On the wedding day, he was taken away by his scumbag ex

In the first half of my life, I had no desires and no desires, from hostility to indifference to life and the world, from expecting to change something by myself to indifference, from longing for emotion to indifference.

I thought it would be like this for the rest of my life.

But Huo Qing appeared.

Huo Qing is the light in his life. He suddenly discovered that the frozen life can also breed hope. For the first time, he experienced the feeling of "hope" and began to look forward to the future life.

He couldn't imagine what would happen to him after the light disappeared.

If he had never seen the light, he might be able to live like a walking corpse until he died.

But there is no if in the world.

"I thought a lot when I was hanging on the hillside." For a while, there was a vague sense of familiarity floating in my mind, and for a while, I thought about the places I had been to, but Huo Qing was the one who thought the most.

Huo Qing was touched, but his expression was calm: "So?"

Shu Yicheng: "So I have made a decision, I will never let you go."

Huo Qing: "..."

"I lost my memory and forgot the past, it doesn't matter, I will pursue you again, you can make me do anything, lose my temper with me, or reject me, but I will not give up."

Now he is like a young boy who has just fallen in love, moving forward with his love.

Huo Qing thought, if they just met each other, with this persistence and firmness, maybe there will be a day when the clouds will bloom and the sun will rise.

Ke: "Stop wasting time on me."

Shu Yicheng's body trembled slightly, his grip on his hand loosened a little, and then tightened even more: "I know you won't forgive me, Huo Qing, I..."

Huo Qing shook his head and interrupted him, his brows were full of fatigue: "No."

He has always wanted to have a good chat with Shu Yicheng, but he was afraid that after the chat, his mood would become even more chaotic. Today's incident made him clear his mind, so he just took this opportunity to speak openly and honestly with Shu Yicheng, "In fact, I also have things in the past. wrong."

Seeing that Shu Yicheng was a little dumbfounded, it seemed hard to believe that he would say such a thing, he raised the corners of his mouth, and put on a half-smile expression, "Don't look at me like that—let go of me first."

Shu Yicheng was not very happy, he hesitated for a while, and finally did as he said, but still stared at Huo Qing closely. Huo Qing went to the small refrigerator to get beer, and he followed step by step, for fear that someone who didn't pay attention would run away.

Huo Qing bought beer when he moved in, and sometimes he got up to drink some when he couldn't sleep at night.

He took out two cans, handed one to Shu Yicheng, opened the other himself, and walked to the balcony.

On New Year's Eve, the village's programs for tourists are staged in turn, and the sound of gongs, drums and firecrackers resounds through the sky.

Huo Qing leaned on the railing, took a sip of cold wine amidst the exploding fireworks: "How much do you remember about the past?"

Speaking of Shu Yicheng is very contradictory. He knows that he has done a stupid thing, and he would rather not remember it, but in this way he also forgets the past with Huo Qing: "I don't even remember."

Huo Qing grasped the beer can tightly, his breathing was a little stagnant.

On the day of his wedding with Tang Shengnian, he saw Shu Yicheng for the first time after losing his memory. At that time, his complexion could be described as pale, and he would tremble and pant when he exerted himself too much. Now, half a year later, Shu Yicheng's complexion is not the same. That's great, you can tell you're in poor health at a glance.

Although it was not a surprise, Huo Qing was still a little surprised when he heard the answer with his own ears: "Your injury... is serious?"

"Well, I was in a coma for more than a month, and no one remembered when I woke up."

Huo Qing took another sip of wine.

He can probably guess what happened next.

Yu Yuan, who was always by his side, became the only friend and source of memory. With absolute trust, "Huo Qing" became a vicious ex.

Yu Yuan tried to use this method to make Shu Yicheng feel disheartened towards him, and it would be better to forget about him from now on, but he didn't expect Shu Yicheng to be so paranoid and find him again, wanting revenge.

Yu Yuan probably doesn't really understand Shu Yicheng, but having said that, Shu Yicheng's personality and way of doing things, even Yao Wei, who grew up with him, may not be able to really understand what he thinks.

It can only be said that everything is life.

Both appearances were for revenge, and both times "almost" succeeded.

But in the end, it all fell short.

Huo Qing didn't speak for a long time, Shu Yicheng's heart almost jumped out, he subconsciously closed the French windows of the balcony, leaned over by himself, blocked the only way out, and then cautiously said: "Did I treat you very badly before?"

Huo Qing was amused by him: "No." If that's the case, they won't go to the point of telling relatives and friends about marriage, and he is not a masochist.

Shu Yicheng breathed a little sigh of relief, before he finished his breath, a voice came out of his mind: "What are you thankful for? After the truth is revealed, Huo Qing will only think that your acting skills are superb, and will hate you even more."

This voice was cold, like a needle of ice, piercing his heart, sore and painful.

Shu Yicheng's heart turned cold, his eyelashes trembled violently, and it was winter, his forehead was actually sweating.

Huo Qing didn't notice his strangeness, and said to himself: "I only remember a little of the past, and there are some fragments that have no beginning and no end. Sometimes I suspect that those fragments are imagined by myself. Not what actually happened - but it doesn't matter."

He turned his head, his tone relaxed and calm, "I don't blame you."

Shu Yicheng was confused by this attitude and looked at him blankly.

"You know I didn't hurt the senior, and I understand the ins and outs, so that's all." Anyway, he also took revenge at the time, so it didn't hurt him, "Let these things pass."

As for whether Shu Yicheng gave his sincerity in that relationship, why he himself was restless after learning the truth, and the reason why they were injured and lost their memory, etc., he is unwilling to pursue these series of reasons. .

Too much work.

Moreover, there are some things in the world that have no definite answers, especially in terms of feelings.

He tried his best to say it lightly, because he really planned to let the past go with the wind.

This was the result that Shu Yicheng had expected, but now when he really faced it, he only had indescribable panic.

He would rather Huo Qing say these words while pinching his wounds like before, or simply beat him up again, than to say "it's all over" calmly, as if this relationship is just insignificant in his eyes A small episode, the past is over, and it is not worth mentioning from now on - let alone him, Shu Yicheng.

Shu Yicheng, who was getting farther and farther from the tip of the horn, couldn't help it, and suddenly became bitter: "You are really generous."

"Yes, I think so too." Huo Qing gave a look of inexplicable meaning, and even smiled, "Surprised or not?"

I am pleasantly surprised!

Shu Yicheng almost blurted out swear words, looked at Huo Qing's face, swallowed them abruptly, and almost choked to death: "You don't want to take revenge on me?"

Seeing that Huo Qing shook his head resolutely, Shu Yicheng found it hard to understand. When he threatened Huo Qing earlier, Huo Qing counterattacked quickly with every step: "Why don't you want revenge when I treat you like this?!"

He actually knew that he was messing around now, but Huo Qing's attitude and the phrase "it's over" seemed to draw a line with him in the next second. Come out, I can't wait to poke a hole in the sky.

As soon as the words were out of his mouth, he regretted them again.

Why do you want to do this, obviously there is a better way, he took a sip of his wine to hide, and said in a low voice: "Huo Qing, that's not what I meant."

Huo Qing put the empty beer can aside and tightened his collar, but he was not angry: "I've finished what I want to say, do you have anything else to say?"

Shu Yicheng: "You really don't blame me?"

"Really, I don't like lying."

"Then, we..." Is it still possible?

Huo Qing seemed to feel something, suddenly raised his head, and looked at him from bottom to top.

Shu Yicheng didn't want to be scrutinized by Huo Qing from such a deadly angle, but there was only one chair. He put the beer on the table, squatted down in front of Huo Qing, and put his palms on Huo Qing's knees: "In the room, it's all Really, Huo Qing, can you give me another chance?"

As long as there is a chance, this time, he can do very well, and he will never be stupid.

Not far away, there are fireworks rising into the sky, with the words "Long live the motherland".

Shu Yicheng's pupils glow with starlight, even in the dark night, they are still shining brightly.

Huo Qing just glanced at it, turned his head away, and looked into the air for a while, before saying: "When I was young, I especially liked to eat a kind of beef jerky, which was produced in Lanzhou. Later, the factory closed down and the production of beef jerky stopped. Happy, my mother bought beef jerky from Xinjiang and said it was also delicious."

Shu Yicheng looked at him quietly.

"I don't want to. I insist that it is the best food I ate before. I can't buy it. I would rather not eat beef jerky for the rest of my life." I probably thought it was funny at that time, and there was a little smile in my tone, "One day, my mother suddenly She told me that the factory in Lanzhou started to produce beef jerky again, but the output was very small, and she asked someone to buy some for me from Lanzhou. I was very happy and ate a lot.”

At this time, it seems inappropriate to say such funny things, but Shu Yicheng listened very seriously.

"After eating for about half a year, my dad and friends went fishing and asked me for beef jerky as a snack. I gave it to him. He tasted two and said that this beef jerky was better than the previous one. I laughed at him. It was the same kind of beef jerky. , my dad said that it must not be the same kind, I cried angrily, and dragged my mother to give me justice, but my mother said that the beef jerky in Lanzhou was indeed down, he bought Xinjiang beef jerky and changed to Lanzhou beef jerky Give it to me in the box."

Funny things from childhood, even mention it with a smile.

But Shu Yicheng's throat suddenly dried up, and the force covering Huo Qing's knees unknowingly increased: "What are you talking about?"

Huo Qing: "Look, I said that I like Lanzhou beef jerky so much, but I haven't found anything wrong with Xinjiang beef jerky after eating it for half a year. In fact, it's my wishful thinking that I can't live without Lanzhou beef jerky. It has nothing to do with beef jerky itself. It doesn't matter."