Accidentally landed

Only Zhou Jing and Ye Suyu knew about all the ambiguity under the undercurrent.

Looking at Ye Suyu, Zhou Jing felt a real regret from the bottom of her heart—he shouldn't have come here.

Rejecting the cigarettes offered by whoever was handed over, Zhou Jing got up and said goodbye to the people at the table, who looked like someone who ran away after drinking.

Ye Suyu and Zhou Jing were the only ones who knew each other, and it was difficult for everyone to say goodbye. Zhou Jing didn't even have time to say goodbye to Ji Yuan, so she walked directly outside the bar.

Ye Suyu picked up the phone and chased him out.

Passing through the confused crowd, Zhou Jing walked out of the bar. It was already dark outside, and the cold wind blew past, blowing away a little of the heat and alcohol on his body.

Walking to the side of the street, Zhou Jing's footsteps slowed down for some reason.

Zhou Jing is not a fool, he understands the cause of the palpitation at the moment, and also understands the meaning behind these abnormal actions of his, but he doesn't want to admit it.

But human beings are such complicated animals. Even if they don't want to admit it, even if they resist, they will still hesitate because of the emotions in their hearts that can't be exported.

Ye Suyu caught up with him.

Outside the bar, chattering people stood sparsely, Ye Suyu quickly walked behind the tall figure, and patted Zhou Jing on the shoulder.

"Escaping is not a good habit."

Ye Suyu's voice carried a smile.

Zhou Jing turned around, he just slowed down, but he was just waiting for this person to catch up behind him.

It would be a good thing if he could really be a fool, but it's a pity that both he and Ye Suyu are too sober.

Looking deeply at Ye Suyu, the boy's fair face was still blushing with alcohol, and his peach eyes were full of openness that he didn't want to look at.

It is said that the eyes are the windows of the heart, and Zhou Jing thinks so.

Ye Suyu has said so many times that he likes her, but he can still sneer at these sweet words, only this time, looking into Ye Suyu's eyes, Zhou Jing can't deny it.

"Smoking?" Ye Suyu took one out of the cigarette case and handed it to Zhou Jing.

Zhou Jing remembered the scene when he and Ye Suyu were sitting and smoking together. He liked the feeling of letting everything go, but he still refused.

"I quit."

...The crisp sound of the lighter being pressed fell, and there was only silence between the two of them for a while.

What can I say?Ye Suyu seemed to be waiting for him to speak.

Zhou Jing has always been a straightforward and decisive person, but at this moment it is difficult to sum up the complicated thoughts in his heart in one sentence.

Let's not see each other again.

Just go here.

Still, just say goodbye.

Breathing out a puff of smoke, Ye Suyu lowered his hands and said to Zhou Jing, "You lower your head."

Bow your head, then what?Zhou Jing could guess what Ye Suyu wanted to do, he shouldn't have cooperated, but because he might never meet again in the future, he was a little more tolerant of this person in front of him.

Lowering his head, Ye Suyu moved his face closer to Zhou Jing's, and kissed Zhou Jing's lips.

Unlike in the bar, the kiss was serious and lingering, the soft lips pressed against his, a mint candy was pushed into his mouth by Ye Suyu, the tip of the tongue scraped across his lips and teeth, A piece of cool.

Zhou Jing let Ye Suyu kiss him, but did not close her eyes.

The boy's eyelashes are very long, trembling slightly when his eyes are closed, looking delicate and lingering.

This unresponsive kiss started with Ye Suyu, and also ended with Ye Suyu.

He licked his lips to end the kiss, took a step back slightly, looked at Zhou Jing who looked calm as if he had no waves in his heart, the cigarette in his fingers had burned to the tail, stomped out the cigarette, Ye Suyu smiled at Zhou Jing smiled.

"Are you planning to go back and delete my WeChat?" Ye Suyu asked.

Yes.

Zhou Jing replied inwardly, but did not speak.

"Zhou Jing, I know what you're thinking."

Ye Suyu looked at him, the smile never fading from his face, "Because I found out that I really like you, and because I found out that you might also like me a little bit, so you ran faster than anyone else. "

"I know that you won't talk to me about what you say now, and I can't pull back the things you have made up your mind about."

Zhou Jing looked at Ye Suyu silently, just like Ye Suyu said, without saying a word.

"However, I'm still very happy."

"Zhou Jing, I'm really happy that you like me."

...Do you like it?

From interest, to desire, to possessiveness.

I will dream of him in my dreams, I will think of him inadvertently, and I will feel relaxed and happy when I see him.

Maybe this is really liking, Zhou Jing can't deny this.

But liking is too troublesome and too cheap for him. A liking that is fragile and cannot withstand the impact of time is a blank paper that can be torn apart in front of reality. Apart from a bright surface, there is nothing worth yearning for.

It is impossible for Zhou Jing to let himself sink into such useless emotions. It is already a big taboo for him to be abnormal this time.

Ye Suyu looked at him, still smiling.

Maybe that was all he wanted, for him to like him.

Once conquered, he is also satisfied, so he is so happy.

Thinking of this, Zhou Jing inevitably felt a little irritable. He raised his drooping eyelids and said coldly to Ye Suyu, "Goodbye."

Ye Suyu leaned forward and whispered in his ear, "Zhou Jing, goodbye."

Just as she was about to turn around, another low and quick sentence drifted past her ears, Zhou Jing's footsteps paused, and her eyes finally stayed on Ye Suyu's face for a few seconds.

There seemed to be a little sadness in those smiling eyes.

A small piece of Zhou Jing's heart collapsed because of this imperceptible sadness, and the sour feeling was bubbling up, his fingers clenched tightly, and he walked to the side of the road and drove a shared bicycle.

The long street was dimly lit, and the wind blew past Zhou Jing's clothes, who was riding a shared bicycle, and blew onto Ye Suyu's cheek.

Looking at Zhou Jingyuan's back, Ye Suyu stretched out his hand to stroke his lips, as if there was still another person's warmth on it.

After lighting a cigarette, Ye Suyu didn't have the urge to smoke for some reason.

He thought, people are really insatiable.

At first, I just wanted to like it, and when I liked it, I wanted more.

It turns out that really falling in love with someone is this kind of feeling, which makes you feel uneasy, uneasy, and reluctant.

Delusion arises in the heart, no matter how hard it is to calm down.

The winter in Qicheng is not crisp, some of the gloomy coldness of the south, but also the bitterness of the north.

Ye Suyu finished her internship and returned to school, and also ended her tutoring work at Zhou Jing's house.

The two people who have returned to the peaceful life track are like two lines that briefly intersected, and then separated after intersecting.

When Zhou Yang mentioned Ye Suyu's resignation after a meal, his tone was not without regret.

Although the internship time is not too long, Ye Suyu is obviously quite popular among the students.

"Brother, do you still have contact with Teacher Ye? I still want to make up lessons when I sprint next year."

Zhou Yang said.

Hearing Zhou Yang's question, Zhou Jingtian's hand didn't pause at all, and said to his younger brother in a cold tone: "No, I have no money, I rely on myself."

……what.

Zhou Yang pursed his lips. Although he felt that there was always an unspeakable strange relationship between his brother and Teacher Ye, he didn't dare to continue asking.

What Zhou Jing is most used to is separation.

His childhood experiences have taught him the ability to forget. As long as he doesn't want to remember, everything will be packed and cleared out of his mind, and everything about Ye Suyu is no exception.

Some of the trees outside the window had lost all their leaves, and some were still showing green. Zhou Jing used to go to the window to relax his eyes after finishing the questions.

This is the No. 15 day since he deleted Ye Suyu's WeChat. Ye Suyu didn't resend a friend request. He and him are clearly not very familiar, but they have a worry-free tacit understanding.

Looking at the lonely winter scene, Zhou Jing suddenly couldn't keep calm because of Zhou Yang's question.

All the memories that had been packed and cleared out of my mind suddenly emerged, on the bed, in the bathroom, at the bar... His voice, his eyes, his panting when he climbed to the top, and the kiss that meant parting.

His self-deception is like a joke. Under the peaceful life of whitewashing peace, he is still a person who surrenders to desire and emotion, and he can't forget all this.

At the moment when Zhou Jing was in a trance, she couldn't help but wonder, did that person have a new goal now, did he start frequenting the night scene again, or was he kneeling at someone's feet?Just thinking about it, overwhelming unhappiness swept Zhou Jing's world, and he even began to speculate darkly, whether Ye Suyu didn't add his friend again because of tacit understanding, or because he didn't care.

Everything that exists must leave traces, and Zhou Jing always realizes at such times that the traces left by this person in his life are much deeper than he imagined.

This feeling is really annoying.

Zhou Jing walked back to the desk, opened the drawer vigorously, and took out a photo from a small corner.

A half-palm-sized Polaroid lay in the palm of his hand, and Zhou Jing looked at this photo—it should have been thrown away a long time ago, but he kept it until now.

He has done too many wrong things.

He was wrong when he allowed himself to seek the outlet of his desire in Ye Suyu again and again.

Before, he laughed at Ye Suyu in his heart for being superior, superior and confident, but now it seems that he is also such a stupid person.

Having not smoked for a long time, Zhou Jing searched for a while before finding the lighter from the table.

Buttoned up the lighter, the flames shot up, and the Polaroid was caught in the flames and burned black.

Watching the Polaroid being burned silently, Zhou Jing let go of his hand when the flames engulfed the smiling boy's clothes.

What a fucking idiot.

Zhou Jing scolded in her heart, she didn't know if she was scolding herself or something else.

He threw the half-burned photo into the trash can, and after a moment of silence, he took out a pack of cigarettes from the drawer.

Taking out one and lighting it, Zhou Jing lifted up his clothes and pressed them down on his waist.

Close your eyes, the taste of pain appears along with the whisper that was blown away by the wind.

"Zhou Jing, on the day we meet again, bring me a collar."

Does Ye Suyu know what her words mean?Why does Ye Suyu believe that they will meet again one day.

Zhou Jing raised the cigarette, trembling hand, brought it to his lips.

He hasn't smoked for a long time, but at this moment, the pain can't control the desire in his mind.

He couldn't shake it off, the picture that kept appearing in his mind.

He put a collar on Ye Suyu, Ye Suyu was his and only his.

At the same time, Ye Suyu refused the cigarette offered by his friend.

Facing the puzzled eyes of his friends, Ye Suyu spoke seriously, word by word.

"I quit smoking."

This winter, because of him, he couldn't quit smoking.

Also because of him, he decided to start quitting smoking.

The author has something to say: Zhou Jing: When we meet again a year later, I find that the lost puppy has another Yingyingyan Yanyan Ye Suyu: Quit smoking for you, but I still want to keep the original intention of Haiwang