Occasional ABO

At night, Baby Song sleeps with Bai Zhijing in the alley.

The two were squeezed together under the quilt, Song Baobao and Bai Zhijing talked about Li Fu's matter, Bai Zhijing was already uncomfortable because of what the master said, but now he felt even more panicked.

"Jing'er," Song Baobei moved his body and put his head on Bai Zhijing's shoulder, his voice was a little lonely, "A person who did nothing bad, but was sentenced to death early, I feel sad when I think about it, why? What will happen?"

Bai Zhijing turned around and embraced him: "Bao'er, everyone has their own destiny, you can't force it."

"I just don't understand," Song Baobei sighed softly, "So many bad people can live for a long time, but good people have to leave early, why is God so unfair?"

Bai Zhijing was silent, he didn't know what to say except hugging Song Baobei tightly, because he didn't understand either.

Just like the promised father, others say he is a great anti-narcotics policeman, a great hero, and then what?

Then there was only a tombstone that didn't even have his real name engraved on it, and an old black and white photo with yellowed curly edges.

Bai Zhijing has also heard stories about his father when he was young. His father, Shang Chu, was the first Omega to be admitted to the police academy. Because of his gender, he was ridiculed, questioned, and suppressed. Always go first.During a cross-border joint campaign against drug lords, Shang Chu was cornered and jumped off the deck of a three-storey building, only a little bit before he could never wake up again.

At that time, Bai Zhijing hadn't been born yet, and he only heard a few words from other people, but these fragments could make him tremble with fear.

After that time, Shang Chu suffered serious injuries and could no longer go to the front line, so he had to retire to the police academy to teach and educate people.

Uncles from the police station often came to have dinner at home, and when they got drunk, they would make fun of his father, saying, "Turn our Ah Chu to work in the school, what a mess! Back then, when it was mentioned that you left the criminal investigation team, no one was wrong. It's a pity for you!"

Every time he heard such words, Shang Chu would wave his hands, bragging and saying what a pity, I have peaches and plums all over the world, and I have trained so many young talents!That's no better than me fighting on the front line by myself!

He spoke carelessly and nonchalantly, when the crowd dispersed, Bai Zhijing saw his father squatting on the balcony, secretly smoking a cigarette.

It was a pity that Bai Zhijing was ignorant when he was a child, his father should have been a great hero, a man with medals and radiance.

Later, when he grew up, one night it rained heavily, and he was awakened by the sound of the rain. He got up to go to the toilet, and the door of the master bedroom was ajar.Through the crack of the door, Bai Zhijing saw Bai Aize kneading Shang Chu's calf, coaxing him that Ah Chu didn't hurt; he also saw Shang Chu's head was covered with cold sweat, and his aching teeth were trembling.

Bai Zhijing ran back to his room, buried his face in the pillow and cried, if the price of being a hero is to suffer great pain every rainy day, then he would never want his father to be a hero again.

Afterwards, Bai Zhijing grew up a few years and began to understand what death is. On Qingming Festival, he followed the promise to sweep the grave. Under the stone tablet was buried the tomb of the promise's father, and there was no remains of the hero.

There is a window next to the bed, Bai Zhijing opened his eyes, looked at the moon hanging high in the sky, and said softly: "Bao'er, we will be ordinary people for the rest of our lives, what do you think?"

Song Baobao didn't answer, Bai Zhijing turned his head and saw that Silly Dabao had already fallen asleep, with a look of sadness on his brows.

Bai Zhijing rubbed the center of his brows, got up and leaned against the window again, looked up at the clear night sky, and prayed in his heart: "Moon, moon, please let Bao'er have a good dream tonight, his name is Song Baobao, Sleeping in courtyard 26, Old Jiang Hutong at night, please send happiness to him in his dreams, and give it to me if he has nightmares. My name is Bai Zhijing, and I also sleep in courtyard 26, Old Jiang Hutong."

He read it silently twice, then suddenly thought of something, and quickly closed his eyes and added:

"Go ahead and don't send the nightmare by mistake, don't send it to Mr. Xu...you can give Ying Yingzi a little, a little bit, just to scare her, don't make her really scared .”

After finishing all this, he closed the curtains, and when he lay back on the bed, he didn't know if it was a psychological effect, but he always felt that the wrinkles between Baby Song's eyebrows had flattened a little.

Bai Zhijing tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, if in the past he would have woken up Song Baobao to chat with him, but today for some reason, he couldn't bear to disturb his sleeping friend.

Gently got off the bed, Bai Zhijing put on his flip flops, and went out to the yard, where a light bulb hung on a banyan tree, casting a halo of yellow light; the night wind was so cool that it made him shiver.

While talking about when the heating would come on, Bai Zhijing trotted around, and got under the window of the living room of the Promise House, stepped on the stepping stone familiarly, raised his hand and gently knocked on the glass.

"Squeak-"

After a few seconds, the window opened from the inside.

"Why don't you go to sleep?" Xu Xu was wearing his pair of silver-rimmed glasses, obviously still reading at night, "Class starts on Monday tomorrow."

Bai Zhijing shivered, and said tremblingly: "Pull me in quickly, I will freeze to death..."

"Should!" Xu Xu knocked on his forehead angrily, held Bai Zhijing's armpit, and fished the child from the window into the room, "Why are you running around at night? Don't you know how to wear a coat?"

Bai Zhijing entered the house, did nothing, just burrowed into Xu Xu's arms, pushing his head against Xu Xu's chest.

"What are you doing?" Xu Xu chuckled, raised his hand and patted Bai Zhijing's buttocks, and whispered, "Is it sticky, greasy or crooked?"

Bai Zhijing couldn't tell what was wrong with him, he just wanted to stick together with Xu Xu, and wanted to take some heat from Xu Xu, as if this could dispel the cold.

"I thought I missed you so much just now," Bai Zhijing raised his head, and put the tip of his nose against Xu's Adam's apple, "I missed you so much, so I came to look for you."

Xu Xu rubbed his chin on his hairy head, put his arms around Bai Zhijing's waist, and joked with him, "How long have we not seen each other? Has it been two hours?"

"I don't understand, I didn't time it." Bai Zhijing shook his head and took another deep breath, "You smell me, smell me now? Is my milk smell still there? The wind blows away, it's cold outside at night, my bones hurt from the blowing, I'm such a delicate Alpha, I'm gone as soon as the wind blows..."

Xu Xu was amused by him, "baji" kissed Bai Zhijing on the forehead.

"What's the smell, me?" Bai Zhijing tugged on his sleeve.

Xu Xu let out a deep laughter in his chest: "Didn't take a bath at night?"

"No, I'm too lazy to wash..." Bai Zhijing took a while to react, stared at Xu Xu, and said in unison, "Okay, Ying Xiao Xu! You deliberately embarrass me!"

Xu Xu was overjoyed, and shook Bai Zhijing in his arms: "Stop making trouble, go to sleep."

"Then I'll sleep with you at night." Bai Zhijing leaned against him, obediently, "I promised the moon that I will have nightmares at night, so I won't be afraid if I sleep with you."

"What did you tell the moon?" Xu Xu asked.

"I exchanged the good dream for Dabao," Bai Zhijing sniffed, "He was sad today, I saw him sad, and I was also sad, which is different from the usual sadness of breaking up, that kind of... ..”

He froze for a moment, not knowing how to describe this complicated feeling. After a while, he lowered his head and said in a very soft voice, "I just feel sad in my heart."

When Xu Xu's tutor came back just now, Bai Zhijing told him about Li Fu. He sighed and rubbed the back of Bai Zhijing's head: "Jing'er, there are some things we can't control."

"I know," Bai Zhijing said in a dull voice, "I know the truth."

Xu Xu knew that the little guy was depressed, so he hugged him and sat quietly on the sofa, while Bai Zhijing didn't speak, and lowered his head to tear off his ten fingers.

"Others always say that Dabao and I are childish," Bai Zhijing said softly after an unknown amount of time passed, "Actually, I know it too."

Promised to kiss his earlobe: "Yes."

"But why do people have to grow up? It's really strange," Bai Zhijing breathed out, "It's like why everyone has to study hard and make progress every day, why do children have to grow up?"

He didn't know where the melancholy came from tonight, so many and so heavy.

You are obviously happy in the daytime, but why does it change at night?

"Ying Xiaoxu," Bai Zhijing held Xu Xu's hand, looked at him and said, "Do you think not growing up is a good thing, or a bad thing?"

Promise can't answer.

He and Bai Zhijing are two extremes, Bai Zhijing can never grow up, but he can't.

He grew up too fast, and he had to force himself to become a big tree when he was still a young sapling.

Is this a good thing?Or is it a bad thing?

"I don't understand either." Bai Zhijing shook his head, got up and lay down on the folding wire bed that he had promised, with his hands folded on his stomach, looking obedient, "But my sadness usually only lasts for a while, I'll be fine tomorrow."

"Okay," Xu Xu touched his forehead, "Sleep well, I will wake you up tomorrow."

"Then you haven't slept yet?" Bai Zhijing blinked.

The promise said: "I will read the book for a while."

"Okay then." Bai Zhijing curled his lips and twisted his body again, "You lie down for me."

Promised to help him tuck the four corners of the quilt under his body and cover him, wrapping Bai Zhijing like a silkworm baby.

"I'm going to sleep fast by the side of the nest." Bai Zhijing was happy again, bending his eyes and said, "Tighten up the nest."

"Stupid or not," Xu Xu bent down and kissed the tip of his nose, "Sleep."

Bai Zhijing slept until dawn, and was woken up by Ying Yingzi the next morning. The little girl pointed at his nose and asked him why he ran to his brother to rub the bed last night. Bai Zhijing was still in a bad mood. Well, after fighting with her for a while, his face immediately became radiant.

Sorrows come and go quickly, Baby Song figured it out after sleeping, and decided to let Li Fu join the Wild Bear Gang, and take him to play with him in the future, let him live enough, and he might be physically strong if he lives alive When he is strong, even Black and White Impermanence can't take him away!

Bai Zhijing and Song Baobao hit it off right away, and went to school in high spirits, but halfway through the trip, they remembered something, and the two of them became listless again.

The midterm exam is coming.