who can plead for me

Qi Zhen looked at the sharp contrast between his red and swollen hands and Zong Chengying's white and bony hands. It turns out that you and I don't even have hands.

Zong Chengying is still sleeping and obviously has no signs of waking up. Qi Zhen looked at the food on the table and hardly moved. Qi Zhen sighed and looked at him so bluntly without removing his hand. It shouldn't matter. Well, anyway, he probably didn't know I was looking at him when he fell asleep.The wounds all over Qi Zhen's body were clamoring for pain, Qi Zhen changed his posture and suddenly started talking to himself softly: "It's raining outside, it looks like it's going to snow, what should I do, I'm really serious I'm afraid of the cold." After speaking, Qi Zhen chuckled lightly, and there was a sadness that was not easy to find in that faint laughter.

"Actually, I'm afraid of being with you. It's like a dream when the two of us are so calm and peaceful in the same room. In fact, in my heart, you are just a dream, an unattainable dream. You never know you What it means to me. When I was a kid, she wouldn't let me call her mom. I didn't go to school until I met you. At that time, I thought it would be nice if I had a daddy like the little girl next door. So I Ask her, where is my father, and the answer is a slap." Qi Zhen smiled again, but his voice was already trembling.

"After you came, I suddenly felt that it was good to be alive. I didn't die with her because I had a father. But I didn't know you didn't like me until a long time later, so one day I looked at me seriously in front of the mirror I am really an ordinary self, no wonder you don’t like me, so I said to myself that it doesn’t matter, as long as I become excellent, you will always notice me, so I study hard and learn something that I don’t know I don't understand something, but later I found out that it is useless at all. I was doomed to be a mistake since I was born. I don't even know how to deal with my embarrassing identity, but I still hope you can see me Existence, I hope you can give me a little peripheral vision when you look at Yue Fan, even if it's just a little bit. I don't want to sit in the corner by myself every time I have a parent meeting. I also want to Tell them loudly that you see that good-looking man over there is my father."

Qi Zhen's voice was already trembling badly, his eyes were blurry and he could not see clearly what was in front of him, Qi Zhen, who didn't shed a single tear when surrounded by so many people, was almost unable to hold on now. .

"I'm actually very envious of Yue Fan. If you don't let me see her, then don't see her. Maybe she won't want to have a brother like me when she sees me, but I have seen her photos secretly. She looks very cute. Beautiful, really like you, do you still remember the piano in the hall downstairs, I used to play it secretly, but the housekeeper saw it, he said it was your birthday present to Yue Fan and told me not to Peng, actually I like piano very much, but I never dared to tell anyone. If I told others, I could only be laughed at. Uncle Zhen Guo gave me a pen, and you found out later that you scolded him just fine. I heard you know, since then I have never dared to ask for gifts from him again. Uncle Zhenguo is a good man, and he is the only one who really cares about me. I really want to ask you a question, just You refuse to admit me because of my birth, but I am really your son, can you give me some likes? I will secretly look at the photos you put on the desk every time I go back, you and Yue Will there never be a place for me by Fan's side? I want a father and a sister. Is it unreasonable? I just don't want to be so lonely by myself. I just want people to feel that I am needed. I am not useless. , I will also be tired, hurt, and unable to hold on, I just want to look back when I am tired and see that I have relatives in this world, just give me a little warmth when I feel cold Already, am I going too far?"

Qi Zhen's voice was already choked up, tears seemed to burst a bank, Qi Zhen buried his head on his knees, curled up with his whole body, suppressed cries continued to come out from his knees, Qi Zhen desperately He tried not to let himself make a sound, but there was no way, his tears couldn't stop, after so many years, Qi Zhen had forgotten that he could cry too.

The salty tears flowed on the face full of wounds, and it was extremely painful. Qi Zhen raised his face, looked at Zong Chengying who was sleeping peacefully, and calmed down, "I don't know what's wrong, I said so. Too much nonsense, fortunately you fell asleep, otherwise I don’t know how to scold me.” Qi Zhen wiped his face and looked at Zong Chengying blankly: “Actually, you didn’t come to me at that time It'll be fine, I didn't know that with you, there would be no hope, and you wouldn't be so angry with me every time." Qi Zhen rubbed his hands, his head was drowsy and he wanted to sleep, but the bedroom was warm The air made him reluctant to leave.He rested his head on the side of the bed, with his hands still covering the back of Zong Chengying's, and Qi Zhen said lightly: "Do you know that Yue Fan and I have a birthday on the same day, you certainly wouldn't know, I've grown up so much I haven’t eaten a birthday cake yet. Last time you broke my leg, someone gave me a piece when I was in the hospital. I took a bite and was reluctant to eat it. I left it in the ward for a long time and it broke. It’s so funny. , You can say that I am really stupid...you can..."

Qi Zhen fell asleep, and fell asleep holding Zong Chengying's hand, and he breathed steadily.Zong Chengying on the bed slowly opened his eyes, looking at the black head lying on the head of his bed, Zong Chengying touched Qi Zhen's dry hair with the other hand, the thin body shrank together, Zong Chengying Chengying's eyes are like bright stars in the black, and in the long dark night, the man sighed lowly: "I made you suffer."

Qi Zhen was awakened by the morning sun, Qi Zhen raised his head with difficulty, Qi Zhen straightened up and looked at it, and suddenly found that his hand was covering Zong Chengying's hand, he was startled and quickly moved his hand away, but As soon as he raised his hand, he was caught by a pair of warm hands. Qi Zhen was shocked, and quickly looked at Zong Chengying. Zong Chengying just opened his eyes, and the two people's eyes met.Seeing Qi Zhen's appearance, Zong Chengying frowned undetectably. Qi Zhen kept his back to him yesterday. Sitting up on the bed, one hand was still tightly grasping Qi Zhen's hand and did not let go. Only now did Qi Zhen realize that he still had injuries on his face, so he hurriedly turned his face away.

But before it was too late, Zong Chengying's cold voice came: "Who did it, your face?"

Zong Chengying's voice was as cold as ice scum, which made people feel extremely uncomfortable. Qi Zhen knew that he was angry, but what's the use of talking, now he can't do anything and can only tell him It's just blocking.

"I accidentally bumped into a tree yesterday." Qi Zhen said in a low voice.Zong Chengying said blankly: "Take off your clothes."

"Ah?!" Qi Zhen was stunned, Zong Chengying said coldly, "Don't make me say it a second time."

Qi Zhen had no choice but to take off his clothes. What was exposed to the cold air was the scars on Qi Zhen's slender body that were covered with black and bruised blood. Some places had swelled up. Without a good spot, Zong Chengying's eyes were about to bleed.He suppressed the anger in his heart, and his eyes unconsciously drifted to his legs. Now he can't do anything, can't do anything, seeing him being beaten but can't do anything!This unprecedented sense of frustration made Zong Chengying almost vomit blood.

Seeing that Zong Chengying had lost his voice all of a sudden, Qi Zhen put on his clothes resentfully and said with a smile, "I told you that I hit a big tree and you still don't believe it."

As soon as Qi Zhen turned around, he was frightened by Zong Chengying's eyes. Zong Chengying looked at Qi Zhen and said, "Come here!"

Qi Zhen rubbed his hands, didn't he want to slap himself.

Forced by Zong Chengying's murderous eyes, Qi Zhen had no choice but to walk to the bed and bent down. Suddenly Zong Chengying stepped forward and hugged Qi Zhen. Qi Zhen was frightened, and his tense body began to tremble. After a long time, I heard the man say in a sullen voice: "I will make them pay back twice as much."

With just such a sentence, Qi Zhen's tears suddenly burst into tears and fell on Zong Chengying's shoulders...