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When breakfast was ready, the mother of the Chu family asked Xu Xiangwei to eat, but Xu Xiangwei didn't go, and asked Sister Li to help bring the food to the coffee table in the living room, and persuaded the uncle of the Chu family to eat in the restaurant, while she sat in Chu Ning On the sofa next to him, he drank Sister Li's freshly squeezed soy milk, and Chuning sat next to him, staring at the door without moving, not looking at himself.

While eating the breakfast in front of him, he looked at the stunned Chu Ning, his heart warmed, and he even selfishly hoped that Chu Ning would always be like this, and then Zhang Rui would never show up again, and time would always stop at this moment , Chu Ning trusted him and relied on him, except him, no one could get close to him.

Cutting the eggs on the plate into small pieces, he turned his head and tightened the blanket on Chuning's body.

"Do you want an omelette?"

Chuning didn't respond, his eyes were still looking at the position by the door, and he didn't even give him a look. Xu Xiangwei put a piece on Chuning's lips, coaxing softly.

"Open your mouth, Zhang Rui will be upset. You can finish eating the eggs properly, and she will come back."

Watching Chu Ning open his mouth to eat the food that was fed to his mouth, chewing mechanically, Xu Xiangwei didn't feel a trace of frustration, all his thoughts were stuck on Chu Ning finally accepted him, and finally he could be the only one to take good care of him point in time.

So what for others, so what caring about others, now the one who stays by his side and takes care of him is himself, that's enough.

Chu Ning is Xu Xiangwei's medicine, as long as he is here, all the unsatisfactory and unhappy things can be changed into nothing.Grandpa's threat the night before, the indifference of parents, the intrigue between relatives, many things can be completely forgotten.

After eating breakfast, the mother of the Chu family took the medicine that Chu Ning needed from upstairs, and brought the warm water she had prepared to the living room.

"This is the medicine that Chuning should take."

After handing the medicine to Xu Xiangwei, the mother of the Chu family sat on the sofa beside her, watching Xu Xiangwei softly coaxing her son to take the medicine and drink water, feeling sore in her heart.

He was obviously his own son, but he was lost by him...

For so many years, although the son has always sent money to their cards on a regular basis, he has never appeared in the lives of the two of them. Back then, he was the one who forced his husband to give up his son and pushed him into that place in order to pay off the debt. These days, Xiaorui told her a lot about Chuning's past. When Dr. Liu helped his son take a bath, the old man was always by his side to help deliver things and beat him up.When he came out of the bathroom for the first time, the old man ran back to the room alone and squatted behind the door, holding his head and crying like a child.

When Zhang Rui was changing clothes for Chu Ning, the mother of the Chu family was also there, and all she could see was the scars on his upper body. The son was very thin, his pale skin covered his slender ribs, and there were many small light-colored scars on it. , various shapes.After the uncle of the Chu family saw the naked Chuning for the first time, he nearly fell down while holding onto the sink behind him.

The son who has been well-behaved and quiet at home has some strange scars all over his body, and a tattoo the size of a palm is covered on his back waist and tailbone. How much does it take to get such a big tattoo on the place where the skin is almost covered with bones? It hurts, and there is an ugly scar of seven or eight centimeters above the abdomen and below the heart and mouth.

Dr. Liu said that it was caused by swallowing glass when he was depressed for the first time. He also showed him the wound on the neck above the collarbone. , the wound only left a small scratch, which did not affect the appearance.

When taking a bath, Chuning obediently stood in the bathroom, and Liu Peng moved him as much as he asked, he was very obedient.

While washing, he told Uncle Chu's family a lot about Chuning's various situations over the years, because of why he had been admitted to the hospital several times, how many times he had been injured, and how many times he had almost killed him.

When he was sick, how many times did Chuning tell him about his past memories, how many times he called his parents when he was unconscious, how many times he cried out for pain, how many times he begged for help...

Liu Peng told Uncle Chu's family many, many things they had never participated in, and how Chuning struggled alone.

Accepting silently, suffering quietly, counting how many days I still have to suffer, how many men I have taken over, how many men I have to take over, how many times I have sold my worthless dignity that can kill him, and I can leave that place , Be a normal man and live a good life.

Fleeing back to his room in a panic, without looking at his wife who was sitting on the bed, he squatted at the door just closed with his gray head in his arms, crying and beating himself on the head, constantly scolding himself as a beast.

Liu Penghui said this to Uncle Chu's family, not because he wanted to blame him for his past mistakes, nor because he wanted him to feel guilty, but because he hoped that Chuning would fulfill his father's responsibilities in the future and let him live a good life.

Don't abandon him again if you can't stand the pressure after meeting someone as strong as Mr. Xu again.Human nature is very fragile, so fragile that you can't even imagine it. Liu Peng doesn't want Chu Ning to be abandoned by his parents again. From the beginning of his injury, Liu Peng, who has been with him all the way to today, knows it better than anyone else. The wounds that Ning has repeatedly carved in his heart over the years are so tormenting.

Compared with the inhuman torture back then, what made Chuning more painful and even unforgettable after so many years was the indifference and cruelty of his parents to him back then.

Having been a psychiatrist for so many years, Liu Peng has encountered countless patients of various types, but the only one that made him sympathize and even feel distressed was this one.

Every patient who comes to see him is different, but they all have something in common. They are nothing more than self-related, such as jealousy, selfishness, evasion, or pressure from work and life... There are many, but Chuning is the only one who is being accepted. The ruthlessness of relatives and the viciousness of others forced her into what she is now.

When Chu Ning fell into complete self-isolation, during those days when he was in a state of numbness, Sui Qing paid a lot of medical fees to Liu Peng, and stayed with him all day and night. Liu Peng saw the accumulated injuries on Chuning's body ,how to say?Some shock.

What kind of torture can accumulate so many injuries, even to the point of driving a person crazy.

Then it was also the first time or even the only time that he, who had always been a dutiful gentleman, beat Sui Qing and scolded others.

Mingming warned Duofang many times that Chuning's condition is not suitable for continuing his work, and Chu Ning was injured in his work many times and went to the hospital to die, but the other party still pushed him out, and finally became a such a situation.

When Chu Ning relapsed again, after Xu Xiangwei came to him, he watched Xu Xiangwei try his best to deal with Chuning's illness. When Xu Xiangwei talked about taking harsh medicine, Liu Peng hesitated and then agreed. He was right, or he would die. Or die, as Chuning's attending doctor, I can't understand Chuning's pain and thoughts for so many years.

Let him go back to the old self who couldn't take care of himself, Chuning would definitely refuse.

If it gets better this time, Chuning's heart knot will be completely untied. With Xu Xiangwei's protection, the days to come...should be able to live well.

Sincerely... hope he can be happy.

[Happy holidays... I'm so slow recently, I'm sorry, thank you guys who are still willing to support me after this has happened]