Occasional ABO

Jing Feifei handed in a blank paper.

This is a city-level Mathematical Olympiad selection competition. Each school in the capital is only allowed to send out two students, and the restriction is very strict.The quota was precious, but he wasted it. The school leader was furious and called Jing Chengyong to the school with a phone call.

"Why don't you do the questions?"

"What on earth are you thinking? Do you know how important this game is?"

"The whole school has high hopes for you, you are such a disappointment!"

Criticism and doubts fell on Jing Feifei like raindrops. The thin boy leaned against the window of the teaching office, bowing his head and not saying a word.

Until Jing Chengyong drove to No. [-] Middle School by electric car, grabbed Jing Feifei's hair and forced him to look up, and asked him: "You handed in a blank paper? Why? Ah!"

Jing Feifei's lips trembled, he stared into Jing Chengyong's eyes and asked, "Why did you lie to me?"

"I lied to you?" Jing Chengyong was so angry that he subconsciously raised his hand to slap Jing Feifei in the face, but he immediately realized that this was at school, and he still needed to maintain his hard-working and loving father image in front of outsiders, so he put on a face With a heartbroken look, "Feifei, Dad raised you so hard, just for you to stand out, no matter how abnormal your performance is, you shouldn't hand in a blank paper! Are you worthy of the teachers and leaders like this?"

"You, why, what, lied to me?" Jing Feifei said one word at a time, "why, what, lied to me."

Jing Chengyong was taken aback, he had never seen this kind of emotion in his son's eyes, the son he raised had always been cowardly and timid, and he would not dare to resist even if he was beaten, scolded and humiliated.But now, even through thick glasses, he can still see the hatred and paranoia in Jing Feifei's eyes.

"You lied to me that my mother didn't want me because I was too stupid and she didn't want me. As long as I'm promising, as long as I become a genius, she will come back to me," Jing Feifei's chest heaved, and the circles in his eyes gradually dimmed. Hong, "But you lied to me."

Jing Chengyong's pupils were startled, he suddenly grabbed Jing Feifei's neck, and said through gritted teeth, "Did you see that stinky bitch? Huh? Did you go to find that bitch?"

The other teachers in the office were taken aback when they saw this, and hurried up to pull Jing Chengyong away: "Father Feifei, it's good to educate children, but you can't do it manually. Corporal punishment is still unacceptable. We must pay attention to methods..."

Jing Feifei was leaning against the wall, his whole body was tense, his hands clenched into fists, and the veins on the back of his hands were protruding.

——How could mom not want you, Feifei, but if I don't leave, I will be beaten to death by that bastard!

——I want to come back to you, I want to take you away, that bastard went to your grandma with a kitchen knife, and said that if I came to see you again, he would kill my whole family, the knife was on your grandma's neck , I knelt down to beg him, kowtow to him, but he just won't let me go...

——Mom often goes to the gate of your school to peek at you, and waits for you to come back at the gate of the community to take a look at you. Mom knows that you have good grades and are well-behaved. Really, mom is proud of you.

——Mom has a new family now, and your uncle is very nice. You have a little brother who is over two years old.Jing Chengyong didn't know where he got the news of my remarriage, and he came to harass me every three days and wanted to kill your brother...I really can't take it anymore, Feifei, mom can't take that scum anymore, I will go abroad next month, and I will never come back again......

It's useless to get the No.1 in the National Olympiad, it's useless to have the word "mom" tattooed on your heart, and it's useless to write the wish on the Kongming Lantern.

His efforts for more than ten years were all based on a false premise, which led to errors in the value range of parameters, and he could not get the correct answer anyway.

Jing Feifei doesn't know how to tie his shoelaces very well, doesn't know how to use chopsticks well, and doesn't know how to deal with people. Others envy his precocity, but he thinks he is stupid than a pig.He has his own inner order, he can sleepless nights to study a math problem, he can sleep all night in order to reflect on why he only got 148 points in math, and he can endure ten hours in order to "let the mother who abandoned him come back to see him". Years of physical punishment and torture.

Now the order he had been following was disrupted, and he felt like a taut string——

"Den!"

The string broke.

Maybe Jing Chengyong loves him, maybe he doesn't; his mother maybe loves him, maybe he doesn't, or maybe he loves another son more.

Then who else will love him?

Jing Feifei thought hard, he had to rebuild the order in his heart, otherwise he would be out of breath, and everything he saw would be upside down.

He thought for a whole week that only Goldbach still loved him, and only his beloved mathematics still loved him.

If he did not find Goldbach again, he would suffocate to death in an air composed of nitrogen, oxygen, noble gases, carbon dioxide, and other substances.

He had to find Goldbach.

Bai Zhijing sat by the school's flower bed for a long, long time. I don't know how long he sat there. The senior high school students who studied by themselves came and went, and he was still sitting there.

Song Baobao called Xu Xu, and Xu Xu rushed to No. [-] Middle School to accompany Bai Zhijing, sitting next to his shoulder.

"Ying Xiaoxu," Bai Zhijing propped his chin with one hand, and asked, "What do you think Fei is thinking? I don't understand, he is not even afraid of death, is he still afraid of living?"

"I don't quite understand either." Xu Xu's throat was dry, "Perhaps Feifei has more opinions than we think."

"Come on," Bai Zhijing snorted, "is he still assertive with his aggressive appearance? We bought buns together the morning before yesterday, and I wanted pickled cabbage and beans, and he also said that he wanted pickled cabbage and beans; I said, then I don't want sauerkraut. There are beans, let’s have pork and green onions, he said that he can also replace them with pork and green onions, can this still be called assertive?”

Bai Zhijing laughed as he spoke, Xu Xu sighed silently, and rubbed Bai Zhijing's head: "That's how he and you are."

"I feel like I don't want to go to that bun shop again." Bai Zhijing suddenly choked up, and said after a moment of silence, "No matter how delicious it is, I won't go there."

"Okay, then I won't go, and I won't go in the future." Xu promised.

Bai Zhijing shook his head, and then asked dully: "You are a doctor, so do you think it hurts to jump off a building?"

Of course it’s painful, the moment you hit the ground, you won’t die immediately, your internal organs are ruptured, and every cell in your body is asking for help from your brain. The brain has foreseen death, but it can’t do anything about it.

"No," Xu Xu said with lowered eyes, "For Feifei, he just flew up."

"No wonder his name is Feifei." Bai Zhijing turned his head and smiled at Xu Xu, "It really lives up to its name."

Bai Zhijing recalled the last scene he saw on the surveillance camera, Jing Feifei was leaning against the window with his body straight.A teacher who knew him passed by the corridor and was surprised to see him standing inside. Jing Feifei smiled at the teacher, always shy and restrained.

The bell for the third class rang, and the moment Jing Feifei heard the bell, he suddenly trembled, as if he heard some kind of voice calling him.

Then he turned around and stepped up a leg towards the window sill, the protruding shoulder blades like the wings of a bird.

On the 12th floor, he flew down quickly.

It was late at night, and the cordon downstairs of the administration building was still pulled, and the security guards who patrolled the school came to chase people away.

Bai Zhijing stood up with his knees propped up, but suddenly his legs gave way, and he knelt down on the ground.

"It's numb." Bai Zhijing smiled awkwardly, "The legs are numb."

"Fool."

Xu Xu leaned over to help him, but Bai Zhijing hung his head, sat on the ground and refused to get up.

Xu Xu noticed that the back of his hand was cold, and hurriedly called out: "Jing'er..."

"My legs are numb," Bai Zhijing said in a crying voice, "I can't even stand up."

Xu Xu knelt down and held Bai Zhijing's face in his hands, only to realize that he was crying suddenly.

"Legs," Bai Zhijing raised his hands to cover his face, but the tears couldn't be stopped, seeping from between his fingers, "Legs are numb..."

"I'll carry you, okay?" Xu Xu took a deep breath, and hugged Bai Zhijing, "It's me, I will carry you."

"Where did Feifei go? Is he going to college?" Bai Zhijing felt that he shouldn't be crying, Jing Feifei is such a stinking idiot, why would he cry for Jing Feifei, but he just couldn't control it, and his whole body trembled. Trembling, "I don't have a deskmate anymore. Promise, I will never have a deskmate again. I don't want to go to class alone. I want him to come back. I want to drag him. If I kill me, I won't let him be taken away by Tian Lei." , where has he gone?"

Xu Xu closed his eyes heavily, the corners of which were slightly wet: "Jing'er, Feifei..."

"He told me his wish came true, he farted!" Bai Zhijing's shoulders couldn't stop shaking, "Fucking fart!"

No one knew that Jing Feifei met his mother, and no one knew what his mother said to him. He left a plausible sentence and left with a secret.

"Has he become Goldbach?" Bai Zhijing looked up at Xu Xu, "Really?"

Promise lightly kissed his wet eyelashes: "He went to another place, where there are many great mathematicians, all of them are his teachers, and he will become a more remarkable person than Goldbach."

Bai Zhijing nodded and murmured: "That's good, that's good."

Li Fu and Song Baobao were waiting at the school gate, and Bai Zhijing gave them drama tickets, one for each of them, five tickets in total, and one extra.

The drama will start a week later, the day after Jing Feifei's funeral.

Bai Zhijing and Song Baobao went to the event, wearing a custom-made T-shirt with the three of them's headshots printed on it, looking out of place among the relatives dressed in black.

According to the customs of Jing Feifei's hometown, children under the age of 18 should not make a big fuss when they die. The mage recited the death curse over the urn, and Bai Zhijing and Jing Feifei snickered.

Feifei is an atheist, he would probably laugh when he saw this scene.

The next day, Bai Zhijing, Song Baobao, Xu Xu and Li Fu went to see a play. The two children didn't understand much, but after they came out of the play, they talked the most vigorously. Hug together and shed tears, crying and laughing like hysteria.

Tian Lei arranged a new seat for Bai Zhijing and a new deskmate. Bai Zhijing said that he sat well. He carried two tables to the back row, and one person took up two seats.

The demise of the gifted boy caused quite a stir on the Internet. Some people criticized the force-feeding high school education for poisoning young people, and some condemned the high-pressure family environment for destroying children's body and mind... All kinds of discussions were very heated, but three or four After a few days, it gradually subsided; No. [-] Middle School lost the title of civilized campus for this quarter. The principal gave a very excited speech under the national flag of the new week, especially emphasizing that no matter what problems students encounter, they must not take extreme measures; He was fired from the unit, but he received no other punishment. "Laozi beating his son" is something outside the law, even though he has received countless condemnations and stares. After Jing Feifei's mother finished the funeral, the family went to Australia Never set foot on this land again...

Life doesn't seem to have changed much, but it seems to have changed a lot.

Bai Zhijing occasionally missed class, and would be in a daze for a long time when he saw the empty desk next to him. One day, he was sleeping on his stomach during recess, and saw Jing Feifei return in a daze. He opened his eyes and realized it was a dream.He ran to the toilet before the class bell rang, and his eyes were red when he came back.

Another week later, a news that shocked Quanyi Middle School was released. The Education Bureau restarted the final exam papers of last semester and found that there were serious fraudulent papers in No. [-] Middle School. The name of the respondent was——

Bai Zhijing.