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Seeing Chuning's smile that was uglier than crying, Xu Xiangwei hated himself for the way he was now, cowardly and incompetent.

How ridiculous, everyone envies the position of the president of Emgrand or the head of the Xu family, but look, what's so good about this position?What else can there be besides endless disasters and unwarranted harm to those around us?

"Chuning...Chuning..." The pain in my heart was as if someone had torn a hole that couldn't close.

It hurts...it hurts, it hurts like hell.

I said that I want you to have no danger, no difficulty, no pain and no suffering in the future, but now, I can't do anything.

I always break my promise. From the age of 19 to 25, I got all the power I want, but I still can't get the ability to protect you, Chu Ning... What do you think I should do...

I obviously like you, I hold you in the palm of my hand, I want you to be happy more than anyone else, but why, why every time you hurt, it comes from me...

This kind of heart that can't get what you ask for is really too painful, really painful.

Six years... In the past six years, I have tried to forget you and abandon you, I have tried to pretend that I have never had you in my life, but what should I do... I just can't do it.

I clearly know that as long as I am by your side for a day, you will have endless sufferings, and I can't help but want to get close to you. You hurt more.Knowing that this is an endless loop that cannot be untied, she will still jump down willingly.

What is this for... Is it really like the evil debt that grandpa told father about?Your debt, my sin...it doesn't matter whether you get it or not, as long as you get close, it will definitely be a dead end.

Chu Ning stopped struggling, his shirt and sweater were lifted up, Zhang Xiaotian behind him broke his head, and licked and kissed his face wet and salty with tears.

His thin chest and slightly sunken abdomen were exposed to the cold air, and he was a little pale. A hand passed behind him, kneading everywhere, and pinching hard from time to time, the originally pale skin was bruised. bruising.It was the same nausea and pain as before, but Chuning didn't cry like before.

Because he knew that his crying couldn't solve any problems, and it was of no use except to make the person who was almost going crazy feel a little more pain.

Except for him, in this world... no one can care about his life regardless of his own life.

When Chu Ning turned his face to allow Zhang Xiaotian to rape and lick kisses, half of his face hidden in the darkness had no hope in his eyes, just like what Xu Xiangwei saw on the big screen at that time.

It seems that the whole person has been hollowed out, there is no hope in the eyes, and Xu Xiangwei's eyes hurt, his heart hurts, and his brain hurts, as if his whole body is being pierced by something sharp. Suffering from those inexplicable pains, which flowed through every tiny nerve in the body, cruising with defecation and defecation.

Zhang Xiaotian, who had had enough kisses, turned from behind to Chuning's body, his lips began to fall on Chuning's body from light to heavy, and the kiss gradually turned into biting, Chuning, who still kept his face sideways and did not turn away He had already given up everything, like a corpse still panting, the whole person was lightly lifted high by the hemp rope around his wrists, his head was tilted to one side, and his eyes were even more numb and hollow.

Why do I have to wake up, why do I have to look around, why do I have to...feel...

Tears slid out of the eyes and fell down the sideways cheeks.

Blue and purple marks appeared one after another on the thin body, and in the bleeding teeth marks on the chest and lower abdomen, there were tiny blood threads spreading along the skin texture, and Zhang Xiaotian's very short shaved hair moved slowly on the chest position.

Because of thinness, the few remaining muscles were bitten by the other party like a devourer, causing sharp pain, but it was impossible to replace Chuning's half-sentenced begging and crying. He was dead, not at all He waited anxiously for the end of this torture, and the best result was to send himself to death.

That way, how much filth and shame can be refined and buried, and no one can see all the shame and embarrassment he has now six years ago, six years, and six years later.

With some crazy excitement, Zhang Xiaotian bit his body in his hand, and slipped his other hand into Chuning's light brown trouser waist.

Xu Xiangwei looked at the hanging Chuning, his mind was full of the appearance of Chuning on the big screen six years ago. After that time, he spent six years on the wound that he couldn't heal. Six years later... come again Will he die once?

He was such a proud person, that time he wanted to lose all the light in his life, but this time... this time will be fate.

The more Xu Xiangwei thought about it, the more frightened he was, his whole heart was shaking, and he swallowed desperately in his thirsty mouth.

No...I can't lose him, I promised to protect him...How can I let him die...I have to spend my whole life with him...

If he feels dirty, how about I stay with him?Just stay with him... that's fine...

By staying with him, you can protect him.

With him, we can be together as equals with peace of mind, can't we?

If you can live with the one you love for the rest of your life... what is dignity and pride?

Just throw it away...don't want it...it's nothing.

Is not it…

"I will replace! Zhang Xiaotian, I will replace, I will replace me! I will replace him!!!"

After Xu Xiangwei yelled, the grip of the man behind him suddenly loosened.

Zhang Xiaotian, who was buried on Chuning's body, wiped the blood stained on his lips, turned his head, and smiled with the corner of his mouth tilted: "Hehe...it seems that Master Xu is true love..."

Hearing Xu Xiangwei yelling at Chu Ning, who wanted to replace him, he turned his numb head, his eyes were condensed, and he yelled in disbelief.

"Are you, he, mom crazy!!! Are you crazy or stupid for a female cousin who has been ridden by thousands of people?"

Although he was scolding, his eyes were full of pain, emotion and panic.

He can bear this kind of thing, he is already dirty, but he is different, he is so clean and so proud, he can't be destroyed along with himself...

"Yes! I'm crazy! I, he, mom is crazy! Six years ago when I had nothing, I couldn't protect you. Now that I have everything, I still can't protect you! How can I not be crazy !"

"Shut up! Who cares about you! Get out! Get out!!!"

"I don't want you to protect...do you understand..."

"I'm not worthy...I can't let you become as dirty as me..."

"It's not worth it, Xu Xiangwei...I beg you...Let me fend for myself..."

From cursing to begging, Chuning felt anxious and moved like never before.He knew that what Zhang Xiaotian did to him now was the same as what the old man did to him back then. The good and the bad were all for Xu Xiangwei, not him. An insignificant person like him was not worthy of their big fights.

It was precisely because of this that Chuning was even more flustered, and Zhang Xiaotian was more relieved and at ease with Xu Xiangwei than he was with him, so he was afraid. What's up...

I don't dare to think... I'm really scared... I'm more scared than myself at that time...

"Xu Xiangwei...I beg you...don't be stupid..."

"Fool...what do you know...I'm not stupid, if I don't, I have to lose you.

If you do it... you will owe me your whole life... As long as I don't speak, you will die by my side even if you die...

I trade this time for your whole life...

I earned..."

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