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In a relatively prosperous commercial area in the Eastern District, a thin and slender figure walked out of a simply decorated storefront, carrying a huge box with some difficulty, greeted the people inside, and carefully put the incubator Go to the shelf behind the electric car and start driving away.

Outside the store, in an extended Ghost 6T on the other side of the road, Ji Li turned around holding the steering wheel and said to the people in the back seat

"Boss, are you sure you want to leave like this? Don't you want to greet Mr. Chu?"

The person in the back seat leaned back, with his head resting on his back, sinking into the soft snow-white fur, feeling a little tired.

"Let's go... that's all, find someone to keep watching."

After Xu Xiangwei finished speaking, Ji Li started the car and left, and finally couldn't help but speak.

"Boss, I don't understand why you are so anxious to find Mr. Chu but not him. Didn't you want to block Mr. Chu's way to find a job before? Why now..."

"Before, I blocked his way impulsively. It's okay, he didn't go to any company for an interview. Ji Li... Do you think I can protect him now?"

I was asking Ji Li this question, but without waiting for Ji Li's answer, he continued

"Don't look at me sitting in Dihao now, but more than half of the people in Dihao belong to the old man. Otherwise, how could he know that I found Chu Ning? If it wasn't for the day when I went back to my home, the old man called me to the study to say those things, Ji Li... Maybe I really, will hurt Chuning again.

Thanks to the old man for ringing the alarm. "

After saying these words, Xu Xiangwei let out a long breath, as relaxed as if he had avoided some disaster.Such Xu Xiangwei, he may not know, but Ji Li, who has been with Xu Xiangwei for so long, knows that there is probably no one else except Chuning who can make the boss show such a scared expression.

"Boss... I have something to say, I've wanted to ask you for a long time."

"What... ask."

"Boss, why do you care so much about Mr. Chu? Although Mr. Chu is good-looking, it's not enough to make you remember it. Is it because of guilt?"

"Guilty? Oh, Xu Xiangwei has taken over Emgrand for so many years. I haven't seen any storms. The competition in the market, whether I like it or not, directly or indirectly, has caused many people to go bankrupt. Life is worse than death. If I really feel guilty , I’m afraid I can’t make it to today.”

"Then...you like Mr. Chu? Although I don't discriminate against him, and even sympathize with his experience, but after all, he used to... Boss, just like this, can you really give him a complete life?"

"Huh... Ji Li, I don't know how to answer your question, because I don't know what kind of emotion I have for Chuning now. I say I like it, maybe I don't, but it's deeper than liking this kind of feeling. Love... is far from it again.

When I was a child, I really liked him very much. I even had a showdown with my family for him, was scolded by my father, and was sent abroad by my grandfather.

During those days abroad, I didn't miss Chuning for a long time, or even not for a long time, because of personal pressure, I forgot about him, and I didn't think of him anymore for so many years.

To him... I don't think I will never forget it... If I don't meet again, maybe I will really do what he wants, since I left six years ago, I will never miss him again.

But, what a coincidence, I saw him, still in that embarrassing situation.

The first time I saw him, I watched him take the initiative to approach Zhang Hua. To be honest, I had moments of anger and moments of contempt.

But when I knew that he and Zhang Hua had left, I felt an inexplicable distress in my chest.When I saw Zhang Hua pulling the dying Chuning like an animal in the hotel, I was in severe pain again, for no reason.

I got that tape, and when I played it at home, I saw Chuning in the video...my, my heart hurts..."

He took a deep breath, and let out a long breath.

"...It was like being crushed by someone. At the beginning, when he yelled, my heart ached. I almost thought I had a heart attack because of the pain. No, it should be more painful than a heart attack. Several times, I I pressed the power button and wanted to exit the tape without watching it, because I really couldn't stand the pain... I couldn't take it anymore, so I held back.

Chuning was in pain for four days, 96 hours... How long was that? How could he, such a noble person, endure the pain, vent and torture like an animal, how could he...be able to bear it.Ji Li...I can't sleep well until now, as soon as I close my eyes, it's all Chu Ning being pressed down by six beasts, the wounds all over his body are twitching and trembling non-stop, his eyes are staring at me blankly, everything inside is hate.

Those skin-cutting pains, six years later, I feel crazy pain just looking at them, but what about Chuning?How did Chuning live six years ago, and how did he live in the past six years?Ji Li, I don't even dare to think about it, but I can't help thinking about it, thinking about it makes me feel uncomfortable, thinking about it makes me crazy, I still think about it, I think about my Chuning, how that gentle, stubborn, cold man was crushed step by step. I was forced by the Xu family to get to where I am today. "

Eyes that haven't shed tears for many years, are full of eye sockets, when they can no longer be stored, they rush out of the eye sockets and flow into the thick hair along the hairline of the temples.

"Ji Li, have you ever tried that kind of pain, watching the person you once loved the most being tortured, but so incompetent that you can only hate yourself for being six years late, that feeling... It's like there are countless little Chuning When digging my heart, especially when he didn't make a sound on the screen and opened his eyes blankly, I always felt that someone was pulling and scratching at the flesh of my heart. cells are suffocated.

Growing up so big, I have never experienced such pain.

From that time on, I swore that I would never let go of his hand in my whole life, even if he didn't want it, I would still hold on to it, because no one could even want his life except me All is well with him.

I know he hates me, hates everything I started, hate it!What happened, I can't make up for it, and I can't control it.At least in the future, for the second half of his life, I want to use everything I have to change his pain for the first half of his life and happiness for the second half of his life.

I'll never... never hate him.Whether he likes it or not, I will be with him.

Ji Li asked Xu Xiangwei, since he loves Chuning so much, why didn't he just take him under his wings and guard him every second.

Xu Xiangwei said, "Chuning was trapped in Depration for four years, and he didn't get better in the two years after he came out. I can no longer keep him in circles. He is not a pet, a toy or an item. I can't keep him with me and make him lose his freedom. .

I want him to return to the way he used to be, warm and confident, able to use his heart and feet without any scruples, go wherever he wants to go, and see all the scenery he wants to see but has never had the chance to see.

I have always said that I want to be with him, as long as I can be with him from a distance, even if I am not the one who is with him through everything, I will be not far from him, breathing like him Even if it is a step later, I will walk the same path as him. I only said that I want to accompany him, but I didn't say that he also wants to accompany me. "

When Xu Xiangwei said these words, Ji Li looked at Xu Xiangwei's face from the rearview mirror, feeling as disappointed as ever, as if Chu Ning was his everything.

Ji Li is considered excellent, handsome in appearance, slender in stature, and has always had good grades, and later became Xu Xiangwei's special assistant. No matter how you look at it, she is absolutely excellent, uh!It might be a little inappropriate to describe people like this.

From junior high school to university to graduate school, and now, there is no shortage of suitors along the way, but Ji Li's temperament is so cold to the end, he is not interested in anyone, nor is he moved.

Looking at Xu Xiangwei and Chuning from the position of the nearest bystander, he really didn't know how to describe this pair.They are not in the same world, but they have to intersect, Xu Xiangwei's wealth and family background, Chuning's coldness and background.When Xu Xiangwei met the desperate and cautious love again, Chuning desperately avoided and hated everything.

No matter how you look at it, they are the couple who shouldn't be together the most, but they want them to be together more than anyone else, how can I say it!It's like a patient with oral ulcers, desperately stuffing pineapple into his mouth, even if it hurts or rots, he still eats it desperately.

That's about it for them!

Is that what love is?The pain is so bad that I still want to be hurt. I am obviously not happy, but looking at Xu Xiangwei's appearance, he is still so happy.

It's just that Chuning, who has experienced so many cold lives, can really accept the boss?Although the boss was not the direct murderer, all the suffering and suffering that Chuning had suffered for so many years was all because of someone like Xu Xiangwei.

Although Chuning has been with men for so many years, in his cognition, he always feels that he is a normal man who only loves women.

After so many years of humiliation, apart from hatred, there is only fear left. How can such a person be expected to love others?It's not bad if you don't abandon yourself.

During the few days when he took care of Chuning, Chuning was in a coma. Even in his dream, his body kept shaking, and his mouth kept moaning like screaming. All the days in the past six years were probably the same for him. A nightmare from which I cannot wake up.