wrong each other

"Oh? What's the matter?"

When he heard Ji Li say that Xu Xiangting was hospitalized, Xu Xiangwei's heart still tightened a little. After all, he grew up together. No matter how he once calculated himself, he still followed his ass, the child who had been following him for a long time. Listen When he is not good, it is a lie to say that he is not worried.

No matter how the two of them are getting along now, those days in the past were not fake after all, Xiang Ting and himself in childhood, compared to now, how happy they are.Carrying the grandfather and the adults on their backs, they ran out with Xiaoduo and sneaked into bars and game halls with Huang Wentian.

But now...

Xiaoduo is gone, they... have all changed, and they can never get back to those days when they were wanton and crazy, and they did what they wanted. The noisy and impersonal society has changed beyond recognition.

There are many times when I think of the past days, when I am forced to move forward step by step like now, I feel inexplicably uncomfortable. It is not pain or suffocation, but it is very uncomfortable.

Breathing out a depressing breath, looking at the glare of the sun above his head, Xu Xiangwei asked

"Is it serious, now?"

"It's out of danger, and the situation is still not very good... Vice President Xu broke two ribs, but fortunately no internal organs were injured, and there was a slight concussion, and I have been in a coma. I just came out of the hospital. Your second aunt Er and lawyer Huang accompanied him in the hospital and did not see Vice President Xu himself.

but……"

"But what?"

"Lawyer Huang said..."

"say what?"

Ji Li's hesitation gave Xu Xiangwei a bad feeling.

"Lawyer Huang said... Said, Second Young Master... Second Young Master has advanced gastric cancer."

"What did you say?"

A man who was so excited that he forgot his arms leaned forward, waking up Chuning and the cat on his lap. Xu Xiangwei hurriedly helped Chuning upright.

"I'm sorry... I scared you. I have something to say. You lean on the chair and sleep obediently. Let Rhubarb accompany you. I'll be on the sofa behind you. I'll come to accompany you later."

While talking, she coaxed Chuning to lean on the rocking chair, covered him with the blanket again, saw that Chuning closed her eyes again, and then went to the sofa in the living room with her mobile phone and sat down.said in a weary voice

"Hey...you continue talking."

"I heard from Lawyer Huang that the disease was discovered about a year ago. At that time, it could still be controlled by surgery, and the cancer cells had not spread, but the second young master did not agree.

It wasn't until I came back a few days ago, planned this matter, and asked Attorney Huang for help, that I told him...he has advanced gastric cancer and time is running out.

These days... when it hurts a lot.All are pain relievers.

At the beginning, it was pethidine, and then... Later, morphine was used, and the effect became worse and worse, and the dosage was continuously increased.

In the previous case of Chuning...he attended the case with Huang Wentian, which aroused the old man's dissatisfaction.

When they returned to their yard, for some reason, he told Vice President Xu the whole matter, and the two had a quarrel.

The second young master's body was already in poor condition, and because of the effect of morphine, his mental state was always in a daze.

When the two quarreled, Vice President Xu made a move on him. When the Second Young Master was addicted, he accidentally knocked down the antique lamp in the living room. Vice President Xu thought that the Second Young Master was rebelling against him. some.

When he was sent to the hospital...he was already unconscious.

The doctor said... that the second young master's life... At most... it will be over half a month..."

"it is good…

I see. "

Before waiting for a response from the other side, he hung up the phone, groped for a long time on the coffee table, and found half a box of cigarettes that had not been touched for a long time, his fingers trembling uncontrollably, he took out one, held it in his mouth, and hit It took a long time before I finally turned on the lighter.

He bent down, took a breath, lowered his elbows to his knees, buried his head very low, stared blankly at the ground between his feet, and his mind went blank.

After a long time, Xu Xiangwei was on the ground between his feet.In the thick brown carpet, a few drops of water appeared, and quickly melted into the long and soft hair of the carpet.

When the cigarette between his fingers burned out, Xu Xiangwei raised his head, wringed out the cigarette in the ashtray, and looked up at the ceiling above his head.

When I was in junior high school, I ate at my second uncle’s house. He never had any reaction to shrimp meat. He suddenly began to breathe rapidly, as if someone was choking his throat. He was breathing desperately, but he still felt suffocated. The doctor came to check and told him, This is allergic asthma, and he must absolutely avoid this kind of food in the future, otherwise it will be life-threatening.

After this incident, Xiang Ting and Xiaoduo always got stuck on one side of him when eating, and when the adults forgot about his illness, it was the two of them who were like little wolves, and they were the tiger behind him. On both sides, check all the meals that go into your own bowl, which ones can be eaten and which ones can't, and remember clearly than those adults.

The two children who are obviously a few years behind him are always on his side, giving him the care and warmth that his parents and grandfather never gave him.

But then...so many things happened...

Xiaoduo left, she was still so young and so cute when she left, when Xiang Ting came to England to see him, he told him that when Xiaoduo left, her face was covered in blood, and she was wearing... the birthday gift he gave her A gift, the beautiful hair was stuck to the scalp with blood, one by one, most of the face was wiped off, such a smug child, died so ugly...

For a long time, when Xiaoduo entered his dreams, she squatted in a dark corner with a pitiful face bleeding and only half of her face, whimpering and following He said

Brother Xiang Wei... Xiaoduo hurts...

How long has it been... It's only been six years, and Xiang Ting is about to leave. In the cold place of the Xu family, which is like a dungeon in the twelfth lunar month of winter, there is another person who has cared for him, loved and cared for him. People, I have to go too.

From then on, he, Xu Xiangwei, was really the only one left in this world, without any thoughts or worries.

Come alone, leave alone, no one will hurt or think about it.

Turning his head to look at the person leaning on the rocking chair in the conservatory, he slowly got up and walked over.

Squatting at Chuning's feet, looking at the white and transparent cheek above his head, the air that had been pent up for a long time finally had a way to escape. Xu Xiangwei knelt at Chuning's feet, pulled away Chuning's shelf He buried his face in his hands on his knees.

There was still some moisture on the eyelashes, and when they were buried in Chuning's palm, tears came out and flowed into the lines of his palm.

Chu Ning opened his eyes, with an expressionless face, lowered his head, facing Xu Xiangwei who was buried in the palm of his knees, and still did not move in a daze.

"Chuning...he is leaving too, my only family member in this world..."

"Chuning...I'm so cold, you warm me up, okay..."

As she spoke, she raised her head from between Chuning's palms, met his dull eyes, brought her cold lips together, and kissed him delicately.

Kiss and say "I'm so cold...really cold"

"I'm the only one left"

"Stay with me, okay?"

"Never leave me..."

Chuning's lips were warm and soft from the sun, and when Xu Xiangwei slid his cold lips onto them one by one, his heart was so cold that it finally came back to life bit by bit.

Chu Ning was very obedient, he didn't resist or make any reaction, he lowered his head slightly, Ren Xu Xiangwei bit his lips, and kissed delicately, when his slightly closed jaw was pushed away by his tongue, Chu Ning's finger on his leg , moved slightly.

Xu Xiangwei closed his eyes, and when he kissed, some curled eyelashes swept across the bridge of Chuning's nose and cheeks.

In the mouths where the two met, there was no lust at all, except for the warmth absorbed by each other, there was only bitterness left.

Like tears that can't be shed but can't be swallowed, the pain of choking.