!

But these are nothing compared to my heartache!

I'm like a wandering spirit, I don't know where to go?It was dark all around!I can't see the way!I don't know where am I?

I shouted desperately, but no one paid attention to me!There is only endless darkness!

String, the word has been echoing in my mind!

String, who is it?Why does it hurt so much for me to think of him!Who is he, is he a friend, a classmate, a colleague?Or a lover?

String, string, string, string, ...

"Xian, have I caught up with you now?"

"still has not now!"

"Then when should you call me wife!"

"Xian, you are my wife!"

"Xian, we will never quarrel again! We will be together forever!"

"........."

The boundless voice was like an echo, repeating these words over and over again!

"Xian, is my lover, my everything!" I thought silently in my heart!

Gradually, a boy with a smirk appeared in his mind, wearing a white T-shirt, jeans, and white canvas shoes!

It's Xian, he came to me, I wanted to grab him desperately, but he suddenly turned into a man, and he slapped me viciously!He said strings, engaged!Leaving me!

Memories flooded in like a tide, string, string, he is engaged!He abandoned me!