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See? Mom still doesn’t speak? Lin Jiayue almost couldn’t control her emotions. She tried her best to suppress her crying and asked, "Mom, who is my real father?"

Zhou Hong took a deep breath, held back and said, "Yes?..."

"Yes? Who is it?" Lin Jiayue was in a hurry? Ke Nai urged her, her voice becoming irritable.

Zhou Hong sighed helplessly, lowered her head, and said with great difficulty: "Yes? You are Uncle Yang."

"Uncle Yang..." Lin Jiayue's heart skipped a beat, was she shocked? It was written all over her face? I couldn't believe it.

Zhou Hong closed her eyes and nodded with certainty, as if she was relieved to reveal a secret that had been buried for more than [-] years.

Lin Jiayue's mind went blank, is it too late? Before thinking about other things, she turned and ran away.

"Jiayue, Jia..." Zhou Hong urgently called twice, but did not catch up.

When I came to the door, I happened to meet Yang Zhengcheng. He was surprised by Lin Jiayue's appearance and just wanted to talk to her: "Jiayue..."

Lin Jiayue pushed him aside, immediately stopped and got into her car, and drove away quickly, not wanting to stop for a moment.

Was Yang Zhengcheng standing outside the door at a loss, watching Lin Jiayue's car leave, too? At this moment, Zhou Hong chased him out with tears in his eyes.

Yang Zhengcheng intentionally distanced himself from her, didn't he? Zhou Hong took the initiative to say, "She knows."

Just? Four short words were enough to make Yang Zhengcheng's heart flutter, and he breathed a sigh of relief in the next second: "It's really nothing? I can keep it a secret for a lifetime."

Zhou Hong had no choice but to retort: ​​"If it is possible, this matter? I will never love it in my life? I would like to let Jiayue know."

Yang Zhengcheng sighed, looked towards the ground and said, "It's my fault, but you have suffered so much for so many years."

Zhou Hong didn't say anything.

Yang Zhengcheng had no choice but to say again, indicating his intention of coming: "I am here to submit my resignation letter."

Can Zhou Hong restrain himself? He raised his eyebrows: "You want to resign? Why?"

Yang Zhengcheng smiled helplessly: "Did I stay here all these years? I was willing to leave, just to protect Jiayue and grow up well. Now that she has grown up and left this house, there is no need for me to stay. Staying here will only affect the relationship between you and your husband."

Zhou Hong wanted to say something, but she opened her mouth and found that there were too many words? It was difficult to speak.

At this moment, besides the resignation letter, Yang Zhengcheng also took out a bank card and handed it to Zhou Hong.

"In this card, is it? I work in the Lin family? Two? I haven't touched a single cent of my salary for the past 11 years. I'm handing it over to you now. I know that I have nothing to compensate you mother and daughter. I can give it to you." , that’s all.”

Zhou Hong held the resignation letter and the bank card he had given him, feeling mixed feelings in her heart, and decided to return the bank card to him after thinking about it: "I don't want this."

Yang Zhengcheng smiled helplessly, and didn't take it: "I know, isn't this little money? It's nothing compared to what he gave you. You can keep it in case you need it. If you don't need it forever, If it is not useful, then it would be great."

Zhou Hong paused, but couldn't help but asked: "Then... where are you going?"

"The world is so big, there must always be a place for me."

"Then what about Jiayue? What happened? By now, she already knew the truth, and? Are you going to leave like this?"

Yang Zhengcheng hesitated, and then said: "Since the first day I decided to stay in the Lin family, I have been eager for Jiayue to recognize me as a father one day. As long as she lives well, I will wish her well." she."

Zhou Hong still wanted to say something more, but Yang Zhengcheng seemed to be determined, and strode away without turning his head.

Looking at the other party's decisive back, Zhou Hong squeezed the resignation letter in her hand, and looked back at her second daughter who was still playing with a scooter in the yard. She knew exactly where her home was.

Lin Jiayue was driving alone in the street, and suddenly found that she didn't know where she was going, to Huxin Island, but? There was no Xu Ruining's Huxin Island, what would she do when she went back to her school? ? Yes? She alone.

Are you looking for Yan Hua?But? Looking at the dynamics she posted in Moments, it seems that she went to a relative's house, or? Or? No?

He Bao is also helping with the business of the family store, everyone has something to do, it seems that she has nothing to do.

Unknowingly, she drove the car to the beach. On the Binhai Highway, Lin Jiayue pulled the car to a side stop, got out of the car and sat on the rock, facing the sea, blowing the wind, trying to calm down her mood.

At this time, the sky had already dimmed. From time to time, there would be cars passing by, and some kind-hearted people stopped to ask her if she needed help.

Probably because she thought her car was broken down, Lin Jiayue rejected the other party's kindness, and went back to sit in the car instead.

There was nowhere to vent her emotions, and after thinking about it, Lin Jiayue found that the only person she could express her emotions to was Xu Ruining.Lin Jiayue: I went home today and accidentally discovered the paternity test report that my father went to the hospital to do 11 years ago. The report showed that I wasn't? Was? His biological daughter?You know, my mother told me who my real father is? Who?

Heh... is it? Uncle Yang, it's actually? Uncle Yang, the uncle I've called him for so many years is actually my biological father.

Things? Why did things happen like this, why did they become like this.

Lin Jiayue knew that Xu Ruining was busy at the moment, so she would reply to her message immediately, and she just used the chat box with her as a base to vent her emotions and express her emotions.

All the thoughts in my heart? After speaking out, the whole person was relaxed.

Tidy up, tidy up, prepare to go home, but still have to continue to think of other ways.

Driving all the way back, just after arriving home, Xu Ruining's phone? He called, and the voice sounded anxious.

"What's the matter, where are you now?"

"I'm back."

"Go back?" Xu Ruining breathed a sigh of relief, "I thought..."

"Why do you think I will do stupid things? Ah." Lin Jiayue laughed at herself, "I don't? I do, don't I? I'm a ten-year-old child. For such a grown-up, I have to learn how to regulate myself .”

Xu Ruining was silent for a while, and then said: "You are stronger than I imagined, but? Too? Too strong, it will make people feel distressed."

"Actually, it's not? I'm strong, isn't it? I'm strong. It's just that after so long and so many things happened, my ability to accept this thing seems to have become higher. If it happened last year , I may not? Will be as acceptable as now."

Lin Jiayue was telling the truth. If it happened last year when she and her father were on good terms, she would definitely not be able to accept it.

But now, the relationship between her and that father has long been broken. Now that she has learned the truth, looking back on what happened along the way, it seems that it is not so unacceptable, but... thinking about it, I still feel... Is it? It will be hard.

After a while, Lin Jiayue suddenly asked a little strangely: "You don't seem to be surprised at all."

Xu Ruining smiled helplessly, and simply confessed: "Actually, I've known about this for a long time, didn't you? Your mother told me, didn't you? But she let me keep this secret, and now you know all about it." , I have no need to hide it."

"You...you know..." Lin Jiayue was shocked, but she couldn't understand it afterwards: "Why, why would she rather tell you than tell me."

"I'm afraid I'll have to wait for her to tell you this question herself. Maybe it's because she wants to maintain the last shred of mother's self-esteem in front of you."

Lin Jiayue sighed, and then said, "I'm sorry."

Xu Ruining was a little surprised: "Why did you suddenly say sorry? Sorry."

"Today, when I went home, I originally wanted to steal my father...to steal that person's documents, but I was delayed by the paternity test report."

Xu Ruining smiled helplessly: "Fool, why do you have to apologize to me for this kind of thing? The person who should apologize to you should be? Me, I don't? I should keep it from you."

"I know? Mom asked you, I don't blame you, do I? I should say I'm sorry? I'm really useless. I can't help you at all."

Xu Ruining was amused by her and said: "Fool, it's useless. Lin Baiyi's work documents are useless to me. Don't do this in the future. I don't want to get you involved. I will deal with the company's affairs. Figure out your own way."

Lin Jiayue bit her lip and couldn't help but asked, "But?, is there really a way?"

"There will be, just? It will take time." Xu Ruining comforted her.

After not talking for too long, Xu Ruining hastily ended the call with her because of something.

Lin Jiayue sat on a chair with her face in a daze. Uncle Yang was her biological father. She still couldn't accept this matter. Although Uncle Yang had always been very kind and caring to her, but... Suddenly let her accept this matter, or is it a bit difficult.

She can accept whether Lin Baiyi is her biological father. This matter has exhausted her current strength.

Late at night, tossing and turning.

Suddenly there was a phone call? Lin Jiayue was very hesitant when she saw the caller ID was? Mom.

In the end, she still didn't answer, she wanted to be quiet and be alone.

Just lying on her side in a daze, after a while, there was another message notification sound from the phone. Lin Jiayue reached out to check and found that it was from?

[I'm sorry? Jiayue, it's my mother's cowardice that caused today's situation.Now that this matter cannot be concealed, why not tell you everything? Now, you have the right to know the truth.

You and I, Uncle Yang, were actually our first love when we were students. At that time in college, he was a cadre of the student union, and I was a newcomer who just entered the student union. He didn't allow us to be together, just torn us apart, and he also seemed to disappear from the world, never appearing in school again.In those days, I washed my face with tears all day long, until I met Lin Baiyi. He was mature, gentle, and considerate, and he brought out the injured me at once. Afterwards, we got married as a matter of course. Those things? you know too.

I also thought that I would live a good life and forget about him, but? Unexpectedly, one day we met again, and he became Lin Baiyi's driver. His first reaction was to leave the job. I chased him to ask the reason. The reason why he disappeared for no reason at that time, he said, he felt that he was not good enough for me, and he didn't want to meet me at school, which only made him sad, so he resolutely dropped out of school.That night, we all drank wine. I was only twenty or twelve years old. I was so young and energetic, and I made mistakes if I didn't hold back for a while.

Soon, I found out that I was pregnant. According to the date calculation, I'm sure it's Lin Baiyi's child, so I made an appointment for an abortion, but before I went to the operating table, I regretted it again. How innocent, obviously I am a sinner, why let the child suffer.

After I went back that day, I showed my cards to Lin Baiyi, admitting that I had an affair and had a child, but in order to keep Yang Zhengcheng's job, no? Let him suffer Lin Baiyi's revenge, I did not confess him .I asked Lin Baiyi for a divorce, but Lin Baiyi didn't care. He said that the child must belong to someone else, and even if it belonged to someone else, he would treat it as his own child. He said he loved Me, he is willing to forgive me.

He has retreated to this point, I still have no reason to divorce? I feel guilty for him, and I love him even more since then, and forget that embarrassing night with Yang Zhengcheng, and Yang Zhengcheng also Because of the child's affairs, I took the initiative to stay.

Invisibly, I hurt two men.

I am unforgivable, I am not? A qualified good wife, let alone a good mother.

Soon, you were born. You are very cute, well-behaved, and lovable. Lin Baiyi treats you so well, and doesn't pursue that matter at all.Like this until you were ten years old, one day Lin Baiyi suddenly asked me to have another child with him, saying yes? I don’t doubt that I want a younger brother or sister to accompany you, but? In this way, it was not until you went to college that you finally had your sister.

You thought we were an unwanted pregnancy, but it was actually a long-planned one.Why didn't I? I have to give birth to a younger sister in spite of my body, probably too? The debt I owe to Lin Baiyi in my heart.I know he already knows you, right? Her biological daughter, I want him to promise that after giving birth to his younger sister, he will still treat you well.However, what he said beforehand was good, but after Jiaxue was born, he began to break his promise, and it got worse and worse. I had no strength to resist it at all.

I hate, but? There is no way, the culprit of everything is? Myself, but I feel sorry for you.

I know, after telling you this, you will definitely feel that I am? A shameless woman, a mother without principles, but? I still don't? Regret, no? Regret for giving birth to you.

Even if you don't? Forgive me, I don't? I won't blame you. After all, who would accept such a shameless mother who still has an affair with others after marriage?

The thing I am most proud of in my life is that I have you and Jiaxue. 】

After reading the long text sent by her mother, Lin Jiayue sighed.

It turns out that the truth of the matter is like this.

hatred?How can she hate it? During her long? growing? process, her mother has always been? a qualified mother who gave all her love to her mother. Perhaps she is not? a qualified wife, But definitely? A good mom.

I typed a long paragraph of text, but deleted it before sending it out.

In the end, Lin Jiayue just?replied a short sentence?.

Lin Jiayue: I have let go of the ending.I don't? Will hate you, let alone Uncle Yang, just... Let me fully accept this matter, and I need to give me some time.

After the news was sent out, Lin Jiayue turned off her phone and put it down, trying to curl up and hug herself tightly.

Tears slipped down silently, and all kinds of scenes from my childhood were playing in front of my eyes like a movie, whether it was about? with my mother, "father", or? with Uncle Yang...

Insomnia until the middle of the night, I finally fell asleep unconsciously because of exhaustion.

She had a dream, a fire, blazing.

Everything in front of my eyes is red and red.

red.

Eyes are red.