wrong each other

Who can replace whose existence, I can't live for you, we are not the same kind of people, I am not as strong as you, I am not as brave as you, I can't face the wind and rain by myself, after so many years, Chuning died in six years In the previous disaster, the one who survived was just a cripple who could no longer straighten his back and had his spinal cord and legs broken.

He is cowardly and incompetent, he can only rely on other than escape, and a person who can't even take care of himself, what qualifications and ability does he have to bear the lives of others.

For the past six years, I have been crawling and rolling in the gutter, living my life in a daze. I thought that my whole life would be like this.

But you insist on lifting the blackout curtain that I have covered so thickly, let the sunshine that does not belong to me penetrate into my life, and make me, who should be used to the cold, more and more greedy for warmth.

Now that I'm used to the sun, I can no longer adapt to the dark and dirty.

I am weak and cowardly, and it is hard to even survive, let alone face the wind and rain. You have sheltered me for so long, and my wings are broken, and I can't connect them. If I don't die by your side, I will somewhere else.i'm afraid...

Alone for too long.

I'm so scared that one person sleeps and one wakes up, one is troubled by nightmares, and no one wakes up.I can only wait until I wake up, the room is full of darkness and silence, and then all the fears of the past are uncontrollably in my mind, in front of my eyes, playing non-stop, like pressing a looping video, no matter how scared I am No matter how you want to escape, you can't escape.

I may not like or love you for you. It is just a weak person's dependence on someone who can protect him.But so what, you are my straw, if you break, I can only wait for myself to be drowned and dying by the indifference of the years.

I can't stand days like that.

So Xu Xiangwei...whether you like it or not, you can only take me away.

The whole person huddled into a ball, huddled into the bed where Xu Xiangwei had been lying, closed his eyes and tightly grabbed the sleeve of Xu Xiangwei's left hand. Chu Ning was not asleep, and Xu Xiangwei knew it.It's just a rare quiet, and he enjoys it happily.

Looking at Chuning's head nestled in the pillow, the soft black hair was docilely scattered on the side of the pillow and on his cheeks, his eyeballs rolled from time to time under his thin eyelids, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he grabbed the fingers of his sleeves. Knuckles, because of too much force, the phalanges are slightly convex blue and white.

Xu Xiangwei smiled, never expecting to wait until such a day.

Chuning could trust and rely on him so much, but the time came too late and went too fast. When there was no time to enjoy anything, it had already announced the end and reached the end.

When Ji Li opened the door and came in, what he saw was such a scene, a person sitting on the edge of the bed with his head bowed slightly, even with a side face, he could know how satisfied the person with his head bowed.The person lying on the bed, although his eyes were closed, seemed to be asleep, but his fingers were stronger from time to time, grabbing the things in his hands, and he looked very disturbed.

In such a quiet environment, I couldn't even open my mouth to ask, so I just closed the door softly, and slowly walked to the edge of the sofa to sit down.

Xu Xiangwei gesticulated at Ji Li and hissed, and Ji Li nodded.

When Ji Li came in, Chuning heard it, grabbed Xu Xiangwei's sleeve hand, moved it in again, and pulled even harder, the cuff was wrapped into a tight ball by him, the temperature on Xu Xiangwei's wrist, spread To the skin surface of the fingers, it is slightly hot.

Chuning was a little nervous. He knew that Xu Xiangwei had asked Ji Li to take him back when he came.

After a while, Xu Xiangwei bowed his head and whispered in Chuning's ear

"Let go of me first, Ji Li is here."

Chuning didn't make a sound, but grabbed the things in his hand even harder.

Seeing this, Ji Li sighed.

"Boss, in fact, Chuning can stay here."

As soon as Ji Li's words came out, Xu Xiangwei decisively denied them.

"no!"

As soon as the word "no" came out, Chuning's body under the quilt froze.

"He can't stay here. My wound is not healed. You know how serious the blood transmission is."

He automatically avoided the matter of Chuning kissing him forcefully just now.

"No, boss. As long as you control the wound well and don't damage the wound, there are special doctors and nurses who change your dressing every day. Chuning can completely avoid infection. It's just lying on the same bed to sleep, or skin The contact between watches will not be infected.

You haven't shown up at the company for so many days in a row. The turmoil of the video a while ago hasn't passed yet, and the high-level executives in the company have already started to feel a little commotion.

You can't hide from the old man for a long time because of Chu Ning's HIV infection, besides, Huang Wentian is there, and the second young master's condition is always in a critical state, what if Huang Wentian accidentally tells it?

How do you think the old man will treat him who caused you to contract this disease?

It is safest to bring him by your side now, as long as you pay attention to protection, you will not be infected.

Besides..."

Speaking of this, Ji Li looked at Chu Ning's hand holding Xu Xiangwei's sleeve.

"In the past two days, he basically didn't want to run out to find you. We can't keep staring at him for [-] hours. He is not a prisoner. There is Zhang Rui's example first. It is too contrary to his consciousness. You are not afraid of him. What happened before?

Don't blame me for not reminding you, there is no second you in this world who is willing to take care of such a Chuning. "

After Ji Li finished speaking, Xu Xiangwei fell silent. When he turned his head to look at Chuning, he no longer pretended to be asleep, and opened his eyes. His bright black eyes were staring at him tightly, and his eyes were full of expectations.

"Hey... okay"