Occasional ABO

The Yuelao Temple was buzzing with people, but Bai Zhijing felt that it was eerily quiet.

The promise never gave him the slightest response, neither words nor actions.

Bai Zhijing stared at the second button of Xu Xu's shirt from top to bottom, all he could detect was Xu Xu's breathing that gradually increased.

—Is he angry?What did I say wrong?Or am I too impulsive and impolite, with so many people around, does he feel ashamed?

Bai Zhijing considers himself a mature alpha male who has experienced a lot of troubles. He was dragged onto the rostrum in the first year of junior high school and made a review in front of thousands of people; My son was stung and turned into a steamed bun; in the third year of junior high school, on the way to school, I met a father who beat the child in the street. He thought it was a human trafficker, so he beat up the father and took the child to the police station to call the police. This is an oolong incident. Later, it was even published in the Capital Morning Post... He has done a lot of embarrassing things, but he has never been so nervous as he is now.

"Bai Zhijing," Xu Xu finally spoke after waiting for an unknown amount of time, his voice was dry and harsh, as if it was forced out of his throat, "Do you know what you are talking about?"

Like a heavy boulder hitting his chest with a "boom", Bai Zhijing's heart sank heavily, and his ten fingers unconsciously shrunk together.

It's over, the promise's voice is cold, the promise also called his full name, the promise also said that he was talking nonsense...

Thousands of thoughts flashed through his mind in an instant, anxiety and uneasiness prevailed, and he suddenly began to regret it.

If the promise only treats him as a younger brother, once he said this, how would the promise face him?

From now on, he can no longer go wild in Old Jiang Hutong, and he can no longer use promises as emergency hormone packs when fighting in groups, and he can no longer share a bed with promises to sleep, and no one will give him lectures to wipe his face... ...

"I know," Bai Zhijing couldn't stand it just thinking about it, one hand subconsciously grabbed the hem of Xu's shirt, his fingertips were trembling, "I wrote it, I wrote it on paper!"

With his other hand, he hurriedly raised the red paper, and there were two large characters written in black pen - promise.

"If you think I'm not smart enough to speak, don't tell me I'm not smart enough to write either." Bai Zhijing's breath tightened a little bit, eager to prove himself, "My handwriting is ugly, I wrote it seriously, and I counted Written with strokes, seven strokes for 'ying' and six strokes for 'xu', I wrote it very carefully, I didn't count wrong, it's true..."

The more he talked, the more anxious he became, and at the end he even became incoherent: "I know how many paintings you have, so you can't like me..."

Xu Xu seemed to take a deep breath, Bai Zhijing couldn't care less, snatched the red paper clutched in Xu Xu's hand, took it apart repeatedly, and then froze in place——

empty?

There was only one circle on that piece of paper, and no name was written on the promise.

It took Bai Zhijing a few seconds to realize that although the promise didn't write about him, luckily the promise didn't write about anyone else either!

The string that was bouncing in his mind finally loosened a little, and he couldn't help holding up the palm of the promise, his eyes were shining brightly, his volume was very low but his excitement was hard to hide: "You didn't write anything, why are you still hanging it on the tree?" Well, isn’t this lying to the gods? It’s more of a burden for Yuelao! He is also a civil servant with a dead salary, so hang up after you like me too. If you don’t like me today, then you may like me tomorrow Maybe it's the day after tomorrow or the day after tomorrow..."

Xu Xu raised his head, closed his eyes tightly, and the rolling up and down of his Adam's apple was very clear because of this posture of raising his neck.

In October, the maple leaves in the capital are in full bloom. The Yuelao Temple is backed by a mountain, and above it is a stretch of maple forest. The light cast by the sun seems to be crimson, like Bai Zhijing's red eye circles and hot earlobe.

"I will still treat you well, tomorrow I will treat you even better, every day is better than yesterday," Bai Zhijing was a little shy, "promise promise promise Xiao Xu, I knew you would not like other people because no one treats you better than me..."

He was really a silly boy, he was only immersed in his conflicting emotions mixed with bitterness and joy, completely unaware of Xu Xu's forbearance and restraint at this time, did not notice the blue veins on Xu Xu's forehead, and did not pay attention to Xu Xu's violent chest heaving , The fingers that didn't see the promise pinched deeply into the palm of the hand.

"Don't be stressed," Bai Zhijing saw that Xu Xu was still silent, pursed his lips lightly, and said solemnly, "If you really don't like me in the future, it's fine, I'll still treat you well, and I will always I am nice to you. I am not nice to you because I want you to like me, but because I am nice to you."

After finishing speaking, he took a small step back, took a big step forward, and opened his arms to hug her as promised.

Bai Zhijing usually hugs promises whenever he can’t move, he wants to hug if he’s a good boy, he asks promises to buy him popsicles, he wants to hug him, and he wants to hug him when he falls and hurts, but he has never been like this, when he gets close to the promises, his heart beats and his mind goes crazy. swelling.

He felt like he had turned into a balloon, and the pheromones in his body gradually filled up, promising that there was a strong smell of tea on his body, very heavy, a little different from usual, making Bai Zhijing feel a little uncomfortable smelling it, and a little bit addicted.

Xu Xu raised one hand extremely slowly and stiffly, just as the fingertips touched Bai Zhijing's shoulder, Bai Zhijing was afraid that Xu Xu would push him away, so he jumped away first.

He covered his flushed cheeks with both hands, said "I'll be back first", and then ran away.

The eleventh holiday passed in such a muddled way.

Bai Zhijing fell asleep, and lost a pair of underwear before going to school the next day, thinking about it still didn't make sense.

He is an Alpha, and Promise is also an Alpha, did he confess his love to Promise?

If this is said, no one will believe it!

Bai Zhijing felt that he had accomplished a remarkable feat. He was floating all day when he walked. Jing Feifei saw that his footsteps were sloppy, and asked him if he had a cold. Bai Zhijing looked mysterious: "I met you. Love it!"

"Oh my god!" Jing Feifei's eyes glowed, "Did Goldbach give you a dream! Zhijing, please teach me! I have some questions and I want to ask him face to face!"

"Little brat," Bai Zhijing said disdainfully, "Do you know what love is and what is love?"

"I don't understand," Jing Feifei pouted, "but why did you leave first yesterday? The baby took me to blow sugar figurines, and you disappeared when we came back. Brother Xu said you had something to do and went home first."

"I have something to do, do you know about it? Love's love!" Bai Zhijing blinked and accentuated the word "love".

"It's weird," Jing Feifei expressed doubts. "Later, Brother Xu was also weird. He took my baby and me back to the city by bus, but it turned in the opposite direction. We almost took the national highway!"

After hearing this, Bai Zhijing was even more proud. He played football in the physical education class in the afternoon. He showed his skills and made a brilliant header. At the winning moment, he was hit half to death by the ball and burst into tears. Run to the infirmary.

However, Bai Zhijing's complacency didn't last long before he faltered.

Half a month has passed since October [-]th, and Xu Xu hasn't contacted him, hasn't called him, and hasn't sent a WeChat message.

After all, Bai Zhijing is an Alpha, and he has such a good face, so he insists on not taking the initiative to ask for a promise.

That day, he told Xu Xu what he should say and what should not be said, and he almost cut his heart out in front of Yue Lao to show Xu Xu.

He promised not to give him a response and not to say anything at the time. It has been so long, and he will be informed whether he is alive or dead!

In the past, Xu promised to call him every day. Sometimes Xu promised that the laboratory was busy, and he didn't return to the alley until one or two o'clock in the morning. message to him.

More than ten days have passed this time, does promise really miss him and miss him?

It was another Friday night, when Xu Xu returned from tutoring, he saw a person nestled on the stone steps in front of the courtyard.

He paused, the head of the bicycle turned violently, and he almost lost his balance and fell down.

Hearing the sound, Bai Zhijing raised his head, opened his mouth and let out a small yawn: "Why did you just come back..."

"It's overtime this semester." Xu Xu got off the car, pushed the car to the gate, parked the bike against the wall, and stood in front of Bai Zhijing, "Why are you here?"

The moon pulled their shadows out for a long, long time. Bai Zhijing raised his head with his chin in his hand, and pointed to the mobile phone beside him: "Why don't you call me? I wait every day, and I don't sleep at night." Shut down, how serious the radiation is."

Maybe it was because he was a little sleepy, the child's voice was softer than usual, and his expression was terribly wronged, Xu Xu's heart softened immediately, he had no ability to resist at all, and immediately surrendered.

He sighed silently, and sat down on the steps half a meter away from Bai Zhijing: "Jing Er, we all need to think calmly."

"I don't understand," Bai Zhijing shook his head, and naturally posted it to the promised side, "It's a bit cold, it's going to be winter soon, I heard my dad call my dad to wear long johns this morning, I If dad doesn't wear it, follow me."

Bai Zhijing's temperature came from his arms, Xu Xu's back was stiff, and a huge bubble seemed to pop up in his chest, it looked very beautiful, but it burst with a light poke.

Xu Xu stared at Bai Zhijing's side face that was as white as the moonlight, he was really a child, how could he come to his side so affectionately and without any scruples, as if nothing had happened? ?

The beautiful bubble in Xu Xu's heart was the most precious gift he had ever received in his life, but he didn't even dare to touch it, he was afraid that it was just a child's playfulness.

Maybe it won't be long before Bai Zhijing will forget about this matter, forgetting that he once blew such an expensive bubble to Xu Xu.

"Ying Xiaoxu," Bai Zhijing propped his chin on one hand and looked up at the sky, "What do you think of me? Just tell me, don't let me guess, I don't want you to ignore me, you You really know how to make me sad."

Xu Xu looked at Bai Zhijing, and felt that his heart was tightly squeezed in his hands.

When Bai Zhijing tightened his hands, he felt pain; when Bai Zhijing loosened his hands, he also felt pain.

It's not good at all, it's not good at all.

He used to always want to wait for Bai Zhijing to grow up slowly, but when he finally waited for this day, he was afraid to shrink back.

What if one day Bai Zhijing realizes that liking for him is just an illusion?

Xu Xu suffered from insomnia for many consecutive nights, he tossed and turned, he didn't even dare to think about it, and every bone in his body ached at the thought of this possibility.

"Jing'er, you said you like me, do you like me habitually, or just like me." Xu Xu asked softly.

Bai Zhijing said softly "ah", "Is there any difference?"

It seems that the little guy really doesn't understand.

Xu Xu closed his eyes, suppressed the sourness in his heart, smiled and rubbed Bai Zhijing's head: "Jing Er, I know you are a great little hero, you always want to protect me."

"I want to protect you because I like you." Bai Zhijing couldn't understand, "Don't you want to protect me?"

Xu Xu smiled gently: "There are too many people you want to protect, and I'm not the only one."

Bai Zhijing frowned: "But...but..."

I hesitated for a long time and couldn't tell why.

"Jing'er," Xu Xu looked into the little guy's Qing Lingling eyes, and called out his nickname softly, "Did you ever feel that I was the only one in this world, except me, except I never There is no one else."

Bai Zhijing was stopped by the question, and his mind went blank for a moment.

For the first time, Xu Xu felt that the moonlight was too bright, which hurt his eyes.

"Silly boy," he said with trembling fingertips, still trying to maintain a steady tone, raised his hand to ruffle Bai Zhijing's hair, "Silly."

The promise rejected him.

This is the only thought in Bai Zhijing's head, Xu Xu rejected him, Xu Xu doesn't like him, doesn't want him.

Until Xu Xu carried the bicycle back to the yard, he was still sitting on the steps in a daze, and when he heard the "ding" sound of the lock being locked, Bai Zhijing slowly stood up, turned his head and shook hands with Xu Xu, with a silly look on his face. Xi smiled, like a little beckoning cat: "Then I'll take a taxi, you should take a shower and go to sleep, I'm really sleepy."

He walked out in a daze, only to feel the pain when he reached the alley, he clearly didn't fall or fall, why is it so painful?

The tips of ten fingers were so numb that he couldn't even make a fist tightly, and his throat was sore and astringent, like a sponge stuffed with foam.

Bai Zhijing opened his mouth wide, like a fish landed on the shore, and took a few deep breaths, but it was still uncomfortable, just in his heart.

When he thought about it, tears rolled down from his eyes, and he couldn't stop it.

Bai Zhijing was afraid that Xu Xu would be worried that he would follow him, and he didn't want Xu Xu to see him in such a shameful state, so he ran out of the corner with support, then squatted on the ground, buried his face in his palms, and after a while, his palms became Soggy.

He didn't know how long he had been squatting, his legs were numb from squatting, but it still hurt, inexplicably, it just hurt.

Bai Zhijing's shoulders shrugged up and down, and after sobbing twice, he suddenly stood up as if he remembered something, and stumbled back.

In the yard, Xu Xu has not yet entered the house, quietly leaning against the banyan tree, looking up at the moon tonight.

He stretched out a finger and traced the shape of the moon softly and obsessively. It was a circle, exactly the same as the circle he drew on the paper in Yuelao Temple.

It wasn't until Bai Zhijing rushed into the small courtyard and promised to give a fingertip a bite, before he had time to hide the emotion of admiration in his eyes, he was hugged tightly by Bai Zhijing who rushed over.

"I found it, I found it!" Bai Zhijing said in a crying voice, "It's different when I found you. You kept me from getting hurt and shed tears. You are the only one, the only one on the whole earth. There was one, I found it, I found it..."

"Jinger," Xu Xu's voice trembled and his breathing stopped, "Jinger, you..."

"I just like you, I just like you, it's different from liking others," Bai Zhijing's tears fell on Xu Xu's heart, hot, "I just like you!"

Almost instantly, the eye sockets of the promise became moist.

The moon in the sky is hanging on his fingertips at this moment, and his moon is in his arms.