Nine Deaths Become Immortals [Rebirth]

Bai Ze was a little stunned. This title, like passing through the clouds, passed through the eardrums, broke through many obstacles, and finally fell into his heart.

"Sorry, I'm not used to it." Bai Ze said.

Ji Xuan shook her head, as if feeling emotional, "When I knew it, I didn't know how to get used to it."

Bai Ze was a little silent.

"But now I can get used to it." Ji Xuan smiled, "If you don't pay attention to it, it's actually nothing."

"The you I know are just you, not your identity." Ji Xuan looked directly into Bai Ze's eyes, and the burning eyes seemed to look into his heart, "Before, it was you... right?"

Time and time again, it's you.

With so many rebirths and new identities, sometimes Bai Ze almost forgets who he really is.You can call him anyone, but he's just not used to it... Ji Xuan will be so explicit, without hiding it.

"It's all me." Bai Ze nodded, and now, denying it doesn't seem to make much sense.

"You, do you blame me?" Ji Xuan paused and spoke slowly.

blame him?It was actually a bit weird at first, but now, I don't care anymore.His identity is indeed a bit embarrassing, and he has not forgotten that he is now living under the fence.

Bai Ze smiled, "I don't blame you."

Ji Xuan looked at Bai Ze, with a smile on his lips, "Really."

"I don't think I'll disturb your rest. If you want to see Mrs. Ye, I'll let her see you tomorrow." Ji Xuan walked over, picked up Bai Ze, and carefully placed him on the bed.

Bai Ze felt a little uncomfortable, slightly stiff.

Although he had had closer contact before, he couldn't face Ji Xuan's closeness frankly after making it clear.

He grabbed the quilt, rolled himself up, and quickly closed his eyes to pretend to be asleep.

After a while, I don't know if Ji Xuan has left, or if I should continue to pretend.It was clear that he didn't feel sleepy in his heart, but he didn't dare to open his eyes.

But there is no movement for such a long time, Ji Xuan should have left, right?

I really want to open my eyes...

"I'm sorry." A soft voice fell in his ear.

Bai Ze trembled slightly.

After a while, Bai Ze opened his eyes, and there was no sign of Ji Xuan in the room anymore.

That sorry sound was very soft, so light that he almost thought it was his illusion...

The days were more peaceful than ever.From time to time, Ji Xuan would come over to sit with Bai Ze for a while and talk, but there was no intimate action, let alone staying overnight.

Getting along like a friend made Bai Ze seem to recall the old days.

Ji Xuan also kept his promise and often asked Mrs. Ye to come and accompany Bai Ze.Here, no one will bother them.

Bai Ze knew it was all given by Ji Xuan.

He cherishes the peace in front of him very much. Apart from being confined in this small palace and having no freedom, there is nothing wrong with everything.

Ye's spirit seems to be not bad.

She would often make some food for Bai Ze with her own hands, and today she made some very delicate and beautiful snacks, and happily brought them to Bai Ze, looking at him tenderly.

"Try it." She looked at Bai Ze expectantly.

Bai Ze ate some unceremoniously. He didn't really like sweets, but it was his mother's wish, so he ate them all.The taste is not bad.

As expected, Mrs. Ye was very happy, and she couldn't help her voice choked up when she spoke, "Mother always wanted to be like an ordinary person, take care of her own children, make you favorite food, sew beautiful clothes... "

She wiped the corner of her eyes and smiled, "Mother is very happy."

Glad to still be here today.

Bai Ze held her hand and smiled from the bottom of his heart, "I'm very happy too."

Every minute and every second now is a luxury for him.He cherishes it very much, so cherished that he is not willing to waste a little time.

"Mom, I really like you cooking for me, but you are not in good health, so don't be too tired. Take care of yourself, okay?" Bai Ze said.

"Okay." Ye Shi held Bai Ze's hand behind his back, and a faint smile appeared on his plain face.

When Ji Xuan came over again, Bai Ze wasn't very resistant to him anymore.

He had already heard from Ye Shi that after he fled that day, Ji Xuan not only did not kill her, but also did not continue to embarrass her.Although she was still imprisoned in the cold palace, no one treated her poorly in daily life.

Bai Ze was grateful for this, he was very aware of Ji Xuan's hatred for the Ye family, especially Queen Ye.

Ji Xuan's mother was indirectly pissed to death by Ye Shi. His majestic eldest son lived in the palace for more than ten years, but he was not as good as an ordinary palace man. He was ignored by his father and bullied by his servants...

He can do this, it is considered as the utmost benevolence.Bai Ze thought, maybe Ji Xuan is not really that ruthless, he is just standing in his perspective and making a judgment that he thinks is reasonable.

What's more, now... Ji Xuan gave him such time to get along with Ye Shi.

Although he is not free, he should not be too dissatisfied.

A prisoner must have the consciousness of a prisoner.

"Ze'er, can you tell mother about your previous life?" Mrs. Ye looks good today, and her face is rosier.

Bai Ze hesitated for a moment, he understood Ye Shi's desire to make amends, because the time together was too short... so he urgently wanted to know everything about him.But the reality is often not so beautiful, he doesn't want his mother to be sad.

He considered his words and said, "Actually, I don't remember things clearly when I was a child."

After speaking, he looked at Ye Shi's face, but he was not willing to be too perfunctory and make her sad, so he said again: "I was brought into the palace by Ji Xuan when I was less than ten years old. He has always been very kind to me, and did not What are you eating?"

"Him?" Ye Shi was a little disbelieving, his eyes were slightly red.

Bai Ze held her hand, with sincere eyes and soft voice, "Really. We were all young at that time, and he didn't know my background, so how could he make things difficult for me. He is actually... a very good person."

"At that time, he himself was not doing well. His servants bullied him and he was not favored. Food and clothes were often in short supply, but he never treated me harshly. We always ate together, and he would give up the meat to me. Me, saying that I am growing...the saved fabric will be used to make clothes for me, in case I will be cold. He also patiently taught me to read and write."

"Although we live in a remote place, we don't have so much red tape and intrigue. You may not know... We also secretly shot sparrow roasts to eat, and the taste is really good. I still remember it until now. By the way... …There was another time when we accidentally stepped on your favorite peony in the Royal Garden, and you were angry for a long time, but you didn’t even know that we did it. We hid and had fun secretly for a long time.”

"Even if we go out occasionally, he always protects me when encountering problems. Although I appear to be a little eunuch by his side, behind the scenes, he treats me as well as my relatives... Even if I make a mistake occasionally, he will not Blame me."

Love and cherish him like a younger brother.

Bai Ze seemed to have stepped into a distant memory, unknowingly said so much, every laughing, happy and sad thing...all vivid in his mind.

However, when he really became Ji Xuan's younger brother, instead...

He blinked, and accidentally saw Ye Shi's tears streaming down his face, he was at a loss, and his tone was like a child who had made a mistake, "Mother, what's wrong with you, why are you crying?"

"Don't cry, I'm really doing well..." Bai Ze reached out to wipe her tears.

Ye's voice choked up, "It's all mother's fault, it's all mother's fault... If it wasn't for mother, how would those servants dare to treat the dignified prince harshly? If it wasn't for mother, how could you have lived so hard. Mother still... ...that to you..."

"It turns out that this is retribution." She said.

Bai Ze's eyes dimmed for a moment, and then he smiled again, "Mother, that's not how it was said."

"You think we have had a hard life, because you don't know that many people have a harder life outside. I can eat and wear warmth, have company and laugh, grow together, and have something to rely on. I don't think it is bitter, I am very happy."

"And my mother, although she doesn't know me, has always been by my side. She hasn't forgotten that I abandoned me."

"Everything is as I imagined, I am very satisfied."

"My child..." Mrs. Ye held him in her arms, and couldn't stop crying, "But, mother hopes that you can live a better life, be able to be happy under your knees, and have the best everything in the world..."

"I don't care for the best in the world. I just want what I want, and that's enough." Bai Ze said softly, "I can still recognize you now, and I have no regrets in my life. You should do it for me feel happy."

"So you should smile more. If you cry, I will be sad too."

Mrs. Ye took a deep breath and forced herself to smile, "Okay, I won't cry. I can't let Ze'er laugh at my mother..."

"That's how it should be." Bai Ze smiled, "You have to believe me, if Ji Xuan really treats me badly, how can he tolerate us like this after knowing my background?"

Ye's expression faltered, and then he sighed, "In that case, mother is sorry for him..."

"Those things are in the past, let's not talk about it..." Bai Ze changed the subject, with a smile on his face, "Let's think about what to have for dinner, I want to eat..."

Bai Ze paused, and the smile on his face froze.Ji Xuan was standing at the door, when did he come here?How much did he hear again?

"Mother, the emperor is here." Bai Ze's voice was flat.

Ye Shi was also surprised, and quickly turned around to salute him.She avoided Ji Xuan's eyes, for Bai Ze, she could lower her attitude to dust, but today... In addition to tolerance, there is also a little more guilt.

"Mother, go prepare dinner." Shih Ye gave Bai Ze a reluctant look, paused silently when passing by Ji Xuan, and then went out.

A trace of embarrassment flashed across Bai Ze's face, "How much have you heard?"

Ji Xuan walked over slowly, "A lot."

Bai Ze hesitated for a moment, and said, "I said that because I didn't want my mother to be sad."

"Then you actually think I'm treating you badly?" Ji Xuan raised the corners of his lips, with a half-smile.

"That's not what I meant. I just didn't want those words to upset you." Because when you know who I am, you'll hate yourself for being so nice to me.

How much trust and care you had before, how much doubt and suspicion there will be afterwards.

But I will never forget those good things, those memories will be treasured together with my love.

Even if you don't bother to know.

"I don't." Ji Xuan's voice was a little muffled, and he seemed a little irritable, and said sarcastically, "Am I such a narrow-minded person? You are free to say whatever you want."

Bai Ze smiled, "It's fine if you don't mind."

Ji Xuan gave Bai Ze a cold look, and sat there without speaking.Still seems to be angry.

But Bai Ze knew that he was not really angry, just like before, every time Bai Ze did something wrong, Ji Xuan would pretend to be angry, and when his expression became serious, he was still very bluffing.The first time I was really scared, but I gradually got used to it... Seeing him like this is more peaceful than seeing him with no expression on his face.

He picked up the tea on the table, poured a glass of water, handed it to Ji Xuan in a fawning manner, and smiled like countless times before, "Quiet the fire."

Ji Xuan looked at him, the depths of his eyes gradually softened.He took the teacup with a helpless voice, "You have never been afraid of me."

After speaking, he drank the water in the glass in one gulp.

Bai Ze heaved a sigh of relief, he just did that out of habit just now, and only after he finished doing it did he realize that it was different now, lest Ji Xuan would throw up his sleeves and leave, that would be really self-defeating.

This pot of tea is actually a bit cold, and Ruoya brought it over in the afternoon.I and Mrs. Ye have been talking, without bothering to drink.At this moment, Fang felt a little parched, so he poured himself a cup.

She lowered her head and was about to drink it, but Ji Xuan suddenly stretched out a hand and knocked the teacup over to the ground!

There was a crisp sound of "wow", and the sudden heavy knock hit his heart, the teacup was shattered, and the tea flowed all over the floor.

Bai Ze stared blankly at the debris on the floor, his mind went blank.

what happened?

He slowly raised his head to look at Ji Xuan.Ji Xuan's face was as white as paper, and a trace of black air slowly emerged from his neck.

Bai Ze's eyes were blank, just now...wasn't he still fine?

Ji Xuan frowned, and the veins on his forehead were exposed, as if he was enduring great pain. His right hand was too hard, and he scratched the sandalwood table, but blood still flowed from the corner of his mouth.

"You are poisoned." Bai Ze's voice trembled.

Because of his cup of tea.

He suddenly became very sober.

"Poisonous." Ji Xuan spoke with difficulty, and spat out a mouthful of blood, "I can't drink it."

Bai Ze's hands were trembling, seeing that Ji Xuan's aura was getting weaker and weaker, he didn't have any other thoughts in his mind at the moment, he just thought, Ji Xuan can't die, he can't die...

"Come here!" he yelled, "Come here!"

Come on, Ji Xuan is poisoned, call the imperial doctor quickly!

Black air gradually spread to Ji Xuan's face, he shook, Bai Ze reached out to support Ji Xuan, his right hand was stained with Ji Xuan's blood, his voice trembled, "It's not me, I don't know..."

"I know." Ji Xuan showed a weak and pale smile.

The door and window were pushed open violently, and the guards rushed in, and the first one was Ji Xuan's most trusted eunuch Xu Xuan!But Bai Ze couldn't care about the joy of meeting his old friend at this moment, and said repeatedly: "You guys call the imperial doctor quickly! Ji Xuan is poisoned!"

A gleaming sword lay across Bai Ze's neck, and the surrounding murderous aura seemed to be real, but Bai Ze didn't care at all, and said in a deep voice, "Hurry up and save me! You can kill me anytime!"

Ji Xuan raised his hand, stopped those who wanted to come forward, and waved to Xu Xuan, "Send Mrs. Ye back to the cold palace, and keep it under good watch, don't let anyone in."

"Yes, Your Majesty." Xu Yan replied, his eyes rested on Ji Xuan anxiously.

"It's not his poison. All the servants here will be replaced." Ji Xuan coughed up another mouthful of blood, grabbed Xu Xuan's hand, and said slowly, "Protect him."

"Yes." Xu Xuan said.

After Ji Xuan instructed, she turned her head and showed a pale smile to Bai Ze, "Don't worry, I'm fine."