wrong each other

The person in front of him has changed a lot, and it is very different from the one in his memory, but he can still recognize him at the first sight.

In my memory, Chu Ning is a gentle and proud person to the core. Even if he has nothing, he can still make people uncontrollably lean towards him and cherish him.

But now?Is this person really Chuning now?From the time he pushed the door into the private room and uttered the first syllable, Xu Xiangwei's heart missed a beat, and even now, he hasn't recovered.

He clearly has the same face as Chuning, and speaks the same voice as Chuning, but there is no trace of Chuning.

Chuning would not sell his dignity and body for money like this. How could he be so proud to give himself to someone like Zhang Hua for a single order.

:"Who are you?"

Thinking of this, he couldn't help blurting out the question.

When Chuning, who was sitting next to President Zhang, heard the sound, his head went blank in an instant, his temples were throbbing, and his heart was constantly beating faster.

How could it be him.

: "Answer me, who are you...?"

Mr. Zhang, who was about to stamp the contract, was stunned for some reason when he heard Xu Xiangwei's voice.

: "President Xu, this is... what's going on?"

Ignoring Zhang Hua, Xu Xiangwei stared at Chu Ning, whose head was bowed in the light, motionless. He was waiting, waiting for an answer.

I hope it is, and I hope it is not. Xu Xiangwei, the gold medal salesman of Kangtai Company, knows that he has not only created a lot of value for Kangtai, but also climbed into the beds of many people. To put it bluntly, he is a man who is equivalent to a bun.

How could such a person be the proud Chuning.

Chu Ning, who was questioned by Xu Xiangwei, turned pale. It was not because he was afraid of being seen by acquaintances. After all, he was dirtier in the past, wasn't he?In the past four years, which day of my life was not much more exciting than it is now.

It's just that the tone of the person who just asked, as if he was facing something dirty and had to admit it, really made people want to vomit.

surprise?Do not believe?absurd?Ah!

The reason why I became like this is not for the benefit of your Xu family.

, a child who is about to end up being raped by Che Lun just because you like him?

Haha, what a ridiculous thing, you Xu family wants to protect your heirs, you don't want you to become gay, why don't you stop your own people from treating me like that?

It's ridiculous that I don't know anything, so I became a victim of defending you.

: "Chuning! President Xu, long time no see."

Mr. Zhang, who had been left alone all this time, felt his heart skip a beat when he heard Chuning's voice.

: "It turns out that President Xu and Chuning know each other! Tell me sooner! Tell me earlier, how can this contract be so troublesome."

The flattering Mr. Zhang smiled awkwardly. The two knew each other emotionally. Seeing Mr. Xu's appearance, he seemed to have a close relationship with this Chuning.

:"do not know."

I don't know, what a nice one I don't know?Right!How could the proud Xu family know a male prostitute, let alone a male prostitute who only sleeps with men.

Chu Ning, with a pale face, resisted the sudden pain in his heart, and some strange smiles burst out from his stubborn eyes.

: "I'm sorry, I admitted the wrong person, President Xu." Chuning calmly apologized.

Afterwards, she turned her head to look at her client, Kangtai's benefactor, and raised the end of her eyes slantingly, narrowing her eyes into a line, and continued to smile lazily.

: "Mr. Zhang, although it is a misunderstanding, our cooperation must continue! Don't worry! I will do what I promised you."

As he spoke, he put his hand on Mr. Zhang's thigh.The whole face belonged to that kind of delicate person, except for those eyes, which looked like a cat. In addition, he always had a look of wanting nothing, which made him look like a cat.

Occasionally, he acts badly, and his gestures are all deceptive.

You are an irrelevant person, so why bother yourself to worry about the past, what is the point of mentioning or not mentioning the past, it doesn’t matter if you remember or not, everything can’t go back to the past, life still has to go on.

Anyway, it's all dirty, so I don't care about the shame or the past.

It doesn't matter if you don't know it, or you don't want to admit it.

Anyway, I don't want myself anymore, and I still care about what others do.

Besides, Ben is an irrelevant person.

When Xu Xiangwei came back to his senses, Chuning had already left with Zhang Hua, and only the girl who accompanied the wine and the young boy were left in the private room.

: "President Xu, Mr. Zhang and the man just now have already left, and they said they will ask you another day..."

: "Get out!!!!!!" Pushing the woman away, Xu Xiangwei yelled like crazy, smashing everything in the suitcase and everything in sight.He fell on the carpet in the corner of the sofa, his head bowed and motionless.

What's wrong with me, how can I say that I don't know him, how can I really let him leave with other men.

I clearly saw it, I clearly saw the pain and stubbornness in his eyes when I said I didn't know him, but why?Why did you just let him go.

Just like back then, let him stand alone in the gossip, escape by himself?

Trembling, she took out her mobile phone and dialed: "Ji Li, help me find out where the salesman of Kangtai Company, Chu Ning, is now. Immediately! Give me a message in 10 minutes."

He hung up the phone, rubbed his hair irritably, got up, straightened his clothes, and stepped out of the box.

After entering the hotel room, Mr. Zhang couldn't wait to press Chuning on the wide water bed.

: "Mr. Zhang, take a shower first, okay?"

Eagerly, he took off Chuning's suit jacket: "What else do you want to wash? It's the same when you're done."

: "Mr. Zhang, it's better...wash first! You should know! I have accompanied many people."

Chu Ning didn't know why he said this. It seemed that he was really influenced by Xu Xiangwei a lot, and he actually had such strange emotions when he was working.

After hearing what Chuning said, sure enough, the anxious Mr. Zhang stopped what he was doing.

: "Ah, that's fine! I'll go, that...Xiao Chu, won't you wash it?"

: "I'll go after Mr. Zhang has washed it, um... do you want to help?"

: "Ah... no, no need."

Watching Mr. Zhang walk into the bathroom, Chuning got up from the bed, took out a small white bottle from the pocket of his side coat, poured out the medicine pills, and drank it with the pure water beside the bed.

After that nightmare, plus Depration's four years of torture, Chuning has always resisted and even feared this aspect of things.

But in order to live, he still had to choose to face it. The doctor had repeatedly warned him that whether it was taking sleeping pills for a long time or engaging in such a job, it was not suitable for him. His body could no longer withstand the toss.

But what can be done? There are many responsibilities that a person has to bear while alive.

So does he.

Every time before the event, Chuning would take sleeping pills, so he often fell asleep on the way, and when he woke up, it was often dawn the next day.She always used this method to avoid pain, but the longer the time, the less effective it was, so Chuning had to increase the dose of the medicine all the time.

The side effect of increasing the dose and taking the medicine for a long time is that Chuning's memory is getting worse and the reaction is getting slower and slower.

This is also good, you don't have to recall the pain that you don't want to remember so clearly, the pain that hurts every bone and even every nerve is really uncomfortable.

Even now, Chuning often wakes up in the middle of the night with pain, and then can't fall asleep again.

: "Xiao Chu! I'm done, you go!"

:"it is good."

In response, he walked to the sofa next to him and slowly took off his clothes one by one. Chuning's skin was very white, that kind of overly transparent white, and the slender capillaries covering it could be faintly seen. Her body, which has been tortured and suffering without menstruation, is even thinner and weaker. With a height of [-], although it is not tall among men, it is not considered low either.

But the whole person still looks thin and weak.

The position of the tailbone was tattooed with a bat-like tattoo. The original place was a dark blue birthmark. Later, after entering Depration, Brother Sui said that a man like him who waits on the back has such a thing. It would disappoint the appetite of the guest, so he tattooed such a tattoo.

The tattoo was tattooed by Sui Qing herself. There was no anesthetic when tattooing. The oldest acupuncture was used. There was no flesh on the tailbone. Sui Qing tattooed very deeply and repeated many times before finally getting it. With the current effect, Chuning, who was in pain every time, trembled, but had to obey.

After taking off her clothes, she walked into the bathroom with her slender legs dangling under Mr. Zhang's watchful eyes. It wasn't that Chuning didn't want to be ashamed, it's just that she had experienced a lot, so she really had nothing to worry about.

If you have been gang raped by five or six men, and spent four years sleeping with men, how can you have the thought and energy to worry about whether you are wearing clothes in front of someone?

The overly hot water in the bathroom washed over his body. Chuning lowered his head and let the water flow through his hair. He obviously didn't feel any pain in his heart, but some strange liquid gushed out of his eyes inexplicably, and his throat hurt. That soreness.

: "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..." softly let out some pain-like whimpers.

what happened?You obviously haven't done anything, you obviously don't feel pain in your heart, why, why are there so many strange phenomena?

Six years, six years, I thought I was used to everything, I thought I was immune to this society, and I was used to my own filth enough, I thought I was impenetrable and invulnerable to all poisons.But why, seeing his eyes like that, I still feel resentful and sad.

What the hell am I doing!Isn't this my life?What…

There is no life.

Hearing Mr. Zhang's urging voice outside the door, Chuning wiped off the liquid on his face, whether it was water or tears, picked up a bath towel to dry his hair and the water on his body, and walked out of the bathroom still naked.

When Chuning came out, Mr. Zhang was sitting on the sofa beside the bed, staring straight at his body.

: "Xiao Chu, come here, go to bed, the air conditioner is too cold."

: "Okay, Mr. Zhang."

With a formulaic tone, he obediently walked to the bed, lay down, raised his hands to cover his eyes, and blocked the light above his head.

After feeling the position around her sink, her Adam's apple was gently licked and kissed.

: "Xiao Chu, you are really beautiful and clean..."

Hot, moist kisses on chest and stomach

: "From the first time I saw you, I have been thinking that today I can hold you down like this."

The body was turned over, from the spine of the shoulder blade all the way to the tailbone, the feeling of being gently stroked and kissed made Chuning's scalp tense instantly, and he couldn't stop trembling.

This feeling is very similar to Sui Qing. When he was in Depration, Sui Qing would treat him like this after every customer. Sui Qing's favorite thing is the bat tattoo on his tailbone. That kind of love is even a little perverted.

Sui Qing said that this tattoo on his body is as beautiful as a water lily blooming on a lotus leaf.

Sui Qing always retouches the color when he feels that the tattoo has faded, and the process of recoloring is extremely difficult and painful.

: "Xiao Chu, I... I'm about to start."