Who says I'm not good at work?

"Turn around and look at me."

Qin Zexi spoke behind Shi Can, grabbed his arm and pulled his body.

Shi Can crouched in front of him, out of breath, "You... um... let go of me."

His shirt was tied around his neck, and his cheeks were slightly flushed from lack of oxygen.

Qin Zexi leaned forward and pinched Shi Can's jaw, turned his cheek, and kissed his lips hard.

Qin Zexi's arms were extremely powerful, as if she wanted to embed Shi Can into her body.

His fingertips, his eyes, his lips and teeth, everything related to him has a strong possessive desire.

That "desire" was as thick as strong wine, like fresh blood, and like poison to seal the throat.

Shi Can raised his head and gasped for breath, and kept pushing Qin Zexi's body with his elbows, telling him not to do this, and telling him to slow down, "You...you are disobedient."

Qin Zexi didn't say a word, didn't respond, and used his fiery actions to completely occupy him.

The heart-pounding pleasure gnawed at Shi Can's muscles and bones, his skin, his spine, and even his soul were soaked in the numbing honey*.

You like this.

Qin Zexi spoke with his eyes, with his lips, and with the strength of his fingertips.

Shi Can's eyes were blurred, and he couldn't see Qin Zexi's cheek clearly, let alone his slightly indifferent expression.

"I do not like."

Shi Can clenched his teeth, not letting any "enjoyment" escape from his throat.

Qin Zexi hugged him tightly, and whispered into Shi Can's ear, "You like it, you obviously like it.

This is you, this is you. "

Shi Can's neck was strangled and he couldn't move.

He subconsciously wanted to shake his head in denial, but he couldn't move his body, and there was even a trace of resistance in his heart.

He doesn't want to deny it, doesn't want to be bound by shackles anymore.

"answer me."

Qin Zexi's fingers climbed onto Shi Can's throat, replacing the emotionless white cloth, "You like this, don't you?"

"I..." Shi Can used the last little oxygen to obey his heart with difficulty, "I... like it."

Suddenly, Shi Can was pushed down heavily, and a black shadow pressed up.

"You finally admitted it."

With this forceful questioning, the pressure on Shi Can's neck became heavier, and even the last bit of oxygen was taken away, "You want to leave me."

The person in front of him turned into Lin Yang, and his vision was not only cold, but also anger that was incompatible with him.

In Shi Can's impression, all the strong and aggressive emotions have nothing to do with Lin Yang.

The person in front of him makes Shi Can feel scared.

"I..." Shi Can couldn't breathe, her cheeks were flushed.

He grabbed Lin Yang's wrist and kept struggling, "I won't... I won't leave you."

Lin Yang leaned forward and pressed his forehead against Shi Can's.

The four eyes met, and strong desire was conveyed in the sight.

When one party is afraid, the other party's arrogance is even stronger, "Do you still remember what I told you?"

"Let me go...please, let me go."

"Answer me, do you still remember what I said?"

Lin Yang exerted more force with his fingertips, and while speaking, his lips moved across Shi Can's cheek, and slowly landed on the corner of Shi Can's mouth.

He started his vow with a light kiss, "I said, I want to send you flowers, and then go to the beach with you.

I also said, I want to go to the playground, travel, go on a date with you..." "I remember! Shi Can didn't want to hear, so he interrupted at the top of his voice, "I remember, never forget!" Of course Shi Can remembered, not just "remembered", he dared not forget, could not forget, and could not forget.

"Since you haven't forgotten, how dare you do these things with others."

Lin Yang raised his voice and asked more severely: "How dare you enjoy it, how dare you like it?" "I..." Shi Can tapped Lin Yang's wrist, trying to break free, "I... I'm sorry..." I'm sorry, I'm sorry ... Shi Can apologized over and over again, breaking down in tears.

Suddenly, something sharp pierced Shi Can's neck, straight into his artery.

Warm and salty blood flowed into his throat, choking Shi Can so much that he wanted to vomit, and the pain made him want to cry.

Shi Can kept coughing, and for a moment he even felt that he would be strangled to death by Lin Yang.

"Please...please..." Shi Can broke down in tears, even his own hands were dyed bright red, "I won't leave you...please..." The anger in Lin Yang's eyes was slowly relieved by the begging. After calming down, his sight gradually returned to restraint and indifference.

The hand holding the throat was slowly let go, Shi Can took a big breath, "cough...cough..." For a moment, the palm that hadn't been retracted turned into a bone, and the scar on Shi Can's neck was covered with flesh and blood. Fuzzy knuckle piercing.

Lin Yang turned into a white-haired skeleton again, faster than last time.

There was rotten flesh between the bones, as if it had been torn apart... Shi Can suddenly opened his eyes and sat up straight.

Another dream.

He subconsciously touched his cheeks and neck, which were wet.

It was tears, not blood.

Shi Can gasped for breath, but couldn't stop crying, and his heart was full of sadness, and there was also fear that couldn't be ignored.

He staggered up from the bed, stumbled to the kitchen, took the wine bottle, and took several sips.

The forty-degree strong liquid flowed down the throat, and the pungent feeling was like being pierced by a white bone.

Tear, twist, sting.

Shi Can swallowed half a bottle of wine in a row, and then he regained some peace.

What followed was extreme dizziness.

Shi Can dangled the wine bottle and came to the window, his vision was blurred by alcohol, and the moonlight was wet with tears.

Suddenly, Shi Can really wanted to find Lin Yang.

If it wasn't for the appointment with Qin Zexia a few hours later, Shi Can really wanted to go to Lin Yang right now.

This impulsive thought seems to have happened a few years ago, because of love, because of missing, because of the torment of lovesickness.

In the future, things will change.

Can not remember.

At this time, this kind of thought appeared again, but the driving force behind it was very different - because of pain, pain, and deep-rooted guilt.

Waking up in a dream, having trouble falling asleep.

Shi Can sat in the living room in a daze, until the sun rose high, he got up to pack his things and scribbled out the door.

He and Qin Zexi made an appointment to meet in Lanli's studio before lunch.

Although it is a studio, Shi Can invested a lot of money in the early stage, and Lan Li is also well-managed, and the performing arts business is booming.

Walking into the gate, Qin Zexi arrived one step earlier.

He got up and walked towards Shi Can, frowning and asked, "What's wrong with you, your eyes are red and you smell of alcohol."

Shi Can looked at the time, he was not late, "Why are you here so early."

Qin Zexi smiled, and gently rubbed Shi Can's hair with his fingers, "It's rare that you ask me out, this is our second date, of course I have to come early."

After coming out of the hospital yesterday, Qin Zexi suggested that the two of them go to a movie to celebrate his failure in the exam.

Shi Can refused, thought for a while and said, tomorrow, I will show you something.

"What's interesting in Boss Lan's studio?" Qin Zexi put his arms around Shi Can's shoulders, thinking, "Is it possible that you are going to enter the film and television industry?" Shi Can slightly raised his head and looked at Qin Zexi With his handsome sunny cheeks, seeing him smiling so happily, there was hope in his eyes.

Suddenly, Shi Can's heart ached - Qin Zexi didn't even know that Shi Can invited him here to cruelly say: Forget it, I've thought it over, you and me, forget it.

"Why do you look at me and don't speak? Do you think I'm particularly handsome today?" Qin Zexi raised his eyebrows, leaned closer to Shi Can a little, "I heard, I used cologne specially."

"When I first started working as your assistant, that guy named Kent came to your house smelling like cologne, but he had terrible taste.

drop in price.

You smell mine, I guess you will like this smell. "

Shi Can couldn't remember what happened so long ago, but Qin Zexi said it casually, which made people feel more distressed.

His smug look really makes people more and more happy, and the more he looks at it, the more he likes it.

Seeing that he was silent, Qin Zexi cleared his throat and explained: "Actually, I have smelled the aromatherapy in your home, and I bought this scent on purpose to please you."

Shi Can swallowed his saliva, obsessed with hurting him, and decided to make his heart hurt even more, "You and me, forget it."

"What... what?" Qin Zexi was taken aback for a moment, and seemed to understand after a moment of reflection.

Surprise flickered in his eyes, and he looked away immediately, "If you don't like the smell, then I won't use it in the future."

"I said, let's forget it, there is no need to continue to contact, or even meet again."

"What are you talking about?" Even though it was inevitable, Qin Zexi took a deep breath and found reasons for himself and Shi Can: "Are you drunk in the morning, no one drinks early in the morning.

You sure don't know what you're talking about. "

Distressed, really hurt.

Shi Can was in so much pain that it was hard to breathe, but one can imagine how Qin Zexi would feel.

But the more it hurts, the more it proves that Shi Can is alive.

Even the pain made Shi Can want to stop, willing to be abused, "I know what I'm talking about."

"Take it back."

Qin Zexi squeezed Shi Can's wrist, exerting a little force but did not dare to hurt Shi Can, "Take that back."

Shi Can pushed him away, and walked straight forward, "I asked you here today to make it clear to you, I—" "Why?" Qin Zexi interrupted Shi Can, frowning and raising his voice, and asked quickly, " You asked me out yesterday, did you think about it then?

Why?Because what did Sui Haihai tell you?Don't you already know that she is not my fiancée? "Sui Haihai did say, she said, I think you should leave him.

It's just that Shi Can will not be influenced by a girl's words, let alone make such a decision because of her words.

On the contrary, Sui Haihai said a lot after that.

Seeing that Shi Can didn't say a word, she didn't even show annoyance because of her provocation.

Sui Haihai was very surprised, so he frowned and asked, "Why don't you even say a word to shut me up? Why don't you have any emotions when I talk so much in front of you and point out your feelings?" Shi Can thought for a while and explained Said, "It's not that I don't have emotions, it's just that I feel that what other people say is insignificant and doesn't count for the matter between me and him."

Sui Haihai looked at Shi Can thoughtfully, and then asked, "Qin Zexi's parents didn't know that he liked men, and he would occasionally tell me that he was worried that his parents would find it hard to live.

If they stop you one day, will you look on, feel insignificant, and say nothing?Still, you want to let Qin Zexi argue with his parents alone, or simply tell him that since your parents disagree, it shouldn't affect your relationship because of me. "

Shi Can suddenly remembered the day when his mother came to see the "adultery" by accident, Qin Zexi had already entered the house to change clothes and could be alone, but he still walked out and stood in front of Shi Can.

If the two of them switched positions, Shi Can's personality might not react like him.

"People like us who have regarded the hospital as their second home since childhood have no friends, let alone love.

None of us will. "

Sui Haihai didn't break Shi Can's silence, sighed and explained to himself, "But when Qin Zexi talked about you, I think he can pluck all the moon from the sky and give it to you, and he can give everything for you."

Shi Can nodded, "You want to see me, because after hearing about our affairs, you think I'm not worthy of his liking."

"You guessed it wrong, I'm not that evil, and I don't want to be the second female lead in TV dramas that destroys other people's feelings."

Sui Haihai shook his head, feeling that he was self-righteous, "I want to see you, to see if you can also pay for him.

I provoke you to see if you will maintain your relationship.

Although I don't know how to fall in love, I think that two people in a relationship should give each other the same amount.

Even if they can't be exactly the same, at least they must have that kind of heart and persistence. "

"you're right."

Shi Can thought about it, and every word she said was correct.

After Sui Haihai said so much, his emotions also rose.

She looked at Shi Can, blinked and said, "I won't really ask you to leave him, I'm his friend, and I'm not qualified to tell you what to do.

I will not beg you to treat him well, as if he is too humble and needs your charity.

But I can warn you that you must pay more attention to Qin Zexi and make him happier. "

Sui Haihai thought for a moment, and finally added: "He is like this, I feel sorry for him.

He's so good, he deserves the best affection, he deserves it. "

"What exactly did Sui Haihai say? Haven't all the misunderstandings been clarified?"

Qin Zexi kept asking questions, while Shi Can kept walking until he came to the end of the first floor of the studio.

"Why exactly?"

Shi Can took out a key, opened the door and said to Qin Zexi, "Go in, my answer is inside."

"But we..." Shi Can took a step back and let Qin Zexi enter the room first, "I will definitely give you a complete answer."

The author has something to say: Keke, no break, no stand! 39 I can't accept you being wronged.

Chapter 39 Shi Can took a step back and let Qin Zexi enter the room first, "I will definitely give you a complete answer."

Qin Zexi was anxious in her heart, she couldn't care what was in the room.

While pushing open the door, he said to Shi Can, "Everything has been explained clearly, you and Sui Haihai got along very well in the hospital yesterday, why—" Halfway through the words, Qin Zexi froze on the spot.

He looked at the wall of the room, opened his mouth slightly, "This..." "These paintings...you know them."

When Shi Can entered the house and closed the door, he acted very carefully.

In a room of tens of square meters, several oil paintings are displayed on the four walls.

Humidity is controlled in the room, as is sunlight, to ensure the best possible preservation of the paintings.

Most of the paintings are framed and hung on the walls, and a few are displayed on tables.

There is a painting on the wall by the window covered by a white cloth, which looks very special.

Qin Zexi shifted his eyes, looked carefully, and then met Shi Can's eyes, "These paintings are all... Ding Yi's."

"And yours."

Shi Can pointed to the wall on the left, where Qin Zexi's "Lust" happened to be hung, "But now, they all belong to me."

When Shi Can's mother discovered that he was working as a nude model, she was furious and wanted to destroy all the paintings. Fortunately, Lan Li gave Shi Can the room in the studio, which saved the dispute between mother and son.

Lan Li was very generous to Shi Can, and didn't care about it at all, letting him use the room as he pleased.

Over time, Shi Can moved all the paintings in his hand, even the "Lust" he bought a few days ago, and put them here.

"You said 'forget it', what does it have to do with these paintings."

Although Ding Yi is Qin Zexi's idol, the young man's thoughts at this time are all focused on Shi Can's words, and he doesn't want to look at these works of art carefully at all, "I can't accept it, you obviously like me."

Shi Can pulled the stool aside, patted the back of the chair, and gave Qin Zexi a wink, "Sit down."

Qin Zexi took a deep breath, and then let it out slowly, forcing himself to follow Shi Can's rhythm, but his mouth was relentless, "I can't accept it, so you'd better—" Shi Can looked into Qin Zexi's eyes , interrupted him loudly, "I met my mother at my house before, and you asked me if I would be angry if you deliberately kept something from me."

Qin Zexi was taken aback for a moment, not knowing why Shi Can suddenly mentioned this, "I... I just said it out of feeling, and said it casually."

"You remember what I said."

Shi Can smiled lightly, and then said seriously: "I don't remember much of what you said... I remember this sentence because I was thinking at that time, those things you kept from me, I don't know when I'll talk it through."

Qin Zexi looked away and muttered softly, "I have nothing to hide from you."

Shi Can looked at the wall, and his eyes slowly flicked across Lin Yang's paintings.

He spoke softly, and asked Qin Zexi, "You really don't know that I am the model in Ding Yi's painting?"

"I... that me..." Qin Zexi was stunned, and did not expect Shi Can to be so straightforward, "Actually..." "Actually, you know."

Shi Can stared at Lin Yang's painting in a daze, then closed his eyes.

After a few years, Shi Can still had difficulty uttering the next words, "He used the name Ding Yi to create portraits, and I was his exclusive model.

We were lovers, and then... and then he died. "

Seeing that Qin Zexi didn't say a word, Shi Can wondered if he was surprised by this fact, "Do you know about him?" Qin Zexi's gaze included both distress for Shi Can and surprise at him being honest.

"It's ok."

Shi Can didn't want him to give an answer, so he said to himself, "Whether you know it or not, I will make it clear."

In the face of feelings, Qin Zexi has always been frank.

He has nothing to say about Shi Can's sincerity, and he also clearly faces Sui Haihai's position.

When Shi Can decided to reject him, he would naturally explain everything clearly.

No deceit, no concealment.

In Shi Can's mouth, Lin Yang is restrained and indifferent, without any warmth, and the stories related to him are also cold.

He met and fell in love with Shi Can and spent several years together.

He projected his persistence in art into the lives of the two of them, asking Shi Can to live the way he wanted.

Lin Yang's death was an accident, a car accident took his life.

A lover can never end well, and Yin and Yang are separated from each other.

Those who left were missed endlessly, while those who stayed had to bear the inescapable sadness.

After Lin Yang left, Shi Can experienced a long period of depression, and finally played in the world and met Qin Zexi.

In a few words, Shi Can explained his past with Lin Yang in the simplest way.

During this period, he paused several times, deliberately avoiding words such as "death" and "passing away".

Qin Zexi listened quietly, without saying a word.

Shi Can was not sure how much he knew, thinking about it, since he had decided to tell the whole story, there was no need to delve into it.

"I never came out.

I didn't want to forget him before, but later I found that I was trapped by him and couldn't forget him.

The Weibo you see has been used by me in recent years. "

Qin Zexi was silent for a long time before finally recovering.

He grabbed Shi Can's wrist, pulled Shi Can into his arms with all his strength, and then put his cheek against his lower abdomen, "You said before that you have wanted to find him several times in the past few years."

Shi Can let out a "huh" and thought to himself, the same thought came to him last night, "Don't worry, I'm just thinking about it."

After finishing speaking, Shi Can gently pushed Qin Zexi away, "I can't get out, and I can't continue to talk about feelings with you."

"I do not mind."

Qin Zexi met Shi Can's eyes, frowned and said urgently: "I won't ask you to forget him! Lin Yang is my idol, and I also admire him very much, so—" Shi Can smiled wryly, stretched out his hand lightly Rubbing Qin Zexi's hair, "You slipped the tongue, I never mentioned that his name is Lin Yang."

Qin Zexi became anxious for a moment, and felt that Shi Can talked about it, "Yes, I know his name is Lin Yang, and I also know that you are lovers, and I already knew he was gone, so what? It is not difficult to find out in the circle of painters, it is not a secret, and no one will deliberately hide it."

Qin Zexi raised his finger and pointed to the painting on the wall, pointing to the person in the painting, "On the first date, I confessed to you in front of "Seamas", and then you and I started playing charades, pretending to be confused.

I understand that it puts you at ease, that you don't have to worry about my feelings, that you don't feel stressed... I know it all. "

Shi Can looked at Qin Zexi and nodded, thinking that if Qin Zexi hadn't cooperated with the past drama, it wouldn't have been possible.

Shi Can thought he could see through everything, but he didn't want to just find a moment of peace in "Truman's World".

Willing to make a wish and suffer, the net that cannot escape, the calamity that traps people, Shi Can's life has not changed in the slightest.

Seeing that Shi Can was silent, Qin Zexi raised her voice and asked, "Why did you continue for so long before, why can't you stop now?" After speaking, Qin Zexi took a deep breath and said softly, "You He obviously likes me, and he really likes me."

"Yes, it's hard not to like you."

Since Qin Zexi was open and honest, Shi Can also faced it calmly, "But, I don't have the ability to pay for you."

A relationship needs to have the same mind in order to communicate with each other.

Even Sui Haihai understands such a simple truth, how could Shi Can not know?Shi Can looked into Qin Zexi's eyes and said clearly, "I could pretend to be confused with you before, because I don't care.

Not now, because I can't bear to let you treat me alone, it's too selfish. "

"I can accept."

"But I can't accept the feelings of only one party, and I can't accept you being wronged."

Shi Can turned around and walked towards the window. He reached out and lifted the white cloth on the wall, revealing the most special painting in the room to reveal the true face of Mount Lu.

"This..." Qin Zexi stared blankly at the painting on the wall, and was silent for a few seconds before recovering his voice, "Unexpectedly, the other half of "Seamas" is really similar to what I imagined.

No, it looks better than I imagined. "

"It's not the other half of Seamas.

In Lin Yang's eyes, it is not worthy of the name "Seamas". "

Shi Can walked to the painting, stretched out his hand to caress the frame, his voice and expression were inexplicably sad, "This is just a waste product discarded by Lin Yang, an extra thing he removed."

The painting on the wall is exactly the opposite of the finished "Seamas". In the painting, there is also Shi Can's shoulder and part of his jaw, but it is different from "Seamas". The painting on the wall is full of light and hope, without the slightest coldness and melancholy breath.

Qin Zexi stared at the painting in a daze, even the semi-finished product made people's heart flutter, "He discarded this part of the painting, and also wanted to remove the light from your body... right?" Shi Can was stunned, his eyes suddenly blurred, "It's what I want."

Qin Zexi can see Shi Can's knots just by looking at a painting, how could Lin Yang, who is a lover, not know.

At first, Lin Yang said, I will make you the most perfect mannequin.

He said it, and he did it.

He instilled his understanding of art into Shi Can's head, his pain, his entanglement, his twisted and stubborn coldness, all merged into Shi Can's body.

However, how could the "warmth" in Shi Can's soul be easily eliminated?However, Lin Yang's art is too extreme, and as time goes by, his own life becomes more and more painful.

Three points of enjoyment, seven points of suffering, both of them are prisoners, both imprisoned in the cage built by Lin Yang.

Lin Yang fell into a dead end, and his artistic creation suffered repeated setbacks. In the end, it was even more difficult to draw a work that he was satisfied with.

"Xiao Can, I know you are not happy.

In the past few years, I have always known. "

When Lin Yang indulged in drunkenness occasionally, he would confess to Shi Can, "Are you regretting being with me?"

Shi Can was sitting at Lin Yang's feet, holding his hand, with devout eyes, "No, never."

Shi Can put his cheek on the back of Lin Yang's hand, took a deep breath and said, "You can let yourself go, you don't have to be so stubborn..." It's ridiculous to think about it now: the words Shi Can persuaded him at the beginning were all in the After Lin Yang passed away, he listened to it all over again.

Hearing this, Qin Zexi took a deep breath, "He changed you, but he didn't want to change for you, and even made you suffer with him."

Xu Shi was suddenly rejected by Shi Can, and Qin Zexi was full of emotions and resentment, "He didn't pay for you, why can you accept such feelings? Why do you have to care about giving to each other when you face me?" Who said he didn't want to change for me."

There were tears in Shi Can's eyes, he seemed to be crying, but also seemed to be laughing, "He called me and said that we were going to the playground, going on a date, and enjoying life.

He said that I can have scars on my body in the future..." Tears slowly rolled down from the corners of his eyes, and then he kissed Shi Chan's cheeks and corners of his mouth.

To this day, when Shi Can talked about Lin Yang, there is still emotion in his voice, "He said he was willing to live again for me."

Qin Zexi listened in a daze, and it took him a long time to find his voice, "These things are all about me—" "That's right, when I first met you, I always felt that there was a connection between you and him, because you did a lot The things he mentioned, and because of reading his Weibo, he said a lot of similar things."

Shi Can took a deep breath and tried his best to control his emotions, "Later, I thought, most people's love should be like this.

I'd be surprised just because I've never experienced it.

I'm paying attention to these details only because he had a car accident while he was calling me on this call.

These contents are his last words to me, promises that can never be fulfilled. "

These few words took root in Shi Can's heart, and penetrated into his limbs along the blood.

If it's just that the ex broke up and left, at that time, Chan would just treat it as a wrong payment from the heart, and waste some years, so she won't be unable to get out.

If Lin Yang did not promise to change before his death, Chan would miss him at that time, miss him, and try his best to get rid of the traces he left behind.

But... What Lin Yang left in Shi Can's heart was the regret for a lifetime, and the future that was painful every time he thought about it.

Qin Zexi fell into silence, and only spoke after a long time, "After going through this with me, you feel guilty and sorry for him.

You wish he was doing this with you. "

It's not just guilt, it's more painful, it's an inescapable nightmare.

However, what Qin Zexi said was not entirely correct.

Shi Can looked at him and shook his head, "I never wanted you to be him.

He cannot be replaced, and you are unique.

This experience with you is my fondest memory.

Memories that belong to you and me. "

Seeing Shi Can shed tears, Qin Zexi's whole heart clenched together.

Feel sorry for him, pity him.

But in the face of Shi Can's decision to forget it, Qin Zexi was wronged and painful again.

Blame him, blame him.

Countless emotions were running around in his body, but Qin Zexi was extremely calm, and the knife hanging above his head still fell.

These days are anxious and tangled, and Shi Can's attitude is nonchalant.

Finally, it's time to come.

In a panic, Shi Can wiped away his tears, not wanting to make this "goodbye" more tragic.

After all, there is no official start between the two, and it is not even a breakup at this time.

"I am this self-abuse, trapped by Lin Yang, trapped by many things.

Even when I told you to put some distance away, I still hesitated to do it, and couldn't get out of my comfort zone. "

Shi Can couldn't help smiling wryly, coupled with the glistening tears on his cheeks, he was even more unbearable and moved, "After being trapped for so long, I finally made up my mind to make some changes."

Qin Zexi felt pain all over his body, every word he said was like a needle, not only pierced his heart, but also pierced his internal organs, between his breath, "It's a good thing that you are willing to change, but why do you want to follow me? Start here? Your mother doesn't agree with you as a model, and your change can start with trying to convince her."

Qin Zexi was young and energetic, and he didn't choose what to say, so he felt that it was inappropriate when he finished speaking, and quickly changed his words: "I didn't mean to provoke a dispute between you and your mother, I just don't understand... You said this to me, Don't you feel pain?"

Shi Can replied lightly, "It hurts."

"Then why me? Why start with me."