Over indulge

After waking up from the nightmare, he squinted for a while? When he woke up again, he was woken up by Xu Ruining's gentle calling.

"Baby, get up, don't sleep in late."

Lin Jiayue was amused by her, and she woke up in almost a second, then raised her hand to cover her eyes and asked falteringly, "What time is it?"

"Just after? Seven o'clock, get up and freshen up, breakfast is almost ready."

"Well, good." Lin Jiayue nodded.

Did Xu Ruining go out? After a while? Lin Jiayue got up from the bed, sat on the head of the bed soberly, suddenly felt dizzy, and then dragged her tired body to get up and go to the bathroom.

Simply tied up her hair, Lin Jiayue came in her pajamas? At the dining table, seeing? A hearty breakfast, she couldn't help but ask, "Did you make these early in the morning?"

Xu Ruining smiled and distributed the tableware to her involuntarily. "Of course I bought it. It seemed to be a little cold, so I heated it with a microwave."

"Thank you for your hard work."

"You're welcome." After Xu Ruining finished speaking, he sat down opposite her, looked at her, did she look rested, and couldn't help but ask, "Did you have a nightmare at night?"

Lin Jiayue nodded unabashedly.

"What kind of nightmare?" Xu Ruining asked while helping her peel the eggs.

Lin Jiayue recalled it carefully, and still vividly remembered every bit of the nightmare.

"I dreamed of a big scary monster."

After hearing this, Xu Ruining raised his hand and touched her head, and comforted her with a smile: "No problem, with me here, no big monster can hurt you."

Lin Jiayue nodded reassuringly, took it? She handed over the peeled egg and took a bite, obediently eating it.

She didn't say that the big monster that killed her mother in her dream was her father, and that she would actually do it? Lin Jiayue herself was quite surprised by such a nightmare.

Maybe it's because the rift between me and my father is getting bigger and bigger, so I have such a nightmare in the dark.

While eating, Lin Jiayue suddenly asked Xu Ruining: "You said, my parents won't? Divorce."

Xu Ruining paused, a little surprised, and asked with a smile, "Why are you asking this question suddenly?"

Lin Jiayue shook her head, "I just think they used to be so in love, and they have never been separated."

"Don't think too much, eat more in the morning." Xu Ruining advised her to eat more, but she didn't answer her question directly, because she wasn't a prophet, so she couldn't predict it, especially on that day with After talking with Zhou Hong, it became even more difficult to answer.

After breakfast, the two left the apartment together like yesterday. Xu Ruining drove Lin Jiayue to the school gate. Before leaving, Xu Ruining kissed Lin Jiayue's lips naturally, and said, "Call me if you have anything to do."

Lin Jiayue nodded, "Then I'll go in, bye."

"Goodbye." Sitting in the car, Xu Ruining watched Lin Jiayue enter the school before driving away.

During the morning class, Lin Jiayue couldn't help deserting, thinking about the dream at night, thinking about what happened in the past two days, she was still uneasy, so she decided to take advantage of the two-hour break at noon to go back and watch look at mom.

At this time, it was a working day again, and her father would not be at home normally, and it was also a good time for Lin Jiayue to go back. I never thought that one day she wanted to go home, but she would also hide from her father. It's ironic when Dad isn't home.

Because Xu Ruining ate a lot in the morning, Lin Jiayue was not too hungry when school was over at noon, so she bought two small noodles at the convenience store in the school, packed them in her bag, and walked out of the school gate. Got a car and drove home.

Sitting in the taxi home, Lin Jiayue's heart was beating hard for some reason. She came home suddenly this time, didn't she? Didn't say hello to her mother in advance, in order to arrive suddenly, and then see? The most? On the real side, although mother said that she had made up with her father, Lin Jiayue faintly felt that this matter was not so simple, that it was possible for her mother to say that on purpose to make her feel at ease, coupled with the drive of nightmares , Lin Jiayue made a hasty decision like this.

In just 10 minutes, the car has arrived in front of the villa.

Lin Jiayue paid the money and got out of the car. Sure enough, there was no one in the yard? Dad's car was parked. It seemed that he was not at home, so he walked in more boldly.

The cat walked quietly into the living room, looked around, the room was silent, and looked at the restaurant not far away, where there were still meals on it, it seemed that it hadn't been moved, and no one cleaned it up. Lin Jiayue became suspicious and asked an aunt at home.

"Is my mother home?"

"My wife was eating there just now, did you hear the news of your return and went back to the room."

Sure enough, something happened!

Thinking of this, Lin Jiayue immediately ran to the door of the master bedroom on the first floor, knocked on the door and asked if her mother was inside, but no one responded and forced the door open, maybe? Mother forgot to lock it, and Lin Jiayue went in like this .

The scene I saw when I entered the door was that my mother was sitting in front of the dressing table, looking nervous.

Because Lin Jiayue had done something similar before, she immediately thought of it? What did she rush forward, "Mom, what are you doing?"

Did Zhou Hong dare to talk to her? She looked straight at her, and looked around with evasive eyes: "Mom, it's okay."

"No? Why did you hear that? When I came back, I hurried into the room to put on make-up."

"I didn't know you were back."

"Mom, look at me." Lin Jiayue said seriously.

Zhou Hong still lowered her head, indifferent.

"Mom, look at me!" Lin Jiayue increased her volume, slightly annoyed.

As a last resort, Zhou Hong raised her head. Lin Jiayue felt that she couldn't see clearly enough, so she said directly, "Mom, close your eyes first."

Zhou Hong hesitated, but she knew that no matter how hard she could hide it right now, she couldn't hide it, so she had no choice but to close her eyes.

At this time, Lin Jiayue picked up her mobile phone to turn on the flashlight, and then looked carefully at her mother's face. The bruises and purple spots were mottled, and there were more than one or two places. Check carefully, the whole face None of them were spared, making people's scalp numb.

Lin Jiayue took a deep breath after watching it, shaking with anger: "Who did this?"

Zhou Hong shook her head, concealing it intentionally: "Jiayue, it's not someone, isn't it? Someone, it was my mother who made it by accident."

"I don't believe it, it's impossible for me? Make it like this." After a pause, Lin Jiayue couldn't help thinking of someone: "Is it him? Is it Dad?"

Zhou Hong kept silent, turned away and shook his head: "It's not him, it has nothing to do with him, you don't care about Jiayue."

"No, mom, I'm your daughter. You're injured now, how can I? Just sit back and watch." Seeing his mother's appearance, Lin Jiayue couldn't help but said, "If you don't say yes, then I'll find him in person Reason."

"Jiayue." Zhou Hong stretched out his hand to grab her arm, and shook his head very hard at her.

Lin Jiayue was also very distressed. She couldn't believe that her father would do such a thing that hurt her mother. She absolutely couldn't sit idly by, so...

"I'm sorry, Mom, I won't? I just watched you get beaten for nothing." Lin Jiayue raised her hand and pushed away her mother's hand on her arm, and ran out without turning her head.

"Jiayue!" Zhou Hong hurriedly chased her out. Of course she couldn't? Seeing Jiayue break up with her father, everything had her own reasons. As a last resort, Zhou Hong didn't want to tear up the last... The last layer of window paper.

Zhou Hong felt in the front hall and accidentally saw Yang Zhengcheng and Jiayue meeting in the yard.

"Uncle Yang, why are you here now?" Lin Jiayue asked in surprise.

The moment he saw her, Yang Zhengcheng intentionally hid the things in his hands and hid them behind his back.

But at this time, Lin Jiayue didn't care too much, she just stretched out her hand to break the opponent's wrist, and grabbed it with the other hand, only to see that the bag was full of various ointments and medicines for bruises. oil and more.

"You know?" Lin Jiayue raised her head and asked.

Yang Zhengcheng was a little helpless, and subconsciously looked at Zhou Hong who was standing there motionless.

Lin Jiayue too? Turning her head to look at her mother over there in disbelief, her nose felt sore, her eyes were slightly red and she asked, "Even Uncle Yang knows, is it because I won't come back today, Mom, you don't plan to let me know about it, Is this matter just let it pass? "

"Jiayue, Mom didn't mean to hide it from you." Zhou Hong tried to calm her down.

Yang Zheng? Cheng Ye? Couldn't help but say, "Jiayue, there is a reason for not letting you know."

Lin Jiayue shook her head. She didn't believe it. She didn't believe it. She only knew that now that her father beat her mother, how could she not accept this fact? There is absolutely no reason for Mom to do it, and Lin Jiayue can't convince herself to accept this matter.

A drop of clear tears fell from her eyes, Lin Jiayue stared blankly in the direction of her mother, the distance between mother and daughter was about ten meters.

"Mom, tell me the truth, did Dad do it to you more than once?"

Zhou Hong quickly shook her head in denial.

Lin Jiayue still didn't believe it, "How many times did he hit you?"

Under Lin Jiayue's pressing questioning, Zhou Hong finally admitted: "Only once, Jiayue, really just this time, your dad drank alcohol and was in a bad mood, so let's just let this matter go, okay?" good?"

"It's not good." Lin Jiayue gritted her teeth, and the more she thought about it, the more angry she became, and the more she thought about it, the more angry she became, her chest heaved violently, "Drinking and being in a bad mood are not the reason for him to hit someone, I'll go find him right away!"

Turning around, Lin Jiayue suddenly stopped and looked up at Uncle Yang, "Uncle Yang, take me there."

Yang Zhengcheng showed a troubled expression, and subconsciously looked at Zhou Hong's face.

Lin Jiayue knew that she could only rely on herself, didn't she wait for them to talk, and went out angrily alone.

"Jiayue!" Zhou Hong hurried to catch up, staggered and almost fell, but fortunately, Yang Zhengcheng rushed up to support her with sharp eyes and quick hands.

Zhou Hong shook off his hand anxiously, and said hurriedly, "What do you think? Don't stop me."

At this moment, Yang Zhengcheng lowered his eyes and said something deep in his heart: "I can't stop it, because I'm in the same mood as Jiayue."

Zhou Hong was so angry that she didn't want to talk to him, and went back to the room.

Lin Jiayue ran very fast all the way. After leaving the community, she hurried to the side of the road to take a taxi. After getting in the car, she went straight to the location of her father's company.

Her heart was pounding violently, not because she was afraid, but because she was too angry.

During this time in the car, Lin Jiayue couldn't help recalling all the harmonious and warm scenes in the past, and thought of why the way her father doted on her mother and herself now seems to have changed people.

Her heart became more and more sad, tears fell down again, and her heart also felt uncomfortable. The father she once respected so much has now completely become a father that she hates.

"Hey, it's you again, girl."

Coincidentally, Lin Jiayue ran into the driver who drove her that time again. Lin Jiayue hurriedly wiped away her tears, not wanting to be too ashamed.

"Is it because the interview failed? It's okay, I'm still young and try more." Maybe? Because she is going to a certain company this time, the driver thought she was interviewing.

The care from strangers feels so warm, but she and her once closest father are strangers.

She forced a smile through her tears, also? She didn't want to explain anything.

Soon, the car arrived at the downstairs of her father's company. Lin Jiayue sat in the car and looked up at the tall building, feeling inexplicably terrified.

At this time, the driver turned around and said to her, "Daughter, come on, this time it will definitely be successful."

Lin Jiayue smiled politely, paid and got out of the car.

It was noon, and there were employees coming in and out of the company, some just came back from a meal, some just went out to eat, some chatted happily with coffee, and some were in a hurry Yes, Lin Jiayue stood there in a daze, and her memory brought her back to the past.

At that time, she was only three or four years old, clamoring for her father to bring her to the company to play. Looking at the stairs in front of her, she can still think about it? At that time, she refused to leave after taking two steps , yelling and acting coquettishly to ask Dad to carry her, but Dad really didn't have anything? No? Said, he squatted down and carried her up and walked away.

Thinking of this, tears could not help but start rolling in the eyes again. At that time, my father was still a kind and docile father, and he still regarded her as a favorite.

If you didn't get the warmth at the beginning, then even if you get cold later, it won't hurt like it is now.

It is precisely because I have experienced it that I feel heartbroken and unacceptable.

Gritting her teeth, Lin Jiayue clenched her fists and strode up the steps. She couldn't swallow this breath, no matter what today? She wanted an explanation, even if that person was her father.

Because she knew which floor her father's office was on, Lin Jiayue almost didn't need guidance all the way in, but she was stopped by the front desk as soon as she arrived. Seeing the newly changed front desk, Lin Jiayue understood what was going on. .

"Hello miss, who are you looking for?"

"I'm here to find my dad." Lin Jiayue paused, then said blankly, "Your chairman."

The girl at the front desk was a little surprised. After a while, an old employee came to deal with it, and Lin Jiayue was released smoothly.

After stepping into the elevator, Lin Jiayue went straight to the destination floor without delay.

After getting out of the elevator, Lin Jiayue went directly to the office where her father was, and was stopped by the secretary again.

"It's Miss Lin, long time no see? Are you here to see Mr. Lin? He's going to a meeting now?"

Lin Jiayue stopped in her tracks: "Then when? When will he come back?"

"I don't know about that." The other party smiled shyly, "If it's fast, maybe? One hour? Two hours? If it's slow? It's possible? Three hours? Four hours? Wait a minute, I'll make you a cup of tea."

"No, thank you." Lin Jiayue walked to the side of the meeting room and sat down to wait. She lowered her head and looked at the time. It was already past one in the afternoon. I'm afraid I won't be able to go back to class today. The things in class are more important. If she doesn't solve them, she won't be able to attend class well.

Just sat and waited and waited, 10 minutes, 10 minutes on Tuesday, 10 minutes on Wednesday, and the secretary sister felt a little sorry, so she knocked on the door and brought her hot tea, Lin Jiayue said thank you He took it? He drank the water in one gulp because he was thirsty, and continued to wait.

During the waiting process, she thought a lot in her mind, even thinking about what to say when she saw her father for a while, Lin Jiayue clasped her hands on her knees, feeling a little nervous.

One hour passed, two hours passed, three hours passed.

Lin Jiayue looked up at the clock in the living room of the meeting, and found that it was still running. The time was not lying. It was almost five o'clock, and Dad still hadn't come back. Did you hear After hearing the news of her coming, did you deliberately avoid seeing her?

Lin Jiayue didn't know, nor could she guess.

Throughout the afternoon, Lin Jiayue also kept receiving messages, text messages, and phone calls from her mother, all to tell her not to be impulsive, to go back quickly, and not to cause trouble in her father's company, but Lin Jiayue did not reply one by one. , She was determined, even ten cows could not pull back, and it was Dad who did the bad things, so why should they feel guilty.

When it was the usual school time, Xu Ruining's news also jumped into the phone.

Xu Ruining: Is get out of class over? I'll pick you up.

Lin Jiayue: Well, I have something to do today, so I can't have dinner with you.

After waiting for 1 minute, Xu Ruining didn't reply. Just when Lin Jiayue thought she was angry, a phone call came directly, and she answered nervously and put it in her ear.

"Hello... hello?"

"What are you doing, is get out of class over?"

"get out of class is over."

"Why not? Eat with? Me."

Obviously Xu Ruining's tone was very normal, but it was because Lin Jiayue had a guilty conscience that he faltered when he spoke.

"Is there something wrong?"

"No, actually I made an appointment with my classmate to have a dinner together today. I was afraid that you would be jealous, so I haven't had time to tell you." After saying this, Lin Jiayue kept apologizing in her heart. She didn't intend to deceive, but Only she can solve this matter by herself, and she doesn't want Xu Ruining to intervene, doesn't want to rely on her for everything, and trouble her.

"Fool, how could I get jealous so easily? It's just that you should be careful when eating out. It's best not to drink alcohol."

"Don't worry, I won't drink. I'll go back earlier when it's over." Lin Jiayue was talking with her mobile phone, and accidentally saw? The elevator not far away opened, and the figure of her father came out of it, so she hurriedly spoke to the phone The people inside said: "Okay, I won't tell you now, goodbye."

Hanging up the phone in a hurry, Lin Jiayue was about to go out from the meeting room, when she saw her father's secretary also approached her and said something to him, and in the next second, he looked this way, with indifferent eyes.

Lin Jiayue couldn't help but feel chills in her heart. Even today, she is still not used to it. When did this feeling of being like a stranger begin?

Lin Baiyi seemed to have seen through Lin Jiayue's intentions, maybe?or?out of consideration for face, he said coldly: "Go in and talk."

It happened that Lin Jiayue didn't want to say those things in front of outsiders, so she followed him into the office and closed the door behind her.

After entering the office, Lin Baiyi first strode to his desk and sat down, leaning on the chair and facing Lin Jiayue with a superior posture.

"Why, came to Xingshi to inquire about the crime and avenge your mother?"

Of course, since Lin Jiayue dared to come here today, she didn't hesitate.

"Why did you hit my mother?"

"I drank too much, I don't remember." Lin Baiyi wanted to dismiss her in a casual tone.

Lin Jiayue shook her head in disappointment: "Dad, when did you start to become what you are today? Where did that amiable and gentle father go?"

No? After the other party answered, Lin Jiayue went on to complain: "Have you not always had a good relationship with your mother? Since you were young, you have always listened to your mother and never dared to make her angry, but now, you actually do it yourself." Hit her? Why, exactly why?"

Speaking of excitement, Lin Jiayue's tears began to fall uncontrollably again.

Seeing this, Lin Baiyi still remained indifferent, and instead said in an indifferent tone: "Do you think I'm not tired? After all these years, I have maintained this family, worked hard, and even whispered when I came home. This coaxes that, has anyone thought about it for me?"

Lin Jiayue kept shaking her head while listening, it's not like this, it's not like this, although the previous father never cried tired, but at least the smile on his face was sincere and real.

"But never? Has anyone overlooked it? Your contribution to this family."

Lin Baiyi sneered, picked up a cigarette without saying a word, lit it and smoked it.

Lin Jiayue couldn't smell cigarettes, so in the past, whenever Dad wanted to smoke, he would go outside or hold back temporarily, but now he has no scruples to smoke in front of her, Lin Jiayue can't help it Will? I wonder if my father's love for me has long been exhausted, and there is nothing left.

Finally, she couldn't help sniffing and said, "Is it because of me, because I did something you don't like, so you treat me like this, is it because of me, so you blamed your mother and hit her."

Lin Baiyi was still smoking and indifferent.

Lin Jiayue's tears flowed down her cheeks, and she couldn't control it at all. She choked up and said, "Our house, never again? We can't go back, right..."

Hearing this, Lin Baiyi suddenly stubbed out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, got up and strode to Lin Jiayue, put his hands on his hips, and said as if watching the show: "Do you want me to forgive you? Yes, you kneel now Apologize, loudly? Say I was wrong about Dad."

Lin Jiayue couldn't believe that she would? Hear? Such a request, let alone that she would definitely not? Do it, just hearing? and? Seeing? disgust.

Feeling ashamed, without any hope, probably Lin Jiayue saw the mood of this man at this moment.

"Absolutely...no...possibly...possible?." Lin Jiayue finished the sentence by gritting her teeth.

"Then get out, get out!" Lin Baiyi angrily pointed to the door.

"Dad..." Lin Jiayue smiled wryly, "This may be the last time I will call you Dad."

After finishing speaking, Lin Jiayue turned her head and left without saying another word.

Lin Baiyi too? She was furious and yelled at her back: "I'm not your dad, don't call me dad!"

Lin Jiayue ignored it, slammed the door and left, holding back tears along the way? He refused the greeting from the secretary's sister, and hurried in alone? He pressed the elevator to the first floor and wanted to leave quickly, standing in the elevator, holding back tears Burst again.

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