[Tutor] A boy jumped over the wall

"Chris?!"

Hayato put his hand on his shoulder, trying to calm him down. "Why do you refuse? Isn't this your dream wish?"

"What do you know!"

Chris brushed his hand away, the force was so great that he couldn't help but staggered back a few steps, only heard a "plop", and before the prison temple Hayato could react and pull him, he tripped over the stool Fell, fell hard to the ground.

"Well……"

He couldn't hold back a cry of pain, then bit his lip tightly, groped and stood up again.

His butt hit the floor vigorously, as if it had been broken into several pieces, the burning pain made him gasp a few times in his heart.

Hayato was about to reach out his hand to help him, but his eyes darkened when he saw Chris's forbearance, and he silently withdrew his hand again.

"Why are you unwilling to accept it? It would be too unwise to be angry. Even if there is something really unpleasant, you have to wait until your eyes recover before you settle the score! Do, do you really want to live like this for the rest of your life?!"

"Falcon..."

Chris was silent for a while, and said with difficulty: "Did Squalo give it to you?"

"……Yes."

Hearing this response, he gave a wry smile on his unexpected expression.Facing Hayato's puzzlement, he explained lightly: "I already owe him too much."

"Do you still remember the Ring War many years ago? The moment I rushed in, I thought in my mind, if I was also buried in the belly of a fish, it would count as a life for a life. But the next second I regretted it."

Speaking of this, he covered his face and laughed a few times.

"It's ridiculous, isn't it? I jumped in so resolutely, and regretted it like a coward. I subconsciously thought, I want to live. As Bernarrotti's orphan, I want to live desperately. I don't have that Courage, but also pretending to be hypocritical, it's ridiculous..."

"Listen to me, it's not your fault! Your choice is right!"

"Hayato, wait for me to finish."

Chris shook his head at his eager defense.

"That's right, I want to live. Whenever I feel like I'm going to die, I think about it—because it's him that I miss the most. Whether it's the pain of being nearly killed at school, or the pain of being gouged out by Prynne , the first thing I thought of was him. Hayato, do you understand that feeling? Even if Valentina was killed by him, the first thing I thought of was..."

"I'm afraid, I won't be able to give up on him for the rest of my life."

After speaking what was in his heart, he seemed to relax a lot and put down his hands.The eye sockets without eyes are still sunken, looking horrible and pitiful.

Prisoner Hayato was stunned by his words, and stammered for a long time before making it clear: "Then, why don't you want to see him?"

"Have you ever felt powerless because you were given too much to give back?"

Chris suddenly asked back, his expression became calm.

"I have nothing but one life. But I have to live on this life even if it lasts. What can I give him? What's more...I'm already tired."

"tired?"

"...Yes, I'm tired."

Chris lowered his eyes and did not explain further.

This unequal situation frightened him all day long, and even produced a huge sense of contrast.She has been yearning to get Squalo's affection, but after getting a response, she feels uneasy.

An inexplicable panic gradually rose and intensified.

——What kind of mood is this?Can't get what you ask for, and the great fear that arises after you get it?

Chris didn't know and couldn't explain it.He was ready to die, but was rescued by Liu Dao Mu.He picked up his pocket watch, remembered his mother's words, and had the will to survive again.And now, he had just learned that he owed Squalo again.

He messed up everything by himself, failed to deal with the problem with Squalo, and got involved with XANXUS.

He's not the type to make a mistake and act like it didn't happen.

Most of all, that night, he saw in XANXUS' eyes the looting and ambition that was inevitable.

Chris was terrified, confused, hesitant...he knew, he and XANXUS knew that if he had really made up his mind to break free at all costs, he would probably be able to escape.

He made an unforgivable mistake.

"But they will be here soon." Prison Temple Hayato suddenly said, hesitatingly said: "I will guarantee that you don't have to go back with them, but when the time comes, don't you want to see Squalo with your own eyes?"

"I……"

Chris froze for a moment, looking helplessly in the direction where Hayato was.There was still darkness in front of him, but suddenly a person appeared.

Silver hair, cold eyes, and a hoarse voice.

He whispered to Squalo in a low voice, and finally sighed dejectedly.

"Okay, I'll listen to you."

Prison Temple Hayato stepped forward to hug him, rubbed his scattered hair like a child, and swore: "Don't worry, I'm here. If you don't want to leave, they won't succeed! "

"……it is good."

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This is an operating room.

Inside, dozens of doctors in white coats and masks are skillfully preparing, and all the instruments with complicated circuits are ready.

"Prepare the anesthetic!"

"Yes!"

"My lord, are you ready?"

The man lying on the operating table had a handsome face, his black hair was carefully wrapped up, revealing a smooth forehead.Hearing the doctor's cautious inquiry, he hummed, and his slender eyelashes trembled slightly.

There was a slight tingling sensation in his arm, and he held his breath and waited quietly. Sure enough, it didn't take long before his mind began to slowly become numb.

I fainted in a blink of an eye.

……

I don't know how long it has been since I woke up.

The bandages on the eyes had long since been removed.Chris slowly opened his eyes, and saw the light coming in through the slit.More and more, brighter and brighter, until the whole world can be seen.

It's a wonderful feeling to see.

Chris laughed suddenly, and then couldn't help laughing again, laughing until tears filled his dry eyes.

"My lord, you are awake!"

Before he had time to say anything, he watched all the doctors come to him and examined him in detail.Even the most careful corners were not spared.

"Recovery normally, according to your physical strength, you should be able to leave the hospital tomorrow."

"Thank you."

This sentence Chris said sincerely, after all, without them, no amount of eyeballs can save his own eyes.

He had never felt so important to be able to see the world.

After that, the recovery time passed quickly, and he was consoled in turn.Speaking of which, Vongola Base is a very strange existence, and Miura Haru, who hadn’t seen him a few times, was moved to tears, and had a heart-to-heart talk with him for a long time inexplicably.

...and Kyoya Yunshou Hibari.

Why did you want to fight him the first time?The thinking of fighting fanatics is really incomprehensible.

Chris watched them go wave after wave with an embarrassing face, and chatted with the chatty Harun Miura from time to time, but the time passed quickly.

……

On this side, Hayato's mission is finally over.

He heard that Chris' eyes had completely healed, so he rushed back, looking very reckless like many years ago.

"Chris!"

He excitedly opened the door and was about to speak, only to find that the room was empty and there was no one there.

"What about people?"

He looked around wonderingly, but found a note on the table.

—Sorry, I have to go.Just trying to avoid them though, so don't worry.

I will return.

Do not read.

Chris.

His face gradually turned livid, and finally he thumped the table vigorously, and ran out quickly.

"Chris!!!"