wrong each other

Holding Zhang Rui's hand all the way back to the ward, Zhang Rui forced her to the bed.

"I said I'm fine, I don't need you to wait on me like this."

"Lie down in peace! After thinking about it, I still think it's unreliable. You've only been back from hell for a few days. About leaving the hospital, I'd better wait until I ask your doctor in charge."

Handed the bowl of soup to Chuning, "Neng, let's eat! Meat can also be eaten together."

I took the bowl from Zhang Rui and took a sip, "It's ok, I know my own body, and my chest is no longer stuffy. It must be healed. The doctor also said that the inflammation has almost disappeared."

"Drink quickly."

While Chu Ning was drinking soup, Zhang Rui sat on a chair beside her, lowered her head and peeled the pear in his hand.

"The doctor said that you are in poor health. Let's take a look at it in a day or two. By the way, I have also thought about it. Your house... just return it when you go back! It may not be cheaper than mine, we The two are getting married soon, so renting two places is a bit of a waste, and I will go back to clean up in these two days."

While eating and listening to Zhang Rui talking about this and that, arranging their future life, Chuning unconsciously smiled.

"It's okay, I'm fine, I'm going back tomorrow, and I'm going back to pack up, I'm married, I always want to buy something to add joy.

It's just... Zhang Rui, have you thought about it?I don't have anything, I used to... Even in the future, I don't guarantee that I can live with you like a normal couple.If you think it's not worth it, it's still too late to regret it. "

The object in his hand was cut in half, Zhang Rui stopped moving, and looked up at Chu Ning who was sitting on the bed and looking down at him.

"I won't regret it. I've thought about it. If I take a child, whoever I follow in the future may not necessarily have a good time with you. To be selfish, don't blame me. As long as the child recovers in the future, I will Everything is good, just for him, and no one can be more suitable than you to accompany me for the rest of my life. Besides, I am... small-hearted, I stumbled on the same cut, and I will never try it a second time , As I said, I don’t care about what you said, I just want to find a reliable person to live my life in peace, as for those loves, I don’t want to embarrass myself anymore.

An Ning, although I have never experienced the road you have traveled and the life you have lived, nor have I experienced pain like you.But no matter what, I, like you, have been injured, and this injury will never recover.

It never occurred to me that you would treat me like a normal man would treat a woman, love each other and have sex.From the day I accepted your proposal, I just wanted to support each other and be considerate with you like the closest person.

Like you, I just want a warm home, a companion who can support each other and walk through life.

So you don't have to think that I will feel wronged in the days to come. "

After waiting for Zhang Rui to finish speaking, Chuning handed the bowl to Zhang Rui.

"The food you cook is really delicious. I will take it orally in the future. Then I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, and I will go back there to pack my things and check out."

"okay."

"I'll wait for you to get off work tomorrow."

"Okay, let's go and look at the household items! Get a new set of bedding and curtains."

"Well, don't you want to buy anything else?"

"No, just be happy, save money early and wait for the child to come out."

"Um"

Rubbing Zhang Rui's shiny black and soft hair, Chuning laughed happily. Zhang Rui's hand covered Chuning's hand on her ear hair, looked at him, and smiled heartily, eyes When looking at the door through Chuning's slightly raised arm, he was taken aback for a moment.

"What's the matter, what are you looking at?"

Smiling and shaking his head, "It's nothing, I'm just thinking, you just got out of the hospital tomorrow, how should I celebrate you."

Withdrawing his gaze, he fell down on the bench at the door and sat down with some exhaustion.

"boss……"

"He's getting married, Ji Li...he's getting married."

Ji Li looked at Xu Xiangwei, who was in a daze, and didn't know what to say for a while. He was a person who had never been in love in half his life. When encountering such a thing, most of the time, he could only watch.

"Ji Li..."

When calling Ji Li, Xu Xiangwei's voice was full of helplessness, panic and sadness that Ji Li was not familiar with.

"He is getting married, what should I do... Ji Li."

"Ji Li, no matter how hard I try, I can't catch up with him..."

"Chuning is leaving, I will be lost by Chuning..."

At the end, Xu Xiangwei couldn't help crying, because he suppressed his voice, even the movements of shrinking his shoulders and holding his head with his hands trembled slightly with the voice.

Fortunately, the high-end ward area is not as crowded as the ordinary ward area. Ji Li walked over to Xu Xiangwei and sat down, putting his right hand on Xu Xiangwei's back, and patted him lightly.

Xu Xiangwei's suppressed crying was accompanied by pain, and a slight tremor passed through Ji Li who placed Xu Xiangwei's back, and patted his hands, one by one. Ji Li, who didn't know how to comfort him, just sat so quietly.

"Hey...has he left?"

"Ah? Who?"

"Don't lie to me, I've seen it all."

Chuning's eyes were fixed on the glass window, the unclear door frame and the white wall.

"Not yet, I went to the bathroom to wash my hands just now, it seems... There is still movement in the corridor."

"Oh……"

"Aren't you going to let him in? Mr. Xu... He really cares about you."

"Farewell, one more thing is worse than one less thing, he will sit for a while... he will leave."

"But……"

"It's nothing. We...he and I are not from the same world. It was a mistake when we first met. The two of us are not suitable, and the two families are unhappy. Why bother...

He is like this now, it’s just that he can’t let go of what he did back then, or because he feels guilty for suffering for so many years.

But in the final analysis, what does this have to do with him? People like people, and they cannot be controlled by themselves. If it is wrong, it can only be myself. Some illusions, maybe these things that shouldn't have happened over the years will never happen again.

Who is to blame for this self-inflicted bitter fruit. "

After finishing speaking, Chuning lay back on the bed, closed his eyes and stopped talking.Zhang Rui looked in the direction of the door, gritted her teeth, and wanted to go out, but she couldn't move when she got there.

Forget it, the matter between them, just follow their own!In the final analysis, I am still an outsider, and I am also half selfish.

"Boss... wants me to go..."

After wiping his face fiercely, Xu Xiangwei got up from his chair.

"Don't do anything, let them go!"

After speaking, he turned around and left, Ji Li followed behind Xu Xiangwei.

"But boss, are you... willing?"

When Ji Li asked, Xu Xiangwei didn't look back.

"So what if I can't bear it. I can't give him what I can't give him now, and I can't stop him from getting it from others. If that woman can really let him get out of the shadow of the past, it's not a bad thing."

"What about you? What do you do yourself?"

"Me? I'll continue to annex my Emgrand and be my head of the family wholeheartedly.

If one day, I have done all of these, I will fight for it.

Now... just let him be fine! "

After Xu Xiangwei finished speaking, Ji Li didn't reply, but watched the figure in front of him move forward little by little, and his whole body was covered with an invisible layer of darkness.

He has always thought that he is very strong and tough, there is almost nothing he can't do, and he has always thought so for those who can't get it.

Since when?Even if this man smiles, he will feel that there are many shadows covering his body, loneliness, alienation, loneliness, pain, those deep and intractable sorrows are like a huge hard shell, and these negative emotions that should not belong to him The tight package, not leaking at all.

From the time she got those materials, Ji Li always felt that the Xu family owed and harmed Chu Ning, and all these injuries were caused by her boss, even if it was invisible. Ning Hao, taking care of Chuning is the responsibility that the boss can't escape in his life.

Maybe everyone who knows these things will think so, the Xu family is ruthless, the Xu family is bullying, and even wicked.

Xu Xiangwei, who is from the Xu family, deserves to be resented by Chuning, hated by Chuning, stepped on his heart by Chuning, trampled hard, and crushed finely.

But after thinking about it slowly, what was wrong with the boss? Outsiders didn't understand many things that happened back then, and Xu Xiangwei's blame was not as cruel as Chuning's and Chuning's pain.

But over the years, he has lived better than anyone else. Others don't understand, but Ji Li who is by his side knows best.

After so many years of drunkenness, dreams, and death, what is guarding is not the emptiness of the room, the hopelessness of a person.

The appearance of Chuning seems to have filled the missing half of Xu Xiangwei. In the past, the feasting, the bedtime, the empty shell of heartlessness, now he has popularity.

Start to be greedy, have what you want, have obsession, know what to do in life, and never follow the trend again.

Deliberately wanting to give the other party a world like a paradise, recklessly fighting for all the beauty that he can see, thinking about the time when he warmed up and gave it to that person with his own hands.

That person is about to start a new life.

It's just participating, but it's not you, and it doesn't even have half a relationship.

The whole person is like an annoying dialog box, which is permanently blocked.

The place that was blocked just now is going to be empty again... That kind of pain, how is it worse than Chuning...

[Ah...it's a lot late, friends who were waiting, I'm really sorry, I don't have any in stock, they are all in stock.

Okay, get off to work, good night]