shallow affection

Jian Qingli was going to stare for a while, but when she woke up, it was already dark.

There are speeding cars and bustling crowds outside, it must be very noisy, but through a layer of window glass, all high-pitched or sharp sounds become indistinct and gentle.

"Why didn't you call me?" He broke free from Fang Mingzhan's embrace, complaining half-truthfully.

Fang Mingzhan turned on the roof lights, moved his numb left shoulder calmly, and asked, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

"No, it's completely fine." Jian Qingli shook her head, full of energy.

Fang Mingzhan was still worried, looked him up and down, and fell silent.

Jian Qingli smiled hippie: "Do you want to take off your clothes and check?"

Fang Mingzhan ignored his witty words, and asked seriously: "Is there really no need to go to the hospital?"

"Why go to the hospital, why not ask my brother to examine me." Jian Qingli blinked with a smile.

Perhaps it was his familiar gag that dispelled Fang Mingzhan's anxiety, Fang Mingzhan sighed softly, and asked him if he was hungry.

"Hungry." Jian Qingli patted his stomach seriously, "Let's go eat the roast duck at Minfuju."

Fang Mingzhan sat in the driver's seat and started the car.Jian Qingli buckled up her seat belt and whistled: "Let's go!"

The lights on both sides of the road are at their grandest time, with warm yellow as the base, dotted with colorful colors, and in each beam of light, there are human voices.

Jian Qingli loves both the spring in Cangshi and the night in Cangshi.In the past, he and Fang Mingzhan used to go out for a walk at eight or nine o'clock, passing by a piece of lights, a piece of night, another piece of light, another piece of night, holding hands in the night, smiling when the lights were on, in the light and darkness, a lifetime seemed to pass like this.

Of course it is an illusion, but the illusion is also sweet.

There was a long silence in the carriage, Jian Qingli cleared his throat and asked, "Are you still angry?"

"No." Rather than being angry, self-blame was stronger. Fang Mingzhan regretted not exposing Le Yang's bad deeds to Jian Qingli earlier, although he did not expect Le Yang to be so despicable. "Don't contact him again in the future." He solemnly ordered.

"I know," Jian Qingli said casually, "I'm not a fool."

Fang Mingzhan clenched the steering wheel: "You are an idiot!"

Jian Qingli glanced at him, while Fang Mingzhan looked forward with a stern expression, but there was a trace of panic in his eyes.

"Okay, I'm a fool." Jian Qingli smiled with a soft voice.

At the red light ahead, Fang Mingzhan stepped on the brakes and had no time to give him a fierce look.

"Why, you still stare at me after admitting it all." Jian Qingli tried to make a bitter expression, but the corners of her mouth raised higher and higher, and finally she couldn't help covering her face and laughing.

He lowered the car window, and the evening wind blew a strong aroma of food, as well as a faint singing.The singing came from a roadside milk tea shop, and when the car was driving on the road, it merged into the sound of tires rubbing against the ground, making it indistinguishable at all.But in the tranquility brought by this brief red light, Jian Qingli happened to hear it.

He hummed along, only the tune, no words, and the words were quietly muttered in his heart, "This is a season of love, everyone should smile and hug each other, that's good." [Note]

He sang here, turned his head to Fang Mingzhan and smiled.

After dinner, Fang Mingzhan sent Jian Qingli back to the community.Jian Qingli slurped a large cup of fruit tea, and said inarticulately, "Don't leave tonight."

They walked around the compound, calm and happy like an ordinary couple.A bright full moon accompanies them, and in the narrow gaps between poplar shoots, willow shoots and buildings, they can be seen as long as they look up.After walking half a circle, Jian Qingli suddenly asked about Fang Mingzhan's daily life in England.He mustered up the courage to speak, and a lock of sideburns fell down, covering his nervous expression.

"There's nothing to talk about." After Fang Mingzhan finished speaking, he realized that such an answer was too perfunctory, so he added with emphasis, "It's really rather plain."

Jian Qingli nodded slowly but firmly, expressing her understanding.He pursed his lips tightly and didn't make any sound, afraid that he would ask uncontrollably, then have you thought of me.

When they walked downstairs to the unit, Jian Qingli took out the key card, stomped her feet and turned on the voice-activated lights, her eyes sparkling, "Have you really never been to Finland?"

Fang Mingzhan took out the milk tea cup in his hand, threw it into the trash can next to him, then looked directly at Jian Qingli, and asked, "Is this important?"

He stopped evading and treated it seriously, but Jian Qingli became cowardly, and said "uh" unnaturally, raising a bright and stiff smile, "It doesn't matter, I just want to visit Finland, and I also want to go to the North Pole , to see the aurora."

He didn't mean to be devious, and he flinched because he wasn't brave enough.In addition, in a certain corner of his heart, Jian Qingli would also feel wronged. Could it be that Fang Mingzhan didn't understand that what he said was nonsense in his anger?Four years was too long to punish him for being angry.

Forget it, let Leo continue to exist, Jian Qingli thought gloomily, after all, he still likes Leo very much, maybe Leo can tell him the answer.

That night, they made love on the babbling big bed, and the aphrodisiac fragrance seemed to have been dormant in Jian Qingli's body, and only then did he call the wind and rain and do evil. Just a kiss made his limbs soft and emotional. Like the tide.

Fang Mingzhan covered his eyes with a black ribbon. Jian Qingli couldn't see, and his other senses became extremely sensitive. He could smell the sweat mixed with the fragrance of clothes, and hear the sound of zipper rubbing. Yes, feeling those warm, rough, callused hands moving over his skin.

He was greedy for that touch and Fang Mingzhan's warmth. When Fang Mingzhan kissed him, he cried for no reason, and his tears wet the cloth in front of him.He thought he hid it well, but at the climax, Fang Mingzhan suddenly lifted the ribbon, and a pair of boiling deep eyes were firmly and straightly nailed into the depths of Jian Qingli's mind.

Jian Qingli panted lingeringly, squeezed out a sliver of clear mind amidst the intense heartbeat, guessed uneasily, perhaps Fang Mingzhan still loved him, he slept with him, and delivered food to him on rainy days, not entirely out of loneliness and childhood sweethearts giri—although he is indeed a man of affection, maybe, just maybe, it's all because of love.

This idea is like a bowl of boiling water, Jian Qingli bounced it off after touching it, and dared not try it again.

When they were turning upside down, in the terminal building at the other end of the city, Le Yang, wearing a hat and mask, boarded the flight to Australia disheartened.Amidst the roar of the plane gliding, he looked at the land of Cangshi through the porthole, gritted his teeth unwillingly and resentfully.

In May, the weather is getting hotter and hotter.After Jian Qingli stayed overnight many times, Fang Mingzhan's apartment underwent some inconspicuous but profound changes.The furniture is no longer neat and cold, because it is used and touched by one more person, and it becomes warm and full of life.Next to his suit, Jian Qingli's fancy clothes hung, and a few more were added every few days.When the housekeeper came to clean the house, she would occasionally find a fashion magazine from under the sofa that the boss would never read.

These changes do not happen overnight, they accumulate slowly, permeate patiently, and then suddenly declare their victory at a certain moment.

Jian Qingli was complacent, now, Fang Mingzhan couldn't get rid of him.

In fact, his own second-hand old house is also full of Fang Mingzhan's shadow, because Fang Mingzhan sometimes goes to his house to spend the night, but Jian Qingli didn't notice it in the dark under the lights.

On Labor Day, Fang Mingzhan was still working overtime at the company.The land in Yunzhi County has been taken down, and the patent and scientific research team of Huanan Pharmaceutical Factory have all been taken over by Wenyue. The next step is to build a research and development building and staff dormitories.The vice president's team drew up a construction project bidding document for him to review, but Fang Mingzhan was so absorbed in the review that he forgot the time.

Jian Qingli waited and waited. Seeing that it was getting dark, he called him impatiently and asked when he would be back. He flatteringly said that he made a nutritious soup.

Fang Mingzhan immediately raised his eyebrows: "Is it burning again?"

"How is it possible, first time is born and second time is familiar, and I'm so smart." Jian Qingli muttered, and subconsciously touched the back of his left hand. Although the blisters from a few days ago disappeared, there was still a dull pain.

"Don't mess around at home all day." Fang Mingzhan paused for two seconds, then said, "I'll be right back."

"Cut." Jian Qingli hung up the phone, and suddenly heard the kitchen gurgling. He rushed in and saw that the stove was not turned off. The heat lifted the lid of the casserole, and milky white soup mixed with countless bubbles flowed along the edge of the pot. Flow down like a waterfall.

Sure enough, people can't speak big words, he couldn't laugh or cry, and hurriedly cleaned up the mess.

When Fang Mingzhan came back, the messy kitchen had taken on a completely new look, but there was not much of a pot of soup left.Jian Qingli took a small bowl and pushed it in front of him, said with a smirk that concentration is the essence.

Fang Mingzhan lived up to his wishes, and drank slowly one spoon at a time. Jian Qingli ate too many snacks during the day, so he would not be hungry at all, so he chatted and gossiped with Fang Mingzhan with his chin propped.

"Do you think there is a difference between the words "watch" and "watch?"

Fang Mingzhan didn't know where he got the weird question, and shook his head without thinking: "No."

"Look, the comprehension of us ordinary people is not at the same level as that of great directors." Jian Qingli relayed Xiang Tingzhou's complaints to him, "He Cenfei said that watching is different from watching!"

Xiang Tingzhou has been under a lot of pressure recently, and his dark circles can be seen through the beauty camera. This evening, he made a video video with Jian Qingli, and sighed every now and then.

In the movie "Yu Mian", he plays a young master who has returned from overseas. He is sunny, enthusiastic, generous and righteous, which is completely different from the cold, cruel and deep-minded family members.Before the young master went abroad, he admired Yumian, the little girl in his house. After returning five years later, although the ignorant love has faded away, he still cares about Yumian very much.What puzzled him was that although Yumian had become more beautiful and beautiful after five years of absence, her personality had changed drastically, and there was always a faint sadness between her brows.Not long after the film started, she died strangely while pregnant, and the whole film revolved around "who killed Yu Mian".

Before Yu Mian died, the young master met her in private and asked her about her life in the past five years, but Yu Mian remained silent.Xiang Tingzhou was scolded by He Cen, it happened in that scene.

He Cen criticized him for not understanding the script and not being able to figure out the character's psychology, "The young master looked at Yu Mian, not just looking, but looking with emotion, understand?"

After Xiang Tingzhou NGed several times, he barely passed. After the scene, he dragged Jian Qingli out of the blacklist and complained loudly: "Crazy, I even checked the dictionary, didn't it mean the same thing!"

Fang Mingzhan also laughed after hearing this. Under the quiet and warm light, Jian Qingli met his eyes, and suddenly, he seemed to realize the slight difference.