Love me?Don't be shy!

【Chapter 15】The shocked Wang Qing.

Wang Qing went back to the dormitory with a bag of skewers and found Daewoo smoking on the balcony. He walked over and feigned anger and said, "How many times have I told you not to let you smoke!"

Daewoo was a little absent-minded: "Oh..."

"Oh?! Oh what, give me the cigarette!" Wang Qing stretched out his hand.

Daewoo slowly put out the cigarette, turned around and entered the dormitory without looking at Wang Qing.

Wang Qing frowned slightly, thinking: What's wrong with Daewoo?Usually, if he is not allowed to smoke, he will retort, "Why can't I smoke if you still smoke?" Why is he so lethargic all of a sudden?

It was only after Da Yu entered the dormitory that he felt something was wrong. He had shown his emotions too clearly just now, afraid that Wang Qing would notice it, so he took the initiative to ask Wang Qing to eat skewers together.

Although Wang Qing was skeptical, seeing that Daewoo regained his energy, "Maybe I was overthinking it," Wang Qing thought.

Wang Qing bought a lot, and Daewoo felt that he couldn't finish it in one dormitory, so he asked Wang Qing to share some with the dormitories next door.

After Wang Qing went out and was about to go back to the dormitory, he saw Yang Ziming standing at the door of his dormitory, but he didn't seem to intend to go in.

Wang Qing walked over, lowered his voice and asked coldly, "What are you doing here?"

Yang Ziming didn't look at Wang Qing and didn't speak, just stood there blankly with a gloomy expression.

Seeing him like that, Wang Qing didn't bother to talk to him, so he just pushed him away and prepared to enter the dormitory.

Yang Ziming said suddenly: "Wang Qing, I really envy you..." His voice was hoarse, as if he had cried.

After finishing speaking, Yang Ziming turned around and left, his back was lonely.

Wang Qing watched Yang Ziming walk away inexplicably, and muttered to himself: "I'm sick..."

Yang Ziming went to the rooftop that night, couldn't hold back anymore, and cried silently by himself.

I'm sorry... Brother Yu... Although I didn't tell you everything Wang Qing said that night, I didn't lie to you either.After all, Wang Qing is not a person on this road. Maybe he is a double, but he has better choices, and he will always be with a woman in the end.I don't want to hurt you, so I can't reveal to you Wang Qing's affection for you.Since you and Wang Qing won't have any results in the end, why should I make you feel hopeful... I really really like you, I hope you can understand me, Brother Yu...

Ever since Daewoo came back after talking with Yang Ziming, Daewoo's heart has been uneasy, depressed, and uncomfortable... These emotions were not caused by Yang Ziming's feelings for him, but because of Wang Qing.

Wang Qing said to Yang Ziming: "I regard Daewoo as a good buddy, I am different from you! People like you are just...disgusting!"

Yes, Wang Qing said, such a person, such an emotion, is evil.Heart.

After turning off the lights in the dormitory at night, everyone else fell asleep after a while, and although Daewoo was lying quietly on the bed, he still couldn't fall asleep.

In the dark, Daewoo opened his eyes, thinking about what Yang Ziming told himself: "I regard Daewoo as a good buddy."

"People like you are disgusting!"

"disappear as far as you can!"

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Although Wang Qing said these words to Yang Ziming, Yang Ziming is right, "You look at him in the same way as I look at you." In terms of feelings, what is the difference between myself and Yang Ziming?Wang Qing's words not only annoyed Yang Ziming, but also pierced Daewoo's heart.

Daewoo's heart is bitter and sour:

It turned out that Qing'er felt that such a relationship was disgusting... well, there was no surprise, Qing'er was a straight man, and it was normal to find it disgusting to be liked by a man.Anyway, this is my secret love, on the surface we are still buddies.Didn't I know this early on? What else is there to be sad about?Didn't he make up his mind long ago not to let him see it? What's there to be sad about?

Daewoo sighed very lightly, and turned his head to look in the direction where Wang Qing was sleeping.

Nothing could be seen in the darkness, Daewoo stretched out his hand, but couldn't grab anything.Just like the relationship between him and Wang Qing, the road ahead is dark and there is nothing left...

Daewoo had some thoughts in his heart, and felt that he couldn't sleep well. Although he fell asleep in a daze in the second half of the night, it was still a night of torment.

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The next morning, Daewoo "stayed in bed" for the first time.

In fact, Wang Qing woke up a long time ago, just closed his eyes and waited for Daewoo to wake him up.Wang Qing waited and waited, waited and waited, but Daewoo came to call him.When he opened his eyes, Daewoo was still sleeping softly under the quilt!

Wang Qing curled his lips into a smile, rolled his eyes, and had "bad" attention in his heart.

Wang Qing jumped out of bed lightly, tiptoed to Daewoo's bedside, quietly lifted Daewoo's quilt and got in.

"Hmm..." Daewoo, who had been sleeping restlessly, opened his eyes bewilderedly, only to see a magnified human face.

"Ah!!!" Daewoo was startled.

Wang Qing laughed "haha", hugged Daewoo tightly with one hand, took the opportunity to reach in with the other hand from the hem of Daewoo's pajamas, and touched it a few times with great enjoyment.

Daewoo woke up instantly, sat up all of a sudden, and patted Wang Qing's mischievous hand away.Because I just woke up, I gasped slightly: "You, what are you doing?! You, why did you come to my bed? Get off!"

Seeing Daewoo's flustered face, Wang Qing smirked and said, "Hey~why are you so nervous, you won't be allowed to touch~ Did you do something bad in your dream, like with a girl..." Wang Qing deliberately teased him Woolen cloth.

Daewoo swallowed his saliva, and unconsciously tightened the quilt to cover between his legs, thinking: To sleep with your crazy girl, I want to sleep with you!

Seeing Da Yu not talking, but still pulling the quilt to cover it up, Wang Qing really thought that Da Yu had dreamed of a girl, and felt a little sour in his heart, which was very unpleasant.

Seeing that Wang Qing was still lying on his bed, Da Yu pushed Wang Qing down a little annoyed: "Fuck off, Brother Yu needs to sleep a little longer."

Wang Qing was "ruthlessly" kicked out of bed, and looked at Daewoo's "ruthless" expression with an expression of "I can't believe Daewoo, you kicked me out of bed, oh my god, I'm so wronged, I feel so sad, I want to cry" the back of the head.

"Hmph!" Wang Qing quickly put on his clothes, washed and went out, but after walking for half a minute, he came back and shouted at the door: "I'm going to buy breakfast!"

Seeing that Daewoo was still unmoved, Wang Qing gritted his molars, held back and held back, and in the end he was still reluctant to quarrel with him or starve him, so he resigned himself to buying breakfast for Daewoo.

"Oh, little ancestor!" Wang Qing pouted and left.

Daewoo, who was nestled under the quilt, didn't open his eyes, but the corners of his mouth curled up happily.

Daewoo thought for a long time yesterday: he is a man, and like all men in the world, he has a natural desire to possess and conquer.Even if the person he likes is also a man, he will never betray his heart.Stay away from Wang Qing, don't talk to him, don't play with him, don't stay with him... I can't do it myself!Because I have desires for Wang Qing, even though I know that Wang Qing hates such feelings, I still can't stay away from him.He didn't notice anyway, did he?As long as he can control his emotions well and not be discovered, he and Wang Qing can always be best friends and buddies, right?

"But, I'm afraid I can't help it..." Daewoo couldn't help hiding under the quilt and whispered.

Only Daewoo himself knows that just now when he woke up in a daze, he saw Wang Qing smiling beside the pillow. He didn't know whether he was dreaming or waking up, so he almost followed his heart and kissed him...

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Wang Qing feels that Daewoo's condition is not good for a while.Although he was still arguing with himself as usual, Daewoo often started to be in a daze unconsciously, and sometimes he simply hid and smoked alone, not knowing what he was worried about.

Wang Qing tried all kinds of methods, and wanted to know what Daewoo was worrying about.But Daewoo always gave him a sloppy eye, saying "nothing", or jokingly saying that he was "thinking of spring", just like this again and again to change the topic.

Wang Qing was worrying about where to take Daewoo to relax on the weekend, his mother called him suddenly, asking him to go back to his small villa to clean up this weekend.

Wang Qing picked up Daewoo and drove him to the small villa where he lived off-campus during his freshman year.

Seeing that Wang Qing came to help with such a good-looking and funny friend, Wang Qing's mother was very happy, and pulled Daewoo to talk a lot, and almost recognized him as a godson!

In fact, Wang Qing's small villa has always hired part-time workers to come and clean it, but Wang Qing doesn't like others to touch his house, so his own room has always been cleaned by himself.

Wang Qing's mother mainly wanted to see her son, so she took the two of them out for a big lunch. In the afternoon, the two of them also accompanied Wang Qing's mother to the city center for a stroll until late, and also settled for dinner by the way. up.

Tired all day, Wang Qing left Daewoo in the small villa for the night and let Daewoo sleep in his room.

Daewoo was tired from shopping today and was planning to go to bed early. As soon as he fell asleep, Wang Qing came in with a case of beer in his arms.

Wang Qing knew that tonight's opportunity was rare, he must find out what happened to Daewoo these days!

Wang Qing dragged Daewoo up in a fussy manner, and found an excuse to say that he was in a bad mood, so he must have a drink or two with Daewoo.

As a result, after three or four bottles of beer, Wang Qing got drunk first.

Wang Qing had nothing to hide in his heart, he didn't hold a lot of alcohol and foolishly accompanied him to drink, so he naturally got drunk quickly.

Although Daewoo can't drink too much, but he has something on his mind, and it's even more worrying to use alcohol to relieve his worries, but he is slower than Wang Qing to get drunk.

Seeing Wang Qing lying on the floor drunk, fearing that he would catch a cold, Daewoo had no choice but to prop up his drowsy body, dragged Wang Qing onto the bed with all his strength, and covered him with the quilt.

However, when Daewoo saw Wang Qing's defenseless face, his drunken brain suddenly couldn't think, and his body was out of control.

It is said that alcohol makes people courageous, and most drunk people will reveal their true emotions.But Daewoo had long ago decided never to let Wang Qing know his feelings, even if he was drunk, he didn't intend to say a word.

However, drunkenness made him unable to control his desire to get close to Wang Qing, so when he finally realized, his lips were already on Wang Qing's.

Daewoo bounced away quickly, staring at Wang Qing in a panic, trying to see something strange.

Wang Qing slept very quietly, her breathing was steady, and her eyes didn't move.

Daewoo heaved a sigh of relief, staggered up and packed the wine bottles on the ground, and went to sleep in another room.

Just after Daewoo closed the door, Wang Qing, who was supposed to be sound asleep, suddenly opened his eyes, his eyes filled with shock and disbelief.

Although Wang Qing was drunk just now, he was not too drunk to pass out. He just wanted to make a joke with Daewoo.Wang Qing never expected that Daewoo would...

Having been secretly kissed by a man, Wang Qing felt that he should be angry, but his heart was more shocked...

It turned out to be like this... Many things that I couldn't understand before, are now connected in series.

He should have known!

The way Daewoo looked at him when he was drunk just now was straight and undisguised desire.

There is also Yang Ziming's phrase "I really envy you", which originally meant this.

And all the time, the way Daewoo looks at him, the intimacy and trust he has for himself... I am too slow, and I still treat him as a brother...