Who says I'm not good at work?

All work was stopped, and Shi Chan had a lot of time to go back to accompany his mother.

A few years ago, Shi Can kept things from his mother, and the two of them always kept their conversations secret. He was afraid that she would notice something strange in her heart, and she was worried that he would not be able to get over the scars of the past.

With everything exposed to each other, after the embarrassing period, Shi Chan felt a lot closer to his mother.

He admits that he occasionally has some work, and he also mentioned that not all of them are mannequins, but also some photography and sculpture work.

Facing his mother, Shi Can can always think of Qin Zexi saying that day: Your mother doesn't agree with you being a model, your change can start with trying to convince her.

In a word, a seed, Qin Zexi buried in Shi Can's heart while saying goodbye.

"Mom, besides modeling, I'm not good at other jobs."

The implication is that Shi Chan doesn't want to give up.

Mother sighed, and couldn't help frowning, "Then open a shop, or start a small business? Didn't you say before that you have some investment, and you don't need to be too stressed."

Shi Can hit a nail, the hard one.

It doesn't hurt, after all, it's a cliché.

Seeing that the conversation between the two had reached a dead end, the mother knew that she had closed the "door", so she turned her head to look at the "window".

She cleared her throat and took the initiative to ask, "How are you and that young man...how are you?"

Shi Can lowered his head to tidy up the dishes, and glanced at his mother out of the corner of his eye—she obviously didn't want Shi Can to have anything to do with any painter, but she tried her best to show her kindness.

"No contact recently, for several weeks."

After Shi Can looked away, he continued to clean up the dishes, "He is just my assistant. If there is less work, I don't need him."

Mother was startled and didn't answer immediately.

After a moment of silence, she hesitated to speak, "That young man..." "What?"

Shi Can raised his head to look at his mother, and suddenly wanted to know what Qin Zexi looked like in her eyes.

"It's nothing."

Mother shook her head and said hesitantly, "It's him who reminds me of Lin Yang."

Surprise flashed in Shi Can's eyes, and he subconsciously said, "He has nothing in common with Lin Yang, and he's not even considered a professional painter."

"No, you misunderstood, what I said is not similar."

The mother quickly explained and added, "When I found you and Lin Yang, Lin Yang stood beside you without saying a word.

Lad of the day, come up to me and put you in the back.

I think they are quite different. "

Shi Can's right hand lightly clenched his fist, and then he squeezed harder until his nails dug into his palm, causing bursts of pain.

On the day when his mother bumped into him by accident, Qin Zexi was holding his right hand.

Thinking about it now, it was still scorching hot, making his heart ache.

Not only that, the heat was long-lasting and deep, penetrating into the blood vessels along the skin, then penetrated into the bone seam, and finally broke into his heart, devouring all the cold.

It turned out that as early as that time, Shi Can's heart was completely warmed up.

After having dinner with his mother, Shi Chan cleaned up the dishes and went home.

On the way, he answered two calls.

The first call was from Lanli.

Shi Can is not in good condition these days, and Lan Li doesn't pay attention to it.

Recently, he called Shi Can every now and then, chatting aimlessly and observing Shi Can's emotions.

Tired of answering the phone, Shi Can replied, if you have any questions, just ask.

Lan Li smiled and said no, thinking that if Shi Can wanted to say something, he would naturally say it, no need to ask.

The phone rang again, probably with the same greeting.

Sure enough, Lan Li opened his mouth and asked Shi Can, how are you feeling these two days, how are you resting?Shi Can yawned, so-so.

Immediately, Lan Li said again: "The company will have a team building at the end of this month, so go out and have a lot of fun."

What does it have to do with me.

Shi Can thought for a while and replied, "Be careful and have fun."

"No, I want you to come with me."

Lan Li smiled, and added: "No matter how you say it, you are one of the investors of the studio, and the minority shareholders are also shareholders. It's not appropriate that you don't show up every time the team is built."

"Since it doesn't appear every time, it's not bad this time."

After finishing speaking, Shi Can was ready to hang up the phone.

Lan Li called him to stop, "Wait, it's actually Tian Song who wants to see you, and wants to apologize to you."

Shi Can still didn't want to go, he was not in the mood and didn't bother to move, "It's not necessary, he has nothing to do to me."

"It is necessary, he must apologize to you."

"Why did he—" "I'm in charge of this matter, and he must apologize.

That's it, I'll send you the time and place when the time comes, and then I'll pick you up. "

Lan Li spoke very quickly, and then hung up the phone directly, without giving Shi Can a chance to continue to refute.

Shi Can looked at the phone in a daze.

what's the situation? ? ?The first phone call has not figured out the flavor, and the second one came again.

It's apple.

The two hadn't seen each other since finishing the job a few months ago.

Money and goods are cleared, clean and neat.

Shi Can answered the phone, and the other party bluntly said that he wanted to find Shi Can for a job, but after contacting Qin Zexi, he got the answer that he was no longer Shi Can's assistant.

Apple didn't think there was a gap between the two of them, it just thought that work and life were separated, "It's useless to find him, I'll come to you directly."

"I haven't had a modeling job in a while."

Apple quickly explained, "I'm not looking for you to be a model this time, but for another job."

A few words on the phone were unclear, and Apple said that it would first send the relevant information to Shi Can, and then reply after Shi Can had read it.

When Shi Can came home, he entered the door and turned on the light.

The air is cold and the heart is empty.

Qin Zexi obviously left, but Shi Can always had the illusion that he would appear in the next second.

Not only that, all kinds of people around him reminded Shi Can of Qin Zexi in different ways.

Shi Can sighed, this person's sense of existence did not decrease due to the passage of time, on the contrary, it became clearer.

The mobile phone suddenly heard a vibrating notification sound, which was sent by the most popular live broadcast app "Castle" on the entire network.

The anchor that Shi Can follows will be live broadcasting soon.

Why did you forget to unsubscribe?When Shi Can clicked on the APP, the first thing that came into view was the whole site tipping broadcast: @S gave @小M four castles*!Shi Can glanced at it, thinking that it would be interesting to have the IDs of these two people together.

He didn't stop his eyes much, and then clicked on his homepage and entered the live broadcast room of the anchor.

Qin Zexi used the live broadcast software as an online math teacher to analyze some obscure math problems and let students understand them in an easy-to-understand way.

Qin Zexi's courses are completely free. According to his own words, "I want to show the charm of numbers to everyone."

Shi Can got along with Qin Zexi for several months, never knowing that he used his spare time as a teacher until Sui Haihai mentioned it in the hospital.

Shi Can said goodbye to Qin Zexi, but couldn't help but want to see what Qin Zexi would look like without the label of "painter"?The content of today's live course is about "least squares", "generalized inverse matrix", and some concepts that I can't even remember the names.

When Shi Can said something to Qin Zexi, he didn't like it very much, and his eyes kept wandering behind him.

The layout of a person's room determines his lifestyle. The background of Qin Zexi's live broadcast is very fixed, which is his bedroom.

A guitar hangs on the wall behind him, along with several game posters.

Shi Can knows that he can play the guitar, but he doesn't know that like other young people of his age, he likes to play shooting games.

Not only that, when the two get along, Qin Zexi reads "Jane Eyre" and recites modern poems, full of the romantic color of an artist.

Shi Can thought that his usual leisure time was reading world classics, but he didn't expect that the entire wall in Qin Zexi's room was made into a bookshelf, displaying all kinds of models and figures, from Japanese anime to Hollywood Marvel. The shadow of a book.

Qin Zexi's live class uses dual-screen display, the computer screen deduces mathematical formulas, and his image is placed in the corner of the screen.

The popularity of the live broadcast room is good, among them are some students who have been listening to him in class, and some "face fans" who just came to see him.

It is said that when Qin Zexi first broadcast live classes, he only shared the screen of pushing mathematical formulas.

Once an operation error caused a real person to accidentally enter the scene, and then got out of hand, and attracted a lot of tickets to see the boys and girls of the little brother.

These things are all in the past tense, so it is naturally impossible for Shi Can to know.

However, there are always old fans who like "popular science" in the live comments. Shi Can has watched it a lot, and pieced together a "picture scroll" bit by bit.

This feeling is very interesting. Shi Can once thought that Qin Zexi's life revolved around him, but the current "picture scroll" has nothing to do with him.

It's like a parallel world, like a complete stranger.

Every time he watched his live broadcast, Shi Can's heart would be haunted by a sense of depression—not to mention Sui Haihai in the hospital, maybe those people who are separated from the screen know better than Shi Can what Qin Zexi looks like in life.

Of course, the emotion of "decline" is fleeting, like a turbulent tide receding, and a huge blank in the heart is exposed.

Whether it is the past mentioned by the bar owner, the details mentioned by the mother, or Shi Can's secret peeps every week, all of these are like medicine, it is Gu: using the three words "Qin Zexi" as a quotation, Momentary pain relief.

I thought that saying "forget it" would relieve the entanglement and guilt in my heart, but I didn't expect to add more intense sadness and longing.

Every minute, every second, Qin Zexi's shadow was in Shi Can's thoughts, as if possessed by a demon.

Shi Can took a deep breath, and silently clicked the "X" in the upper right corner of the live broadcast room.

He hesitated for a moment, and finally kept the app's message push.

Next time, cancel next time.

No, next time.

... Lan Li called to inform the group building schedule, and within two days, Shi Can completely forgot about it.

As the end of the month approached, Lan Li called again to emphasize that on the day of departure, he drove to Shi Can downstairs early in the morning.

"If Tian Song wants to apologize, he doesn't have to wait until now.

So, why do I go to team building? "

Shi Can stood at the door of the bedroom and yawned, while Lan Li helped him pack some clothes, "Because you need to socialize."

They come, the security.

Shi Can knew that his friend was worried about his state, so he nodded in agreement, "Okay, let me call my mom later in the car, so she won't worry."

"You have been obedient, I don't even have to run around to pick you up."

"What about the rest of the studio, how do you get there?" "We rented several buses.

You are an object of special care, and I will pick you up and drop you off in person. "

The group was built for three days and two nights, and the destination was the national-level scenic spot "Bamboo Sea Pine Forest" located [-] kilometers away from the city.

Lan got out of the car, Shi Canwo took a nap in the co-pilot.

The two arrived at their destination before lunch, and as soon as they entered the mountain, they found dark clouds over their heads.

When Shi Can opened the car window, the oncoming water vapor said, "It looks like it's going to rain heavily, so we may not be able to do outdoor activities."

Lan Li said in a low voice that it was disappointing, and then stopped the car, and said: "Fortunately, the people who planned the team building this time arranged a lot of indoor activities."

Shi Can packed up his things and got out of the car, "It's quite prescient."

"People are preparing with both hands."

Shi Can yawned, not looking forward to it at all, "It's not easy to have such capable people in your studio."

"you do not say."

After locking the car, Lan Li came to Shi Can's side, and added with a smile, "The team building was arranged by Xiao Qin, and I always praised him."

Shi Can was taken aback for a moment, thinking that the enemy's spies appeared beside him.

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