After becoming the personal model of the boss

The door was wide open, and the corridor lights were out today for some reason.

It was pitch black outside the room.

He Xiancheng stood at the door, slightly clenched the hand hanging by his side.

Gao Jing was still talking intermittently behind him, with a deep crying voice, as if his heart was being pulled hard, which made people feel distressed.

He Xiancheng turned around.

Gao Jing choked up, his moist eyes sparkled with anticipation, his voice was hoarse, and he called out: "Xiancheng..."

When He Xiancheng walked up to Gao Jing, his expression suddenly turned cold, "Gao Jing, what tricks do you want to play?"

"You still want to be like before? Solve everything by crying?" He Xiansheng paused, then suddenly smiled, "No matter what you did before, you were always like this."

Gao Jing was taken aback, and looked at He Xiancheng with wide eyes.

He Xiancheng narrowed his eyes slightly, as if remembering something, lowered his eyes and said slowly: "11 years, one month later it will be No. 12 years, from the day we met, from the day you asked me out."

He Xiancheng looked up at Gao Jing, "Gao Jing, do you remember?"

Gao Jing's crying had stopped, and there was some doubt in his brows and eyes, as if he didn't understand why He Xiancheng mentioned this matter, then he nodded hesitantly.

He Xiancheng said: "I don't like men."

As if telling someone else's story, He Xiancheng relaxed and said calmly, "But I'm in love with you, Gao Jing."

When He Xiancheng said this, he looked straight at Gao Jing.

His eyes were focused, and Gao Jing's haggard and pitiful face was printed in his eyes.

Gao Jing looked at He Xiancheng and was startled.

For a moment, he seemed to see in He Xiancheng's eyes seven years ago, maybe earlier, He Xiancheng's love and madness for him.

At that time, He Xiancheng really liked him.

He would run more than ten kilometers at night, cross a district, and buy him a bowl of hot porridge, just because Gao Jing called him at four o'clock in the morning, saying that his stomach hurts, and casually mentioned that he wanted to eat hot porridge from the old shop .

He Xiancheng didn't say a word when he was on the phone, but not long after, he called him back again and told him that he was downstairs in his dormitory and bought something he wanted to eat.

The light in He Xiancheng's eyes flickered for a moment, then dimmed again.

Gao Jing looked at He Xiancheng in a daze. The moment He Xiancheng's eyes changed, a piece of his heart seemed to be missing.

A sense of loss suddenly rose in Gao Jing's heart, something had changed, something was quietly changing, and it was gradually getting out of his control.

"Gao Jing," He Xiancheng looked at Gao Jing, affectionate but desperate, "You gave me, gave me the vision of wanting to spend a lifetime with you."

Gao Jing paused for a moment, and his breathing was slightly stagnant.

"but now……"

"Gao Jing, there are too many things in you that I can't see through. At the beginning, I thought that because I love you, I should, must and am willing to tolerate everything about you, but you left suddenly, do you know, you know, That day is our anniversary."

He Xiancheng took a deep breath, as if exhausting all his strength, "That day is our anniversary..."

"I waited for you by the Qifen River all night. I prepared a surprise. I planned it for two months. I want to marry you and go home."

Hearing this, Gao Jing opened his eyes wide. He looked at He Xiancheng in disbelief. Shock, astonishment, joy flashed in his eyes, followed by bottomless panic.

He stepped forward and pulled He Xiancheng's arm, "Xiancheng, I... I don't know... I really don't know, this matter..."

Gao Jing's voice trembled, his eyes were at a loss, his mind was blank, and he couldn't say anything except sorry.

He really doesn't know.

"I... I'm sorry... Xiansheng..."

Gao Jing suddenly held He Xiancheng's face in his hands, his eyes were still gleaming, and his tone was a little crazy, he said: "We... Let's get married again, okay? Let's go abroad, where we can really get married."

Gao Jing looked at He Xiancheng's dark pupils, his eyes were shining brightly, "Let's go live abroad together, leave here, and never come back again."

Not knowing if it was his illusion, Gao Jing inexplicably saw a flash of disgust in He Xiancheng's eyes.

Gao Jing was stunned for a moment, and He Xiancheng silently removed his hand touching his face.

He Xiancheng lit a cigarette, slowly exhaled a circle of white smoke, and said, "Gao Jing, wake up."

Gao Jing's hands were hanging by his side, his heart felt empty and uncomfortable. He said in a hoarse voice: "I'm sober. We can always be together. Aren't I coming back now? I won't leave again, Xiancheng, we are like Was it as good as before?"

Gao Jing was almost begging humbly.

"But I don't even know the reason why you left me and you come back suddenly now."

He Xiancheng took a puff of cigarette irritably, looked at Gao Jing, and pointed to his heart with the finger holding the cigarette, "Gao Jing, have you considered my feelings? Have you ever thought about my feelings for a moment in the past few years?" ?”

Gao Jing's eyes trembled, and he hurriedly said that I have, I have always been, and I came back because of you. "

He Xiancheng suddenly sneered, raised his eyelids, glanced at Gao Jing, and said coldly: "So you want to say that you left because of me?

Gao Jing was startled, and after a long time, his expression struggled, and he hesitated to speak, "Yes..."

He Xiancheng paused holding his eyes, looked at Gao Jing, "Why?"

Gao Jing lowered his eyes, twisted his fingers together helplessly, "I... am..."

For a long while, Gao Jing didn't say a word.

He Xiancheng put out the cigarette, turned around and walked towards the corridor, "Okay, since you have no place to live, then this house will be for you to live behind, Gao Jing hurriedly called He Xiancheng to stop.

He Xiancheng walked towards the stairs without looking back, his calm voice came slowly, "Think about it slowly, and come to me when you can tell me the reason."

Gao Jing shouted: "Wait a minute!"

He Xian paused, then continued to walk down the stairs.

Gao Jing asked hoarsely, are you going to find that boy? "

He Xiancheng didn't speak.

Gao Jingshen took a deep breath, "My hand was at the root of the disease, and it has never recovered. I have been feeling uncomfortable for the past two days. I went to the doctor, and the doctor said that there are signs of recurrence."

Gao Jing stood on the first step, looking at He Xiancheng's back at the corner.

Then, He Xiancheng turned around suddenly.

He Xiancheng didn't speak, he looked up at Gao Jing on the stairs, and then, he opened his legs and walked towards Gao Jing.

Looking at the figure of He Xiancheng returning, Gao Jing's breathing became slightly stagnant.

He Xiancheng stopped in front of him, looked down at Gao Jing's hand hidden in his wide cuff, and said, "Show me."

When He Xiancheng spoke again, his tone was still calm, but at least it was less angry and gloomy than before.

Gao Jing lowered his eyes, his eyelashes fluttered slightly, and he breathed a sigh of relief.

"It hurts..." Gao Jing's voice trembled slightly, and he raised his hand, holding a hand with a hideous scar in front of He Xiancheng's eyes.

He Xiancheng's eyes trembled, he gently held Gao Jing's hand, and slowly stroked the scar with his fingertips.

Gao Jing suddenly smiled, and said softly: "It's okay, I have already applied for rehabilitation physiotherapy in the hospital. Although the sequelae cannot be completely eradicated, at least it can alleviate some hand tremors."

He Xiancheng frowned when he heard this, and after a long while, he said slowly: "Did the doctor say anything else?"

"No, he asked me to go see it tomorrow and do the first course of treatment."

He Xiancheng withdrew his hand, Gao Jing's heart tightened.

He Xiancheng looked at him, "Then I will accompany you tomorrow."

After a moment of silence, Gao Jing finally smiled faintly again, "The process is very busy, you..."

He Xiancheng interrupted him, "There is still time for a course of treatment."

Gao Jing smiled, thanked him softly, and then hesitated, "Then you tonight..."

He Xiancheng walked past Gao Jing sideways, and he walked straight to the open door, "I'll stay here tonight."

A winner-like smile appeared on Gao Jing's face, he followed He Xiancheng, and responded with a gentle "Yes".

He Xiancheng was smoking in the living room, Gao Jing came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, his hair was wet and dripping with water.

Gao Jing asked, "Aren't you going to sleep?"

He Xiancheng looked at him and frowned, "Dry your hair."

Gao Jing spread his hands helplessly, "Is there a hair dryer?"

He Xiancheng found a hair dryer and handed it to him.

Gao Jing was wearing pajamas, and the scars on his cuffs snaked up.

Seeing He Xiancheng staring at the scar on his hand, Gao Jing shrugged off his sleeves embarrassedly, and whispered embarrassingly: "It's so ugly..."

He Xiancheng interrupted him, "No."

Gao Jing looked at He Xiancheng, his eyes flashed with astonishment, he suddenly smiled, and said, "Only you can say that."

He Xiancheng remained silent.

After Gao Jing finished blowing his hair, he stood at the door of the bedroom and waited for He Xiancheng to come in, "It's getting late, let's sleep together."

The ashtray next to He Xiancheng was full of cigarette butts, he said hoarsely, "Go to bed, I'll sleep on the sofa."

After He Xiancheng finished speaking, he walked towards the only narrow sofa in the painting room.

Gao Jing was startled when he heard the words, "But...then..."

Before he finished speaking, He Xiancheng walked into the studio without stopping, and sat down on the sofa.

Gao Jing was at the door, looking at He Xiancheng sullenly.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and He Xiancheng's tall figure was somewhat blurred. He lay down on the small sofa, looking a little comically cramped.

Gao Jing said angrily, "Why are you sleeping?"

He Xiansheng said: "It's ok, you can come to me again if you have anything to do."

Gao Jingqi went back to the bedroom.

Since seeing Gao Jing last time, Zhou Shang'an has returned to his two-point and one-line days.

Like a small episode, Gao Jing suddenly appeared and disappeared, and he didn't look for He Xiancheng again, and everything was as peaceful and ordinary as it has been for more than ten years.

This afternoon, he suddenly received a message from Nan Rui, who asked him if he was free in the afternoon.

He has news to tell him about why Gao Jing went abroad in the first place.

Zhou Shang'an was taken aback, and agreed without thinking.

He did not forget He Xiancheng.

All calm is an illusion of restlessness and sleepless nights.

The reason why he wanted to know the reason for Gao Jing's departure was because he concluded that Gao Jing's reason for not wanting to be known must be detrimental to his reconciliation with He Xiancheng.

The last time Gao Jing came to look for him, it meant that he was afraid that he would know, and that He Xiancheng would know because of it.

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