Who says I'm not good at work?

The incident happened so suddenly, Shi Can was inevitably a little embarrassed when he saw Sui Haihai.

Fortunately, Sui Haihai has an outgoing personality, and a few words broke the distance between the two, "I'm sorry to disturb you."

Shi Can shook his head and replied, "It's okay."

When I saw Sui Haihai last time, she had a bad complexion and looked haggard.

Goodbye this time, I am not as energetic as before.

She kept smiling when she spoke, but her voice was breathless and breathless.

Sui Haihai pretended to be cheerful, which made people sad, but she herself was in a good mood, as if it was enough to leave the hospital.

"Both of you, get out your phones."

In order to ease the atmosphere, Qin Zexi cleared his throat and said, "Transfer 200 yuan per person.

Come to live at my house, so I have to sleep on the sofa, is there any reason? "

Shi Can rolled his eyes at him in his heart, and lowered his head to take out his phone.

Before the money could be transferred, Sui Haihai was keenly aware of the important point, "Aren't you two reconciled, why don't you sleep in the same bed? Why do you sleep on the sofa.

Maybe it's because I'm here, so you deliberately slept on the sofa to show me. "

Which pot does not open which pot.

Qin Zexi is not in a relationship, is he going through a catastrophe, or is it the kind that doesn't match all the "time", "geography" and "human harmony".

"If I say sleep on the sofa, I will sleep on the sofa. I like to sleep, but I think the bed is too soft and uncomfortable, okay? Be your princess well, where there are so many questions, why are you a hundred thousand?"

Sui Haihai was taken aback, "I just said a word, you are like a fighter jet, with bumps and bumps, endless."

"Okay, transfer the money to me!" Qin Zexi held the QR code in front of Sui Haihai's eyes, "Then hurry up to take a shower and sleep, and take you back to the hospital tomorrow morning."

The money was transferred, and the princess got up to take a bath.

Qin Zexi watched her walk into the bathroom, and then said to Shi Can, "You also have to listen to me and transfer the money."

"Why didn't I realize you were so picky before."

When Shi Can transferred the money to him, he did not forget to leave a note: The service is not in place and the work is not good.

Ding dong, check in.

Qin Zexi glanced at it, lowered his voice and muttered deliberately, his eyes were full of the arrogance and arrogance unique to the little wolf dog, "You don't even think about the days when we both listen to each other now, and expect to 'reach out for clothes and open our mouths for food'.

I formally inform you that you have lost your small heater and padded jacket.

From now on, you have to ask me when we meet, you have to take the initiative when we talk, and you have to pay no matter what we do, and you have to form a habit.

Do you understand. "

Shi Can looked at Qin Zexi, but said nothing.

"Ask you, do you understand?"

"okay."

What can Shi Can say, besides the word "know", what else can he answer.

In an apartment with three bedrooms and one living room, with an usable area of ​​more than 100 square meters, Qin Zexi was abruptly "squeezed" onto the sofa.

It was too hard, and it was so painful.

Qin Zexi turned back and forth, tossing and tossing until midnight before finally falling asleep.

A few hours later, the alarm rang again.

Qin Zexi rubbed his temples and stood up, yawning while preparing breakfast.

The three of them went out together, and their destinations were all hospitals.

Everyone, the night of ups and downs is finally over.

The operation went well, and the rest is rest and recovery.

The job that Shi Can promised Apple earlier should have started, but it was postponed due to his mother's illness.

In the next few days, Chen Qiu was hospitalized and recovered, while Shi Can worked for a few hours a day, trying to ensure that neither side would be delayed.

During the last collaboration, Apple and Shi Can chatted about the living conditions of nude models.

Shi Can gave a brief introduction, and at the same time admitted that most of the models do not have the support of their families or the recognition of the society, which is quite difficult.

The speaker has no intention, the listener has the heart.

Apple then worked with a few more mannequins, eventually deciding to make a documentary about the nude models.

After browsing the information, Shi Can accepted it.

When the filming started, Shi Chan entered the state of running on both sides.

He has a fixed time. He comes to the hospital to see his mother in the morning, then goes to work, and returns to the hospital before dinner.

The day before his mother was discharged from the hospital, Shi Can came back a few hours early to discuss the details of Chen Qiu's follow-up review with the attending doctor.

The doctor first browsed through the various reports, and then explained Shi Chan's precautions.

Coming out of the doctor's office, Shi Can walked to the door of his mother's ward, and suddenly heard a voice coming from the door: "Auntie, your facial features are very distinctive.

Three courts and five eyes must be very photogenic. "

Shi Can was taken aback, it was... Qin Zexi?He turned his head and glanced into the room along the crack of the door, and saw his mother half lying on the hospital bed, and Qin Zexi moved a chair and sat opposite to his mother, drawing on a sketchbook with a brush.

"Teacher Shi grows up with you."

While starting to write, Qin Zexi said to Chen Qiu, "Auntie, we usually practice sketching in the Academy of Fine Arts.

Teacher Shi often acts as a model for us. "

"He... isn't he all..." The mother hesitated to speak, unable to say words such as "undress" or "naked".

Qin Zexi understood it, and explained with a smile: "Did Teacher Shi not tell you carefully? There are many different types of jobs for mannequins, and most of them are very hard. You can't move for a long time in one position.

You see those art pieces for sale, most painters have a selection of models.

Temperament, figure, and all aspects have to be right, which is not easy. "

Chen Qiu thought for a while and said, "I know what you mean by visiting me these few days. You want to persuade me that I accept Shi Can's... career, and that I can allow him to be a model again."

Chen Qiu disagreed, it was a matter of years and months.

At the beginning, Shi Can had a head-on confrontation with her, and the quarrel hurt both sides, and the relationship once fell to the extreme cold.

Later, in order to avoid confrontation, Shi Can lied in a roundabout way.

This behavior seems to be quite clever, but in fact it deceives others and eventually deceives oneself. The problem is still there.

Participating in the filming of documentaries these days, Shi Can did not mention the details, but only said that it was related to the film and television industry.

Seeing that Shi Chan was with him all day long, his mother had no doubts about the shooting schedule.

This is all right.

Chen Qiu's attitude was very clear, and he didn't change when facing Qin Zexi, "There are so many professions you can do, why do you have to do such a thing."

"Auntie, don't get me wrong, I'm not here to persuade you.

My friend is hospitalized upstairs, and I just dropped in to see you. "

Qin Zexi looked up at Chen Qiu, shook his head quickly, his eyes were full of sincerity, "In our circle, many family members of model teachers don't quite understand.

All the achievements of a work belong to the painter, but only the right model can make the painter and the painting.

In this regard, I am very grateful to those modeling teachers who are opposed by their families but continue to engage in this industry. "

Chen Qiu didn't expect Qin Zexi to say this, and replied a little surprised, "Shi Can...he didn't tell me this."

"Teacher Shi will definitely not say, how can he praise himself to you.

But if I don't praise him as the one who holds the paintbrush, then who else can. "

Qin Zexi was silent for a while, then added with a smile, "Of course, there are some painters who don't think the same way as me.

I can't control others, but I think Teacher Shi is very dedicated, has high demands on himself, and has a very good professionalism. "

Shi Can stood at the door and listened quietly, with countless thoughts in his heart.

Warmth, touch, and emotions are beyond words.

Qin Zexi kept saying that it would not be the same as before, but there was nothing missing from what should be done and what could be done.

Every word he uttered was like a hot spring for washing the soul, washing away exhaustion in one go.

Facing Chen Qiu, although Qin Zexi denied that he had any intention of persuading him, his words were full of praise for Shi Can's career.

Shi Can can hear the voice-over, so naturally Chen Qiu can too.

She cleared her throat and said resistingly, "Aren't you trying to persuade me now?"

"Not really."

Qin Zexi smiled, "I just want to say, Auntie, you are also a very good model."

After finishing speaking, he turned the drawing board over and showed Chen Qiu the sketch he had just completed, "Auntie, look, when you were talking about Teacher Shi, your eyes had light.

This "color" is captured by the brush, and it is a perfect painting... Teacher Shi, like you, can always bring new ideas to painters. "

Reaching out and not hitting the smiling person, Qin Zexi was always talking and smiling, and Chen Qiu was not easy to say harsh words.

Besides, Qin Zexi's paintings are so beautiful and moving, Chen Qiu likes them very much after taking a look at them, and the words in his stomach are gone in no time.

"Auntie has worked hard for you, in order to cooperate with me, I can't make big moves for a long time.

You have a good rest, I will go back first.

See you later. "

Hearing that Qin Zexi was leaving, Shi Can quickly grasped the case in his hand.

He pushed the door open and entered the room, wanting to meet Qin Zexi face to face.

That kind of "thought" is very strong, wantonly growing in every cell of Shi Can.

Qin Zexi heard the sound of the door being pushed, and then looked at Shi Can, "What a coincidence, I'm leaving just now."

"Thank you for visiting my mother."

Shi Can nodded, "I'll see you off."

"No, I'll go upstairs to see Princess Sui."

Qin Zexi's footsteps did not stop, but his arms and shoulders brushed slightly against Shi Can, "You still want to send me to the elevator entrance."

Shi Can stopped and followed Qin Zexi's instructions.

Very instinctive, very natural.

After a while, Shi Can raised his heels and went out.

He caught up with Qin Zexi and asked, "How are you doing?"

Qin Zexi shrugged, "It's the same as usual, nothing changed."

"That……"

Qin Zexi pressed the elevator, looked at the number that gradually decreased, "What."

"Nothing, just want to thank you."

Qin Zexi frowned, "Didn't I say that in the ward just now?"

Shi Can nodded, and suddenly realized that it was really difficult to find something to say, "I'll treat you to dinner later when I'm free.

How about it. "

Qin Zexi thought for a while, "It depends on the time, I want to spend more time with the princess recently."

"How about I find time to visit Sui Haihai."

Qin Zexi deliberately made things difficult for Shi Can, "What do you think she is doing?"

"I……"

When the elevator arrived, Qin Zexi smiled, "Then it depends on the situation."

"it is good."

Qin Zexi left, and Shi Can returned to the ward.

Hearing the sound, Chen Qiu hurriedly stuffed the painting in his hand into a drawer beside him.

Shi Can was stunned for a moment, and took the initiative to say, "What are you hiding?"

"He comes here all the time these days."

Chen Qiu took out several sketches from the drawer, all of which were left by Qin Zexi, "At first I thought he was looking for you, but he said he wanted me to...be a model for him.

I refused, he was very stubborn, he sat down and began to draw..."

After the operation, the mother's speech is not as strong as before, and she hopes to get along with Shi Can in harmony.

Shi Can helped her pack her things, and added with a "hmm", "He has a friend upstairs who is hospitalized, so let's drop by."

Misunderstanding often stems from a lack of the whole picture.

Qin Zexi didn't play tricks, but actually let Chen Qiu experience the feeling of being a model, which can be regarded as paving the way for Shi Can.

Even if the mother can't let go of this profession in the end, at least she knows a little more, and she has more opportunities.

"Are you and him completely broken?"

The mother looked at Shi Can, thought for a while, and said, "This child seems to be okay, he cares about you, and he is... easier to get along with."

Mother used the word "geng" to compare Qin Zexi with Lin Yang.

Back then when Lin Yang met his mother, he always kept silent a few times, unlike Qin Zexi who was as knowledgeable as Qin Zexi, and even less like him who was eloquent.

Of course, mother can praise Qin Zexi like this, not because she is so satisfied with him, but because of the lesser of two evils.

Since Shi Can's liking for men can't be changed, it's better to have a living person by his side than an old love that he always thinks can't come back.

The mother's embarrassment is written in the eyes and preserved in the voice.

"Don't think too much about it."

Shi Can poured a glass of water for her, and couldn't help but look at the painting left by Qin Zexi.

I like it, it's really good-looking, and it portrays the emotions in the mother's eyebrows and eyes.

To be able to create such a work, the painter must have used all his thoughts to observe.

Carefully, clearly.

Why do you have to be a mannequin.

Over the years, my mother has asked more than once.

Because Shi Chan likes it, because it is an expression of art.

But Shi Can also has a deeper reason in his heart, which is more personal.

Shi Can has lived in the disputes between his parents since he was a child, and his sense of existence is very low, like an invisible woman.

Shi Can felt that after closing his mouth and covering his ears, he would not be able to hear those discordant voices.

Later, he went to school and practiced long-distance running. Although Shi Can had an outstanding appearance, he had already developed a temperament that was not very talkative.

When he first became Lin Yang's model, Shi Can was swept away by shame, and couldn't find his status no matter what.

Lin Yang took him to a friend's studio to study, and Shi Can's performance improved, but it was still not satisfactory.

"What the hell is the problem?"

Lin Yang put down his brush, and stared at Shi Can with a pair of tricks.

"sorry."

Shi Can didn't dare to look at him, cleared his throat and said, "Let's start over, I'll adjust it myself."

Lin Yang didn't move, as if he had seen through Shi Can.

He put down his paintbrush and neatly unbuttoned his jacket, followed by his trousers.

Shi Can's cheeks turned red in an instant, "You...how do you..."

The two faced each other naked, Lin Yang asked, "I dare to look at you, why don't you dare to look at me."

"I……"

"look at me."

On that day, at that moment, the sunlight hit Shi Can's arm through the gap in the curtain.

Suddenly there was a throbbing in his heart, this feeling was... being seen.

Lin Yang's gaze is sharp and hot, it only took Shi Can a second to fall in love with the feeling of "being seen".

He is not an invisible and silent third person in the family, nor is he a sports student who earnestly trains without character in the school. He is seen by Lin Yang and becomes a unique existence.

After that day, a certain switch in Shi Can's body was flipped, and his condition became better and better.

He found himself through Lin Yang's gaze, and for many years he fell in love with the profession of mannequin.

Qin Zexi also has the same vision.

This is the deja vu* that Shi Can found in his sight when we met in the bar.

Not only that, Qin Zexi is even worse than Lin Yang under the impetus of the previous marriage.

He looked at Shi Can with his eyes, and also looked at him with his heart——

Look at Shican's body, look at Shican's nature, and look at Shican's soul.

Why did Shi Can take over the filming of the documentary?

For the general public, not to be accepted by the society, but to be more tolerant and understanding.

Personally, Si Chan wanted a chance to explain himself.

"Mom, every time it is mentioned that I am a mannequin these years, we either quarrel or have a cold war."

Shi Can bowed his head to pack things for his mother, preparing to leave the hospital.

He sorted out Qin Zexi's paintings one by one, and put them in the book, "It's because I didn't communicate with you seriously, and I didn't even let you understand my thoughts."

It's not entirely Shi Can's fault. Faced with his mother's intense emotions, Shi Can couldn't say a lot.

Freezing three feet does not happen in a day. The estrangement between Shi Can and his mother is caused by many reasons, so it is even more difficult to find a solution.

The mother looked at Shi Can when she heard the sound, not understanding what he meant.

"The so-called film and television shooting is a documentary about mannequins.

You just had an operation a few days ago, I didn't tell you because I was afraid of your emotional ups and downs.

This type of documentary will change the voice code, so you don't have to worry about me being recognized by others. "

Shi Can met his mother's eyes, and said, "After the editing is finished, I will show it to you first, and there are some of my thoughts in it.

In person, I really don't know what to say. "

"You think I'll change my mind after reading it?"

Shi Can shook his head, "We shouldn't have been estranged because of this matter, or even become incompatible.

no need.

After you read it, you understand my thoughts, and I will also consider your opinions, maybe we can find some consensus.

For example, I don't take jobs in commercial studios, or I only take partial models.

In any case, we can find a way to ease the situation. "

Mother is surprised when she realizes that Shi Chan wants to solve the problem.

After a long silence, she nodded and couldn't help asking, "Why are you mentioning this now?"

Because someone once said: It's good that you are willing to change, but why start with me?Your mother doesn't approve of you being a model, and your change can start with her trying to convince her.

These words have been echoing in Shi Can's chest, each time causing ripples and waves.

Mother pressed, a little worried, "Did something happen to you?"

Shi Can smiled, "It's nothing special, it just happened to be a documentary opportunity."

Nothing special, just that the seed Qin Zexi left in Shi Can's heart has germinated.