Who says I'm not good at work?

"I even tried to imitate his writing style to prove that it wasn't for me, that I was different from him.

It took me a long time to reconcile with 'him'.

Or rather, it took a long time to reconcile with myself. "

Qin Zexi was lying on the bed, while Shi Can was lying on top of him.

While the two were kissing, Qin Zexi talked about the past, "Thinking about it now, I was so naive back then."

"It's naive now too."

Shi Can carefully licked his lips, nourishing them with saliva.

He put his fingers into Qin Zexi's hair, kneaded it back and forth, and gestured to comfort him, "I was lying on the sofa just now, shocked, confused, and in a daze, with many words lingering in my chest, I don't know what to say.

Among countless emotions, the deepest one is fear. "

"What are you afraid of?"

Qin Zexi stroked Shi Can's back, and slid along his spine to his buttocks and thighs.

Shi Can pushed his tongue into Qin Zexi's mouth, sucking back and forth, "I'm afraid, you don't really love me.

I was in a mess just now and didn't know what to do.

Lying on the sofa and listening to you say so much, I feel sorry for you and take pity on you.

But at the same time, I can only think about one thing, that is, I think your love for me comes from Lin Yang, and I'm afraid you feel that you are accomplishing something for him.

I recalled a lot of details about the relationship between you and me, I am afraid of our current love..."

"No."

Before finishing speaking, Qin Zexi pinched his waist and turned over, pressed his whole body into his arms and kissed him fiercely, "Our love is real and belongs only to us."

Qin Zexi said, "You helped me reach a settlement."

That day, Qin Zexi decided to visit Shi Can for the first time after the operation.

Sui Haihai murmured and cursed in his ear for a long time, but Qin Zexi finally took the first step, finding a way to find Shi Can's work schedule.

That day, Shi Can took a private studio class and acted as a model for a dozen students.

Qin Zexi went to the studio, looking at the works for sale in the studio, while waiting for Shi Can to finish class.

For two hours, Qin Zexi's palms were sweaty.

nervous.

At the end of the class, a group of students left first, followed by Shi Can, "You are wearing a peaked cap and a loose coat.

I couldn't see your face clearly, but I recognized you in an instant. "

Qin Zexi followed Shi Can out of the studio and followed him to the parking lot, "You passed by a couple on the road, you let them pass, and then took a look at them."

There are scars in the eyes, envy, distance, and indifference.

Finally, Shi Can gave them a slight smile, turned and left.

For Qin Zexi, "reconciliation" is a matter of that moment, "I remembered seeing you in front of "Seamas", and you were laughing too.

It was a completely different smile, but equally real.

My love for you is close to what I believe in when I am sick, and it is too real to be replaced by other people's feelings. "

Qin Zexi hugged Shi Can, and continued to mutter in a low voice, "After that day, when I think of you and see you, I still feel distressed and faintly sad.

It is the same even now.

But since then, I have never dreamed of confronting Lin Yang, nor have I been confused by him. "

Qin Zexi once thought, what restrained him during that time was the remaining will in his heart, or himself?

The answer doesn't matter, after all he found the outlet, "You've always been in my life, at every stage.

You are more important to me than you think. "

"You too."

Shi Can buried his cheeks in Qin Zexi's arms, took a deep breath, and filled his lungs with his smell: "You asked me before why you suddenly decided to communicate with my mother."

Qin Zexi let out a "hmm", then unbuttoned his pajamas, licked* the base of his ear, "I remember."

"because of you.

Because the day I said 'forget it' to you, you angrily asked why I wanted to change why I didn't start with my relationship with my mother. "

Shi Can raised his arm and pushed Qin Zexi to lie flat.

He took off the clothes on his body, then lay on his chest, quietly listening to the sound of his heartbeat.

Plop, plop, plop...

Shi Can breathed a sigh of relief, and his heart was full of magnificent emotions, which echoed the sound of a heartbeat full of vitality.

Hearing Qin Zexi's voice, Shi Can said slowly, "I think you're right, I should do this.

I want to listen to you and want to make changes as you dictate. "

People are interesting and stubborn creatures, and once a character is formed, it is difficult to change it.

After several twists and turns, Shi Can finally broke free from Lin Yang's shackles, but when he fell in love with Qin Zexi, he couldn't help wanting to be bound by thorns, dominated by his words, and occupy his entire soul with his aggressive vitality. .

That is the culmination of pleasure, the longest orgasm.

Probably, this is Shi Can's way of interpreting "love", and Qin Zexi let him discover that he still has such ability to love someone, "Qin Zexi, in front of me, you can be unscrupulous, you can be superior*.

It's what I allow, it's what I want. "

"You remember what I said."

Qin Zexi squeezed his chin, and gently raised his cheek, "I can't bear to treat you like this."

It was late at night, and the conversation between lovers was delicate and full of lust.

They confided in each other over the revelation of their secrets, both discreetly and passionately.

"Actually, I've considered that when I appear in front of you, I don't mention the name 'Lin Yang' at all."

Qin Zexi held Shi Can's cheeks, gently smoothed the hair on his forehead, and then kissed the corners of his eyes, "But I gave up this idea soon.

I want to show you my true self. When I was sick, I resonated with Lin Yang's paintings, which is a part of me.

Secondly, I have collected so many paintings, those are his traces left in this world, I am reluctant to bury them.

Most importantly, if I don't take the initiative to tell you about Lin Yang, you may never open your mind to me. "

Shi Can closed his eyes, enjoying Qin Zexi doing whatever he wanted on him.

His fingers brushed his chest, his lips brushed his neck, and his restless little friend was eager to try.

Shi Can swallowed, and couldn't help thinking——

If Qin Zexi had deliberately concealed Lin Yang's traces, then Chan would not have taken the initiative to tell him about it.

Come and go, it is absolutely impossible to have the so-called common memory, let alone love him because of trust and fit.

If Shican discovered all this after first meeting Qin Zexi, I am afraid that Shican will not have time to appreciate the difference between the two, and will not be able to help but regard him as the continuation of Lin Yang's life, and start a more lost sin. edge.

If Shi Can didn't face up to his love, and didn't wait for him to bid farewell to Lin Yang, then this heart would definitely become the most powerful pusher, casting walls around Shi Can, with no way forward and no way back.

No moment is like this moment, and with so many details, even if they are "wrong" by a little bit, neither of them can reach this point.

"You are my destiny."

Shi Can said it over and over again, full of gratitude and emotion.

"But you," Qin Zexi said, "you are what I forced."

In the house, they complained to each other overnight, but outside the house there were parents who disagreed.

When Shi Can accidentally heard the "little" secret, Qin Zexi was worried and dared not let him go, so he impulsively dragged him into the room.

The lingering moment is refreshing, and the crematorium dawns.

It took a lot of effort to open the door of this room.

"If my mother says something unpleasant later, don't mind."

Qin Zexi took a shower and came out of the bathroom, yawning while wiping her hair.

Shi Can sat on the bed, his eyes were bloodshot, and he looked like he hadn't slept well.

I didn't fall asleep until after four o'clock in the middle of the night, and I woke up within a few hours. Can I sleep well?

"Your mother clearly disagrees, but she is still willing to let me stay for one night, all because of you.

For your sake, she won't speak harshly to me. "

Shi Can comforted Qin Zexi, thought for a while and said, "It's me who rashly appeared at your door last night, so I should take the initiative to apologize."

"How do you apologize and tell my mother that you came to elope with me?"

Qin Zexi found clean clothes from the closet, put them on, and then planned to say: "My father should leave at this time, leaving me alone to deal with my mother, then I can only use my housekeeping skills."

"What is it."

"Cheating."

Qin Zexi raised his eyebrows, and said in a quivering voice, "Just watch me for a while."

"What about your father, doesn't he agree too?"

Shi Can got up and sorted his clothes, ready to go out with Qin Zexi.

"You don't know, the internal affairs of our family are mainly decided by my mother.

This time, I feel that my mother's objection is more obvious. You see, my father's attitude relaxed when he saw you last night.

He follows me and is strictly controlled by his wife. "

After finishing speaking, Qin Zexi suddenly felt something was wrong, "Wrong, I will follow my father."

Fine.

Shi Can glanced at him, then walked towards the door.

"Wait, wait, wait."

Qin Zexi quickly grabbed him, "Let me build it in my heart."

How do you say that?The giant of language, the hummingbird of action.

Even an ugly daughter-in-law has to see her parents-in-law, not to mention Shi Can who looks like jade.

The two wrote ink for a while, finally mustered up the courage, and both came to the mother.

"Auntie, I'm sorry to disturb you last night."

Shi Can took the initiative to speak, and then explained: "I came to him just to talk to him, but I didn't expect to disturb you and uncle."

"Mom, he and I, we..."

Before Qin Zexi finished speaking, Shi Can took the initiative to interrupt him, "Auntie, I accidentally overheard the conversation between you and Qin Zexi, so I know that you disagree with us.

Actually, my mom doesn't really approve of me being with men either.

It's been years, and now she's just barely accepting it. "

Shi Can said a lot of things in one breath, all of which were from the heart without careful consideration.

"As children, it is unfilial for us to let our parents worry about us like this.

It's just that Qin Zexi chose me and is willing to confess everything for me and my parents, so I can't let him down.

No matter what, I will stand by his side. If he doesn't give up, I won't give up either. If he wants to give up one day, then I will do my best to keep him. "

"I cannot deny any of the 'difficulties' you mentioned yesterday.

I won't hide it from you, I'm a mannequin by trade and my mother was very resistant.

For me, every day is like living with disapproval from all over the world.

I understand that feeling very well, and I don't want Qin Zexi to experience similar feelings.

But 'love him' is the most important thing in my heart at the moment, more important than all others.

Therefore, I will bear everything with him in the future. "

"Qin Zexi said that by my side he can forget the fear and pessimism caused by hidden dangers in his body.

By his side, I can get the trust and empathy that I can't find in any corner of the world.

When I'm with him, it's always possible.

Therefore, we all cherish it very much, and hope that you can consider giving us some support. "

Qin Zexi stood aside and listened, eyes full of surprise and emotion.

Unexpectedly, Shi Can would take the initiative to stand in front of Qin Zexi, and take the responsibility of the two of them like the head of the family.

Qin Zexi opened his mouth slightly, but didn't dare to say a word. He felt that he was not as powerful as Shi Can, and felt that hiding behind Shi Can was safe and warm.

"Mom, he said exactly what I wanted to say."

Qin Zexi walked up to his mother and said coquettishly, "You see how pitiful I am, can you please stop objecting."

Mother was silent, looked at Shi Can, then looked at her own word "not angry", paused for a long time before uttering two words, "No way."

"Why can't it work?" Qin Zexi grabbed his mother's arm, then lowered his head and leaned on her shoulder, "It's a certain percentage.

30.00%? "

The mother frowned at him, and there was nothing she could do about him.

Qin Zexi changed his words: "40.00%."

Mother shook her head, "No."

"That 50.00%.

Otherwise, sixty, seventy, 75, no more. "

Finally, the mother sighed, "95."

"it is good."

Qin Zexi nodded quickly, "Then you agree with 5.00%."