Who says I'm not good at work?

It's too ugly, and I'm afraid of being looked down upon by others.

The other party was full of resentment, and he had no face to face it.

Qin Zexi sat in the studio, not daring to lift his head.

Others don't pay attention to whether the model's walking posture is different, but how could Qin Zexi, the instigator, not notice?His ankle was obviously injured, but he still said it was not in the morning.

Not only that, because of Qin Zexi's "masterpiece" that he didn't care about, the delicate and smooth skin was covered with blemishes, which were extremely eye-catching.

What Shi Can said last night, don't make trouble on me, don't make marks.

Qin Zexi had an impression, of course he heard it.

The other party said it over and over again, but Qin Zexi was unwilling to do it and insisted on confronting it.

The more intense Shi Can's resistance was, the more powerful Qin Zexi's "strokes" on him became.

It seems that only by making the experience of my first brother more colorful can I be worthy of the lustful night.

"I'm sorry for affecting your painting."

This apology was like someone poking Qin Zexi's spine with a needle.

"It's my own negligence that caused inconvenience to you when we cooperated for the first time..." Facing the dedicated Shi Can, Qin Zexi's emotions dissipated.

Qin Zexi suddenly forgot all the unpleasant words that Shi Can said this morning, leaving only shame and guilt.

After an unknown amount of time, the teacher interrupted to ease the atmosphere.

He introduced today's theme to Shi Chan, and then asked for an action.

The model needs to lie prone on the armchair, lowering her head slightly to cover her cheeks with shadows.

Shi Can's expression and limbs will wander between "pure" and "desire", coupled with a looming body, to achieve a state of eroticism but not eroticism.

It sounds beautiful in words, but it is a different feeling when it can be executed.

Shi Can had to remain motionless from the neck to the ankles, maintaining a "relaxed" appearance without any feeling of stiffness.

A painting can take as little as one or two hours, and as long as five or six hours, which is very tormenting.

He can rest in the middle, but in order to avoid unnecessary trouble, Shi Can has to eat or drink, which consumes a lot of energy.

Fortunately, the action is mainly prone, so the injured ankle can rest.

It's a blessing in misfortune.

When Lan Li first mentioned this job, Shi Can didn't want to take it.

Not for anything else, mainly because it is mentioned in the contract that the studio will exhibit and sell the works in the form of commodities.

Shi Can takes some private courses on weekdays. Most of the works are created by students and cannot be used for commercial purposes.

However, in a high-end private studio like "Tide", the teachers invited are well-known artists, and most of the so-called students are young talents with a little reputation.

The studio provides them with a platform, even contracted training, promotion, and mutual benefit.

"I know you haven't been willing to be a commercial model these past few years, but you can't always live in the past."

Lan Li persuaded him again and again, and understood it with affection and reason, "The contract given by the other party is actually good. If you think that the scale of a certain painting is too large, or if you are afraid of being recognized if you show all your face, you can ask for that painting." One piece cannot be a commodity.

It's very humane. "

Shi Can looks cold and heartless, but his ears are soft.

Lan Li negotiated with him softly and persistently, and agreed after several times.

However, if he knew that his body would be "scarred" today, and he would meet Qin Zexi who had just bid farewell to the label of a virgin, Shi Can would not have been able to take the job from the very beginning.

For hours, without moving.

The brush makes a "rustling" sound, depicting the magnificent jade body.

"Why are you disobedient?"

The teacher suddenly raised his voice and uttered a sentence, which attracted all the students to look over, and even Shi Can, who nodded slightly, moved his neck subconsciously.

"Don't speak so loudly. It's not good to affect others. I can hear you."

Qin Zexi cleared his throat and turned to look at the teacher standing beside him.

He stopped painting, his eyes were cool and handsome, and there was a little arrogance unique to young people.

The teacher, in his 50s, looked at the canvas in front of Qin Zexi, cleared his throat and said, "The theme of our training in this class is to visualize abstract concepts into works, not to let you play freely."

Qin Zexi nodded, "I know."

The teacher laughed, obviously very familiar with Qin Zexi, "What do you know, what you have completed now does not have the concept I proposed at all."

Qin Zexi shook her head, her voice was melodious and sexy, full of penetrating power, "Your concept is different from what I saw, I think the other side of 'desire' is not 'pure', but 'emotion'.

My painting is called "Lust". "

Qin Zexi's gaze was extremely confident, and he did not change his mind just because the teacher was highly respected.

His eyes slowly swept across a group of young painters, and finally met Shi Can's eyes.

In an instant, Qin Zexi's condensed eyes were shattered.

The handsome young man who lost his body just now showed a little helplessness, and his self-confidence disappeared.

The contrast of shyness is fully exposed, he is not cute.

It seems that no one can make Qin Zexi show timidity, only the person who stays out of the matter can manipulate his mood.

What is that word called?First night episode.

"Every time you say you are disobedient, you can find a reason."

The teacher criticized him on the surface, but his tone showed a little appreciation, and he seemed to be very satisfied with Qin Zexi's artistic attainments.

It's just that young people are full of arrogance, and it's easy to go too far.

The teacher did not intervene in his thoughts, but just said, "There is no right or wrong concept, and there is no right or wrong art itself.

'Pure' can neutralize 'desire', and 'feeling' makes 'desire' more explicit.

The cold and reserved temperament of the model is not suitable for your theme, and the mainstream customers of our studio can't find what they want from your works. "

"maybe.

I see what you mean. "

Qin Zexi glanced at Shi Can again from the corner of her eye, then cleared her throat and insisted on her own thoughts, "It's just that the models I see are different, and my paintings should follow my eyes."

After listening to Qin Zexi's words, the teacher turned his head to look at Shi Can, and then looked at the work in front of him, jokingly said: "Others read with their eyes open, but you read with closed eyes."

"Yes."

Qin Zexi added, "I don't compare with others, and I don't want to follow other people's ideas."

The teacher nodded, and was very happy to discuss with the young people, "An artist who doesn't get applause is very lonely."

Qin Zexi didn't take it seriously, and put on airs from his sight to his tone of voice, as if trying to compete with the teacher, "But I have your criticism, so I'm not alone.

Haven't you heard the saying...Praise and blame are buyers, applause is idlers**. "

"I won't pay for your paintings."

The teacher was amused by him, and patted Qin Zexi's shoulder lightly, and the relationship was very harmonious, "It's just you who are poor-mouthed, and draw well."

In a few words, Shi Can listened in his ears.

He couldn't help comparing Qin Zexi, who was a few meters away, with the person on the bed last night, some were similar, some were different.

Today's young people are also quite interesting. They have a cool face to the outside world. I didn't expect that they would reveal their true colors after drinking a little wine.

After a few hours, Shi Can's back was sore and his mouth was dry.

The teacher announced the end of the class, and Shi Can slowly got up from the reclining chair, his limbs were numb and he couldn't use his strength.

He clenched his fist and moved his fingers, then his neck and back.

Shi Can didn't dare to stand up quickly, firstly because he was afraid of hypoglycemia dizziness caused by not eating or drinking, and secondly because he wanted to move his ankles before leaving.

"You slow down."

Seeing this, Qin Zexi, who was standing aside, quickly stepped forward to get the towel, and put it on Shi Can's shoulder.

After the action was completed, the young man showed a little hesitation, a little bit at a loss.

Qin Zexi looked at Shi Can, wondering whether he should touch him or not?Is it better to stay far away? "Thanks."

One size fits all, although last night's episode was not very harmonious, but Shi Can is an adult who is nearly 30 years old, and he will not be angry again and again because of the failed 419, "I'm fine."

As he spoke, he nodded to Qin Zexi, and then slowly stood up with his feet on the ground.

The knees were sore from not moving for a long time, and the ankles were unable to move freely. The house leaked and it was raining continuously. When he staggered, Shi Can fell directly into Qin Zexi's arms.

To be precise, it was Qin Zexi who was about to put the unsteady Shi Can into his arms.

"Slower."

Qin Zexi paused for a moment, swallowing.

The body in my arms is very cool, like made of crystal.

Although it has a hard "touch", it always feels extremely fragile, making people want to take care of it and look at it more.

Qin Zexi simply bent down and picked him up horizontally, and walked towards the locker room generously, "Mr. Shi, I will help you."

The movement was done in one go, and Shi Can became awkward and awkward, "No, I won't trouble you.

I—" "You came to help us with the class, and it was hard work to be motionless for several hours.

I can't spend much effort, it's nothing in comparison, so don't shirk it. "

The words were so bright that all the students in the room heard them.

If Shi Can struggled to refuse again, it would appear that he was petty and ungrateful.

And a little hypocritical.

Qin Zexi deliberately said it in a high-sounding way, that little cleverness is just a matter of eyes.

Of course, he couldn't help but move closer to Shi Can's ear, and whispered in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "I hurt you, at least let me do something for you."

Shi Can was hugged by him, thinking that it would be a good idea to save some energy.

Since the young man wants to make up for his mistakes, he deserves to be burdened and exhausted, and he is not innocent anyway.

Shi Can raised his head and looked at Qin Zexi's sharp and deep facial features, as well as his slightly long hair that reached to the ears.

His palm happened to land on Qin Zexi's chest, and under his palm was the sound of "thump, thump" heartbeat, which was extremely eye-catching.

Shi Can lightly slid with his fingertips, walking up and down.

Under the shirt, it happened to be Qin Zexi's scar.

He was silent for a moment, then suddenly asked: "How... did you know my surname? I haven't told you my name*."

Qin Zexi was taken aback, swallowed, "I... I saw it on today's class form."

Qin Zexi led Shi Can to the locker room.

Half a minute away, he was relaxed and happy, his breath was filled with the fragrance of Shi Can's body, and his eyes and thoughts were also full of Shi Can's charming and emotional appearance last night.

The memory was originally blurred by drunkenness, but the skin-to-skin contact refreshed everything again.

In the locker room, Shi Can glanced at Qin Zexi with a clear meaning, do you want to stay? "Oh, then I, I'm going out first.

Be careful with your ankles. "

Only then did Qin Zexi come back to his senses, quickly took a step back, turned around and closed the door for him.

At the end of the course, all the students left one after another.

In the lobby of the studio, a handsome girl suddenly approached Qin Zexi, and asked in a low voice, "Usually you don't answer people, and you often don't answer text messages, why were you so enthusiastic just now?" Qin Zexi "Hmm" He let out a sound, didn't look at the girl, and kept looking towards the locker room: "The model teacher has persisted for several hours, I should help him."

The girl's eyes were full of doubts. On the one hand, she didn't understand, but on the other hand, she wanted to continue talking to Qin Zexi, so she asked, "The model last time also had the same job, and it took longer. Why didn't I see you hug him?" Take a break, that person will be able to leave by himself."

The girl raised her eyebrows for a moment, "But Teacher Shi can take a break and walk by himself."

"The temperature in the studio is low, and it is easy to catch a cold if you sit for a while."

"It's been a few hours, do you care about the time?" The girl became more and more confused when she heard it, and she was speechless on the spot, "Why do you treat this model differently?"

"Because—" Between speaking, Shi Can changed his clothes and came out.

Qin Zexi ignored the girl and stopped him, "Teacher Shi."

Shi Can didn't want to get involved anymore, so he asked lightly, "What are you doing?" Qin Zexi took the initiative to help him, "I'll take you back."

"Need not.

You helped me just now, and it's cleared up. "

With a smile on the corner of Shi Can's mouth, he politely avoided Qin Zexi's hand, and refused very simply.

His ankle was injured, but it was only a sprain, and he would not lose his ability to move.

If he can come alone, he can naturally leave alone.

Qin Zexi frowned and nodded, not to force it.

"That painting is for you."

He pointed to the corner of the hall for Shi Can, and suddenly there was some artist-specific confidence and publicity in his eyes, "I just drew it."

Shi Can took two steps closer and looked at it carefully.

He didn't answer immediately, his eyes seemed to freeze.

Shi Can looked at the painting that was not yet done, his eyes wandered back and forth, and suddenly some indescribable emotions appeared in it.

At the bottom of the eyes, at the tip of the eyebrows, it comes when there is no sound, and leaves when no one notices.

Everything is too fast, blooming, gorgeous, dying, dying.

"Do you like it?" Seeing that he was silent, Qin Zexi asked uncertainly, "Can I give it to you?" When Shi Can heard his voice, he came back to his senses.

He turned his head and looked at Qin Zexi again, thought for a moment and said two words, "No need."

A basin of cold water was poured over his head, which suddenly made that youthful vigor go dumb.

Why?Qin Zexi didn't ask, needless to say why.

Why else, most likely because he was dissatisfied and felt that his job was not good.

written.

Twice a day, consecutive critical strikes.

It hurts, it hurts too much.

Leaving the studio alone, Shi Can received a call from Lan Li.

The other party asked if the work was going well, and also asked whether those works could be commercialized.

"can."

Shi Can enters the painting with a nodding posture, it is extremely difficult to be recognized, and wearing linen trousers to cover sensitive parts, there is no problem.

"Okay, then I will notify the studio later."

Before hanging up the phone, Shi Can said that one of these paintings was called "Lust" and he bought it for me.

Lan Li reacted for a long time, "You want to buy a painting of yourself as a model? Do you like it so much?"

Shi Can laughed and said, "It's too ugly, I'm afraid that it's too embarrassing to be seen by others."

Suddenly, Shi Can remembered the words Qin Zexi said - praise and criticism are buyers, and applause is idlers.

You're right, so true.

The author has something to say: Note*: Did you find out that Shao Bai also said something similar to this sentence (see "Two Hundred" @cp112644) **: The words are from "Sheng'an Wai Ji", please Baidu Encyclopedia for details.

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