wrong each other

The dinner did not continue, it was impossible and unnecessary, neither of them was in the mood to continue.After Sui Qing sent Chuning to a small park not far from Chuning's rental house, she drove away by herself.

When Chuning got out of the car and was about to leave, Sui Qing said goodbye to Chuning through the glass, but did not promise to see him forever.

He knew Chu Ning's hatred, so clear words, so clear and straight to the bottom of Sui Qing's heart, it almost froze his whole body.

People... What a ridiculous species, they are always swayed by strange emotions, no matter what your identity, personality, or situation is, once you meet someone you shouldn't, it's hard not to fall into it.

After Sui Qing left, Chu Ning sat down on the wooden bench in the small park. The night breeze was cool, the old men and women in the square danced together, and the stereo under the stone statue played an old but familiar song.

Chuning just stared blankly at the crowd, his mind was empty.Suddenly I didn't know what to do, I just stared at the crowd shaking in front of me stupidly, and the sound of music coming from my ears was like a roar.

After an unknown period of time, the old people turned off the stereo, packed up their things and said goodbye to each other, and made an appointment for the next day's activities by the way.When people were about to leave, Chuning took out his phone and looked at it. It was 9:42, no wonder it was so late.Get up from the bench and walk out of the park.

Chuning's new rented place is an old single apartment. Although the house is a bit old, it is clean and the price is right.

Originally, with his current financial situation, it would be better to choose to rent with others, but the tattoos and scars on Chuning's body will always be seen by others after a long time, and some of those wounds are always more embarrassing. If someone knows about the place, they will always think of something, and Chuning's habit of having nightmares is also a big problem.Furthermore, Chuning doesn't like excessive contact with people.

The rented house is not big, with one bedroom, one bathroom, and a small kitchen, which is enough for Chuning. His three meals are basically settled in the store, and occasionally he goes home to eat, and he just cooks Noodle.

Along the way, there was a constant scent in his nose, sweet-scented osmanthus or pagoda japonica, Chuning couldn't tell the difference, but he knew that when he was a child with his adoptive parents, when he went out for a walk at night, he could always smell it. With such a scent, he and Jiujiu had a lot of quarrels, so he wanted to pick one off to see. After his adoptive father returned to his community, he actually moved a ladder for him and Jiujiu to pick it in the middle of the night.

It’s just that something like that happened later, and then I was forced to enter Depration again. I’ve never smelled such a fragrance before, let alone smelled it, and even saw it very rarely. In the four years of Depration, Chuning rarely When I came out, even if I did, I never had such a chance to take a leisurely walk. Most of them were done in the car, pressed in the car, or pulled to the hotel, it was the same anyway.

Even if Sui Qing brought him out, it was the same, the restaurant and Sui Qing's small villa, did not change much.

The dim street lights above his head stretched Chuning's shadow very long. Chuning just walked quietly, occasionally looking at the men or women who were talking and laughing loudly on the road, and occasionally looking up at the night sky where there was nothing. What to think, or what to think.

When he was in Depration, he wondered if he would encounter any change/tai customers. When he was in Kangtai, he wondered when he could get out of this kind of life, and he couldn't let leaving Depration become a formality.When he really left Depration and Kangtai, and lived in such a quiet way, he didn't know what he should do or what he was living for.

In the past days, he worked for the debts of his adoptive parents, for Jiujiu's tuition fees, to leave Depration, and to escape the fate of betraying himself.There was always a purpose, and now…

There is nothing left now.

In any case, my wish finally came true. I can live my life well, but I feel empty every day.

When I got home, at exactly 10:15, I still didn't turn on the light, took a hasty shower in the bathroom, put on a pair of sweatpants, and sat on the floor next to the bed with an ashtray.Chuning didn't smoke before, and he didn't smoke when he was in Depration.Later, when he came out and went to Kangtai, when he was socializing with Mr. Zhu, he would occasionally twitch, but not much.

I don't know when it started, I gradually became upset, lonely, and smoked, and the number increased.

After lighting a cigarette, Chuning leaned against the wall in a daze, the small amount of smoke from his mouth drifted in the air in a trance with the light coming in from outside the room.

After finding a new job and starting a new life, everything has improved a lot. Although the relationship with the new colleagues is not very good, it is not bad. They gradually become familiar. As long as they are not too close, Chuning can Cope with it, even though he is very uncomfortable.

Xu Xiangwei didn't get entangled any more, this is the best way, they each start their own lives, take different tracks, and experience different lives, this is the encounter and life they should have.

The previous mistakes have already ruined him. Chuning is still very afraid of Xu Xiangwei's sudden appearance. He is afraid that Xu Xiangwei will look down on him, he is afraid of Xu Xiangwei's constant pestering, and he is even more afraid of Xu's family's unexpected methods. He has nothing now There is nothing left to destroy.

Xu Xiangwei and the Xu family were willing to let him go in these last days, so it was considered kind to them.

Sui Qing never said the reason why she was sent to the Depration as a debt repayment item, but Chu Ning knew that it was all arranged by Mr. Xu. When he was working in the Depration, Sui Qing brought him out once. When he answered the phone, Chuning heard it all.

At that time, Chuning tightly covered his mouth with both hands, and managed to stop the desperate laughter that was about to overflow, but his eyes filled with tears.

He blocked his mouth and nose so fiercely and focused that he almost suffocated him. When he came back to his senses, the pain in his chest from the suffocation made his mind go blank.

When Sui Qing came out of the study, Chu Ning was leaning against the wall of the corridor, almost unable to stand still, his whole body was as pale as a blood-short vampire, it was clearly late autumn, but his whole body seemed to be pulled out of the water Same, full of wet sweat.

At that time, Sui Qing didn't say anything, just walked past him in silence, all the way to the piano room, Sui Qing didn't mind that Chu Ning knew that Mr. Xu ordered all this.Because at that time, Chu Ning was just a different toy to Sui Qing, and Mr. Xu was a partner in cooperation, so he didn't have any need to explain the conspiracy between him and his partner to the toy.

Whether in the past or now, Chu Ning has never offended Xu Xiangwei or his family's capital. After living for so many years, Chu Ning, who has seen all the eyes and tasted all the sadness, the only thing he knows is self-knowledge and disguise.

Therefore, although he is indifferent and uninterested in everything around him, he still smiles gently, even if he can't reach his heart, it doesn't matter if he can't get into his eyes, people who don't understand him will never see his coping and pretense.

I never gave myself hope. When I was in Depration, many customers ordered him, and the introduction rate was obviously very high, but I never got rid of the eyes and jealousy of my peers, just because of his humility and prudence.

All these are the capital of his survival.Honed by the damn power and years, he didn't want the experience.

……

I have to admit that with the skills of Ji Li's several private detectives, even a person who changed his name and identity can be identified within a week.

"Hello? Brother Ji, we found it."