Who says I'm not good at work?

How long has it been since Shi Chan watched "Seamas"?It's been a few years, I can't remember the exact time.

"Are you okay?" Seeing that Shi Can was motionless, Qin Zexi rubbed his shoulder lightly and asked, "Do you want to see this painting?" Shi Can raised his head indifferently, looked at Qin Zexi for a moment, then lifted his foot to go. In front of you, head towards the exhibition hall where "Seamas" is placed.

"Slow down, what's the rush?"

Qin Zexi let out a soft snort behind Shi Can, and hurriedly followed, "You...do you want to go and see my painting first?"

Shi Can didn't look back, as if he didn't hear.

"Seamas" is a painting ten years ago, and it is also the famous work of the painter "Ding Yi".

The exhibition hall is located on the third floor, and Shi Can quickly came to the stairs.

Before approaching the exhibition hall, he deliberately slowed down.

Every step forward is like a tug-of-war, and Shi Chan doesn't know what kind of mood he should have when watching "Seamas".

The painting was first completed back then, and after Lin Yang continued to perfect it, it finally ushered in the opportunity to be exhibited, and then sold for a good price.

Using Shi Can as his exclusive model, Lin Yang created many masterpieces, several of which were sold publicly, while others became private collections.

The price of the public sale was very considerable, and Lin Yang gave all the proceeds to Shi Can.

Shi Can didn't want it at first, but he told Lin Yang, I can support myself.

Lin Yang insisted on giving him the money, and replied: "You don't need to be tortured by life.

It is art that torments you, and it is me. "

A prophecy.

Shi Can used the money to invest in Lanli's studio, and also had some financial management to make ends meet, without any worries about food and clothing.

But in the past few years, Shi Can lived in Lin Yang's world and was tortured by him.

"Seamas" is located in the small exhibition hall on the side of the third floor.

The exhibition hall is arranged in black and white tones, and the overall style is cold and gloomy, without any warmth.

The painting is placed in the middle of one wall, with nothing else around it.

The entire exhibition hall is decorated for "Seamas", which shows the value of this painting in the eyes of the organizer.

Shi Can stopped at the entrance of the exhibition hall, then stared blankly at "Seamas".

The painting is well preserved, as it was when it was first completed.

After the painting was sold, Shi Can asked Lin Yang when he would see it again.

Lin Yang said, let it happen.

Shi Can asked again: I don't know what it will be like to see it again in the future?Lin Yang smiled lightly and didn't answer any more.

Shi Can once thought that he would look forward to seeing "Seamas" again, would cause more thoughts because of this painting, and would be excited under the emotion of "reunion after a long absence".

But at this moment, Shi Can's heart was only turning pale.

That wasn't the feeling after the violent emotions dissipated, it was just the paleness itself, a paleness like a huge wave, swallowing up all the emotions.

Time is a tug of war, burning every inch of skin in the heart, leaving behind ashes, the last breath and despair after the oil has run out and the lamp has dried up.

Among the ruins, only the lingering throbbing from the moment of first sight remains.

Everything else is pale.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Qin Zexi came to Shi Can's side at some time, and he also stood still at the entrance of the exhibition hall, looking at "Seamas", "I was only a teenager when I saw this painting for the first time. , At that time, I felt that I had seen the most elegant death.

Low-key, restrained, and cold. "

Shi Can didn't answer immediately, but said slowly after a while, "The style is completely different from your painting."

"When I was a teenager, I was completely different from what I am now."

Qin Zexi put his hands in his pockets, his gaze was gentle and moving.

He looked at the painting in front of him, full of fascination and admiration, "I saw this painting in an exhibition back then, and I went to that exhibition every day after that until the end.

I often stay in front of the painting for hours, and I can't get enough of it. "

When "Seamas" was completed, the artist named "Ding Yi" was not well-known.

Lin Yang's agent liked "Seamas" very much after seeing it. He found a relationship and arranged an exhibition. Only then did he have the fate to sell the follow-up paintings.

Several exhibition halls toured back and forth, and Shi Can accompanied Lin Yang to visit many times.

Shi Can hid among the crowd, while admiring the paintings, he also quietly observed the reactions of others.

Lin Yang's art is cold and self-centered, and he doesn't care about others' comments at all.

But Shican was different. At that time, he was afraid of being recognized naked in the painting, but he couldn't help but want to hear praise and praise.

He likes others to say that the painting is beautiful, likes others to praise the painter Ding Yi, and likes the feeling of being invisible and being seen.

Qin Zexi whispered, said to Shi Can, and also said to herself: "I still can't get enough of this painting.

How could there be such a beautiful thing in this world. "

Shi Can turned his head and glanced at Qin Zexi's cheek.

He saw light in the young man's eyes, and he saw the power that could support life.

That is a fascinating impulse, an existence that is incompatible with this painting.

Qin Zexi swallowed, smiled and added: "But now I think it's missing something."

After finishing the words, Qin Zexi grabbed Shi Can's shoulders and pulled him into his arms.

He pressed his chest against Shi Can's back, and stroked Shi Can's arms up and down with his hands.

"what are you doing."

Shi Can was startled, and suddenly felt at a loss.

Under the crowd, there are many people around, what is Qin Zexi going to do? "do not move."

Qin Zexi raised his arms and used his thumb and index finger to frame a rectangle in front of the two of them.

Through the gap between the fingertips, "Seamas" is firmly enclosed in it, "the cold tone of the painting is like a shackle."

Shi Can stayed quietly in Qin Zexi's arms, inexplicably feeling dazzled, safe and warm.

Qin Zexi's arms are like the "shackles" in his mouth, imprisoning Shi Can.

One is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer. The party that gives shelter has never flinched, and those who are restrained cannot bear to struggle.

Suddenly, Qin Zexi opened the distance between his arms, and the "picture frame" within his fingers fully expanded to twice the size, "I feel that "Seamas" is missing half, and the light is missing.

The light that represents hope can be very subtle, it can be just a faint trace, but it should exist.

must exist. "

Shi Can was startled suddenly, and when he came back to his senses, he had already looked up at Qin Zexi.

At the beginning of the completion of "Seamas", only the arms and chest of Shi Can were exposed in the screen, and the overall effect was excessive - hope is on the right, performing with dim light.

Restraint is on the left, interpreted with ice coldness.

Shi Chan loves the finished product, and feels that it is vivid enough, and his heart is filled with joy.

However, as a painter, Lin Yang was very dissatisfied, and finally cut the painting into two, separating the left and right sides.

Taking the first draft on the left as the cornerstone, he continued to refine it, deepening the gloomy and cold oppressive feeling, completely stripping the old chaotic light from the picture, and finally formed the current "Seamas".

Lin Yang was very satisfied with the finished "Seamas", and even asked Shi Can, do you like the current painting, or the flawed one?Shi Can was stunned for a moment, unable to forget the first finished product.

But he still nodded and said "It's good now", full of admiration for Lin Yang, because he thought that he didn't understand art and didn't dare to play tricks.

That day, Shi Can surrendered to Lin Yang for the first time.

Since then, a switch has been opened between the two, and there is no room for resistance. For the next ten years, they can only follow the original track and go down a black line.

Sometimes, Shi Can felt that he was "Seamas", there was a glimmer of light in it, and then it was abruptly cut off by Lin Yang, and it is difficult to change until today.

The strength of Lin Yang's subordinates is full of desire to conquer, while the stubbornness in his bones makes Shi Can breathless.

Shi Can did not resist, never, did not dare, could not.

I don't even want to.

"If you fill in the painting and add a little shimmer to the right half, it will be more perfect than it is now."

Shi Can subconsciously grabbed Qin Zexi's collar, how could he know what the painting looked like in the first place?The author has something to say: If you like the baby, remember to pass by and leave a comment and starfish? Bow and thank you! !