Over indulge

On the phone, Lin Jiayue seemed to hear Huang Ying's voice, as if she was reporting to work.

"Do you have something? Just get busy, I'll hang up first."

"Okay." He replied lightly and shallowly, as if itching in his ears, extremely gentle.

Lin Jiayue quickly hung up the phone, took a deep breath to adjust her breathing rate, and looked down at the yogurt and fruit that had been disassembled on the table. She couldn't help but reach out and pick it up, and tasted it. Fresh fruit? The sweet and smooth yogurt tastes so good, just like this, one mouthful after another, and she finished eating a piece of fruit after a while, caressing her belly, feeling a little full.

Go? Do something? Let's digest it. Just when I got up, the phone rang again.

Lin Jiayue's heart skipped a beat, she subconsciously thought it was Xu Ruining calling again, and she even jumped for joy in her heart.

Turning around and picking up the mobile phone on the table, I saw that it was my mother calling. After answering it, I put it to my ear, and heard the familiar mother's voice.

"Jiayue, let's get out of school."

"Well, did you come back to the apartment? It's been a while, have you had dinner?" Lin Jiayue asked.

"I've already eaten it, you won't stop eating it at night, right?" Zhou Hong seemed to have expected it.

"No?" Lin Jiayue smiled, "I just ate it, really."

"Have you eaten? What did you eat? Yeah." Zhou Hong questioned curiously.

"Yogurt fruit? Fish, um." Lin Jiayue reported truthfully.

"you made it yourself?"

"No, it's Xu...it's a takeaway!" Lin Jiayue paused, but she still didn't mention Xu Ruining's name. You must know that from the very beginning, her mother rejected Xu Ruining very much, and she was not allowed to save the Lin family. Committed to Xu Ruining, so now? It's better not to touch my mother's Nilin.

"You, if you live alone, you still need to pay more attention to your body and take care of yourself. Don't always have a meal for the sake of saving trouble."

"I see. Mom, is my sister asleep?"

"I fell asleep after eating milk just now." Zhou Hong paused and couldn't help but ask: "You were there two days ago? Are you okay with Xu Ruining? Did she treat you harshly?"

"No? She...she took me to the concert, which is my favorite Kurokawa concert." Lin Jiayue said.

The other end of the phone suddenly became silent, Lin Jiayue's heart was also up and down, her mother seemed to dislike Xu Ruining very much, might she be angry because of this.

After a long time, Zhou Hong finally spoke again: "Jiayue."

"Hey, mom, I'm here."

"You still have to be more careful about Xu Ruining? She's older than you and has more experience. Don't pour your feelings into her in a daze."

Facing her mother's earnest explanation, Lin Jiayue burst out laughing: "Mom, no, don't worry, what should I do? Maybe I have feelings for Xu Ruining, she is a woman? Well, she's even bigger than me. So much? Much."

"Just keep this in mind. Don't trust her easily and protect yourself."

"I know, Mom, have you been feeling better recently? Have you been feeling better?"

"Yesterday your dad arranged for a doctor to come to my house to check me up. I'm much better. Don't worry. Now I'm out of confinement. I'll take Jiaxue to school to see you in two days."

"No need? Mom, you're not in good health. It's better to rest at home. I can go home soon and see you." Although Lin Jiayue is also very eager to see her mother, she is very concerned about her mother's situation. I understand, when I gave birth to my younger sister, I had a massive postpartum hemorrhage, and I managed to save my life. Now I am very weak, how can I recover so easily.

"Mom is fine, mom now? You are the one who worries the most."

Suddenly her nose became sore, Lin Jiayue raised her head slightly, not wanting to shed tears, so she could only repeat herself over and over again?

I remember that a year ago, my mother was still in good health, and she would drink tea with some rich wives, go shopping, chat and arrange flower arrangements, which was very pleasant.

Until the unintended pregnancy was found out, Lin Jiayue still thought that maybe she had neglected contraception for a while, but she was shocked when she heard that her mother and father had decided to give birth to this child.

It's not selfish to enjoy the honor of being an only child. Lin Jiayue is also very eager to have a younger brother or sister. This is something she has always wanted since she was a child, but she is very worried that her mother is already in her 40s. She will give birth again at this age. The risk must be extremely high, even the doctor himself said that this child can be abandoned if it is not necessary? Lin Jiayue personally accompanied the prenatal examination that day and heard such words.

There was some hesitation on the mother's face, but soon she decided to insist on keeping the child.

Her eyes were full of helplessness, yes, helplessness, Lin Jiayue noticed it.

At that time, Lin Jiayue said to her mother, don't force yourself? Your body is important. Mom didn't say anything? She just answered herself? Yes.Even the answer was very helpless, giving people an illusion, as if it was not the mother's intention.

Lin Jiayue didn't understand. At the time, she didn't understand. Why? Mother must take the risk to have a second child. It's not that she doesn't welcome new siblings, but it's too risky, and even her father's attitude is to hope that her mother will have a second child. Come down, Lin Jiayue is also unexpected when her father, who has always loved her mother, said these words. It seems that the only one in this family? She is not very supportive.

Fortunately, after going through a series of miscarriages, bed rest, injections, and careful care, the younger sister was finally born smoothly, and the mother's body is no longer what it used to be. I can't see it?

Lin Jiayue went to take a shower after talking on the phone with her mother, and it was almost ten o'clock when she went to bed.

Facing the ceiling, the whole apartment was quiet, and the sound of the second hand of the clock walking was so clear in your ears.

In my mind, I remembered what Xu Ruining said to her last night, that I actually wanted to buy a house near her school? Is it really that? Do you want to see her every day?

I don't know why? When such a conclusion came to her head, Lin Jiayue actually blushed a little. Although she didn't know what Xu Ruining liked about her, but... when she heard her say such words, she felt happy.

After laying down for a while, she found that she still couldn't fall asleep. Lin Jiayue couldn't help but reached out and fetched her mobile phone. After thinking about it, she opened the SMS interface and clicked on Xu Ruining's name. A series of their text message conversations appeared, almost all from yesterday. .

Gently swiping her index finger to scroll through the chat records, Xu Ruining's old-fashioned and concise questions made Lin Jiayue laugh. She is such an open-mouthed person in real life, and always likes to say strange things to her. When it came to text messages on her mobile phone, she became rigid, always asking her if she had eaten, what are you doing, what did she eat?, what time will she be back, and nothing else.

The text message conversation was quickly read by her. Lin Jiayue was a little dissatisfied with this, and suddenly wondered what kind of person Xu Ruining was, and wanted to know more about her. The only thought now.

I just remembered that I haven’t added Xu Ruining’s WeChat. There must be a lot of content on WeChat. Feeling uneasy, Lin Jiayue copied the other party’s phone number and searched on WeChat. The result? The answer is: The user could not be found.

My heart instantly became half cold, and I really felt a little cold.

Putting down the phone, my mood seemed to have fallen to the bottom in an instant. It was really uncomfortable.

Lin Jiayue had never felt this kind of feeling before.

No wonder you don’t add her on WeChat, no wonder you want to chat with her via text message, but probably not? Xu Ruining said, I like it so much.

Maybe it’s just fresh for a while, Lin Jiayue now? It’s just that it’s still fresh, Xu Ruining will soon get tired of it and get bored.

The more she thinks about it, the more uncomfortable she feels. Lin Jiayue curled up and wrapped herself tightly with a quilt.

Why? Happy? Not happy, obviously this is the best result? Well, if Xu Ruining can really dislike her quickly, it means that he will be free soon, right?

But why? Not happy at all? Lin Jiayue couldn't figure it out, and there was even a trace of longing in her heart, longing for the fact that she wasn't herself? So? Thinking like this, Xu Ruining wasn't unwilling to add her on WeChat, just because Too busy with work to forget.

Alas, it's so annoying, it's like my head is about to explode.

Pull up the quilt? Cover your head and force yourself? Go to bed quickly, and you won’t be upset when you fall asleep.

In the next few days, Lin Jiayue could always receive text messages from Xu Ruining.

But she always paid too much attention to the WeChat thing, so that she was a little angry when she saw Xu Ruining's text message, and simply refused to reply in anger, pretending not to see it.

It was almost like this until Friday afternoon, when school was about to end, Lin Jiayue received another text message from Xu Ruining on her cell phone.

Xu Ruining: I'll wait for you at the gate.

Putting away her phone, Lin Jiayue sighed a little, thinking of herself? After all, she couldn't avoid it, she had to face it.

Strolling on the avenue of the campus, Lin Jiayue deliberately slowed down her pace, her mood was complicated.

Want to see her, do not want to see her, constantly wandering back and forth between the two.

She hasn't talked to Xu Ruining for several days, whether it's a text message or a phone call, such an unreasonable behavior must be very annoying to Xu Ruining, right?

But even so? Lin Jiayue still couldn't let go of the WeChat incident. Is she too hypocritical?

But... If you really like someone? Would you add her on WeChat?

This shows that what Xu Ruining said earlier about how much he liked her was all deceitful, mixed with water, not sincere.

Finally, she walked out of the school gate, Lin Jiayue raised her eyes, Xu Ruining's car was parked by the side of the road, she didn't know what would happen when she got in the car and faced her next time, feeling uneasy, silently swallowed her saliva, Lin Jiayue raised her foot and stepped forward .

Seeing this, Zhou Ji hurriedly got out of the car to open the car door for her. Lin Jiayue whispered thank you, then lowered her head and got in the car.

Xu Ruining was sitting in the back. Lin Jiayue looked at her as soon as she got in the car, but she quickly avoided looking at her, and silently put on her seat belt.

Out of the corner of the eye, I could still feel Xu Ruining's gaze. Lin Jiayue's heart was beating very fast and loudly, and she was a little afraid that the people next to her would notice.

"Why? Ignore me." Xu Ruining opened his mouth, as if he had been contemplating for a long time and finally said what was in his heart.

"What are you talking about? I don't understand." Lin Jiayue didn't dare to look at the other party, she guessed that his face must be extremely ugly.

At this time, Xu Ruining suddenly laughed, as if he was laughing at Lin Jiayue's questioning knowingly.

"I've sent you text messages these past few days, but you haven't responded to any of them." It didn't sound like an angry tone, but there was a bit of sadness in it.

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