Over indulge

After talking with Yan Hua on the phone, Lin Jiayue kept thinking about one thing, which was what kind of feelings she had for Xu Ruining.

She thinks? She may have fallen in love with her, but she can't be sure, and she dare not accept this fact for the time being. After all, that person is Xu Ruining, not an ordinary person, and she is a woman, 20 years older than her.

No matter how you think about it, it is an impossible thing.But since this period of time, I have always been easy to be confused by Xu Ruining? Messy, it seems that when I am around her, my IQ automatically drops, and I can't help liking her. Is this the proper reaction to liking someone?

However, she did have more or less the feelings Yan Hua listed.

Lin Jiayue, who had already taken a shower and was lying on the bed, faced the ceiling and pondered seriously.

At the beginning, Lin Jiayue really felt that Xu Ruining's various behaviors were very domineering, excessive, and childish, but now that she thinks about it, she can't help but feel that Xu Ruining is a little cute and affectionate.

I heard from Aunt Chen that the house on Huxin Island was a wedding room prepared by Xu Ruining, and that every decoration and arrangement in it was personally done by her, and the night she met Xu Ruining, she proposed that she wanted to get married.

Lin Jiayue blushed suddenly, and couldn't help raising her hand to hold her cheeks. Marriage, she had never thought about such a thing, but marrying Xu Ruining...

Thinking of the corners of his mouth secretly rising, he couldn't help but feel happy.

At first, Lin Jiayue thought that Xu Ruining just treated herself as a plaything, a canary, but after getting along with her day by day, she realized that she really cared about herself. If you are a canary, then you are willing to be a canary for the rest of your life? Such a canary.

Fall, fall already.

Rubbing her own face, her heart began to tangle again. Is it because of her falling in love, or because of Xu Ruining's material raids on her round after round?

It must not be the latter, Lin Jiayue can be sure, although she will be very happy to receive the things from Xu Ruining, but if it is Fu Zi? Ann to her, Lin Jiayue will definitely refuse it far away.

In fact, she already has the answer in her heart, what is needed now is just a process of identification, a process of acknowledgment and acceptance.

When did it start?have no idea.

I remember that when I heard Zhenxi’s sister tell her for the first time about Xu Ruining’s ex, my heart would subconsciously tighten. It’s hard to imagine that a person who keeps saying that he likes him like this has also liked others. Maybe at that time He became possessive, and even selfishly and paranoidly thought that it would be great if he only liked her.

The first time I saw Xu Keer at home, I would be suspicious of the relationship between her and Xu Ruining, I would be jealous and compare, and when I later confirmed that the relationship was not the one I imagined, I would breathe a sigh of relief and feel relaxed.

She has never stuttered, and when facing Xu Ruining, she always tends to fight with her tongue and teeth.

When staying with her, my heart would be pounding, my face would blush, and I would become? Not myself because of some of her words and actions.

Until now, recalling that vague kiss, Lin Jiayue couldn't help raising her hand to cover her lips with the pulp of her index finger. She still felt nostalgic and regretful. After all, she was drunk and had no memories or feelings. Come deep when you are awake.

Originally, Lin Jiayue had a very vague concept of liking.

After Yan Hua's point, liking became a clear feeling.

She also finally understood why she dressed up for that person, and was depressed because of what happened on Monday morning. Everything came from liking, because she cared about that person, and because she liked it, she was in a bad mood because of that person's every move. Going up and down is like a roller coaster.

Lin Jiayue, who was lying on the bed, clutched her chest, her eyes were wide open. She was now sure that she fell in love with Xu Ruining.

Very clear confirmation.

What followed was a full of sorrow. If Yan Hua found out about this, he would be very disappointed with her, and his parents would definitely find it very unacceptable.

With a helpless sigh, Lin Jiayue turned over and continued to lie down, but she likes this kind of thing, once she started, it would be difficult to take it back, like an arrow that has not been turned back. Her feelings for Xu Ruining are like this With an arrow, there is no room for maneuver.

I don't remember when I fell asleep. When I woke up, it was dawn and a new day had begun.

Today is Wednesday, and there are three days before Friday. In order to further confirm what she thought yesterday, Lin Jiayue decided not to bring her mobile phone with her when she went out today. First, try not to contact Xu Ruining for a day. If she can bear it and feel nothing , that means that her perception may be wrong, of course, this possibility is extremely low.

If she's been scratching her head all day long, then she'll just accept the fact.

Coming down from the apartment building, Lin Jiayue couldn't help but stop her feet and look up. She didn't bring her mobile phone with her. She always felt that there was something missing and unreliable. Do you really want to do this?

Forget it, just grit your teeth and endure it, it's just a day's work.

Lin Jiayue turned her head and strode forward.

After arriving at the classroom, I found a seat to sit down, took out the textbook, and started today's class.

Whenever the class was boring, Lin Jiayue couldn't help holding her chin in a daze, looking out the window and thinking, what is Xu Ruining doing now, is he in the company, is he in a meeting or alone in the office, did he have breakfast? The point is, have you sent her a message? According to the past practice, although the time is not uniform, she will always say good morning or good morning to her.

Regardless of whether she posted it or not, she didn't bring her mobile phone and couldn't see anything.

Hurry up and continue to listen to the class.

During the break between classes, Lin Jiayue sat alone in a daze in her seat. Some classmates asked her to go to the toilet together. She waved her hand and said that she would not go. It wouldn't be so boring to sit here.

And she was sure that Xu Ruining must have sent her a message by now, if she didn't reply for a long time, would she have misunderstood it?

In this way, until the second class, Lin Jiayue began to scratch her heart, thinking that she should go back to pick up her mobile phone after school at noon.

But when the bell rang after school at noon, as soon as he walked out of the classroom, He Bao waited for her outside. It turned out that she didn't have class in the last period, so she came here specially to wait for her to have lunch with her, so Lin Jiayue went too, thinking that she would come back after eating ?It's not too late to go to the apartment.

During the meal, she was a little absent-minded, worried that she would not reply to the message Xu Ruining sent her.

But when she finished eating and said she had something to go back to? She went to the apartment and was already on the way out of the school, Lin Jiayue backed off again, but she hadn't contacted her for just one morning, why couldn't she take it anymore, no, She has to persevere.

So it turned back again.

However, this person, that is, Lin Jiayue, began to feel regretful again when he was in class in the afternoon. Why didn't he come back at noon? To pick up his mobile phone.

This physical education class teacher asked for leave, and she sat on the bench in the playground in a daze. It may have been a long time. She began to feel that time passed? So slow, so slow, and she missed someone more and more? , just like the water in the tank on a rainy day, it accumulates more and more.

I haven't looked at my phone for so long, I don't know if Xu Ruining has sent her any more messages, I really want to know what they sent.

I have regretted countless times, thinking that I shouldn't use this method to verify myself, such suffering, every minute and every second is torture.

Her heart for Xu Ruining is now very clear, there is no need to verify anything.

Didn’t you feel like you carried your mobile phone every day before? Something happened, but you didn’t take it with you by chance today, did you really feel that? You couldn’t adapt to anything.

I finally made it to the last class in the afternoon. Looking at the clock in the classroom, I felt that victory was in sight, that the revolution was about to succeed.

When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Lin Jiayue, who quickly packed her things, rushed out like an arrow.

Running around the campus, thinking of something or someone, I can't help but smile on my face, people passing by will cast strange eyes, thinking what's wrong with this woman?

At this time, Lin Jiayue didn't care about so much, and she didn't care about what outsiders thought.

Along the way, I arrived at the apartment in the fastest time, opened the door and rushed in, and checked my mobile phone immediately.

Press the screen to turn it on, it shows that Xu Ruining not only sent herself a WeChat message, but also sent a text message, and even had a few missed calls from her. Lin Jiayue was overjoyed, knowing that she didn't look forward to it in vain, and knew that there was someone else who cared about her just like herself other side.

The main content of the text message was that Lin Jiayue hadn't replied all day? He replied to the message, asking her if she was not feeling well, or encountered something unhappy, or what happened. Xu Ruining was very worried.

Lin Jiayue guessed that it was the same for her missed calls, and thinking of this, she hurriedly called her back.

In my impression, Lin Jiayue seldom took the initiative to call Xu Ruining, but at this moment, her mood could not be restrained. Listening to the busy tone after dialing, her heart was beating wildly, and the speed was so fast.

After a while, someone answered the phone, and a familiar voice came from my ear.

"You worry me so much. Where are you? I'll find you."

"Wait, wait, Xu Ruining." Lin Jiayue hurriedly stopped her.

"What's wrong?" Xu Ruining's voice was a little puzzled.

"That, that's the one..." Lin Jiayue felt very ashamed, not knowing how to speak, holding the phone awkwardly.

Xu Ruining also waited quietly on the other end of the phone.

After hesitating for a long time, Lin Jiayue still couldn't say it, so she mustered up her courage and said, "Isn't today Wednesday? Two days later, that is Friday night, I have something to tell you. Let's see you on Friday."

The other end of the phone was silent for a while, then smiled and said: "Okay, see you on Friday."

"See you on Friday." Lin Jiayue put down the phone in one breath, and quickly raised her hand to cover her chest. She was almost dying, and the dance made her uncomfortable.

Xu Ruining looked at the hung up phone, wondering what happened on Friday.

The author has something to say: secretly add an update//

Then, because I like the perverted Zhou Cijing too much (there will be more perverted episodes in the future)

Therefore, I made a pre-acquisition of a new article, and let Zhou Cijing be the protagonist, which has nothing to do with this article, but Zhou Cijing is still as perverted as ever!

The following is the copy, if you like it, add a favorite mua~ (Poke the author's name and enter the column directly to see it

"Paranoid Love"

Lin is also a girl from a rich family, but she couldn't help herself in the marriage. When she was just over 20 years old, her family arranged a commercial marriage with a bad old man who was over half a century old.

At a dance party, she met a woman named Zhou Cijing. When they met for the first time, she spoke rudely to her and claimed that she wanted to keep her. abnormal.

Lin also - I don't like women.

"Oh yeah, but I like you."

Lin Ye - I'm engaged.

"That bad old man, is he willing to follow me if he becomes bankrupt and crippled?"

Lin Ye - my parents will not agree to us being together.

"What I have is a way to get them to agree, be more cruel or bloody, or be kind?"

Lin was also forced to come to Zhou Cijing, a woman with a strong desire for control and possessiveness. When she wanted to escape, she realized that it was too late.

Zhou Cijing: I am paranoid, I am perverted, but I love you deeply

Miserable, the story of Xiaobaihua and the sick and tender young man who went to hell with a 17-year age difference.

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