roommate don't be shy

Mu Xining has always known that he has a twin brother, the brother who came into this world with the same year, the same month and the same day as him, only a few minutes away from him.

Mu Xining and Mu Xiyuan were born in a wealthy family. Since ancient times, there have been many disputes in wealthy families. Various reasons have directly led to the separation of the two places since childhood. One of them stayed with his father, and the other left with his mother. see one side.This situation lasted until they were 11 years old. The mother's business outside encountered an unprecedented crisis, and she had no time to work around every day. She had no choice but to send the child back to her father.

Mu Xining still remembers the day when Mu Xiyuan came.It was his tenth birthday that day, and he and his grandparents were sitting in front of the table. There was a huge cake with candles on it.Mu Xining was wearing a birthday hat on his head, and he was holding an identical birthday hat on his phone.Time ticked away, and finally the sound of the car's engine from far to near was heard.

Mu Xiyuan rarely showed an excited expression.He knew who he was going to see next.Is his twin brother.When he was young, he always longed to have a little friend, but from the noble kindergarten to the noble elementary school, almost all the children were in competition, and Mu Xiyuan's family could be said to be the most "rich" among them. Everyone is courting him, including the teachers and the parents of the students.Mu Xiyuan doesn't like this, he is also a child with innocence, he also wants to play eagle catch chicken with his classmates, he doesn't want everyone to let him!

Gradually, he became less fond of playing those childish games, and the expression on his face became less and less, basically only a gentle and gentle smile remained.Almost everyone said that he is very mature, so calm at such a young age, he will become a great player in the future.But who knows how much sadness lies behind that gentle and gentle smile?

With the arrival of his younger brother, he had a premonition that his life would undergo earth-shaking changes in the future.

Everything later proved that this premonition was correct. Whenever I recalled it, I couldn't help but hug the person in my arms, kiss gently, and sigh that the fate is so wonderful.

The younger brother followed behind his father, step by step, his eyes were full of fear of the unfamiliar environment, and his little hands were uneasily tugging at his father's horns.

Mu Xining finally looked forward to seeing his younger brother, so he jumped off the chair excitedly, and impatiently put the birthday hat in his hand that was exactly the same as his own on his younger brother's head.

"Brother, do you still remember brother?" Mu Xining held his brother's hand with joy.

It's been a long time since he showed such an expression.The old butler standing aside couldn't help but raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

The younger brother seemed to have been greatly frightened, as if Mu Xining's hand could pierce someone, he quickly retracted his hand, and shrank behind his father.

Mu Xining froze for a moment, his flickering eyes dimmed, but his face still kept the joyful expression just now.

Does the younger brother hate him?

"Your brother has autism." Dad's big hand touched Mu Xining's head, and it was Dad's unique magnetic voice.

Mu Xining looked in disbelief at his younger brother who was huddled behind his father with a frightened expression on his face. How could he have autism?Obviously, the last time they met they were still playing happily... But when was the last time?Seems like it's been a long time...

"Then... will it get better?" Mu Xining raised his head and looked at his father with hopeful eyes, hoping to hear the answer he wanted from him.

Father nodded and didn't say too much.

But these are enough.As long as there is hope, it's fine.

The first day they met, the elder brother hesitated to speak, and the younger brother looked defensive.And it seemed to be the same for the last few days, Mu Xining had a lot to say to his younger brother, but every time he saw him guarding himself, he swallowed the words again.

After more than half a month like this, the younger brother's defense against Mu Xining finally became much smaller, at least he could get close, but he had to keep a certain distance.Occasionally ask him a question, he will nod or shake his head.Mu Xining was very satisfied with this change.

Because his younger brother couldn't go to school, Mu Xining bought some simple exercises for him, and he was surprised to find that his younger brother was very smart!He only needs to talk about some topics once, and his younger brother can draw inferences!And the younger brother seems to be very interested in these things, so they get closer.When encountering a question that he didn't understand, the younger brother would hold the book and stand quietly at the door of the elder brother's room.Although he didn't knock on the door, didn't speak or even made any sound, Mu Xining could notice it immediately.

This is probably the so-called tacit understanding between twins.

The younger brother not only loves studying but also loves reading very much. Sometimes he can read a book for a whole day, and even has to feed Mu Xining himself to his mouth when eating.

But Mu Xining didn't have any complaints, on the contrary he enjoyed the process very much.He likes to look at the same face as his own, likes to look at his face puffed up because of eating, likes his slightly squinted eyes because he saw the exciting part...

He usually looks at himself in the mirror and feels nothing, but when his face appears on someone else, and that person happens to be his younger brother, he suddenly finds that face so pleasing to the eye.

The longer Mu Xining spends with his younger brother, the more he likes him.Of course, the liking at this time is still limited to that of brothers, family and friends.

Since my younger brother likes books, he will write them for him.Mu Xiyuan's first creation was in the sixth grade. He wrote a whole book, all of which were handwritten.He incorporated many interesting stories of life in the book, guiding his younger brother out of autism.Finally, after a psychiatrist examination, the psychiatrist said that my brother should be able to look normal soon.After hearing the news, Mu Xining was excited for a whole week, tossing and turning on the soft big bed every night, so Mu Xining suffered from insomnia for the first time in his life, and it lasted for a whole week.But even wearing panda eyes every day can't hide the excited expression on his face.He knows that his hard work has paid off.

At the age of 14, my younger brother finally entered the campus.Although I don't like to talk to my classmates, at least I don't reject socializing with outsiders.

14 years old is the age when love begins.Girls will look away shyly when they see a boy they like.Not only are Mu Xining and Mu Xiyuan handsome, they have a good family background, and they are good at studying. They are gentle and polite and naturally become the prince charming in the hearts of many girls in the school.Every time I walk on campus, I can receive beautifully packaged love letters, and when I encounter some festivals, I always receive a bunch of gifts and greeting cards.

Every time I received a love letter, I was thrown into the trash can by my younger brother before I even had time to read it, and the gift was packaged and sent to the orphanage, and then said with a stinky face: "These little girls are so annoying!" That expression seemed to be owed millions like.

Mu Xining didn't think too much when he heard it, he just smiled and said, "The little girl is annoying? You don't want a wife anymore?"

The younger brother blushed a lot, and couldn't hold back a word for a long time.

Mu Xining smiled and shook his head, but he didn't hear his younger brother muttering in a low voice: "Isn't it enough to have a brother..."

Mu Xining has always encouraged his younger brother to make more friends, and finally he managed to make one in his sophomore year of high school.But after a while, my younger brother stopped interacting with that person.Mu Xining was very puzzled, so he asked his younger brother why he hadn't talked to so-and-so recently, unexpectedly his younger brother blushed a lot, as if he could bleed, he hesitated and couldn't say a complete sentence, his eyes flickered Flickering and not daring to go to Mu Xining's

Looking in the direction, fingers twisted the clothes.

Mu Xining frowned, he didn't know when his younger brother started to avoid him, he just felt suffocated.He suddenly regretted encouraging his younger brother to make friends. After his younger brother has friends, will he have a little secret that he refuses to tell him and alienate him?He knows that everyone has privacy and he has no right to interfere, but he just doesn't want his brother to have something he doesn't know!He admitted that he was overbearing and even unreasonable.

Mu Xining's brows furrowed tighter and tighter, he struggled for a while and finally gave up, got up and left with a sigh full of emotion.

He should have known that such a day would come, and it would be a good thing for his younger brother to make friends, right?But where to put him as an older brother after having friends?

The younger brother didn't say anything until he walked out the door.

Mu Xining was slightly injured.

Heart congestion.

There is still a little pain.

Mu Xining still goes to school and eats with his younger brother every day, but the communication has become very rare. Although the younger brother seems to have something to say, but seeing that Mu Xining is afraid of something, he swallows the words.Every time the younger brother hesitated to speak, Mu Xining noticed that he was waiting, waiting for the younger brother to say something.

However, before he could say anything, a sudden change caught him off guard.

Mu Xining got up to drink water in the middle of the night, and when he passed the door of his younger brother's room, he heard the sound of panting. He is also a teenager and naturally he knew what was going on, so he felt a little blushing immediately.Unexpectedly, he put his ear on the door, the cold feeling was very bad, he was shocked in place before he could complain - there is someone else in the room? !Still a man? !

If it's panting, it's better to say it's panting, groaning.The voice was a wave of Jiao. panting, which made people's ears red and heart beating, and the panting seemed to be mixed with human voices. The low and hoarse voice was obviously not my younger brother's voice, so...

The crazy and daring guess became a fact in an instant, and Mu Xining couldn't accept it no matter what!

With the sound of "Bang!", Mu Xining couldn't bear it anymore, and forced open the locked door.

Inside the door, the air has a faint and ambiguous smell, the computer is glowing, and the unbearable sound is coming out continuously, the younger brother is sitting in front of the computer, with a pile of paper balls in hand.

The video on the computer was still going on, the two bodies were still entangled, Mu Xining's face was turning red and white, and the anger had disappeared at some point.

The younger brother looked at Mu Xining with his head sideways, the red cloud on his face hadn't faded, his eyes were very complicated, there were surprises and astonishment, and some emotions that Mu Xining couldn't understand.

"When did you..." Mu Xining opened his mouth to ask, but got stuck in his throat halfway through the words.

The younger brother suddenly smiled, that smile was weird but heartbreaking, "Yeah... I also want to know when I will watch this kind of thing, um... it should be when I like men... The younger brother turned his head away from looking at Mu Xining and continued: "Maybe it was a long time ago. No one was nice to me, but he was the only one who was nice to me. He would try his best to make me laugh. I would secretly drag me out to set off fireworks when I was at home, and would be very caring and pampering. We come from the same place, with the same blood flowing through our bodies, and sometimes we forget who is who when we look at each other's faces..." The voice gradually After lowering down, the video let out a high-pitched groan, only a short panting remained, and the video came to an end.

Mu Xining felt the shock again, looked at his younger brother's flushed face in astonishment, and couldn't say anything.

The younger brother stood up, his trousers hung loosely around his waist, and the mysterious spot was looming under his clothes.Mu Xining only felt that all the organs in his body were clamoring, and a certain place under his body also reacted.

He actually reacted to his brother...

Mu Xining looked away, feeling ashamed.

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The warmth of the morning sun was unbelievable. The younger brother stretched out his hand to copy the same facial features as his own, and then carefully kissed Mu Xining's lips, but at the moment he touched Mu Xining's lips, he pressed his head with one hand and deepened the kiss.

After the lingering good morning kiss, the younger brother smiled happily, took out Mu Xining's hand, intertwined his fingers and said their vows to the sun——

"I love what I love, and I have no regrets."