[Attack on Titan] Being a soldier is annoying

The young man leaning against the branch was panting, his body was covered in blood, I couldn't even see where the wound was, but the blood couldn't stop coming out.But compared to those soldiers with desperate expressions on their faces, he looked very safe, and when he saw me, his dim eyes shone brightly, which made him not look like a seriously injured person.

"Is it an illusion... At the last moment, I can still see the captain..."

"Where did so many illusions come from, I am alive, and I don't like the description at the end."

I wanted to keep my tone light, the way I usually tease him, without showing any negativity.Kneeling down close to him, holding his blood-stained hand, I said calmly, "Let's go, I'll take you home."

Ares wanted to grin, but suddenly he coughed heavily, and blood sprayed on my body with bits and pieces of blood.I calmly wiped off the blood on his face, and then removed the three-dimensional mobile device on his body.

"Captain, cold, I'm cold..."

"I didn't take off your clothes, it's just a three-dimensional mobile device. Tsk, I'll give you the cloak."

I took off the cloak and put it on his blood-stained body, and the dark blood turned into a deeper color through the green cloth.Suppressing the emotions in my heart, I supported him and let him lean on my shoulders. His quick and weak breathing was maintained by my ears. I was afraid that he would stop his heartbeat and breath just like that.

I'm afraid he won't be able to go home.

But I can't express this uncertainty.

"Captain... let me go, I know time is running out..."

"What nonsense are you talking about? Go back to the doctor and get some blood and you will be a good man again. Don't you believe in the captain!"

The boy leaned against my arms and laughed lightly. With the blood he coughed up, the light in his eyes gradually faded. I looked at the person in my arms in astonishment, feeling overwhelmed but didn't know what to say.I have never encountered such a situation, I don't know what kind of feeling it is, I only know that I may not be able to keep this person in my arms.

"I can, can I call your name..."

"What kind of stupid pursuit is this? It's just a name. It doesn't matter what you want to call it. When you recover from your injury, you can call me whatever you want!"

"Ouluya, I've always...wanted to call you that, to hug you..."

The young man's lips curled into a slight arc, and he pronounced my name in a soft and hoarse voice tremblingly. Such an affectionate whisper made my throat tighten, as if I couldn't swallow it because of a thorn.His lips trembled a few times, as if he still had something to say, how much I hate this kind of scene, but now I have to bend down to listen to his words.

Obviously, I was still alive and kicking like a rainbow yesterday morning, but now it is withered in my arms like a flower that has lost water.

The intermittent voices in my ear were getting lower and lower, and even if I was so close to him, I couldn’t hear him clearly. I hugged him tightly, and I said: "You are enough, how can I remember so many words, and the voice is getting worse and worse. The younger you are. It’s dishonest to let someone else tell you what you want to leave to them.”

"Hey, do you hear me? Don't be silent at this time."

"Aris, you can't be so willful..."

In the end, my own tone became weird. I haven't encountered such a thing, at least, no one has died in my arms.

I don't want to believe this kind of thing, but it really happened.

My throat was so sore that I couldn't speak a complete sentence. I immediately tightened my arms and hugged the person in my arms, as if this would keep him.

"I don't have time for you to cry and regret here. If you want to take him home, you should leave quickly. I'll open the way. You don't think you won't even be able to keep the corpse in the end."

I don't know when Levi stopped behind him, he took a few steps to the front and pointed the blade at the strange species that was trying to climb up, then tilted his head slightly and said to me.The person in his arms was peaceful as if he had fallen asleep, but he would never wake up again.

Levi didn't say anything else, he jumped off the tree, and operated the device to cut down the giant who had climbed up the tree.This can be regarded as opening a way for me, saving me from the embarrassing problem of fighting behind people's backs.

What a terrible feeling.

After wiping the blood off Ares's face, I lifted him up and carried him on my back.At the moment when all the weight was on my back, I was so sad that I almost shed worthless tears.

Followed behind Levi, silent all the way, he opened the way in front, and I followed behind with Ares on my back until the team converged.

When Erwin and the others came back, the number of people in the team was also reduced by one-third, but the giant tree forest was considered clear.Back on the ground with Ares on my back, I saw ** and Meili in Hanji's team rushing over. At this moment, I really wanted to find a hole to get in, but I was actually afraid to face these two little ghosts.

"Captain! Ares!"

The unsuspecting grandma ran over quickly, and Meili followed closely behind. I put the person on my back on the carriage, and secretly suppressed my inner emotions.I straightened up blankly and faced the person running over, my mind was confused, but my mouth was already moving, as if I couldn't control it.

"Don't come here yet."

** and Meili stopped a few meters away, and the two of them looked at each other, as if they were looking at the carriage behind me and wanted to know the situation of my friend.I know very well what kind of bad news such a news is to them, but I can't stop now.

"I want the two of you to promise me two things. First, you won't go back impulsively to die, and second, you won't affect your mood when you return to the city. Only after you agree, can you come to see him."

What I said made **'s face change suddenly, he seemed to think of something immediately, and the instantly livid expression made Mei Li beside him also notice something.If the two of them knew that Ares was dead, they might impulsively take revenge, but now is not a good time for revenge. The worst result is to die together. Of course, I will not let such a bad thing happen.

"Are you kidding, even the captain... I want to see Ares, he just passed out!"

**The stiff expression became a little weird, and anger rose in his trembling eyes, and he was about to approach me with a step forward. ** He has always respected me very much, he is cheerful and generous and not easy to lose his temper, but this is the first time I saw him like this, he is even scarier than Levi.

Clenching your fists into a fighting posture, if he rushes over like this recklessly, I will let him sleep first, including Meri.You can't be soft-hearted at this time.

"Didn't you hear her question?"

When the atmosphere was tense, Levi stopped the rushing **, and he stared at the boy with those indifferent eyes, as if a piece of ice was offsetting the flame-like anger of the opponent.

Although I was a little surprised by Levi's intervention, I was still a little grateful for his meddling, and I was really afraid that I wouldn't be able to beat him up.

The blocking of Levi and me seems to have become some kind of desperate announcement in the eyes of the young girl. The green eyes trembled for a moment, and finally he gritted his teeth fiercely, and Mei Lihong beside him He covered his mouth and sobbed.

Before we could even express our grief, Erwin ordered the group to retreat.All the people gathered together, and he rushed out of the forest of giant trees led by him.

During the return journey, I kept following the carriage where Ares was placed, while ** and Meri kept a distance not far behind.This is a rather delicate scene, and I don't know how to comfort them at all. Speaking of which, if I can come over earlier, maybe I can save more people, and Ares won't die.

It was this feeling of guilt and remorse again, which weighed on me and made me feel out of breath. Even though I tried my best, I would still lose sight of the other.

There is never a way to have the best of both worlds.

The team returned to the city at the dawn of the next day and returned to the headquarters of the Corps. The soldiers were grateful that they survived and mourned the dead comrades in arms at the same time.The corpses placed in the carriages were only a few that could be carried back, and many more soldiers died outside the wall and never returned home.I looked at Ares who lost his anger in the carriage, and I felt my throat tightened, but my eye sockets were dry.

The person who was kindly advising me a few days ago turned into a cold corpse in the blink of an eye. I am even now expecting like a fool that he can suddenly sit up from the carriage and say that he is just too tired to sleep It's all over.

"Captain, Merry and I want to see him."

At this moment, the hostility was gone, and I saw forbearance and sorrow on the young man's face. Compared with Meili, who had red and swollen eyes, he was restrained.

"Don't get carried away by avenging him, and live a good life. If you can, stay together and don't always quarrel. If he is gone, he can't comfort Mei Li when he is wronged. If there is a problem with her, he will I can't help you either. So, you two must be good. These are his last words, uh, he passed away very peacefully, let's say goodbye."

I glanced at Ares' gray face, and I said this as calmly as possible.

I don't want to be here at all at this moment, I want to get away from it because the atmosphere is so torturous.After the explanation, I didn't even have time to observe their expressions, I turned my head and left, and just after I walked a few steps, I heard Merrie's hysterical cry, and the suppressed sobbing finally turned into a call to my friend's name. call.

No matter how much he shouted, he would never wake up.So you two have to live well.

Sorry... didn't save him...

The footsteps stopped, and I looked at Levi standing in front of me. He seemed to be used to this kind of scene, and he was not even a little bit moved by Merry's mournful cry.

I turned my head away from his cold gaze, and strode past him.

The author has something to say: the next one is tomorrow, almost at night...

Light a candle for Ares.

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