wrong each other

Six years ago, my family was notified that my elder brother, who had been missing for four days, was found. When I arrived at the hospital, the emergency light was still flashing red. Blood from hands.

At that time, Jiujiu cried in fright, her parents signed the signature, and sat motionless on a bench beside her with complicated expressions.Just like that, Jiujiu kept propping his feet, lying on the door of the emergency room, watching the situation inside.

After the operation, when my brother was pushed out by the doctor, he lay quietly on the bed with a pale face and remained motionless. In the months after the operation, my brother remained motionless like this, relying on the nutrition in the bottle fluid live.

The elder brother who doesn't talk or smile, is as quiet as his own old and bad doll, always sitting on the same pale hospital bed as him in the hospital, his eyes are either looking at the sky or looking at the sky. roof.

Later, when I was admitted to a foreign university, my brother finally learned how to laugh again.Jiujiu always thought that his brother was starting to come out of the shadows, but now...

: "Stop, stop, no, really no..."

Being held by the person behind him, choucha non-stop, the body that has begun to numb, swaying and being tortured by others, from screaming to moaning at first, can't make any sound now.

The person behind bit his neck fiercely and tore it hard: "Ah!!!!!!!"

Before the screaming stopped, he saw another person walking towards him with his ugly lower body.

Before the people behind him exited, they wriggled and were about to squeeze in.

: "No, no, please, don't, don't..."

Holding his brother's struggling body, Jiujiu cried with distress: "Brother...Brother...it's me, I'm your Jiujiu, it's okay, it's really okay...you wake up, wake up, you do not scare me……"

: "Ah!!!!!!!" Chu Ning, who woke up from the dream tremblingly, opened his eyes and saw Jiujiu. After a while, he calmed down.Struggling to get up from Jiujiu's arms, she sat down against the head of the bed.

: "Brother, wait for me, I'll pour you a glass of water."

: "Okay...how did you come back?"

: "School is on holiday. I haven't seen you and my parents for a long time. I miss you so I'm back."

Jiujiu didn't mention her brother's dream just now, because she knew that it was her brother's pain, a nightmare from which he would never wake up in his life.

: "Huh..." He exhaled with some difficulty.

: "Then... Mom and Dad know that you come to me like this?"

Hearing that Chuning mentioned his parents, Jiujiu froze for pouring water.

: "They... still can't accept me..."

: "Where is it, you are their son, my brother, we are a family, how can we accept it or not, besides... brother... it is all my fault, it is because of me... that I want you For so many years, I have continued to relive your suffering..."

Passing the water to Chuning's hand, Jiujiu rested her head on her elder brother's thin and slender legs, tears streaming down Chuning's blue and white hospital gown.

: "Brother..., let's let myself go...don't do it anymore, I will graduate soon, and I have a scholarship from the school, I can support myself...don't torture yourself anymore, live for yourself...

Brother, you have suffered in the first half of your life. In the second half of your life, Jiujiu hopes that you can... live a good life for yourself. "

Touching his sister's head, Chuning's eyes were wet.In the past six years since the accident, the only one who didn't treat him differently and treated him as before was this younger sister.

: "Fool, brother...not bitter, you are fine, parents are fine, brother...not bitter..."

Really, not at all...not bitter.

Just a little pain, a little tired, a little want to give up...

Brother, I like you. I have liked you since the day Dad brought you home. At that time, I was just happy that I had a brother.But later...it was different later, you always smiled warmly, and you were so gentle to everyone around you, sometimes you were so gentle that I was jealous.

When you were in the third year of junior high school, girls always wrote to you and gave you things, do you remember?At that time, I always tore your letters into shreds and didn't let you read them. I was always afraid that you would be snatched away by someone else.

I'm so careful to keep you by my side, but why, why can't I keep you?I can guard against girls, but I can't guard against men, and I can't guard against misfortune.

In the end...you still left, walking alone into such a dark, bottomless place.No matter how I pull it, I can't pull it back. You still drag yourself deeper and deeper, and the further you go, the darker you go.

How much I want to fall into the darkness with you, but your refusal forcibly separates me from your world.

Brother... I don't force it now, and I don't stop anyone around you from walking in. I only want you to be well, as long as it makes you happy, anyone is fine.

Even if I am your sister for the rest of my life, so what, I, Chu Jiujiu, will only be your sister of Chu Ning for the rest of my life, and I am willing...

I, as long as you are good, as long as, you are good.

Lips wet with tears, coolly and lightly pressed a kiss on Chuning's sleeping lips.

What Xu Xiangwei who opened the door and came in saw was just such a scene. An unknown woman secretly kissed the sleeping Chuning.Of course, the way he came in was not very legal.

:"what are you doing!"

He walked over and grabbed the woman who was kneeling by the bed.

Chu Ning, who was asleep, was called out by Xu Xiangwei, and when he opened his eyes in a daze, he saw Xu Xiangwei holding his sister's thin arm, with a fierce look on his face.I was about to pull it away in a hurry, but my weak body suddenly came together, and when my eyes went dark, I was about to fall to the ground.

Xu Xiangwei quickly ran up to support his fallen body.

: "What are you doing, you're not in good health yet!"

Chu Jiujiu, who was thrown away by Xu Xiangwei, looked at the man in front of him for a long time before remembering who he was, so

: "Go away! No member of the Xu family is allowed to touch my brother!"

Pushing Xu Xiangwei away and keeping Chu Ning firmly behind her, Chu Jiujiu bristled like a rooster ready to fight at any time.

The Xu family?Yes, he is from the Xu family. When Chu Ning's sister said so, Xu Xiangwei let go of his arms and looked downcastly at Chu Ning's face who was separated from Chu Jiujiu.

: "Chuning, I don't mean anything else, I'm just worried about your body. Six years ago... the Xu family was sorry for you... I don't know, they would treat you like that..."

He knows?He saw it?See your messy and dirty look?

Chu Ning's face was pale, clutching the thin blanket on his knees, staring at Xu Xiangwei's face in panic, his body was shaking like chaff.

: "No, no, no, don't mention those things, it's not me, it's not me!!!"

Chu Ning screamed in panic, arched his body, held his head in both hands, and kept shaking

: "That's not me, it's not me, it must not be me. That's right, it's not me..."

Seeing that Chu Ning was going crazy, Chu Jiujiu yelled at Xu Xiangwei: "You bastard! Why did you bring up those things! Are you trying to kill my brother! Why did you mention it openly? No one in your Xu family is a good person. How can you tell me?" I'm going!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Hugging Chu Ning's trembling body, Chu Jiujiu yelled at Xu Xiangwei with all his strength, exposing small blue veins and thin blood vessels on his forehead and temples due to excessive force.

Looking at the person in front of him, Xu Xiangwei turned pale and backed away

: "I'll go, I'll go right away, Chu Ning, don't get excited, don't get excited."

Falling out of Chuning's house in a panic, Xu Xiangwei sat on the ground leaning against some blackened walls, what's going on, what's going on in this world.

: "What should I do! Who can tell me, what the fuck should I do?"

What can we do to make this society treat you and us kindly?I didn't do anything wrong, I just fell in love with you, and you are even more right, you just fell in love with me.Why can't we chase and be chased normally like men and women, and fall in love normally?Why?Just because they are all men, they have to suffer like this?

You hate me, and your family hates me too, but who should I hate.

Whoever hates you who lost me, whoever hates you who hurt me, whoever you hate, who makes me do whatever I want, can't heal your wounds...

Chuning, I want to start over, I really want to start over.

This time, I will definitely not listen to my family, my father, I will not be weak, and I will not run away.I will guard you, pamper you, protect you, not let anyone hurt you, protect you no matter what.

It's just you, but never give me such a chance again.

After wiping his face, he stood up slumpedly, staggered down the dim building, opened the car door, and fell into the car.

In the congested city, I drove the car to 180 miles and drove crazily.Where Xu Xiangwei's car passed by, it slowly followed a group of traffic police cars, honking their horns frantically, and a series of slamming brakes and cursing.

When Ji Li went to the traffic team to protect Xu Xiangwei, the captain of the traffic team accompanied him with a smile on his face.

: "Oh, I'm so sorry, Assistant Ji. The people below don't know it's President Xu, look, look at this..."

: "Okay, it's okay, let's enforce the law fairly..."

: "I will definitely come to President Xu's house to apologize some other day, and ask Special Assistant Ji to give you a lot of good words!"

: "Okay, come to the door, it's free, the president is fine. Team Wang, I'll send the president back first, and we will continue at another day."

After finishing speaking, he opened the car door for Xu Xiangwei, let him sit in, and then sat in the co-driver's seat, let the driver drive, and drove towards Xu Xiangwei's apartment.